Text Chapter 022、That's it
After class, Wu Xin went to the piano room. Li Yifeng: They are Liang Feilong's professional class.
Li Yifeng and Gentle are the first group. Gentle is in charge of PPT, and Li Yifeng is in charge of reporting.
From the beginning of the introduction, everyone looked intently, the 15-minute report, no one moved at all, there was a piano melody in the middle, Li Yifeng also paused for a few seconds, his brows furrowed, startled everyone, and soon returned to normal, but the obvious tone and expression revealed unhappiness.
There was a "card rub" sound in the middle, or because I thought Li Yifeng was so handsome, I couldn't help myself, so I took a photo. attracted some people's laughter, and Wen Wen also smiled at her, Li Yifeng looked at her expressionlessly, why did her phone fall off, suddenly, put down the phone, and devoted herself wholeheartedly.
At the end of the report, there was thunderous applause.
Liang Feilong stood up from his seat. Looking at the gentle Li Yifeng with a smile, he nodded, took the book in his hand and began to comment.
"As for the excitement of the content of the report, it can be said that it is beyond my expectations, as far as the time given to you is not long or short, it is very difficult, so my expectations remain average, Li Yifeng's group is the group of students I think is biased, and it is really powerful. But here I want to criticize Li Yifeng a little. ”
As he spoke, he turned to Li Yifeng and looked at him seriously. Everyone expressed surprise, there are still slots in this kind of anti-heaven report?
After watching it for a few seconds, he suddenly smiled.
"The expression of the whole process is too scary, the expression is gloomy, and the tone is low, that is, the voice is magnetic, which is good, otherwise, your report is like telling a ghost story. My genius, are you in time for the days of the month when you're in a bad mood today? ”
"Poofhahahaha."
Laughing below, Li Yifeng's expression loosened a little and he didn't speak.
After that, Liang Feilong didn't say anything, and let the two of them go down. Subsequently, other group reports began.
Li Yifeng told Liang Feilong that he was going to the toilet and went out.
The classroom where they had their class today was the classroom where they were reporting, and across the street was the piano room on the 6th floor. And Wu Xin happened to be inside. Li Yifeng glanced at her from the front door a few times, then walked to the back door and stood still.
Wu Xin was engrossed in playing "loveless" in it, she felt that she had a new inspiration for playing this piece today, she always felt that there was something missing in her emotions before, but today it seems to have made up for it. It's not perfect, but it's better than before.
So she digs deeper into the best emotions that she integrates with the song. When she closed her eyes and thought of the quarrels and chaos in the morning, Li Yifeng handed the gentle tissue, tired of his reason, but she was still unable to control her heartbeat, Wu Xin pressed the wrong button. But it made her seem to have opened some acupuncture points.
She thought carefully about the feeling that was obviously painful, but the suffocation still made her obsessed like a moth to a fire, and she suddenly understood why the notes that were as gentle as water in the early stage were as hot as fire in the later stage, and then there were some rests and charms in succession. It is the apex that causes a kind of apparently intense but abruptly stops, and then becomes an intermittent telling.
There are some unspeakable words, in fact, it is precisely because they are hidden in the so-called best that you can't open your mouth, for fear of breaking the obsession, but you can't live because you are entangled in your emotions.
This kind of tangled feelings, how to understand without experience.
Wu Xin played that piece of music over and over again, and his infatuation and Li Yifeng's indifference echoed in his mind. It wasn't until Wu Xin finally couldn't stop running that she gasped for breath.
Gently leaning on the keys, gently stroking the piano, falling into some memory, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.
Li Yifeng saw all this, and he clearly saw and heard Wu Xin's crazy melody. I couldn't see Wu Xin's expression, which could be seen from the arc of her shaking and the intensity of the piano sound. Wu Xin is struggling right now.
And the reason why she struggles so much, needless to say. Li Yifeng just looked at Wu Xin like that, until the bell rang, and some classmates who had finished class came out one after another. Li Yifeng turned around and walked into the toilet.
Li Yifeng turned on the faucet and rubbed his hands vigorously, he originally thought that the night of the class reunion might be the end. But it's not, just like every time they quarrel, Wu Xin will always say, I ignore you, it's the same. Neither of them was serious. So, don't take it to heart.
Li Yifeng didn't know how much of his words were sincere and how much of them were intimidation. Did he say something to Wu Xin or did he remind himself? Did he really want to push Wu Xin away? You really don't like Wu Xin at all?
How is that possible.
It's just that since he knew that he would be the only man in the family from now on, he was destined to have no way to respond to Wu Xin's love. He had to make the most of every minute of his four years of college. Strive for a bachelor's and master's degree. He promised his father that he would take good care of his mother, but he couldn't bear to watch Qiao Yun guard a big house by himself.
Wu Xin's fantasy of beautiful love is what Li Yifeng has always seen in his eyes. Because he can't do it, he is not qualified. Wu Xin can go deep with his childhood sweetheart's feelings because he is used to its existence, but he can't. Responsibility and responsibility are what Li Haoyuan has focused on cultivating since he was a child. This notion is deeply ingrained.
And now the time is when the romantic love story begins, and he doesn't want Wu Xin to delay him. He doesn't have time to talk about feelings, but Wu Xin is different. She had a great time. Her conditions are worthy even if she is a hundred times stronger than him Li Yifeng. So, how can he bear it?
He didn't despise Wu Xin's love, but in fact, he didn't have the confidence to respond to Wu Xin's sincerity. If he agrees, he has a responsibility, and when he doesn't have time to fall in love with her, she will wronged herself and accommodating him, until one day she can't stand it, doesn't want to be wronged, and regrets it. Endless quarrels will only wipe out all the good things about each other. And then be a stranger?
Li Yifeng couldn't do it. For Wu Xin, he couldn't do it. You call him a coward, a coward, anything. It's best not to let anything happen if you just can't do it.
So be it.
Li Yifeng turned off the faucet and returned to the classroom.
In the afternoon, Wu Xin and Liao Meiqi still needed to rehearse, and in the evening, Chen Yanqing held a reparation banquet, and the six of them ordered a few dishes in the restaurant outside the school.
Wu Xin still has a cold, no fever, but her voice is hoarse, and when she speaks, she has a different kind of cuteness, as soon as she speaks, Liao Meiqi and they want to pinch her face. Li Yifeng's face was not as ugly as it was in the morning, but he said very little. Although he usually doesn't talk much, but today there are really few at the dinner table, and they asked him if the report went well? Just smiled and nodded.
Chen Yanqing boasted over there how powerful Li Yifeng was, and Li Yifeng only smiled and said nothing.
Wu Xin was worried about him and asked what was wrong, but he only smiled and said that it was okay, and he was a little tired this time. Wu Xin clearly felt the alienation in his smile.
After that, Zhang Xinxin began to discuss how to spend the next eleventh holiday. Ask if you want to go on a trip.
Chen Yanqing's family is from this city, but he has already been booked to go to Shanghai.
However, Liao Meiqi and the others agreed with Zhang Xinxin's suggestion. The location is still being discussed warmly. In the end, I decided whether to go to Hangzhou to play, and maybe I could go to Shanghai to meet Chen Yanqing by chance.
Wu Xin looked at them, and then at Li Yifeng,
"Fengfeng, you are eleven ......"
"Go home."
"Huh? Male god, you have to go home, what a waste of such a good seven-day vacation. ”
Li Yifeng still smiled gently. There was no answer.
Wu Xin thought for a moment and said.
"If Fengfeng goes home, I will go home too, otherwise Sister Xiaohua will talk about me."
"Huh? Xinxin, you don't want to go! ”
Wu Xin glanced at Li Yifeng and turned to the three of them again.
"I'll have a chance in the future,"
Li Yifeng looked at Wu Xin,
"Aunt Hua, I'll go and say, you go and hang out with them, haven't you always wanted to see the ancient town of Suzhou and Hangzhou? Go ahead. ”
Wu Xin looked at Li Yifeng and wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Zhang Xinxin and the others.
"That's right, let's go, let's go, you can leave the male god and travel with us once,"
"That's right, Xinxin, Suzhou and Hangzhou are really beautiful, and the weather is still relatively good now, how great!!"
Wu Xin was indeed very hesitant, she was going to go to Hangzhou with Li Yifeng during the holiday after graduating from high school. Now that she has this opportunity, she is really tempted, but she wants to go home with Li Yifeng.
"I ......"
Wu Xin looked at Li Yifeng hesitantly, but Li Yifeng didn't know what he was looking at on his phone, and he didn't notice her attention at all.
Chen Yanqing also noticed Wu Xin's gaze, and he glanced at Li Yifeng's mobile phone screen. Sigh.
"Little fairy, you can go play with them, your home is so close to the school, you can go back on Saturdays and Sundays."
Wu Xin thought about it, so he replied with a smile.
"Okay then."
also joined the craze of discussion between the three of them, talking about where to go to play, what to eat and what to eat. The four girls had a great time discussing.
Li Yifeng put down his phone and glanced at Wu Xin's smiling face.
Sure enough, she was always accommodating to him. In fact, this will make her happier.
Chen Yanqing knocked on the table on the side and whispered to Li Yifeng, "Go to the toilet." ”
in the bathroom. Chen Yanqing looked at Li Yifeng thoughtfully, and Li Yifeng looked at each other expressionlessly.
After a long time, Chen Yanqing was defeated. Li Yifeng leaned against the wall and looked at himself in the mirror.
"Are you overthinking today?"
"Huh?"
"Report a black face, and when you eat, you can't even pretend to be invisible, even when the little fairy is obviously showing affection just now, you'd rather look at the screen interface of your mobile phone there. All your actions tell me that your mental state is facing a severe test, and all your abnormal behavior is a signal. ”
"So, want to hear the story behind it?"
Chen Yanqing looked at Li Yifeng's sudden ruffianism, and suddenly wanted to laugh.
"Your story is too complicated, I'm too young to be suited, just want to remind you not to make any decisions when you are impulsive. There is no regret medicine in this world, and some words and things are said and done, and sometimes they are the price that cannot be repaid. ”
When Li Yifeng heard this, he looked down at the ground for a long time, and smiled meaninglessly.
"Perhaps. I left first, and when I asked, I said that there was an urgent matter at school. ”
"Hey, aren't you, it's like you've changed in one day."
Li Yifeng didn't answer, waved his hand, and glanced at Wu Xin, who was smiling over there, when he passed by the door. Then he left without stopping.
Has it changed as a person? This is who he is. Apathy and detachment. Perhaps, in the future, it will be like this.
Chen Yanqing looked at Li Yifeng's departing back and frowned. He judged with his professional intuition that Li Yifeng had an indescribable decadent aura around his body. Something as important as being prepared or giving up.
As for what? Unknown.
Wu Xin didn't see Li Yifeng leave, and when Chen Yanqing came back and didn't see Li Yifeng's figure, she asked.
"Where's the wind?"
"Ao, the school is in a bit of a hurry, he left first, let's go back early after eating, by the way, he also asked me to remind you to take medicine."
Wu Xin frowned and took out his mobile phone, which did not have a single message on it.
Chen Yanqing looked at Wu Xin's unhappy look, and cursed Li Yifeng in his heart, what kind of sin he created! What a demon! The little fairy is so good, how can you give you up!
On his face, he said haha, "You also know that Li Yifeng is a famous talent in our hospital, and it is normal to be busy." By the way, you're all talking about where to play, let's hear about it."
Liao Meiqi immediately happily took the conversation, and several people chatted lively.
Wu Xin was obviously not in a state, so after thinking about it, he still sent a text message to Li Yifeng.
"You didn't eat much at night, so buy some bread to eat when you're hungry." Take care of your stomach. ”
5 minutes later.
"Okay."
Wu Xin looked at the little period. But in his heart, what did he do to apologize to himself?
Li Yifeng was lying on the bed in the bedroom, listening to childhood in his ear, and received a text message from Wu Xin.
He moved his fingers, closed his eyes and put his phone aside, waiting for the piano song to be repeated before replying. From a dozen words, it was deleted to a few words, and finally there was only one word left, and another punctuation was added.
Send.
That full stop has two meanings for Li Yifeng, apology and determination.
There are only questions about Wu Xin.