Chapter 112: Trade-offs
After hanging up the phone, Wan Qianqian immediately took a coat and hurriedly went out. She came to the small pavilion in the community, looked out seriously, she really saw his slender and muscular figure, peeking into the community, trying to pass through the reinforced concrete buildings, to find the person he cared about.
She lay behind a pillar and watched his wanderings carefully. Finally, after wandering for a while, he walked to the side of the car and quickly drove away.
Seeing that she still refused to come down, he must have been very disappointed in his heart, right? But life can never always be hopeful, it is destined to be a chain that is not strung together by different natures. Or maybe not giving him any hope now is the greatest responsibility for him, right? Looking at his age, it should be the best era in his life, and he should bloom.
Thousands of people looked at themselves, and then thought about Xinyue and Xinyi, they already had Gu Tanfeng, how could they love others wholeheartedly? For Miyang, this is just the feeling of being greedy for youth.
She no longer has the ability and energy to love anyone else with all her heart. Since he is so good, why should he have to possess or reward himself? Maybe letting him fly in the wider sky by himself is the real love for him, right?
Watching the car leave, she felt as if her heart had gone with the car into the distance. Dragging her body, which felt a little heavy, she walked in the direction of home.
In life, there will always be many regrets, and no one can have fun in life without any scruples. As long as you are a person with a normal mind, you will have scruples, and if you have scruples, you will make trade-offs. People can't be too greedy to have all the good things in this world.
Thinking like this, she felt a faint loneliness in her heart, and after returning home, she cleaned up and drank half a glass of red wine, and then fell asleep. Life must go on, why don't you be chic?
It's just a relationship with Gu Tanfeng, how should I deal with it? What kind of results do you want? She doesn't have a clear goal, forget it, don't think about anything first, just live her life like this.
The next day, she went to work early and threw herself into the intense work. The best way to cool down on another thing is to put all your energy into another.
She wants to let her work take up all her energy so that she doesn't have so much time to think about anything else.
Just as she was working at full strength, the phone rang, it was an unfamiliar number, no matter what, she still picked up, but it was a call from the kindergarten teacher.
"Excuse me, are you Xinyi's mother? She had a fever and we called my grandmother and no one answered. The teacher said anxiously.
"I am, how is she? Is it serious? Is it school now? I'll go right over. She couldn't remember what the teacher said next, but she only knew that she asked the driver to accompany her to the kindergarten.
When she arrived at the kindergarten, the teacher was holding Xinyi, and Xinyi was a little listless. Xinyue was helping her with her schoolbag. Seeing thousands of people coming, Xinyi immediately shouted, "Mom! ”
And the tears flowed silently. When children are sick like this, of course, they think about their mothers the most.
Wan Qianqian hugged Xinyi, touched her head, it was very hot, and hurriedly said to the teacher: "I'll take her to the doctor first." Then he turned his head to look at Xinyue, "Son, are you going home with your mother now?" ”
The teacher hesitated for a moment, and said lightly to her: "Let's let Xinyue go to school normally, just now Xinyi was a child who kept crying, so we let my brother accompany her." "It's true, Xinyue is good, she should study well with the children in school.
She glanced at Xinyue, of course, she still wanted to ask for his own opinion, although the child was young, he had always had his own ideas.
"Well, I'll go to school. In the afternoon, let my grandmother pick me up. "After all, it's not even noon, so I have to take a look at the doctor with my heart. Since the child has said this, it is natural to respect his opinion.
She hugged Xinyi, looked at Xinyue, and then looked at the teacher, "Okay, that son, you can continue to go to school." I'll take my sister to the doctor first, so I can learn my skills. The last sentence encouraged her son, and she left with her heart.
In the car, she still took out the phone and called Lu Yunxue's phone, "Auntie, hello, I picked up Xinyi." As soon as she finished talking about the situation, Lu Yunxue became anxious, it turned out that she was really doing maintenance in the beauty salon just now, and the mobile phone was not taken out in her bag, and the signal inside was not very good, so she didn't hear it.
"You go to work, you do your business. I'll go over right now and tell me the hospital you're going to. Lu Yunxue wants to do everything herself for these two babies, and what she doesn't like the most is that others interfere in the affairs of these two babies.
Now that she knows that Xinyi is sick, she naturally wants to come over, and she is helpless for a while, which is also a major pain point for her, Lu Yunxue's love for these two babies can be said to surpass many grandmothers and some obsessed, if she really wants to fight with Gu Tanfeng for the custody of the child, I am afraid that she will not be able to fight for them.
After all, Lu Yunxue can have 24 hours a day to guard this baby, and she is working after all. What's more, she is a mother, and she feels that she should be obliged to choose a lifestyle that is most beneficial to her baby.
"Mom, I don't know what's wrong with Xinyi now, so let's take her to the outpatient clinic first." In her impression, there is no need to go to the hospital for ordinary minor problems. Of course, she has enough public resources to use, but if it doesn't have to, why bother?
When Lu Yunxue arrived, the doctor had already prepared the medicine for Xinyi, and they could leave.
"Xinyi, go home with grandma, what do you want to eat, what do you want to play, tell grandma, let's be together, okay?"
But now Xinyi just wants to be by her side, "Mom, can you take me for an afternoon?" I want to be with you. She looked at thousands of thousands with tears in her eyes and pitiful. Her heart throbbed at once, and she was about to grant her request.
Lu Yunxue came over, "Baby, mom has to go to work, grandma will take you to buy cakes, okay?" For some reason, she always had a feeling that she was snatching two babies from herself.
Her feeling may be typical of Chinese parents, adults always feel that their children can't do without themselves; But the truth is that I can't do without my children. When the child desperately wants to leave his father's arms and embrace the sky outside, the heavy sense of loss in his heart is irrepressibly uncomfortable.
Xinyi said that she would not say anything now, if Lu Yunxue received it when the teacher called, and she went to the school to pick her up, then there would be no such thing, but now that Wan Qianqian has already picked her up first, she naturally wants to be with her mother.
"I'm going to be with my mom." Seeing that Wan Qianqian didn't want to take her, her tears fell suddenly, "Mom, don't you love me?" ”
The child's understanding of love is that you have to come to me from time to time, buy me toys, take me to eat delicious food, and play with what I want to play. And if this kind of love is not expressed for a long time, it will make the child's heart insecure.
"Baby, of course mom loves you." Thousands of people picked her up. Either way, don't let your baby have such thoughts. But now if you want to take her back to her home, it's really not good, she can't let Xinyue and Xinyi know that she and Gu Tanfeng don't live together anymore.
Lu Yunxue watched it on the side, and she was also distressed for a while, she looked at Wan Qianqian and said, "Are you busy with work in the afternoon?" If you're not busy, go home together. Spend a good time with Xinyi, have lunch, and then go back to work. ”
It's a good way to do it, and if she gets better, she can go back to work.
Xinyi is also very sensible now, and after she heard it, she immediately said as if she was asking: "Mom, you can accompany me." Her careful thinking is under the influence of Xinyue, and now she is getting more and more thoughtful.
She thought that if she let her mother and grandmother eat together and let them get along more, grandma would naturally like her more and more when she knew how good her mother was. She heard Aunt Lin Li say that her father and mother had not held a wedding yet, and they did not loudly announce to the outside world that they were a family, just because grandma didn't like her mother very much.
She and Xinyue have already decided that they will definitely make grandma like their mother super much. Now is a great opportunity, and she must seize it.
Wan Qianqian didn't think about it, so she agreed, she had to agree, this was her daughter's request. I do a lot of things, in fact, I just want Xinyue and Xinyi to grow up healthily.
"Okay, Mom, go back to accompany Xinyi. We obediently kept the medicine secret for a while, got a good night's sleep, and Mom went to work again, okay? Mom will call you again in the evening, okay? ”
Since she is a child, she always has to explain the truth and things to them clearly, she hopes that her child will be very sensible, very likable, and have a normal mind in the future.
"Okay." When Xinyi heard this, she smiled with tears in her eyes, "I knew that my mother was sorry for Xinyi." As he spoke, he kissed her gently on the cheek.
And at this moment, she felt that she might not be able to indulge herself too much, and she had to take care of the babies if she wanted to find her youth.