If I can stay in the Second Affiliated Hospital for internship, I would like to calm down, hone my medical skills, and expand my medical horizons for nearly a year.

To be honest, the platform and bookstore didn't distract me much, but it took me too much time to experience the rights and wrongs.

It's been a long time since I've been quiet and studying medicine. If Xiong Yanfei could sense it underground, she would definitely complain to me. Of course, I haven't forgotten the dream of Xiong Yanfei and I, although conquering leukemia is almost delusional.

However, I also know that it is impossible to stay in the Second Affiliated Hospital for internship. Not to mention the impact of these two things on me, just my attitude towards Ai Sadako, Dean Ai will not leave this opportunity to me.

Dean Ai still had expectations for me, both medically and my relationship with her daughter.

I embarrassed Ai Zhenzi so much, I was so ruthless to Ai Zhenzi, did he not know the truth of being a father?

So, how could he leave this opportunity to me? You must know how many college students from non-provincial cities dream of staying in the Second Affiliated Hospital for internship.

But it was precisely this incident that shocked me, Dean Ai told me that I had been confirmed by the college to stay in the Second Affiliated Hospital for internship.

"But you have to know that it was Sadako's repeated request," said Dean Ai, "I really don't understand, you have already injured Sadako to the point that she has repeatedly asked me to keep you in the Second Affiliated Hospital for internship." ”

"I'm sorry." I say. I can't tell you how shocked I am.

"What's the use of being sorry? I'm sorry, can I save the relationship between you and Sadako? Sorry, can I heal the damage you caused Sadako? Feelings cannot be forced, love is love, and not love is not love. Dean Ai said.

"Thank you, Dean, for your understanding."

"I really don't understand, what is Sadako not worthy of you? Over the years, you've been the only one who has made Sadako's heart tick, but you don't care at all. Hey—" Dean Ai sighed heavily, "this kind of thing is something that we as fathers can't help at all. How many people dream of having this kind of relationship with Sadako and don't want you to ......"

"Sadako is a good girl." I said, "I'm sorry for her, and I don't deserve her." ”

"Of course Sadako is a good girl, but she is not the best in your eyes." Dean Ai said.

"I have my special reasons, Sadako she knows." I say.

"What's the special reason? It's all an excuse," Dean Ai took a sip of tea from his cup, "but even if it's not an excuse, there's nothing it can do." Love cannot be forced at all. However, Zheng Qihang,"

"What's the matter, Dean Ai?" I asked.

"You must take advantage of this internship. There is a world of difference between an internship in the Second Affiliated Hospital and an internship in the county seat. Whether you can be a good surgeon or not, this almost a year is very important. ”

"Thank you Dean Ai for your teachings, I will work hard." There was a warmth rising from my heart.

"Speaking from the heart, I've always been optimistic about you. Your understanding of medicine is really superb. Dean Ai looked at me.

"Thank you, thank you for the affirmation." I was impressed.

"Go ahead. I will send someone to contact you on the platform and the bookstore. It's better not to run these businesses, so that you can calm down and delve into medicine. ”

"That's exactly what I meant."

……

The internship life soon began.

Ding Ying did not go back to Huangbai City for an internship, she really went to the north, but no one knows which city she went to. I know that Ding Ying is deliberately avoiding me, and the more deliberate she is, the more she is hurt, and the more deliberate she is, the more she cares about the relationship between us. God's fateful arrangement may not be acceptable to her in her life.

Chu Huoyu and Xu Zhengping went to the county and city where Xu Zhengping was located. On the day of departure I dropped them off at the train station. Xu Zhengping had already thought about it, he planned to rent a house in his county and city close to the hospital where he interned, and live a two-person world with Chu Huoyu.

I watched them enter the train station. At that moment, for some reason, my eyes moistened when Chu Huoyu waved at me frequently.

Cao Shuigen went back to his county and city hospital for an internship. On the first night of his return, the two of us went to eat together at a small fried restaurant outside the college. We chatted while drinking. We talked about Wu Lianzi the most.

Cao Shuigen said that he may never forget Wu Lianzi in his life. Wu Lianzi is his pain, but Wu Lianzi gave him a lot of beautiful feelings and made him realize what it feels like to love. It also gave him a lot of hope and happiness.

As soon as Xu Zhengping and Cao Shuigen left, our Jin family was dissolved. The titles of Jin Da, Jin Er, and Jin San will forever be a thing of the past. It was only in the class reunion, in a deliberate reunion, that they were briefly resurrected.

After about two weeks of internship, I went to the procuratorate to find an old prosecutor. I invited the old prosecutor to the park and played the recording to her. I played a short clip and pressed the STOP button.

The old prosecutor was stunned. She looked at me in alarm, trying to figure out what I meant.

I said I had no other intentions, I just wanted to get back the money I had spent.

"That's how you crossed the river and demolished the bridge? How could you be so inauthentic? The old prosecutor was furious and suppressed her voice.

"I'm not crossing the river and tearing down the bridge, I'm just using my wisdom to deal with you people's silverfish." I was extremely calm and harsh, "I repeat, I just want to get my part back." ”

"What duty? I've got all your money to spend. "The old prosecutor looked left and right.

"It seems that Director Zhang is not cooperating at all, so I'm sorry." I pointed to the tape, "I'll send it where it should be." ”

"Haven't I finished talking yet? Am I still not good? The old prosecutor's forehead was still sweating in this weather.

"I privately calculated that of all the money I gave you, about 38,000 was overspent, and you should pay back the whole 30,000. That 8,000 is your hard work. I held out three fingers.

"What? You don't think it's all in my pocket, do you? The old prosecutor's eyes were on fire.

"I'm a person who doesn't like to bargain. Besides, you know better than anyone how much goes into your pocket. I looked straight at the old prosecutor.

"Non-negotiable?" The old prosecutor calmed his tone.

I shook my head. "You should consider it a charity to comfort your heart that has been blackened by the smell of copper."

"You-" The old prosecutor's face turned into a pig's liver face in anger.

The next day, I had to return 30,000 yuan. The old prosecutor's heartache made me want to laugh when I saw it.

I can understand her feelings, and it is very painful to spit out the money that went into her pocket.

After getting the money, I went to Dean Ai, and I donated 30,000 yuan to the college, so that the college could build a scholarship foundation in the name of Ding Ying.

"Why is it called Ding Ying Scholarship Foundation, it should be called Qihang Scholarship Foundation." Dean Ai said.

"Because the money is Ding Ying's, not mine."

"Then Ding Ying should come to me." Dean Ai became more and more incomprehensible.

"What do I tell you?" I said, "Let's take an analogy, because Ding Ying was forced to spend 30,000 yuan on something, but it was difficult to recover it, and she didn't want to recover it." ”

"As a result, you recovered the money without telling Ding Ying, and you couldn't return it to Ding Ying, so you thought about building a student foundation in her name." Dean Ai immediately understood the meaning of my words.

"The dean is really smart. Indeed it is. ”

"I'm reasoning from your context," Dean Ai was very happy, "but anyone else would put the 30,000 yuan into their own pockets, and you thought of building a foundation in her name." I just know why Sadako likes you. ”

"You've won the prize, I'm not so noble." I smiled wryly.

A person who can be a dean is so perceptive. He completely figured out my intentions.

Time flies, and the nearly one-year internship life is over soon. Dean Ai had the intention of letting me stay in school, and he said that he had the same idea as Sadako, but I refused, so I asked Dean Ai to call the director of Yangjiang County People's Hospital and recommend me to work in Yangjiang People's Hospital.

Once again, Dean Ai couldn't understand my behavior. No one can understand it. People go to high places, and water flows to low places, this has been the case since ancient times, but some people want to break this routine.

Or is it the same sentence, some people want to squeeze into the Second Affiliated Hospital after sharpening their heads, but those who can stay in the Second Affiliated Hospital have to go to remote and backward county hospitals, who can understand this kind of unconventional thing?

It was impossible for me to tell the dean my true purpose of going to Yangjiang County, but I didn't want Dean Ai to feel sorry for me, so I took out what Xiong Yanfei said: doctors are the saviors of patients. I want to be the savior of the people of Yangjiang County, because that is my birthplace.

Because of this sentence, my image in Dean Ai's mind is even higher. For a long time, I was ashamed of this - for deceiving Dean Ai's feelings.

But what I didn't expect was that I finally passed the pass of Dean Ai, and I had to pass the pass of my father when I went home. My father can't say how angry I was at my insistence on going to Yangjiang.

This time, the energy and roar of his anger were greater than ever. Whether it was the time I ran away from home, the time I was expelled from Hua'an No. 4 Middle School, or the time when I insisted on going to the Railway Middle School, or the time when I didn't take the initiative to have a good relationship with Wu Shufang and prevented him from being promoted to the vice principal of Hua'an No. 2 Middle School, it was far less than this time.

Actually, my father and I had an argument about where to go a few years ago. My father insisted that I stay at the Hua'an District Hospital, but I refused to do so.

However, my father did not give up, he used all his connections to dredge up the relationship with Hua'an District Hospital, and sent me to report. At this time, he learned that I had decided to go to Yangjiang Hospital, how could he not be angry?

As a result of the anger anomaly, the father fainted on the spot.

My father fainted because of a heart attack. My father's heart had been feeling unwell before, and the fact that I was going to work became the trigger for the attack.

My father spent a week in the hospital. For the first few days, I couldn't take a step into his hospital room because whenever he saw me, he would be out of breath and the heart pulse monitor would sound a warning sound.

So my mother has always been in the hospital to take care of.

But that doesn't change my decision.

My mother also cried to me, hoping that I would stay in Hua'an for the sake of my father's heart disease, but I was like a demon and made up my mind.

Mother sighed heavily.

Fortunately, my father was discharged from the hospital a week later.

But what I can't figure out is why my father is so adamantly opposed to me going to work in Yangjiang.