After the death of my sister and Xiao Wenhui, the days became boring and bleak, and I didn't know what the meaning of continuing to live was, or what the reason for the existence of a person like me was. When I returned to the fog capital, closed the door, and looked at my shadow in the empty home, I would always remember what Bao Hui once viciously scolded me: Jiang Xiaolou, you are a mourning star, and you will kill everyone close to you in the future!

When the light was turned off, he was in a state like a lying corpse, sleeping straight and stiff on the bed motionless, letting the tears of the embankment drown him. I don't know how long I lay in bed, the dark curtains that were drawn made it impossible to distinguish between night and day, and my whole body didn't feel a little hungry or cold, I just lay unconscious. After crying, crying, crying, crying and sleeping, there is no nostalgia for the world in my heart.

Suddenly, an extreme thought appeared in my mind, and there was like a voice around me who kept persuading me: Go to death, die quickly, be liberated when you die, and see your relatives when you die. At the behemoth of the gods, I slowly stood up and walked towards the medicine cabinet in the living room. He took out the big pill box, poured the countless white and yellow pills inside into a large empty box, and let the voice in his ear urge him: Eat, eat quickly, eat, eat and be free!

Reach for the pills, slowly pick up a handful, and put it in your mouth. Suddenly, there was a "bang", the door was opened from the outside, and a tall and strong figure rushed in.

"Auntie, why are you so ruthless to leave me?" The one who rushed into the room was actually a nephew who was studying in Germany, and the pain of these days had made him forget the existence of his nephew.

"Xiaolou, why can't you think about it so much! You still have us! Lin Suo and several other people from the Thirteen Institute stood behind his nephew, and they all looked at him with anxious faces, including the iron tower, which had always been unkind to me.

"Sister Lou, what are you doing here? Don't scare me! "The last person to enter the door was Mu Ruoyan, and she shouted uncontrollably when she saw me. My hands hugged me tightly, and the warmth of her body gradually brought me back to my senses, what did I do? The nephew in front of him cried even more.

I heard them say that everyone knocked on the door for a long time, but I didn't respond, and when I was about to slam the door, my nephew just rushed back. It's also a kind of luck, just when I wanted to be forgotten by the world the most, my colleagues and nephews from the Thirteenth Institute pulled me back from the ghost gate. It was they who took care of me and told me that there are still people in this world who love themselves and there are still people who need them.

The nephew, who I haven't seen for a long time, has tanned his skin a little, and his body is much stronger than before, especially in the world, he is obviously much calmer, and his temperament is no longer as extreme and manic as before, these changes are a lot more gratifying. Looking at my nephew, who was busy in the house every day, I couldn't help but secretly sigh that the former child had finally grown up, and he was needed to take care of himself at this moment.

The loss of three family members made us even more dependent on each other, and my nephew was clamoring to go back to China to accompany me, and I hoped that he would continue his studies in Germany. So, we reached a consensus that we should both do what we have to do well.

The days went on like this, and with the company of my nephew and the Thirteen Institutes, I slowly accepted the fact that I had lost Wenhui, and before my nephew returned to Germany to study, he accompanied me to sell the old residence with Xiao Wenhui and buy a new small house near the unit. Because everyone persuaded themselves that it was not good to continue to live in that old house, that house was not suitable for continuing to live alone.

The newly bought small house is not big, only more than 50 square meters, but the house type, lighting, and floors are very good, enough for me to live alone. What's more, this house is in the same community with Mu Ruoyan, Shi Fan, and Uncle Qi, and they are neighbors to each other, so it is more convenient to take care of each other. My nephew helped me pack everything up, and then I reluctantly returned to Germany, he said that he would study hard and strive to finish his studies early and return to China, listening to him say these words, my heart felt very relieved, and my sister and brother-in-law's spirit in heaven can also be rested.

When I returned to the office, I continued to be busy, and suddenly I felt that my life was alive again, and I had endless work to do every day, so I didn't have any extra time to be sad and sad. At this time, the 13th Institute received an important case, and the higher-level department instructed all the personnel of the 13th Institute to put down all the work at hand and solve the case within a month within a time limit. Because the case involves the only daughter of the mayor of Wudu City, let's call this girl Xiaofan for the time being.

The results of our initial investigation were that Xiaofan was the only daughter of a high-ranking family, very beautiful, learned foreign languages and sang well, and usually belonged to a public figure who was full of stars and moons. Before the accident, she was a junior at the School of Economics and Management of Wuda University and was preparing to go abroad for graduate school. In the mouths of teachers and classmates, her reputation is very good, everyone says that Xiaofan is very polite, has high quality and good cultivation, unites classmates and loves the party and the people, and is a student union cadre with excellent character and learning.

Then I learned about and investigated her private life, basically the same as her parents said, the rules of life are simple, there is no boyfriend at present, and I have never talked about a boyfriend, but there are many suitors. So, let's investigate the suitors again. A girl who has a good relationship with Xiaofan told us that there are many boys who pursue Xiaofan in Wuda, but she can't look down on them.

Because, some boys, Xiaofan dislikes them as too utilitarian and is full of snobs. Some boys, Xiaofan dislikes their IQ is too low, EQ is not enough, and said that it will affect the genes of the next generation. Some of the remaining boys, Xiaofan dislikes them for not being online. Anyway, according to Xiaofan's words, none of the boys chasing her can see it.

Wuda is one of the top schools in the country, and it is unbelievable to say that the fog boys are ugly, or that they are snobbish, but to say that the IQ of the fog boys is too low, it is unbelievable. According to our investigation, Xiaofan is not a student in Wuda, so the reason she gave is not tenable at all. What's more, according to Xiaofan's comprehensive conditions, it shouldn't be difficult to find a boyfriend in Wuda who is both talented and good-looking, has a comparable family background, and loves each other, how can there be no boy who can look at it?

Maybe it's a woman's natural sixth sense, maybe it's a woman's nature to love gossip, I always feel a little wrong about Xiaofan not looking for a boyfriend, so I deliberately went to find an upright old man to inquire about the situation, this old man is now working in the personnel department Teacher Sun, a native of Wuda who studied in the primary school affiliated to Wuda University from elementary school.