113 The so-called does not affect feelings
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Qiao Chenlu's lower abdomen was already slightly raised, and I only touched it and wanted to withdraw my hand, but Qiao Chenlu pulled me tightly, and she said, "Sister, you should be able to understand how I feel now!" At that time, you were forcibly beaten out by your uncle, you should know the feeling of despair, can you help me, you almost became a mother, you should be able to experience the helpless feeling of wanting to keep this child! ”
"What?" Wang Bowen's voice came suddenly, because of Qiao Chenlu's words just now, my heart sank, and I wanted to withdraw my hand, but she grabbed me tightly, I pulled it out hard, but her body suddenly fell backwards, and the next moment, she lay on the ground, crying out in pain: "My child, sister, how can you do this to me!" ”
I didn't move, Wang Ziqian frowned, and Qiao Chenlu's voice gradually weakened: "Please, can you take me to the hospital?" ”
Wang Ziqian didn't speak, nor did he move, in the end, it was Wang Bowen and his grandmother who sent Qiao Chenlu to the hospital, I don't know what happened later, Wang Ziqian didn't go over, after they left, my eyes kept looking at the trace of blood on the ground, which was left by Qiao Chenlu.
Wang Ziqian pulled me back to the apartment, my body had been very stiff, let him pull me back, he pressed me to the side of the sofa and sat down, and suddenly said, "That child will not stay!" ”
I raised my head to look at him in hindsight, and at that moment Wang Ziqian's face overlapped with the scene in my memory, both of which were the same cold, and I muttered: "But that's your child..."
At that moment, I couldn't see Wang Ziqian's expression clearly, and even my vision was a little blurred, and I heard his voice coming: "I will only want the child you give birth to, it is my child!" ”
Hearing Wang Ziqian say this, I didn't feel any joy in my heart, maybe it was because Qiao Chenlu's reaction just now and her words reminded me of some things in the past, I suddenly found that men seemed to be terrible, and when their hearts were ruthless, they seemed to be really devils, no matter how gentle people were, they would become so indifferent and ruthless.
I was silent for a long time, and suddenly my mind was very confused, and I couldn't even tell whether it was Wang Ziqian or Qiao Yihang who was standing in front of me now, my vision became more and more blurred, and then I lost consciousness.
I fell ill, with a high fever that didn't go away, and I was groggy and groggy, as if I was constantly hovering between dream and reality, but I couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality.
Wang Ziqian invited a private doctor to come and take care of me, and it was not until the third day that my fever subsided, and when I woke up, I saw Wang Ziqian sitting on the edge of the bed, his face was haggard as he had never been, and the dark circles under his eyes were very heavy.
At that time, Wang Ziqian was resting with his eyes closed, and I saw that he didn't move, but he suddenly opened his eyes, as if he felt something.
Our eyes met, and Wang Ziqian's hand first touched my forehead, and then he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "The fever has finally subsided!" ”
I didn't speak, the doctor checked for me again, said that there was no problem, you can recuperate slowly, after the doctor left, Wang Ziqian came out of the bedroom, and after a while brought a bowl of porridge and sat down on the side of the bed, put the porridge on the bedside table, looked at me and said: "You haven't eaten much in the past two days, your stomach has long been empty, but you can't eat too much at once, I boiled porridge in the morning, just heated it, you drink a little first!" ”
He helped me up, took a pillow and put it behind me, let me lean there, and then he took the bowl and began to feed me, I did not refuse, I kept eating quietly, and I couldn't tell how I felt.
To be honest, I didn't expect to see Wang Ziqian like this, I was shocked and distressed when I just woke up, but when I thought of that child, I really didn't know what to do.
I know that Qiao Chenlu was premeditated, and the accident that day was also designed by her, but as she said, she wanted to keep that child, although I knew what it meant to me to keep this child, but I really couldn't let Wang Ziqian forcibly beat her, just like I had experienced, I knew that kind of pain, not the Holy Mother, but I knew that the child was innocent, even if this child would become a weapon used by Qiao Chenlu in the future, but I really couldn't help it! And I don't have the right to decide the life and death of someone else's baby!
But I look at Wang Ziqian's current appearance, and I feel very distressed, I have known him for so long, I know how clean Wang Ziqian is, but now he is so haggard and sloppy, and although I have been groggy for the past two days, I know that he has been taking care of me by his side.
We tacitly agreed not to mention the incident, I recuperated at home for two days, and received a call from the Wang family, it was my grandmother calling, she knew about my illness, and said to let the driver come and pick me up.
When my grandmother called, Wang Ziqian happened to go to the company, I changed my clothes, and when the driver called, I went downstairs, and I looked at the fleeting scenery outside the car window all the way, until the car stopped at the Wang family's old house.
I've been here a few times, I still remember the road, I walked through the garden alone to go to my grandmother's place, halfway met Wang Ziqian's uncle, Wang Yu, he was puzzled when he saw me, and said, "Came alone?" ”
I nodded, his eyes flickered, and before leaving, he suddenly turned to me and said, "Remember to be calm, don't get excited!" ”
After he finished speaking, he left directly, but his words made my heart sink a little.
I looked at Wang Yu's back, he just seemed to be reminding me of something, and it wasn't until his figure disappeared that I turned around and continued walking towards my grandmother's residence.
I walked to the door, but my steps were a little stiff, hesitated, or pushed open the door and walked in, when I went in, my grandmother was sitting on the sofa, Qiao Chenlu was standing behind her, seeing this posture, my eyes fell on Qiao Chenlu's stomach, she was wearing very loose, I couldn't see anything, but from her face I could see the irrepressible pride in her eyes, the child was still there.
"Grandma."
I opened my mouth to say hello, but my grandmother looked at me differently than before, and it took a while for her to say, "Here we are!" ”
I nodded and asked directly, "Is there something wrong with Grandma asking people to pick me up?" ”
She looked at me with complicated eyes for a while, and finally said: "I want to talk to you about Chenlu, you know that the child in her belly is Ziqian's, and grandma looks at her pitifully, after all, this kind of thing is not what she wants to happen, and grandma is also very old, and she can't live for a few years, and she also wants to be able to hug her grandson when she is alive." ”
My heart sank for a moment, my palms clenched, but I tried to keep myself calm, and I spoke: "So grandma called me over, did she tell me that she was going to leave Qiao Chenlu's child?" ”
"Don't worry, the morning dew will leave after the child is born, and it won't affect the relationship between you and Ziqian!" Grandma said again, but I felt very cold in my heart, although I always felt that I had no right to decide the life and death of this child, but when she told me this, my heart was still very uncomfortable, I remembered that my grandmother liked me and had always protected me, including that day when she went to the apartment, she scolded Wang Ziqian, but now her eyes have changed when she looks at me.
In fact, I know the source of this change, I think Qiao Chenlu has already prepared since she dared to come to the door, and when she was at the door that day, she mentioned that I was forcibly beaten off by Qiao Yihang, and my grandmother was there at the time, so naturally I heard it.
So I can understand that grandma will have the changes now, but it is still very uncomfortable, my palms clenched, and finally said, "Won't it affect the feelings?" Watching the children born to her husband and other women every day, does my grandmother really think that it will not affect the relationship between me and Wang Ziqian? ”
My tone was very calm, so calm that even I was surprised, my grandmother's face changed, and finally said: "This child can be raised in the old mansion, you and Ziqian live outside, this child will not affect you." ”
I pursed my lips and put it on the side of the old mansion, can this child not exist? I suddenly felt a little cold, I felt quite cold in my heart, but I understand, after all, people are selfish, just like she just said, this child is the next generation of the Wang family for her, she is so old, and now Qiao Chenlu's belly is more than three months old, of course she wants to stay.
But what I don't know is that if she didn't know that I had beaten the child, I can't imagine if her decision would have changed.
Seeing that I didn't speak, my grandmother sighed and said, "I know that I have wronged you like this, but this child is also innocent, I really can't bear it, I hope you can also persuade Ziqian and let him not do something excessive." ”
"What does Grandma want her to persuade me?" Wang Ziqian's voice suddenly came from the door, and his tone was a little hurried, obviously rushing all the way over.
"I said, I won't stay with this kid!" Wang Ziqian's voice was very deep, after he came in, I saw Qiao Chenlu's body trembling slightly, and subconsciously took two steps back, from her eyes I saw her fear of Wang Ziqian, what did Wang Ziqian do?
Wang Ziqian walked to my side and stood still, looked at grandma and said, "I don't want to repeat what I said, if grandma must keep this child, then we can give it a try!" ”
The first time I saw Wang Ziqian speak to his grandmother in this tone, he has always had a good relationship with his grandmother, and he respects his grandmother very much, but the meaning of Wang Ziqian's words just now is clearly that he is angry.
( Love Misfortune )