Text Chapter 043, People with stories don't tell stories
When he arrived downstairs in the dormitory, Li Yifeng let go of Wu Xin, checked left and right for any injuries on Wu Xin's body, and found that there were a few bruised nail marks on his white arm, and the air pressure suddenly dropped, and he turned his head to go back to Su Meng to settle the account, but Wu Xin held his arm tightly.
"Hey, hey, why are you you, this bruise is fine, besides, she has lost such a big person in public today, and it is understandable that she is resentful. Alright, alright. You won't have to pinch her all over the body, this kind of behavior is very unmanly, if you dare to do it, I will tell Aunt Yun and let my sister Xiaohua bury you. β
When Li Yifeng heard this, he immediately sneered, and then hated that iron could not become steel, and he scolded Wu Xin's head.
"Who am I for, you idiot."
Wu Xin looked at Li Yifeng and smiled, and then he held Li Yifeng's hand with confidence, and his two hands shook it tightly and gently.
"Today is such a good day, this fairy doesn't want to fight and kill, we adults don't remember villains, okay?"
Wu Xin's actions made Li Yifeng's heart soften and dripping, except for nodding, he just wanted to smile.
The two of them had such a beautiful atmosphere, and they were scolded by the dormitory aunt, "I'm going to close the dormitory!" Hurry up and !! "Perfectly ruined.
Wu Xin stuck out his tongue mischievously. "I'm going back."
After speaking, he turned around and walked to the dormitory.
Li Yifeng stood in place and watched Wu Xin walk into the apartment. Unexpectedly, Wu Xin suddenly turned around, pounced on Li Yifeng, and hit Li Yifeng the lips. "Good night." He ran in without looking back.
Li Yifeng smiled bitterly and touched the sore lip flap, and replied, "Good night." β
Chen Yanqing here was indulging in his academic research and couldn't extricate himself, and when Li Yifeng came back from washing, he looked at Chen Yanqing sitting on the chair with a pensive look.
"Aren't you sleeping?"
Hearing this, Chen Yanqing rubbed his chin with his hand and said leisurely.
"Great talent, you say, what kind of psychological phenomenon is homosexuality? From a professional point of view, is it internal or external? β
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In other words, some people are born gay, and some people are acquired due to man-made or environmental or other force majeure factors, so when you think about it, it is really ...... Hmmm......"
Chen Yanqing didn't come up with any suitable adjectives for a while, but Li Yifeng looked at Chen Yanqing who was caught in the academic world thoughtfully, and said something for a while......
"Didn't the clownfish confess to you?"
"Nono, no, he just told me he liked men, and he shut me out."
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Has this nerd's EQ been eaten by dogs......
Chen Yanqing was not aware of Li Yifeng's speechlessness at all, and was still immersed in his own thinking...
"My sister is a rotten girl, when I was in high school, I told one day that this classmate in my class had a leg with me and that one with me, I felt inexplicable when I heard it, this child is not stunned, and then her crooked two stars were together, I knew that it was okay to do this, and now there is a real example that has appeared alive again! Do you think I should take this opportunity! β
"What chance?"
Li Yifeng looked at Chen Yanqing who was full of passion over there with a smile, and was surprised by the degree of his roommate's brain circuit.
"Research! Studying the psychological world of homosexuals, their thoughts, their worldview, and their view of love, don't you think this is a very breakthrough topic! No, I must go and discuss the relevant knowledge with Lao Liang one day. Maybe I can take advantage of this opportunity and start my first project in my life!! β
"That is, you're going to study clownfish?"
"Why not?"
Li Yifeng looked at Chen Yanqing with a natural expression, it was really ......
"You can't handle him."
"Huh? Why? I feel good silently, good-looking and obedient. He studied art again, and I think he must be able to understand this spirit of dedication to the cause of art! β
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Li Yifeng looked at Chen Yanqing, who had been immersed in research and couldn't extricate himself, pinched the corners of his forehead, and smiled helplessly.
"OK, I wish you success!"
After speaking, Li Yifeng sent a text message to Wu Xin to communicate his feelings.
Chen Yanqing is also a man of action, he got up and went to Ni Haimo's bedroom next door.
Over there, Ni Haimo listened to the death metal taking care of himself and was interrupted by a knock on the door, and he had no intention of opening the door until he heard a sound outside......
"Silently, open the door, I'm your green brother."
Ni Haimo was stunned for a few seconds, turned off the music, and somehow walked to open the door a little nervously, didn't he tell him that he liked men! Why did he come to him so late? Thinking of the possible reasons, Ni Haimo actually had some expectations in his heart.
Opening the door, Chen Yanqing walked into the room naturally with a smile on her face.
"Hehe, I'm sorry to bother you so late, but I came up with a great academic idea, but I need your help to complete it, so I'm coming to you!"
When Ni Haimo heard this, he suppressed the joy in his heart.
"Academic ideas?"
"That's right! That one... Silently, don't you like men? You also know that I studied psychology, so I was very interested in your unusual state from an academic point of view, so I ......"
Every time Chen Yanqing said a word, Ni Haimo's heart was a little colder, until he finally couldn't listen to it.
"So, you came to me to be your guinea pig and let me tell you why I came out of the closet? Is it unbearable, sexual, stimulating, family reasons, or innate? β
Chen Yanqing looked at Ni Haimo, who was pale and stiff with a disdainful smile in front of him, and said a sentence in his mouth that he didn't say, and suddenly recalled the sentence in the mouth of the great talent, 'You can't handle him.' At the same time, I realized that I was indeed a little abrupt.
After all, this kind of thing is very private in some respects, and it can even be called taboo in China's traditional conservative society. What's more important is that he and Ni Haimo have only met a few times, how can he come to him with a hot head and say those unashamed words?
"No, silently, I ......"
"Psychotherapy! Hehe, I've seen a lot in Italy, well-known unknown experts, if you want to know me can introduce you to you, whether it's a scientific research project or a recommendation to study abroad, I can help you, however, I'm not interested in being a guinea pig, you may be looking for the wrong person in this regard. β
"I'm sorry, I'm abrupt, I just feel like you can still live a normal life, you ......"
"I think you're wrong, I don't feel like I'm normal at all, you're studying psychology, you should know better than me what it means to be normal. Because the person I love is a man, I love a man, I don't need treatment or correction, I'm normal, just a normal person who doesn't love women. Have you ever loved someone? β
Ni Haimo said this paragraph flatly, without any intense emotions, but he pinned Chen Yanqing in place and couldn't move. The emotions in Ni Haimo's eyes were strong and complicated, which made Chen Yanqing's heart suddenly rush into what emotions, but he didn't understand it, so he couldn't tell it, he didn't know who Ni Haimo had loved? I don't know what their story is? It's just that he really hasn't loved anyone himself.
Ni Haimo wanted to say something, but looking at Chen Yanqing, who was stunned, he didn't have the heart to say anything more, just sighed, rubbed his sore eyebrows, and said something.
"I want to rest, you can go and rest too."
Chen Yanqing, who woke up like a dream, immediately stood up, and when he came, he was naturally free and easy, but when he left, he ran away.
Before leaving, Chen Yanqing looked at Ni Haimo's thin back standing in the center of the room, wanting to say something, but finally swallowed back.
People with stories never tell stories, only reality.
Chen Yanqing closed the door and did not leave, leaning against the wall next to him weakly, slamming his head on the wall.
Something is wrong, something is wrong, Chen Yanqing thinks that he is a calm person, but Ni Haimo really seems to have a kind of magic that attracts him, makes him unconsciously want to get closer, and makes him mistakenly think that they seem to have known each other for a long time. In fact, they've only met a few times.
At the moment of leaving just now, Chen Yanqing suddenly noticed the mysterious vicissitudes of life on Ni Haimo's body, as well as Ni Haimo's past that did not belong to his age, which especially attracted Chen Yanqing. Because of occupational diseases......
The inner story, the trauma behind it, the unspeakable weakness, the reality that cannot be faced.
Chen Yanqing patted his head with a wry smile.
"Damn occupational disease."
And in the room, Li Yifeng, who had just learned the ins and outs from Wu Xin, also fell into deep thought, and told Wu Xin that Chen Yanqing had just told him about the "great idea", Wu Xin paused for a while and said something that made Li Yifeng frown unconsciously.
"Nimo was in Italy and had 10 different psychotherapy sessions at the same time in one month."
This sentence may not know what it means to others, but Li Yifeng is very clear and clear.
I am afraid it is self-evident what it means to tear a scabbed wound once with your hands and tear it with a knife and various tools 10 times at the same time.
Li Yifeng heard the heaviness in Wu Xin's tone, noticed Wu Xin's low mood, decisively changed the topic, made an appointment to go home to see Wu's father this week, chatted a few more words, coaxed Wu Xin to say good night, and then bit his nails and hung up the phone.
As soon as he hung up the phone, Chen Yanqing came back, compared to the elation when he left, the expression of coming back was really contrasting...
Chen Yanqing shrugged with a wry smile.
"Great talent, you are really clever, I really can't handle him."
Li Yifeng looked at Chen Yanqing seriously and said.
"Yan Qing, give up, not only give up, but don't contact Ni Haimo again in the future."
Chen Yanqing listened, and the emotions in his eyes were stunned for a moment.
"He, broke up with his boyfriend?"
"It's not life and death. His boyfriend couldn't stand the psychotherapy again and again and committed suicide in front of him. β
Chen Yanqing's pupils shrank suddenly.
"What, how can this be? He, he, I, and so am I... β
Li Yifeng got up and gently patted Chen Yanqing's shoulder.
"I only know that he hates me, and that's why he hates me. But his attitude towards you, now, I think you should understand. β
Chen Yanqing, who was no longer very good at using his brain, said a word.
"He likes me."
Li Yifeng patted Chen Yanqing on the shoulder again, and walked out, he thought that Chen Yanqing needed to calm down.
The sound of the door closing sounded, and Chen Yanqing slowly sat on the ground.
The brain is little by little to get along with Ni Haimo.
Thinking of his sensitivity and fragility like a small animal in front of him.
The desperate singing voice he sang when he thought about the song he dedicated to himself.
Thinking about the amorous eyes that looked at me under the light.
Thinking about everything, Chen Yanqing held his head with his hands and closed his eyes.