During the time when the old devil's father left, many friends brought sincere greetings and heartfelt care to the old devil, and the old devil was deeply grateful.

In the book review, in the group, and on WeChat, there are comforting words from readers and friends everywhere, and the old devil is really moved, in a simple sentence, the old devil is worth having friends like you in his life.

When it comes to my father's departure, I regret that I couldn't see my father for the last time, which is also the most guilty part of my heart.

My father had a fateful life, my great-grandfather was a landowner, and my great-grandfather married a third wife, and only gave birth to my grandfather when he was fifty years old.

But it didn't catch up with the good time, and after my grandfather was born, the family fell into the middle of the road, and he got tuberculosis (now called cancer), and when he was thirty years old, he died in the same year as my great-grandfather, and the father and son were thirty years old and one was eighty years old.

My father was fifteen years old at the time, with three brothers and two sisters, and my youngest aunt, who was only two months old.

If that's all it is, that's it, it's nothing, but it didn't catch up with the good times, because of the relationship between the ancestors, when my father evaluated the ingredients, he was rated as a rich peasant.

Nowadays, many young people don't know much about the background at that time, at that time in the production team, as long as someone looked at my father unpleasantly, as long as he made a small report, my father would be put on the hat like a plant vs. zombie and be criticized. (I don't know if this game was developed according to the background of that era)

My father's childhood was gloomy, and after he got married, he was criticized less and less, and then the land reform and the land were contracted to the peasants, and my father was truly free.

At that time, the Northeast encouraged land reclamation, and my father and my mother began to look forward to it, and finally turned over and could cultivate their own fields.

It turned out that the good places were occupied by some people with backgrounds, a bit like people who had already drawn the territory.

A few years later, in addition to the fields divided by the production team, I finally had my own four acres of paddy fields (rice can only be planted for one season in the northeast) and some dry fields.

With my own small piece of land, the days have just become prosperous, and my brother, sister and I have gradually appeared in this family, and the family at least does not have to worry about food and clothing.

But the good days didn't last long, when I was nine years old, my father suddenly had a cerebral thrombosis and almost didn't die all at once.

As a result, after surviving later, he was also half-paralyzed and unable to work normally, and the sky of the whole family seemed to collapse all at once.

At that time, my eldest brother was in the first year of junior high school, and after dropping out of school, he began to work in the fields, ploughing the ground, supporting the plow, and all other heavy work fell on the shoulders of my mother and my eldest brother.

My sister also helped with the farming, and my work was much lighter - herding cattle, not as tall as a cow, and often being dragged all over the ground by the oxen (Khan!) No wonder the Minotaur warriors were so strong. ）。

The loss of my father, the main labor force, made our family suddenly poor, and the so-called relatives, I will replace them with the word hehe, and those who have been poor understand it, so we won't talk about it.

My sister didn't study until the second year of junior high school, and my sister's grades were very good at that time, but my sister was very sensible, and the conditions at home were too poor after all.

My brother and sister dropped out of school one after another, and by the time I was in my first year of junior high school, I finally understood my sister's struggle.

Because our home is in the mountains (Ganfanpen Village, which is my home, the soil is not bad), we have to walk fifteen miles of mountain roads to get to the middle school in the town, and we need to live in the school and go home once a weekend.

So the problem is, once every weekend when I go home, the school often has some small expenses, and we don't know where so many projects come from, anyway, there are all kinds of "fees", three yuan this time, and five yuan next time.

Every time I go home to ask for money, it has become the most difficult problem for me to talk about, but don't do it, I remember that I didn't get the money again, and when I went to school on Monday, Lao Shi directly asked me to go home at night to withdraw the money.

Nima, it was winter at that time, school ended at four o'clock, it was basically dark, I walked fifteen miles of mountain road alone, and there were often some unknown birds in the woods, which scared my hair to stand on end.

After going through this a few times, I decided not to read it, and when I announced the news, there was silence at home.

Originally, I was very hopeful of being admitted to university, and my family promised that even if I smashed the pot and sold iron, it would provide for me to study.

But I saw my future from the cost of junior high school, which was simply unbearable, so I was graduated, and I spent eighty-eight to buy a graduation certificate, because at that time, the country implemented nine-year compulsory education, and if you bought a certificate, it proves that you have received nine years of compulsory education, cheat father.

Later, my brother and sister got married, and I started my part-time job with a bachelor's degree from junior high school.

Since '97, I have traveled to many places, slept in parks, bridges and caves, and when it rained in the middle of the night, I was under the eaves of people's houses until dawn, and when I was most hungry, I didn't eat for two days, but I still accidentally picked up five cents, bought a cake to eat, and worked as a security guard, waiter, cook, salesman, mason, .......

I don't say this to win everyone's sympathy, but I want to tell you one thing, I work so hard to change my fate.

Although I suffered a lot, I also learned a lot, and when I was twenty-four years old, I became a magician by chance.

A profession that seems very lofty, and since then I have had a stable income, although I will not make a fortune, but I don't need to starve.

When I was twenty-four years old, many people were just starting out of college and going into society, but after the transformation of social university, I understood many things.

I began to communicate with my parents often, I began to be less willful, I reported good news and not bad news, and when I was able, I went back to see them more often, and when I had the opportunity, I took them out for a walk.

Because I foresaw this day at that time, I cherish everything I have now, so I don't have too many regrets about my father's departure this time.

Even if my life is reversed and I live again, I may not live better than this time, so I hope my friends can cherish the present.

It's like a song singing: Love each other every day as the end of the day, every minute and every second, it's so beautiful that tears fall.

Nowadays, the pace of life is getting faster and faster, and many people can no longer stop thinking about something, and I don't want you to follow the footsteps of your predecessors in a daze under the guidance of others.

Knowledge can't change fate, only wisdom can change fate, when you can see through the essence of life, and then think about what you want.

If we think of a family as a boat of life, fighting to cross the ocean, it is our parents who bring us to this boat, but when the time comes, they need to disembark.

And we, too, will bring our children to this ship, and then we will have to get off the ship even if we are not reluctant.

Whether it's a flat boat or a giant sailing ship, it's just that the appearance is different, but in fact, it is still ushered in and sent, and the cycle repeats.

We can easily see our own results, but many people don't want to, or dare not think about their own results, to escape from this result, and then they are completely lost, and finally when this result comes, they will find that they have lost far less than they have gained.

Forget it, pretending to be deep is not my style, pretending to be melancholy is not my tone, indulging in the world of novels, happiness and enmity are king.

I just got home today.,Quickly code a chapter and upload it.,A little emotional.,Long-winded with everyone.,Don't mind.,I haven't slept well for a few days.,The brain is very messy.,I'll go to sleep in a while.,Wake up.,And then continue to code words.。

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