got on the plane, Ni Haimo still looked panicked, Wu Xin looked at Ni Haimo's worried look at Chen Yanqing's worried face, and couldn't help but ask.

"Silently, why did you and Brother Qing break up?"

Ni Haimo twitched his eyelashes, and his thoughts went back to that day, to the day that broke his heart.

After Ni Haimo and Wu Xin said goodbye in Shanghai, Ni Haimo flew directly to H City, took his luggage and went straight to school from the airport.

When he arrived downstairs in the apartment, Ni Haimo took out his mobile phone, paused, looked at the name on the phone screen for a few seconds, and finally, put the phone back in his pocket.

Ni Haimo put his luggage at the door of the bedroom, opened the door, and walked in by himself.

Chen Yanqing was sitting at the desk with his back to Ni Haimo, and when he heard the voice, he thought it was a junior who came to deliver something, so he didn't turn his head back, and said directly.

"It's okay to put things in the senior of Yifeng."

After a long time, he didn't hear a reply, and Chen Yanqing turned back a little impatiently.

"You..."

When he saw someone coming, his pupils shrank, and he swallowed back what he wanted to say.

"Silently?"

Ni Haimo nodded, walked to the table on Chen Yanqing's side and leaned against it.

"I've endured your time to the limit. So I'll see if you miss me the same way? ”

Chen Yanqing smiled and grabbed Ni Haimo's hand hanging to the side.

"Fool."

Ni Haimo's other hand lightly covered it and held Chen Yanqing's hand tightly.

"Can you tell me now?"

Chen Yanqing sighed and recounted the conversation with Lin Wei in the bedroom that day to Ni Haimo.

The more Ni Haimo listened, the more frowning he became, and after listening to Chen Yanqing's words, he said word by word slowly.

"You're going to come out with your parents?"

Chen Yanqing nodded. "Yes, I'm going to confess."

Ni Haimo stared at Chen Yanqing's eyes tightly, and the seriousness and seriousness on Chen Yanqing's face told Ni Haimo that Chen Yanqing was not joking, or even discussing with himself, but just telling himself about his upcoming plan.

Ni Haimo couldn't help but chuckle, the slightest hint of sarcasm in the chuckle made Chen Yanqing frown, and his face was not good-looking, thinking that Ni Haimo felt that he was not self-sufficient, and said patiently in a deep voice.

"Silently, in the past six years, I haven't covered up the two of us at all, and my mother is naturally vaguely aware of it, but through this conversation, I don't think she has any objections to us, but I'm just disappointed that I actually have the coercion trick of going away to other countries, and she also wants me to talk openly and honestly with them."

When Ni Haimo heard this, he didn't raise his eyelids, his eyes moved from staring at Chen Yanqing's face to the ground, his thick eyelashes covered the emotions in his eyes well, and he lightly threw out a sentence,

"What about your father?"

Chen Yanqing was stunned. "He, he's very open-minded, he should respect my decision."

Ni Haimo's eyes flashed with mockery as he looked at the ground, did he still want to convince him with words that he wasn't sure about?

Chen Yanqing looked at Ni Haimo's silence and suddenly felt powerless and irritable, he knew that it would be like this, Ni Haimo knew that this matter would definitely prevent him from coming out, but he really wanted to try it with his family, if it was successful, then they would not need to immigrate abroad, and even he could take Ni Haimo home in a bright way.

"Silently, I am also doing this for the sake of our future, if you have any thoughts, just say it, I feel uncomfortable when you hold it in your heart."

Ni Haimo raised his head when he heard this, and the corners of his mouth smiled.

"For the sake of our future?"

Chen Yanqing nodded.

The smile on Ni Haimo's lips gradually expanded, but on the contrary, the four words that came out of his lips were cold.

"I don't agree."

Chen Yanqing's eyes full of hope and concern suddenly disappeared, and they were so deep that people couldn't see them to the end.

"Why?"

Ni Haimo still smiled at the corner of his lips, but the smile seemed to be a smile but not a smile, and it couldn't help but make people a little annoyed when he looked at it.

"I'm not 100% sure, I don't agree."

Chen Yanqing's brows furrowed instantly, and his tone was reckless.

"You know it's impossible, you're making trouble."

Ni Haimo looked at the anger on Chen Yanqing's face, the accusation in his tone, the smile on his face froze, and he was unable to hold up the smile with the slightest pain in his heart. Ni Haimo said expressionlessly.

"Am I vexatious? Chen Yanqing, I still want to ask how old you are? You didn't even see such an obvious delaying tactic? ”

"What?"

"If your mother bluntly disagrees on that day, it will only make you want to flee more, and a delaying tactic will make you too beautiful to find the north? Is there a hint of support in your mother's words? Did your father think about you being gay? If you come out of the closet in such a hurry, I think you are unreasonable. ”

When Chen Yanqing heard this, the green tendons on his forehead suddenly rose, and the expression on his face was a cold appearance that Ni Haimo had never seen before.

"Why do you say that about my parents, don't judge others arbitrarily based on your personal subjective assumptions. They are my parents, and they should be honest with their own parents, is it the best policy for me to go abroad with you without saying a word, and then use the so-called coercion tricks to force them to accept it? Is it reasonable? ”

"You!"

Ni Hai got up from the table in silence, his eyes filled with shock and anger. The accusation in Chen Yanqing's words made Ni Haimo frightened, did he blame him? Blame him ... Took him down the road?

Blame him.

Ni Haimo's thousand words were blocked in his throat, and he couldn't spit out a word.

Chen Yanqing's words fell, and he also felt that he was impulsive, looking at the blood color that appeared in Ni Haimo's eyes that were a little cracked due to extreme anger, which made his eyes flash with regret and distress.

It's him who is impulsive, why did he bother with Ni Haimo to talk so fast, he was supposed to solve the problem, but now he only adds to the contradictions, what is he doing?

"Silently, can I handle this matter by myself? You can wait for my good news with peace of mind. ”

Ni Haimo listened to Chen Yanqing's soft voice, but his heart was cold.

"If I didn't come, you were ready to deal with it without me, right, then what I was waiting for is probably the news of your breakup."

When Chen Yanqing heard the word "break up", his unstretched brows wrinkled even more, and the uncontrollable irritability in his heart surged up again, why couldn't he understand his hardships? Think about it from your own position? Why does he have to be so pessimistic?

"I never thought about breaking up, Ni Haimo, I don't think this matter is worth our quarrel so much, can you not be so extreme!"

Ni Haimo laughed angrily, if this matter is not worth it, how can it be worth it? What is he saving money for? Did he think he was bent on going abroad just to escape from his parents?

"Am I extreme?"

Ni Haimo ripped open the collar, grabbed the platinum chain that had been hanging around his neck, pointed to the button on it, and asked Chen Yanqing word by word with a sneer.

"Do you remember what you said at the time? When your parents are tearfully begging you to marry and have children, when your parents think you have a psychological problem and kneel and beg you to return to normal, when they are angry and sick and lie on the hospital bed begging you, what choice will you make? Do you choose your parents, or do you choose me? ”

Chen Yanqing's throat rolled hard, and his expression was very painful.

"Brother Qing, you are so naïve, do you know how many years I haven't seen my parents have returned to that home? No matter how open your parents are to love you again, and let them accept that their son loves a man unethically, even if they want to live with him for the rest of their lives, they can't accept it. It is true that we emigrate abroad to coerce them to compromise, but since the process of compromise is the only way to go, why can't we choose this way that will do the least harm to both parties? And now you think I'm selfish? ”

Ni Haimo's tears flowed into his mouth, and the salty taste made him choke up and say the words he wanted to question Chen Yanqing the most.

"What about our right? At home, how are you going to give me the justification of your promise? ”

The day still came.

Ni Haimo looked at the confusion in Chen Yanqing's eyes, and exhaled the breath that was pressed in his heart, Chen Yanqing never knew that if it weren't for this promise, the departure six years ago would be the end of the two, but this sentence was too tempting for Ni Haimo, too great, so that Ni Haimo couldn't find the real feeling, and now it makes Ni Haimo a little easier.

Ni Hai meditated that he was indeed selfish, the approval of his parents and the support of his friends were important, but he still needed that cheesy piece of paper, which was a sense of ritual, a sense of ritual that he had to be happy, to prove that their love was also ordinary and could be witnessed in front of God, nothing more.

He thought that Chen Yanqing was that person, but now, he didn't want to wronged him, let alone wronged himself.

Chen Yanqing's mind is blank now, he knows that the focus of him and Ni Haimo is completely two-level, but Ni Haimo's every word is deeply rooted in his heart, his promise, his righteousness and Ni Haimo's righteousness When did they go two ways...

Chen Yanqing watched without blinking as Ni Haimo slowly ripped off the chain around his neck, and the button on it fell to the ground and made a crisp sound, which made Chen Yanqing stand up instantly. Uncontrollable hoarse roar.

"Ni Haimo, what are you doing here!!"

Ni Haimo put the broken chain on the table, his expression was flat, as if all the quarrels just now had never been heard, and those heart-wrenching words had never been spoken.

"Chen Yanqing, I am the one who died once, it was your love that made me find myself, I can't insult it. This clasp has bound me for six years, it has made me live in vain for all six years, as if I lived for it, I'm sorry, now I just want to live for myself. ”

After that, Ni Haimo stopped staying and walked straight out the door.

Chen Yanqing didn't turn back, only muttered when Ni Haimo opened the door.

"Is this a breakup?"

Replying to Chen Yanqing's words was a sigh from Ni Haimo.

"Yes, it's over."

At the end of the memory, Wu Xin was already crying silently, but Ni Haimo stroked Wu Xin's hair with a faint smile.

Does a breakup hurt? It hurts, it's just pain, you can't die.

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