In the book house, in addition to Ding Ying and them, Cao Shuigen is also there. At this time, the work of the platform on duty has ended.

The bookstore has been restored to its original state, and Xu Zhengping has nailed the broken bookshelves that were pushed down by Zhu Defa.

I told everyone about the situation when I went to find Zhu Defa, and everyone was embarrassed, relieved and funny.

After talking for a while, everyone dispersed.

I let Chu Huoyu sleep in the attic, Chu Huoyu's face turned red again, and he didn't agree. I asked Xu Zhengping to send Chu Huoyu back to the rented place, because Ding Ying and I had to go again. But it occurred to me at once that my command was too much. They're all sticky together, so why bother with these things?

Xu Zhengping smiled.

Let no man be a face. It's only been a few days before and after, and he can "trick" a big girl into bed. Maybe it's a verification of a phrase, the two love each other, hit it off. Towards sex, there is naturally a physiological need, but that is also a manifestation of the depths of love.

Ding Ying and I walked by the pond in front of the comprehensive teaching building.

The dark clouds were blown away by the wind, and the moon hung high in the sky. The shadows of the trees on both sides of the road fell on us.

We walked silently side by side. I felt that Ding Ying wanted to grab my hand close to her, but I was hesitant to grasp it or not.

I acted as if I didn't feel it, and sometimes I deliberately threw it out so that it would touch her hand.

In the end, Ding Ying still mustered up the courage to grasp my hand. I then squeezed Ding Ying's hand. Ding Ying's hands were soft and soft, a little cold.

"How did you come up with the idea of looking for me in Cork City? You must have gone to Zhu Defa before you went, right? You actually suggested that he go, didn't you? Ding Ying broke the silence.

My heart is terrified, Ding Ying is simply a roundworm in my heart. "I didn't expect him to be like that. That's why I'm going to give him two punches. Damn it. ”

"It was also beyond my expectation that he hid so deeply," Ding Ying said, "from this point of view, my father's accident did not have a little benefit, at least it allowed me to see a person clearly." ”

"A man who was almost entrusted with his life."

"It's all forced by you. Not quite, though. When you arrived at my house, my aunt must have told you that it was a last resort to think of finding Zhu Defa to run around for my father. ”

I nodded gently.

"So, on the train back to the provincial capital, I burst into tears," Ding Ying continued, "because if Zhu Defa was willing to work hard for my father's affairs, I would no longer find a reason to refuse him." ”

"That means you're ready to give up on me." We crossed the cement bridge in front of the school building and turned left. On the rockery in front of the left, there is the sound of birds fluttering among the treetops.

"That's right. On the one hand, you are bent on staying away from me, and on the other hand, Zhu Defa cares about me so much. Tell me how to choose. But the pain in my heart can't be described. Speaking from the heart, Zhu Defa doesn't feel any more anymore. In front of everyone, I acted very close to him, but I was just angry with myself. He knew that I didn't love him at all. ”

"But he doesn't give up, because he's been paying for you all the way." I say.

"It's terrible that a person can think so long-term, and that a person can pursue his feelings completely utilitarian on the spot. But what girl can see it? I firmly believe that he loves me, and I firmly believe that his feelings for me are not a little watery, after all, he has done so much for me and given too much, including extremely deliberately pandering to me. ”

"Including spoiling you as Miss Ding's character, including traveling with you, and even including studying at the same university for you."

"Studying at the same university? Do you even know this? Ding Ying was very surprised, "Hey, what was once so touching has now become a joke." So if you think about it, do you have doubts about his feelings? Isn't it said that it is far better to find someone who you love but not love yourself, than to find someone who you don't love but love yourself? ”

"That's what a lot of people believe."

"But they were all forced to make choices out of desperation. On the train, when I made up my mind to make such a choice, the blockage in my heart really can't be described, so sad and sad, how do you say it? Hear the sound of heartbreak. I could hear my heart breaking clearly. ”

I couldn't help but squeeze Ding Ying's hand.

At the same time, I can't tell how much I hate you. It's been almost half a year, that is, after Wu Lianzi's accident, your attitude towards me has changed 180 degrees, the tacit understanding between us, the beauty, the expectation, and the connection, and the land is gone, and if you say it's gone, it's gone. Ding Ying choked up as she spoke.

This is something that Ding Ying does not often do. Because she has demanded herself by the standards of a boy since she was a child, she has always kept her emotions in her heart and did not show them easily.

The changes in her family and emotional setbacks made her vulnerable.

"I'm sorry." My throat choked.

"But I couldn't find the reason. I always felt that you had no reason to do this to me, I always felt that what you thought in your heart was completely different from what you appeared, but the truth is the truth after all. I can't help but be suspicious. So, that night, when Zhu Yi begged you like that, I went out and told everyone the secret of our shared rented house. On the one hand, I want Zhu Defa to die, because I don't want to play like this anymore, and on the other hand, I also want to stop Ai Sadako's pursuit of you. Let her see the special relationship between us. ”

"You're right. I know what you're doing it for. ”

How did Ding Ying know that her revelations not only did not stop Ai Zhenzi's pursuit of me, but instead prompted Ai Zhenzi to increase the pace of her pursuit?

And this, at this moment, is difficult to explain.

But I thought about finding a suitable time to explain everything to Ding Ying.

"In the past few days, Ai Sadako has not behaved abnormally, right?" I didn't want Ding Ying to ask directly.

"This ......," I paused slightly, "yes." ”

"Yes?" Ding Ying stopped and let go of the hand holding me. "How did she behave?"

"It's exactly the opposite of what you want." I decided to tell myself, I know that the more honest I am about Ding Ying, the more relieved I am, and at this time, I can't let Ding Ying have any mental burden.

"How is that possible? According to my assumption about Sadako, she would definitely back down. She was pale when she left that day. Ding Ying smiled bitterly.

I reached out and grabbed Ding Ying's hand, "After I comforted Zhu Defa, when I returned to the bookstore, Chu Huoyu thought the same when I talked about this. I feel a little comforted in my heart. ”

"Why?"

"If I don't want to hurt you, why do I want another girl to fall in love with me and be hurt?"

"Is it true that anyone who falls in love with you is hurt?" Ding Ying said. Ding Ying asked, it can be seen that Ding Ying is still skeptical of Chu Huoyu's account. "Wouldn't it be an accident? For example, Yu Huihui's suicide was purely because of Li Xiwen; Xiong Yanfei has suffered from blood cancer a long time ago, and if you want to say that Wu Shufang's suicide is directly related to you, we have discussed this, and Wu Lianzi's death is purely accidental, and it has nothing to do with the meat ring in your hand. ”

Ding Ying is like a treasure.

"However, the Flesh Ring Spirit really exists."

"Then let's try," Ding Ying put his other hand over at random, "to see if the supernatural will appear." ”

I was startled and hurriedly retreated, I retreated over the concrete floor, mixed on a large rock on the side of the road, and the person leaned to one side and almost fell.

Ding Ying smiled and bent down. "I'm scared of you, look at you scared like this!"

"I happened to be walking on the side of the road." I'll explain a little.

"Let's sit down on the stone slab for a while," Ding Ying pointed to the casual stone bench by the pond, "I don't believe in this evil." I don't care if I have a supernatural or not. I'm going to see how much this supernatural will hurt me. ”

We sat down on the slate. The slate is a bit cool.

The pond in front of him was swarthy. The water lilies are not yet open. The wicker is reflected in the water, and the moon is also reflected in the water.

We sat side by side, the hands we were holding had been loosened.

"I knew you wouldn't believe it. At the beginning, I told Chu Huoyu not to tell you, because I was worried that you wouldn't believe it. Ding Ying, this is something that happened to me personally, and it is not something that you can ignore if you believe it or not. Once the supernatural appears, I will regret it for the rest of my life if you are hurt. ”

"I don't want you to regret it." Ding Ying said.

"How can I not regret it?" I asked rhetorically.

"Perhaps...... Maybe this supernatural won't work on me? Ding Ying turned her head to look at me.

"I'm not sure. No one knows for sure. "I bent down to pick up a piece of gravel from the bottom of my feet and threw it into the pond.

The rubble thrown into the pond made a splash. The ripples rippled out in all directions.

There was silence.

The couples who were walking around the pond were gone. It's late.

"Let's talk about your father." I broke the silence.

"It's okay if you don't want to talk about meat abstinence. Then let's talk about Ai Zhenzi," Ding Ying said. "What is the last thing about my father?" You don't think I'm an unfilial girl, do you? ”

"It's fine. I was about to talk to you about Ai Sadako. Do you remember? The next day and Saturday were supposed to be on duty, because you weren't there, I arranged for Xu Zhengping to replace you, and I didn't want Ai Zhenzi to take the initiative to replace you, and we went to the cafeteria to eat together. I said.

"Coming with you to the cafeteria?"

"Yes. The next day, Dean Ai arranged a clinical observation of the operation, and she came to call us. ”

"She's actually telling you to go." Ding Ying picked up my words surprisingly quickly.

I nodded, "Yes." Xu Zhengping They didn't want to go, so I had to accompany her. The main thing is that I don't want to miss the opportunity to observe the clinical trial. But ......"

"But you don't have any idea of her, do you?" Ding Ying stood up suddenly. I could clearly see her body trembling.

"What's wrong, Ding Ying?" I followed and stood up. I reached out to grab her hand, but Ding Ying shook my hand away.

"Nothing." Ding Ying calmed down instantly.

"I really don't have any idea. If I really had an idea, would I tell you? At least I don't have to go into that much detail with you, do I? Like you said earlier, you feel like I care about you. I'm telling you right now, you're right. Ai Sadako said the same. She said she knew I liked you, but she didn't care, and she said she would change everything. This is the current state of Sadako Ai. "The more I talked, the more excited I became.

"I'm sorry," Ding Ying held my hand, "let's go for a walk, the slate is a little cold." ”

"Okay. Let's rent back the house, it's late. ”