"Lin Hua is dead? He, how could he die? Xiaolou, did you hear it wrong? Don't cry yet, don't cry yet. My sister and I are afraid that you will be hurt again, and I don't want you two to have anything to do with it again. You don't owe him, really, if it weren't for him, you wouldn't have been pushed down the stairs and almost died in the hospital! Xiao Wenhui's voice was a little excited, after so many years, this matter that everyone deliberately avoided was finally mentioned again.

"I'm afraid that I'll get hurt for my own good, so you hide it from me and make all the decisions for me? Xiao Wenhui, you are so obedient to your sister, no wonder your sister likes to appreciate you so much, she has to be with you! ”

Speaking of this, my emotions became excited again, and I felt too much guilt for Lin Hua, especially when I thought that he gave me a blood transfusion with full of sadness, but in the end I had to leave China and die in a foreign land, my heart was as uncomfortable as a knife. However, I didn't want Lin Suo to see the quarrel with Xiao Wenhui, and I wasn't used to behaving in front of outsiders, so I stood up with the phone in my hand and walked to the path next to Lin Suo.

"Xiaolou, you know, we won't hurt you! If he knew that the person who transfused the blood was Lin Hua at that time, and knew that he still cared about you very much, would he still choose me in the end? From the roll call of the first compulsory class, to the power outage and lock the door in the classroom, to falling down the stairs by yourself, do you really not understand that someone must kill you in order to let Lin Hua leave you? Lin Hua's departure is not because he believed those rumors, but because he himself has no ability to protect you at all! He can't give you the happiness you want! Xiao Wenhui almost shouted on the phone excitedly.

"Happiness? What is the happiness I want? You know so much about the happiness I want? Xiao Wenhui: Do you think we are happy? Where were you when my sister had an accident? Where were you when Yang Jianwen bullied me in every possible way? What have you done other than to make me believe in the police, in the organization, in the belief that everything will be okay? "I was carried away by anger and guilt, and those previous resentments and resentments were spoken out without hesitation.

"Xiaolou, I'm sorry, I know that you have suffered a lot of grievances and suffered a lot with me, but I work so hard for our future to be better. Without Lin Hua's background, I can only rely on myself to struggle for what I want, I have really been working hard, give me more time, I will not let you down again in the future, believe me, okay? ”

Xiao Wenhui's voice became trembling, he has always been a very calm and introverted person, and he has never complained and complained about his life. Although I had been disappointed in his powerlessness, I felt even more uncomfortable when I heard him say the helplessness in his heart, and I suddenly hated my cruelty and vulnerability, after all, he was also an ordinary person who tried his best to live.

I know that he loves me, although his love will never be as hot, flamboyant, and unforgettable as Lin Hua, but his love will never be absent, and will always appear by my side when I need it most, even if it is just a powerless companionship, but it is already full of love. Not everyone can live like Lin Hua, and everything that doesn't go well can be settled between talking and laughing, and I shouldn't force anything anymore if I do my best.

Besides, what about being a forest birch? There will still be a lot of intrigues and tricks that he can't guard against, no one's life will be easy, thinking of this, I will no longer refute Xiao Wenhui's words, and my tone will soften. But deep down I still feel disgusted with the words "for your good", my life should be chosen by myself, and I should bear all the consequences, why make the final decision for me?

At least I should ask clearly, return me and Lin Hua a clean slate, and find the villain behind such a vicious person. If time can be turned back, I want to talk to Lin Hua calmly, no longer angry, no longer proud, no longer stubborn, and make it clear that each other is not suitable, and also explain the gratitude and guilt in my heart for him. It's a pity that there is no if in life, let alone a new one, and I will never have this opportunity to meet him again.

Xiao Wenhui and I have known each other for so long, he has always been very sensitive to the ups and downs of his emotions, and sure enough, he heard my understanding and regression, and hurriedly explained that after finishing the experiment at hand at the end of this month, he would come back to see me, hoping that there were some things that we could talk about in person. I agreed with him, hung up the phone silently, and sat back beside Lin.

"Finished calling? Xiaolou, do you remember what the name of the attending doctor was? Lin asked with a serious expression.

"Lin Suo doesn't remember, it seems that her surname is Zhao, do you think there is something wrong with her?" I asked

"I suddenly feel that she has some kind of relationship with Bao Hui, otherwise why would Bao Hui go to the hospital to see you? Can you try to think about the details before and after you fall down the stairs? Lin said very seriously, seeing the anticipation in his eyes, I tried to close my eyes and think back to that day. I thought that my head would have a headache when I used my brain in the past, but who knew that this time it didn't, as my mood became more and more peaceful, my attention became more and more concentrated, and my memories became clearer and clearer.

It seems that since wearing this jade necklace, my body's abilities in all aspects have become stronger and stronger, and according to Lin Suo's words, it is really prolonging my life.

"Xiaolou, don't think about it, think about the events of that day with all your heart!" Lin Suo's voice rang in my ears, and I tried to retract my mind, so that my whole body and mind were immersed in memories. Suddenly, a sweet and greasy smell of perfume wafted into my nose, and for a person who is extremely sensitive to smells, smelling a fragrance means seeing a person, and I immediately remember who the owner of the fragrance is.

Zhao Jing, a little lackey of Bao Hui, this girl is short, thin and dark, but Bao Hui is very good to her, the reason is that only by being with her can her skin be contrasted with Shengxue, this reason is that when Bao Hui was on the phone one day, others overheard it. Zhao Jing's face is very boyish, and her dress is also not good for boys, and there are often girls who are not familiar with her and scream when they meet her in the women's bathroom.

Everyone felt that Zhao Jing had a morbid infatuation with Bao Hui, and she knew that Bao Hui liked a very sweet perfume very much, so she used that perfume a lot for a long time. A very masculine girl with a strong sweet and greasy perfume smell on her body, this contrast makes everyone remember her. Zhao Jing obeyed Bao Hui's words, she usually occupied a seat in class, fetched water in the dormitory, and did laundry and cooking, Bao Hui was like a noble princess with her, as long as she moved her mouth.