Chapter 182: I'm thinking of you, you're no longer there.

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Chapter 182: You're No Longer There. ใ€–1.. I'm thinking of you, you're gone. ใ€—3993

Looking at the person who had slept there for several days and didn't wake up, he frowned slightly: "You say... Big brother sleeps like this, won't he starve to death. โ€

"Kedi, why don't you think about whether the two of us will starve to death."

"Then I'll go down to cook, and you watch him, lest he seek death and have no way to explain in the future."

"Well, I don't have any other choice." Looking at the wallpaper on my phone, I was helpless. I was still stunned to hear: "Give me the phone, the photo on it should still exist." โ€

"Well, it's not gone. It's the last trace of her. "yes, there's nothing."

"There's still memory, it's a big deal that you'll wait for the next life, if she can..."

"You go out, I want to be quiet."

"I'm afraid of you, I can't explain it."

"I promised her that I wouldn't do that."

"Then I'm out, don't make trouble for me."

Looking at the photos on her phone, caressing the sheets under her, with her temperature on them, her eyes closed, all the days and nights, she played with her temper, saying that she was determined when she broke up, and this time she really couldn't see each other again. Scene after scene, engraved in my mind, suffocating in pain.

"I've been waiting for you for a lifetime, for an unknown number of years. I've been looking for you for years. I thought that if I found you, I would find it forever, but God didn't fulfill us like this. I didn't give you much, and I wanted to make amends, but I never saw you again. โ€

The two people downstairs listened to the crying upstairs, and they were helpless. But he also knows: "He can only face it himself." โ€

"Second brother, let's move." "What!" "Take your eldest brother, go around, and take him to relax."

"Yes, she kept all the cards." "I think it's just for a few of us."

"It's okay, don't worry about money. The rest of the work is to take care of the big brother. โ€

Looking at the starry sky, I thought about her words: "There will be a meteor shower tonight to pay tribute to those of us who have paid for the game." โ€

Looking at the falling stars in the sky, he shook his head and smiled bitterly: "There is one there that is you, right?" โ€

For three days in a row, there was no sound upstairs.

Ke Yi looked at the person beside him and frowned slightly: "Second brother, it's been three days." Don't die on it, I can't explain it. โ€

"I want to go and see it, I've been hungry for three days..."

As soon as I wanted to go upstairs, I saw a familiar person walking down. Seeing his haggard face and the smile on his face, I only felt bitter.

After thinking about it, he said, "Brother, you have her things in your body." Kedi knows. โ€

Ke Er looked at him in surprise: "You actually put me..."

Seeing him stunned there, he had no choice but to say, "Sister, I never thought of sacrificing you." On the occasion of your business trip with your second brother. She took me to her grave. He looked up at Shu Yan and saw the surprise in his eyes.

The knuckle of her middle finger was removed and ground into powder. Add some of her blood to get you out of the game. That's what she said, that's all I can do. โ€

looked at him stunned, looked at Hongcha beside him, and then said, "She said our life and gave it to you." It's like using us to compensate her for the two lifetimes she owes you. In his heart, he thought helplessly: "Are we dolls?" โ€

"We... In front of her, I swore to always take care of you and support each other with you. โ€

"So, you mean, she arranged everything around me." "Yes, it seems so."

Seeing that he didn't say anything, he walked into the bathroom.

"Second brother, did you say that he could see it?"

"I don't think it's open, after all, other people's daughters-in-law are gone. This one in our family is really special. โ€

"Then I still need to watch him recently." "Otherwise, is there any other way?"

Shu Yan looked at the two rings on his hand and sighed deeply. Watching him come out, he walked straight to the study.

"The two of us have been neglected." "Whatever he wants, wait until he is in a better mood. I talked to him about getting out of here. โ€

"Oh, understood. So what are we two doing now? "I said, aren't you tired? Don't you go to rest. โ€

"Oh, go and rest, look at him like this, it shouldn't be anything." "Who knows."

"That's... Do you miss her. "Oh, got it."

Shu Yan looked at the computer screen, clean. Not so many folders, not so much cumbersome.

Thinking about what he was doing at this time of the day, he laughed self-deprecatingly: "At this time of the day, I am playing with her and working with her on documents." Coax her to be happy, but now she has them to take care of her. โ€

then lay on the table: "I said yes, take care of her, say I want to protect her, I haven't been able to do it." โ€

Looking at her ring, thinking of Ke Er's words: "Your blood and bones are here with me." And my heart is for you. This ring will no longer have any owner. Since I have given my heart to you. And he will keep this ring in my heart forever. Even if you don't wait for me anymore, I'm still waiting for you, waiting for you to meet me again one day. โ€

Merging the former necklace with her wedding ring, he smiled bitterly: "So I don't count as taking you with me." โ€

I don't want to forget, my heart is gone. ใ€—

Looking at the people who came over step by step, he was a little helpless: "You... Can't you forget him. โ€

"It's not that you can't forget, but you don't want to forget."

"Snow, you're tired. Go and take a break. โ€

"Well, I really need a break."

Shuangling: "Qinglin, you two go to accompany her, and Mengzhuo and I will go out." โ€

"No need, you guys are busy with yours, the house hasn't been cleaned up for a long time. I just went to rest. โ€

Shuangling: "Okay, you two just help her back." Then come back and work together. โ€

Watching the three of them leave, there was only helplessness in my heart.

Mengzhuo: "Brother, do you want to go, if you don't go." Then I'll have to go. "Let's go together."

"Okay, let's go together. But I'm with you, and I have to be with you when I leave. "yes, it's annoying. If it weren't for the snow..."

Looking at the person asleep in the study, he was a little helpless, and looked at the person next to him, "What should I do, get it back or here..."

"You two wake up, I'll go upstairs and rest. There won't be any work in the future, and you two decide for yeast in the future. โ€

"What do you mean, don't want us anymore." "No, I just don't want to take your freedom."

"Our freedom is with you." "Brother, get out of here, go out for a walk. Just distract yourself. โ€

"I'll talk about it tomorrow morning, I'm tired. Want to rest. โ€

Watching him hobbled back to the second floor step by step, he shook his head helplessly and smiled bitterly.

Shu Yan looked at the empty room and only felt cold. Looking at the dress in the closet, I was stunned. "Looks like all my clothes are on the list." Looking at the corner, he reacted and smiled slightly.

Raising his hand and touching her ring on her chest: "This one is still kept, do you want to leave here?" Okay, let's go together. โ€

I got up in a daze early in the morning, looked at the person who was about to go out at the door, and immediately woke up. Walked over.

"Brother, early in the morning. Where to go. โ€

"I want to go out for a walk, you two pack your things. When I get back, I'll be able to get out of here. Listening to this answer is a lot more reassuring.

"Okay, then let's go pack up our things and leave here together when you come back."

As soon as I went out, I left the shadows and raised my hand to block the harsh sunlight in front of me. Looking at the empty position next to him, he was a little lonely.

Walking step by step, looking at the scenery around me, I only felt that there was her figure everywhere.

I walked for a long time before I reached my destination. looked at the girl who was setting up a stall opposite, and smiled slightly. Just wanted to walk over, only to see clearly, and shook his head helplessly: "That person is not her." โ€

We meet again here, and I see the gentle smile on your face that I know most well. Here I found you again, thinking that I could be forever.

"I would like to do your work and accompany you. Now that you're gone, now you've fired me, but I just want to be by your side, but I can't get my wish. โ€

Looking at the building: "Here you have the most memories, beautiful and painful." Looking at the familiar figure at the door, I just wanted to reach out to touch her, but I knew: "I can't touch her again." โ€

Looking at the back window, he smiled slightly: "I seem to have seen it, and you and I were angry at that time." The shadow of climbing the window to get home. โ€

You've sold me many times, but I've made your plans fail.

You are here to be my real wife and make my dreams come true, I thought I could hug you forever.

It is also here that I bear the blow of losing you many times. But every time you come back to me, now I can no longer hold you in my arms, and now you have left me alone.

You said you liked the wide expanse of the scene, without so many constraints. Here you can look forward to the blue sky and land.

You have asked me here if I was born as clear as water, but after living for a long time, I have lost myself. But I have never lost myself in you, for many years. But there's no chance to tell you.

I didn't let many people want me to leave you, but now, you have left me.

The first time I rode with you, you and I are strangers. I sat beside you, but you never paid attention to me. You gave me the opportunity to sit on my side and I felt the temperature on you.

Looking at the garden in front of him: "Nothing has changed here, except for us." From now on, I am the only one here, and your first kiss was taken away by me here. And I can't anymore..."

You are here to make me happy, maybe you promised me in your heart. It's just that I'm stupid and don't know anything.

Go ahead. How I wish I could hear your voice behind me and hear you call me.

You get lost and say, let me take you home. But you're my home, you're gone. Now I'm homeless.

I remember that you were injured and hospitalized, and I saw you for the first time in a trance, the appearance of frost and snow. But at that time, I couldn't think of you, of our past. I only blame myself for not protecting you.

You were sick and hospitalized, and I watched over you for many days before you woke up, and you put a ring on me here and promised me to go with you.

I've been here to help you with the renovation. Set up your surroundings and stay busy with you here.

You have shown me your coldest side, but I did not expect you and I to be the same kind. I want to die, and I want to stay by your side. But you rejected me, and in the end you protected me.

Here, you and I take a picture. Your lips fall on my cheeks and grant me happiness. Raising his hand to caress the side of his face, as if there was still her residual warmth here.

I took you on a journey, and in just a few days, you gave me the whole paradise. But I have to send you home.

Every time I see you crying, it stings my heart and suffocates me. Your vulnerability only shows me in front of me. But it's also a kind of happiness for me.

It turns out that everything about you is deeply imprinted in my heart, just because you are the person I love the most, and my heart is given to you.

You have changed for me, subverted your own image, just to fulfill me......

Back home, knowing they're packing up and getting ready to get out of here.

Looking at the familiar home, but not the familiar person.

I'm here to celebrate your birthday, and you accepted my request. When you are angry, you give me back the wedding ring. But I have tried again and again to prove that I am yours and to regain your trust.

I've always lived for you. You say you are a porcelain doll, but I am willing to take care of you and protect you forever.

You've helped me heal my wounds here, and you're the cure for my wounds. As long as I have you, I can bear anything. But I can't bear to see you hurt and cry, and now I'm suffering from losing you.

I know you've been rejecting me for fear of implicating me. I know that it is I who insist on getting close to you and getting you.

I got drunk for the first time and got you again. Since then, you and I have gone back to the happy days we were.

In fact, I know that no one is optimistic about your relationship with me. I can only give you one promise, not even a wedding. But I know that you love me.

Here I see you again. I've waited all my life for someone I haven't waited for. Seeing you again brings me back to where I was. It turns out that you have been waiting for me, and it has never changed, but fate makes people, and you and I miss it. Today's too...

Now are you also thinking about me, and you are also feeling the pain of not being able to touch me, I miss you.

The days and nights with you here are the pinnacle of happiness in my life. You're gone, you've taken everything I have gone.

When she dies, I'll take care of you completely. I'll take you home, and I'll keep your laughter here.

I struggled in Hell for you, but you left me alone. I'll never see you again.

looked at the people standing in the hall, and looked helplessly at the people next to him: "What should I do, do you want to wake him up." โ€

"Let him be stunned for a moment, the person he loves the most... It will take time to calm down. โ€

I just wanted to leave and heard: "This house is left, there are too many memories in it." One day, we were tired of playing outside. Come back here and rest. I'll go upstairs first, I want to take a break, and you can arrange the rest. โ€

"Your game is over, so can I only live this life well. At least I can't forget you in this life. โ€

Wake up in the morning and look at the two people who have been waiting outside for a long time. Step by step: "Let's go." โ€

Looking at the extreme loneliness on his face, he knew that he couldn't persuade him, so he followed him step by step.

"Tell me where you two want me to go."

"Traveling around, you're still young anyway." Listening to this, he quipped: "Second brother, who are you talking about?" โ€

"Yes, yes, wrong, let's go."

Looking at the room behind him, he didn't want to leave, but thought: "I always have to take the first step, here is her shadow." โ€

"Let's go."