Text Chapter 030, love, what the hell is it.
Wu Runshan looked at Li Yifeng and said.
"Fengfeng, you come to the cubicle with me, the company has something to discuss with you."
Li Yifeng nodded when he heard the words and got up.
Wu Runshan lit a cigarette and didn't speak, and only after a cigarette was halfway lit did he slowly speak.
"You also heard Xinxin's words, in fact, I have always been worried that she is centered on you in everything, and now it seems that there is no need to worry about it in the future."
Li Yifeng clenched his hands, and the traces of a reluctant smile were too obvious. His mind was a little blank now, he understood Wu Xin's words, waved goodbye to the past, and started again.
He should have been happy for her, but why couldn't he be happy to see her say what she wanted and plan so assertively. Is it because no matter how much you look for him, there is no shadow of him?
Wu Runshan looked at Li Yifeng's appearance and sighed.
"Fengfeng, I know that the two most important women for you are Qiao Yun and Xin Xin. also understands that the relationship between you and Wu Xin is no longer what love can express, but there are some things you need to let Xin Xin understand. ”
Li Yifeng pursed his lips and smiled bitterly.
"I tried to explain, but she didn't listen, in fact, she was able to figure out what she wanted, and I was happy, although there was discomfort in her heart, and as Xin Xin said, she wanted to find one that suited her. I...... Maybe not. ”
"Don't you all say love now? If Xin Xin is willing to compromise, he will not follow you for 18 years, Fengfeng, you are underestimating yourself, and you are underestimating Xinxin's love for you. ”
Li Yifeng's eyes narrowed slightly. Low self-esteem?
"As a father, I actually don't think much about you and Xinxin being together, no father wants to see his child's single-minded love without the same response, but as a bystander, I am glad that the person who makes Xinxin desperate is you."
"Uncle Wu,......"
"Fengfeng, love is very pure, it may be just this second of heartbeat, the next second of jealousy, I have always admired your calmness, it's just that calm and reason seem to be the dead door of the compulsory course of love."
After that, Wu Runshan didn't speak again, handed over a dozen materials to Li Yifeng and went out.
Li Yifeng looked at the information in his hand and had a lot of thoughts.
Love, what the hell is it?
That night, Wu Xin still stayed in the ward with Wu Runshan, and Mu Hua left because of work the next day.
Wu Xin was humming a song in the ward with a mask, his fingers were also jumping up and down, Wu Runshan looked at it and couldn't help but laugh.
"If you want to play the piano, you can go home with your mother just now, and you can come back tomorrow."
When Wu Xin heard this, he said to Wu Runshan with his face covered with a black pearl mask.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm used to it, listening to the melody and my fingers move unconsciously, I still prefer to accompany you than the piano."
Wu Runshan's heart was sour, Wu Xin was sensible, but he didn't want Wu Xin to grow up from the pain of his relatives, because such growth had side effects.
Wu Runshan didn't say anything more, just looked at his little princess quietly.
Wu Xin looked at Wu Runshan and didn't speak, but thought of something, his eyes rolled several times, and he removed his mask before speaking.
"Dad, Aunt Yun's business is fine."
Wu Xin looked at Wu Runshan's smiling gaze and looked away with a weak heart. The drunkard does not mean to drink. Wu Runshan replied very seriously, Wu Xin didn't understand those things in the business field at all, and after listening to it, he only felt that the left side of his mind was water, and the right side was soil, and then, swaying, turned into paste...
Seeing that Wu Runshan didn't say a word about the person she wanted to know, she had to give up, said goodnight to Wu Runshan, and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling in a daze.
Wu Runshan naturally knows what Wu Xin wants to ask, but there are some things that others can't say clearly, Wu Runshan can go and tell Li Yifeng because, Li Yifeng doesn't really see himself clearly, he can push him, if Li Yifeng still can't get past the obstacles he has set up, then it is not a pity that he and Xin Xin missed it.
Wu Xin is different, when she didn't know what she really wanted, she knew that she liked Li Yifeng, and now that she knows what she really wants, how can she let go of Li Yifeng.
If Wu Xin is a little disappointed in Li Yifeng in his heart now, with time, it will spread to ten points. Actually, in the final analysis, everything depends on Li Yifeng himself.
Wu Runshan thought of this and read a book.
Wu Xin looked at the ceiling to sort out his thoughts.
She doesn't want to be a pianist or a music girl, but an ordinary kindergarten teacher or a piano teacher. Maybe this is the life she really wants, she is not ungrateful for everything the piano has brought her, she is grateful to have met the piano and everything that has happened with it so far, she will never forget how many unspeakable feelings the piano carries, how many days and nights of tears.
Therefore, what she gave up was not the piano, but her past, that youthful and desperate enthusiasm.
She understands that her life can't be supported by one person, her parents, her life, and her future life may all need to consider what she really wants, instead of racking her brains to take Li Yifeng's preferences as the standard for her actions, I don't know if her mentality has changed, she actually feels relaxed from the bottom of her heart.
But thinking of Wu Runshan's serious expression just now, it is estimated that things may not be too easy, after all, when Li Yifeng came out, his face was also very ugly, do you want to send a text message? Alas.
Wu Xin slammed his fist on the bed, thinking about it. What are you thinking about here, it's okay, it's okay, sleep and sleep.
At that moment, Wu Xin fell asleep after the beating. Wu Runshan's little heart trembled at the beginning of his recovery, and he listened to it with his ears pricked up for a long time, but there was no aftersound, Wu Runshan breathed a sigh of relief and prepared to sleep, Fengfeng, if you inherited a little emotional intelligence from your father, it would be fine.
Li Yifeng returned home, briefly told Qiao Yun about the company's situation, and paused for a moment before saying.
"Mom, I'm not going to get a double degree in economics."
Hearing this, Qiao Yun held Li Yifeng's hand.
"Fengfeng, no matter what decision you make, your mother will support you, however, there is no need to push yourself so hard, your mother knows that your father's death has made you feel more stressed, and you feel that you have a great responsibility, and it is true, but you can't wronged yourself because of this, and your father will be sad to see you unhappy."
Li Yifeng was stunned for a moment, "I... Looking unhappy? ”
Qiao Yun stroked Li Yifeng's frowning brow with his hand, and then slid it to his eyes.
"You, like your father, look at whether your brows are wrinkled if you are unhappy, and your eyes, dazed and unfocused, indicate that you have something very troubled now, and you can't find the answer."
After listening to what Qiao Yun said, Li Yifeng couldn't help laughing.
"Mom, have you studied psychology, how did you analyze it so well."
Qiao Yun also smiled, "You were born by me, your small actions and small habits, I have long been familiar with you from small to big." ”
Li Yifeng nodded, grabbed Qiao Yun, hesitated for a while, and still spoke.
"Then you think, I... Like Wu Xin. Is it? ”
Qiao Yun's tone did not change, and he was still so gentle.
"There are many kinds of likes, you childhood sweethearts, if you don't like each other, you won't be until today. It's just that if you want to go on like this, liking it is not enough. ”
Li Yifeng's tone was a little frustrated and annoyed that he had never felt before.
"I thought I knew exactly what I wanted and what I didn't want. But listening to what she said today, I suddenly felt that I was not so sure. In the eyes of any of us, achieving something in music is the only choice for Wu Xin. But she said she was going to give up, and I really couldn't understand it. ”
Qiao Yun looked at Li Yifeng's current appearance and was inexplicably sad, a person's belief is indestructible, in fact, from another angle, it can be broken, and the choice of each fork in the road of growth can never be said to be firm or not, because it is destined to overthrow and rebirth.
"You can't understand because you're always thinking from a very high level, and even if you look at the big picture, you always ignore the important details. Fengfeng, your father expects you to be a rational and objective person, so you have been working hard for it, and I can see it. It's just that... ”
Qiao Yun paused, and didn't continue, because she understood what kind of impact her next words would have on Li Yifeng, and it would make Li Yifeng fall into a deeper struggle.
Li Yifeng raised his head and looked at the struggle in Qiao Yun's eyes. Slowly.
"However, blindly being geographically objective is actually very deadly, and it is fatal to never know what you really want."
Qiao Yun nodded, got up, and went back to the room.
Li Yifeng buried himself in the sofa, with a lot of thoughts in his heart, Wu Xin to him As Wu Runshan said, the two important women in his life, except for Qiao Yun, are Wu Xin. His love for her may be stronger than love, but, for some reason, he always feels that he doesn't love her.
However, when he saw her in contact with other men beyond a safe distance, he would be upset, and the initial out-of-sight and mindless would gradually become useless.
When he heard that Aunt Hua asked her to go abroad for further study, he couldn't control his panic, all these abnormal psychological phenomena were telling him that he cared about Wu Xin, and he was relieved to hear her say that she would not go abroad, but he was hit to the bottom by the next sentence.
She doesn't want to touch music anymore, she doesn't want to continue to achieve much in music and develop how much attainment, but simply be a teacher and live a simple life, which really overturns everything with his perception of Wu Xin.
Her talent in the piano is obvious to all, even if she is not studying piano specifically, but she has seen that she does not leave the piano room for a day, why did she suddenly make such a decision? Wu Xin's face was calm, and his tone was natural, and it didn't seem like an impulsive decision.
That means that this is her heartfelt and firm decision. In other words, she wants to leave behind her aura of the past, her pursuit, and replace it with her new pursuit and goal.
Perhaps, of the things she left behind, he bore the brunt.
Thinking of this, Li Yifeng couldn't help laughing at himself, he was really more and more like a collection of contradictions, obviously he had always been disgusted with Wu Xin's choice of everything according to his own preferences, and now that she had made her own choice, he himself felt as sad as if he had been abandoned. It's really ugly.
In everything, we must grasp the main contradictions. Li Yifeng thought that he was also used to being the center in Wu Xin's world, and that kind of person's inferior nature was troubled, so leave it to time, time will give him an explanation, and will give everyone a result.
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