Text Chapter 053, Ni Haimo's past.

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In the afternoon, Li Yifeng and the three of them had a cooperative meeting, and the atmosphere was quite harmonious.

It's just that Ni Haimo was obviously avoiding Chen Yanqing the whole time and finishing his own part, so Ni Haimo took the notebook to the table next to him and continued the next stage of the task.

Chen Yanqing looked at Ni Haimo's back as he left, and shrugged his shoulders at Li Yifeng.

Li Yifeng smiled back. Road.

"Do you regret it?"

Chen Yanqing heard this. Putting down the pen in his hand, he gently pushed down the gold wire frame. Laughed.

"Repentance? I think you know as well as I do. Those so-called untouchable pasts, the scars that cannot be uncovered, are simply like snacks for us. Memories can't be erased, but pain passes with time. The last three words I believe in are "impossible". ”

Li Yifeng shrugged his shoulders.

“so?”

Chen Yanqing looked at Li Yifeng, who was about to pretend to be stupid to the end, and said directly.

"You're an anti-inflammatory, I'm a band-aid, fect."

After Li Yifeng listened, he tore off a piece of paper with his hand, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it over. By the way, you are Britney.

Chen Yanqing grabbed the paper ball with his hand and smiled happily.

"Hahaha, okay, I'm Britney with a Band-Aid. Okay. ”

Li Yifeng rolled his eyes thoughtfully, and said slowly after a while.

"Public or private?"

Chen Yanqing glanced at the side face of Ni Haimo, who was concentrating on writing, and replied softly.

"Private."

Li Yifeng tapped his lips with his finger and smiled.

"Okay, then tear it up."

Just do it, Wu Xin was pressed to the cafeteria by Chen Yanqing and the others at night.

Wu Xin's confused eyes are really ...... to two pairs of eyes full of deep meaning Wretched......

"Ah, you two, what are you going to do?"

Chen Yanqing looked at Wu Xin's stunned face and asked seriously.

"Haven't you seen the story behind it?"

Wu Xin glanced at Li Yifeng, but Li Yifeng did not move.

"What is it......"

“……”

Chen Yanqing asked again. "Then there is true love in the world, there is true love in the world, tell your story?"

Wu Xin glanced at Li Yifeng again and shook his head silently.

"So what's that?"

Chen Yanqing's expression moved slightly.

"Then, what about Lu Yu's appointment?"

Li Yifeng really couldn't look at it, and the serious atmosphere was all ruined by Chen Yanqing, and he tapped the table with his fingers.

"Okay, she doesn't watch anything except idol dramas and variety shows."

Chen Yanqing looked at the one on the other side who was smiling as a matter of course. “……”

"Miss Lu Yu is so beautiful, little fairy, you are really ...... Hah"

"Brother Qing, what do you want to say, just say it."

Chen Yanqing and Li Yifeng glanced at each other and said.

"Do you feel good about the silence now?"

"What's wrong?"

Chen Yanqing looked at Wu Xin's eyes subconsciously when he spoke, raised his eyebrows, and said.

"So what's so good about it?"

"Good thing ......"

I want to say where it is good, but what comes to Wu Xin's mind are scenes that make her worry. Whether it's good or not, I'm afraid that except for Ni Haimo himself, that is, she feels it the most. It's not good to be silent, it's not good.

Chen Yanqing looked at Wu Xin bowing his head and was silent, and sighed.

"It's not that you can live a normal life, it's good to be able to laugh, but the complexity of people lies in the fact that people have a spiritual life. Therefore, a person's health state is not only physical, but also psychological. Although, I know you will reject psychotherapy because of the silent experience. It's just psychotherapy, but it's actually more like we help him recover to his proper state in ordinary life. I think, little fairy, you must be the one who most wants to see Ni Haimo recover, right? ”

I have to say that Chen Yanqing's few words made Wu Xin plant a corner of fire in his heart, and it instantly seemed to be a prairie fire. She will always remember the arrogant and surprising and confident posture of Ni Haimo when she first met. However, she knows better than anyone that Ni Haimo is most painful. It's easier said than done if he wants to be himself.

Wu Xin glanced at Li Yifeng, it turned out that Li Yifeng and Chen Yanqing were on the same front. This dispelled the idea that Li Yifeng had told her that he wanted to take silence as the object of study, but even so, she was still worried.

Chen Yanqing did not urge Wu Xin, but waited patiently. Li Yifeng also watched silently, this conversation, his role is nothing more than to increase his trust in Wu Xin. As for persuasion, it is not under his jurisdiction.

After a while, Wu Xin spoke, his tone was no longer slurred, and his eyes were no longer wandering. The serious posture seems to have its own aura.

"I do want to see the silence more than anyone else, but I know better that the price to pay to recover is not much easier than the one he is now. I don't want him to go through the same thing a second time, no matter what your considerations, what you don't want to do, even if it's good for him, I won't do it. ”

In addition to stage performances, Wu Xin rarely has such serious times. Most of them are stupid and cute, seeing the current Wu Xin, Chen Yanqing suddenly felt in his heart that if the little fairy's personality transformed like this after encountering some things, I am afraid that even Li Yifeng would be difficult to suppress her......

I have to say that as far as Chen Yanqing's ability as an unpredictable prophet is concerned, I really don't know if it's a crow's mouth or an open light......

The firmness in and out of the words reveals that it cannot be refused.

As soon as Chen Yanqing wanted to say something, he remembered an important person around him. He didn't let him come to watch the play, he looked sideways at Li Yifeng and hooked the corners of his mouth. Li Yifeng glanced at it and said.

"Xinxin, Nimo's unstable state doesn't appear often, but once it does, you must have deeply felt the pain he endured, and if you hadn't hugged him in time at the last party, I don't think it would have ended so easily, right?"

The unstable state is very euphemistic, and directly speaking, it is emotional out-of-control.

Wu Xin looked at Li Yifeng's eyes, obviously not as firm as Chen Yanqing. Moreover, in the state of silence at that time, Wu Xin was indeed afraid every time he saw it, and the bloodthirsty expression at the party came to mind, and Wu Xin closed his eyes worriedly. His hands support his bowed head. Sure enough, Li Yifeng has always hit the nail on the head.

Chen Yanqing looked at Wu Xin, who was bowing his head opposite, turned his head sideways, frowned and asked silently, what happened at the party that day? Li Yifeng shook his head. wanted to comfort Wu Xin, but was grabbed by Chen Yanqing, looking like he didn't answer. sighed. Whether this thing likes Ni Haimo or not, how to get along and don't let go.

Li Yifeng looked at Chen Yanqing's hand holding his clothes without blinking, Chen Yanqing saw a positive answer in Li Yifeng's eyes, and then let go little by little.

"Xinxin, I know you're struggling. The last time he got out of control was because you were being bullied, so I understand how important you are to Nehimer and you have to be careful in every decision. But, as Yan Qing said, we are not going to treat him to cure him, but only to help him untie the knot in his heart strategically. Xinxin, are you willing to believe us? ”

Wu Xin still lowered his head, and he struggled for an unknown amount of time before he slowly lowered his hand and raised his head, his eyes were already red.

Li Yifeng frowned distressedly in an instant, and Chen Yanqing couldn't help but feel astringent in his throat. But there are some things that someone has to take the first step, and they have to take that step.

Wu Xin took a deep breath and looked directly at Chen Yanqing.

"Brother Qing, the biggest harm to Mo Mo is that the deep love that he believed in was undoubtedly in love but chose to die because of family and social pressure, and even ended in front of Mo Mo's eyes... There was no time to say goodbye and buffer silently, so that for a while, silently screaming madly when he saw red. During those days, he wore an eye patch, because whenever he saw anything related to that person, he would unconsciously cry, his eyes were swollen to bloodshot, and he couldn't eat anything to sustain himself with nutrient solutions. In the end, it was only by getting along with the therapy dog that it was able to get back to its current state. ”

Speaking of this, Wu Xin's choked voice showed a crying tone. Li Yifeng wanted to stand up and sit next to Wu Xin, but Wu Xin stretched out his hand to stop him. Wu Xin took a few deep breaths, stabilized his emotions, and looked at Chen Yanqing, whose eyes were already moist, his eyes were complicated, but the words he said hit the bottom of Chen Yanqing's heart.

"Brother Qing, I like you silently, I like you very much. Although you haven't known each other for a long time, I just know how much he likes you, the way he looks at you, and the real smile he shows next to you, are all silent. How I wish that Momo could find someone to give him happiness. However, I also know that that person will not be you. Brother Qing, I didn't mean to blame you for saying this, the current silence is stable even if it is scarred. It's just that if he goes through it again, then silently ... Surely death. ”

The last sentence Wu Xin said very lightly, but it slammed heavily on Chen Yanqing's heart, completely shattering his self-righteousness. Chen Yanqing held her breath and slowly closed her eyes, imagining the Ni Haimo who wore an eye patch and infusion every day, and was dying. An unfamiliar heartache choked him.

Li Yifeng clenched his hands tightly, it turned out, it turned out.

Wu Xin also wrapped his hands around himself, his red eyes and he was stunned.

I don't know how long it took. Chen Yanqing opened his eyes, and his face seemed to be haggard for several years. The tone was firm, but the tone was slightly trembling.

"Ask Professor Wyvern for this matter, and let him help you make a plan in general, which will get twice the result with half the effort. Little fairy, I know what you mean, but this risk must be taken. Silently, he is still so young, he can't let him carry a big mountain for the rest of his life, never. Don't worry, Professor Feilong is very professional and enthusiastic, and if you say it privately, he will definitely help you. ”

Wu Xin's lips moved slightly. In fact, Wu Xin's words just now had an element of tempting Chen Yanqing, and Chen Yanqing did tremble, but the unclear subtle tremor definitely couldn't bear that heavier responsibility.

Chen Yanqing looked at Wu Xin and smiled hard.

"Xinxin, you're right. It's my simple-mindedness. I will go to Professor Liang with Li Yifeng, and I will need your cooperation over there. As for what you're worried about, I'll try to keep it in his sight as little as possible. However, you must promise me, you must cooperate, okay? ”

Wu Xin looked at Chen Yanqing deeply and nodded.

Li Yifeng looked at Chen Yanqing with complicated eyes. Thinking of Chen Yanqing's energetic appearance in the afternoon, thinking about the moving expression of "private".

Role means responsibility, and responsibility means pressure.

Li Yifeng didn't have the idea of completely suppressing it in his heart, and in an instant, it grew like a weed again.