I took the opportunity to go to the bathroom. Maybe it was a lack of sleep, or maybe it was because I didn't drink enough water, but it took me nearly ten minutes to get things done in two minutes, and when I stood up, my legs and feet were numb.

When I returned to the ward, I was surprised that Jin Limei appeared in the ward. She was taking out the lunch box she had brought from the plastic bag.

It turned out that it was time for lunch.

"How do you ......"

"I've got a boxed lunch for you." Jin Limei put the two lunch boxes on the square stool I was sitting on, "Hurry up and eat while it's hot." ”

Jin Limei handed me the spoon.

"What are you ......," I didn't know what to say for a while.

"Aunt Hao." Xu Xiaorou suddenly said, "Uncle, Aunt Hao is here." ”

I was startled, and hurriedly looked back, and saw Hao Junqi standing at the door of the ward. She was carrying a plastic bag in her hand, and she had a stunned expression on her face.

Hao Junqi was stunned for a few seconds, and then turned around and disappeared.

"Junqi." I walked quickly to the door of the ward.

Hao Junqi was no longer seen in the corridor.

I'll chase it out immediately.

From behind me, Jin Limei's voice called me "Zheng Yidao".

I ran down quickly. When I ran to the lobby on the first floor, I saw Hao Junqi already sitting on a tricycle waiting at the entrance of the hospital. The tricycle drove slowly towards the entrance of the hospital.

I stopped, rested one hand on the pillar at the entrance of the complex, and watched the tricycle fade away. Hao Junqi didn't look back.

After about two minutes, I turned back to my room.

This was really unexpected.

Jin Limei would make me a boxed lunch without saying hello.

Hao Junqi actually sent the prepared boxed lunch to the hospital!

This is how the misunderstanding arose.

And Hao Junqi is a victim again! The last thing you want her to do is hurt her. There's no fucking explanation for this.

I walked into the room with a black face. The air in the hospital room seemed to condense. The patient's family is feeding rice soup to his mother.

"Didn't catch up?" Jin Limei asked tentatively.

I don't speak.

"I really didn't know that you asked Hao Junqi to deliver a boxed lunch, I ......"

"Don't feel guilty. You're not wrong. I said.

"But the truth is that I let Hao Junqi misunderstand you. I just thought that you were working too hard, so I took the initiative to burn a boxed lunch and send it over. Jin Limei explained.

"You don't need to explain. Did you bring liquid food? Feed Xu Xiaorou a little. I want to go to the lounge and get some sleep. I feel so tired. I said.

"Won't you eat some? Wouldn't it be better to eat something and then go to sleep? I heard Xiaorou say that you didn't eat breakfast. Jin Limei said with concern.

"I'm not hungry." I say.

"It seems that the uncle is really angry. However, if my uncle doesn't eat it, I won't eat it either. Xu Xiaorou said.

I noticed that the patient's family suddenly smiled.

"What do you mean?" I say.

"Be angry at me. It's all because of me, if it weren't for my surgery, would there be these things? Xu Xiaorou raised the decibels.

"Don't get emotional," Jin Limei leaned down to comfort Xu Xiaorou, "It's also Sister Jin's fault." Is it still wrong for you to get sick? Who wants to get sick? I shouldn't be sentimental. ”

"Sister Kim, don't say that. If you say that, I'm even sadder. Where can I find such a nice sister? ”

"Xiaorou, hurry up and eat. It's cold and I can't eat it. I snapped.

"Xiaorou said, if my uncle doesn't eat it, I won't eat it." Xu Xiaorou pouted.

"You're still at odds with me. Uncle is really not in the mood to eat. ”

"I'm not in the mood to eat, but I have to eat. Uncle is hungry, and Xiaorou will not be happy. ”

"Eat a little, Zheng Yidao. There is no poison in the rice. Jin Limei said.

I had to sit down and eat a boxed lunch. Jin Limei fed Xu Xiaorou rice soup.

This is the second time I have eaten Jin Limei's boxed lunch, and the taste is as good as the last time. Maybe my stomach was really hungry, and as soon as my appetite was opened, I put my emotions behind me and ate all the boxed lunches that Jin Limei brought.

"Satisfied, right?" I say.

"I have no conscience. Say thank you. Jin Limei said.

"Thank you, it's up to me. Thank you, Sister Kim. Xu Xiaorou took over and said, her mood was much better, "Uncle can also go to sleep." also said that he was not hungry, and he had nothing left to eat, so he ate all of Sister Jin's. ”

"Haven't you eaten yet, Jin Limei?" I asked.

"I really don't know how to reason. Sister Jin definitely didn't eat it. She sent it over after she burned it, otherwise how could it be so fast? Xu Xiaorou said.

"It's worthy of a high school student, reasoning so fast." Jin Limei said.

"I'm sorry." I'm embarrassed.

"It's fine. You ate it all, it proves that the food I cooked is to your liking, and it's too late for me to be happy. I'll just go to the stall and grab something. ”

"Then you hurry up and eat. I'll go back to bed later. I said.

"It's fine. Didn't Xiaorou get the needle soon? I'll eat it when she pulls out the needle. I'm not hungry right now. Hurry up and go to sleep. I can see you're tired. ”

"Go to sleep, uncle." Xu Xiaorou followed and urged.

I slept in the lounge for an hour that noon. I was so tired that I fell asleep before I could think about how to explain it to Hao Junqi.

I had a dream that Hao Junqi disappeared again. I couldn't find it everywhere. I sat on the stone slab at the entrance of the village at the East Gate and wept—very sadly.

Suddenly there was a body of water in front of my eyes, Hao Junqi called to me on a small boat, she waved her little hand, but the boat was floating quickly into the distance, I jumped into the water with a fierce son, and swam forward desperately, but the boat got farther and farther away, farther and farther away, until it disappeared.

I stopped swimming. Hands and feet no longer slide. So my body sank to the bottom of the water, and sank. I yelled and woke up.

When I woke up, I was covered in sweat on my forehead. My back was also soaked.

I sat up and felt dizzy. I don't know how I could have such a dream. I guess it was caused by a subconscious worry. Don't people always say that they think about it day and night, although I didn't have time to think about it, but subconsciously I already care about Hao Junqi's mood changes.

It stands to reason that I should have immediately gone to Hao Junqi's house to explain to her.

But I can't go right away. I had to go to Xu Xiaorou's hospital room immediately.

Xu Xiaorou got the hanging needle and could try to get out of bed and walk around. Proper activity can promote the recovery of intestinal peristalsis, prevent intestinal adhesions, improve blood circulation, and accelerate wound healing.

I had to help her around.

So I immediately went to the ward. Jin Limei has already left. I noticed that Xu Xiaorou's urinary catheter had also fallen off.

Xu Xiaorou was sleeping. A very beautiful sleeping state. The eyes are closed, and the eyelashes appear longer. Her little mouth was slightly open, but as soon as I sat down on the square stool in front of her bed, she opened her eyes.

"Did you sleep well?" Xu Xiaorou asked.

I nodded, "Did you sleep?" ”

"I closed my eyes for a while, but I didn't sleep very deeply. I'm wondering if you should go to Aunt Hao's house and explain to Aunt Hao. ”

"I'll go."

"Then you hurry up. I don't have any problems here. ”

"What if you want to go to the bathroom?" I asked.

"You can't help it here, can you help me into the women's bathroom?" Xu Xiaorou said with a smile.

"So all you have to do now is get up and move. You can't always lie in bed. You will have to get up and move 24 hours after surgery. I'll have to help you get out of bed and move you a little. After that, I'll go to Aunt Hao. I said.

"Why don't you go to Aunt Hao first, and then come back to support me in activities. If I need to go to the bathroom, I can get a nurse to help. Don't you know all those nurses? ”

"That's a good idea."

"Go ahead."

"I'll ask a nurse and I'll go."

On the way to Hao Junqi's house, my heart was heavy. I'm not worried that Hao Junqi won't forgive me. Explain the matter to Hao Junqi, and she should be discouraged. What I can't understand is how I keep hurting her.

Hao Junqi has been hurt enough, I can't hurt her a little more, I didn't have time to take care of her, but I hurt her repeatedly.

When I arrived at the door of Hao Junqi's house, Hao Junqi's door happened to be open, and Hao Junqi was sitting in the living room teaching Hao Jia to write. Hao Jia is already in preschool.

I knocked on the door, "Junqi." ”

Hao Junqi didn't seem to hear the knock on the door, but raised her voice to teach Hao Jia to write, "What's wrong with Jiajia?" How can you always write the front and back wrong? If you make another mistake, your mother will be beaten. ”

"Mom, my uncle is here." Hao Jia said.

"You write for me with peace of mind!" Hao Junqi scolded Hao Jia.

"Jiajia has been writing for a long time." Hao Jia pouted.

I changed my shoes and went into the living room, and Hao Jia glanced at me timidly, and reluctantly continued to write for fear of her mother's rebuke. Her mind was not at all writing.

"Jiajia is probably tired of writing. Forcing children to learn is not always effective. I accosted.

Hao Junqi didn't speak.

"This kind of hospitality doesn't seem to be good. Jiajia, do you think Uncle should always stand like this or sit down? "I deliberately accosted Hao Jia.

"Jiajia wants to write." Jiajia didn't answer my words.

"Junqi, what do you think?"

"You can stand and sit if you want, who can control you?" Hao Junqi just stared at her daughter and wrote.

"Now I'm at your disposal. If you tell me to stand, I will stand, and if you ask me to sit, I will sit. I said.

"Then you can stand." Hao Junqi said angrily.

"Yes." I stood upright.

Hao Jia didn't have the heart to write. No matter how much Hao Junqi emphasized, it was useless, and the mother had to compromise. As soon as Hao Jia was "liberated", she ran into her room to build blocks.

Only me and Hao Junqi were left in the living room.

I stood more straight.

"Do you really want to stand like this?" Hao Junqi gave me a blank look.

"Have you ever seen a student being punished by a teacher, and the teacher does not let go, and the student dares to sit down?" I say.

"Poof."

"It's clear. Junqi, don't be angry anymore. ”

"I'm really mad at myself." Hao Junqi stared at the ground.

"What's wrong? You should be mad at me. I said.

"Why can't I always be angry with my brother? I told myself that I was going to be angry with my brother this time. Hao Junqi continued to stare at the ground.

"Because you always forgive my brother."

"I don't want to forgive. But I just can't be angry with my brother. In the morning sun, I stood under the camphor tree, relaxing my time waiting for my brother to come. I said that if my brother didn't come at half past eight, I would leave, but when it was half past eight, I changed it to eight fifty, and when it was eight fifty, I said, my brother must have something to do, and my brother is such a busy person, so let's wait for another half an hour. Hao Junqi was still staring at the ground. Tears dripped down the floor.

"Brother is really sorry for you." A wave of sentimentality rose from the bottom of my heart.

"I just can't be angry with my brother. Why can't I be angry with my brother? Hao Junqi finally looked up at me. A tear stain on his face.

"Junqi." I choked. Tears flowed out of his eyes.

"Brother—"

"It's all bad brother, it's all bad brother." I say