[I still have to pretend that nothing happened, just to hide that I love you]

Shi Zi didn't know how long Bu Yu had been gone, and he didn't know when he had drunk Bu Yu's favorite sake, always wandering at midnight, and then, sitting alone at dawn, how did he feel that Bu Yu was gone, and his heart had changed a little, becoming a little missful and a little sad.

Seeing that Zhou Yanmi's belly is getting bigger and bigger, during the day, Shi Zi always pretends to be fine, accompanying Zhou Yanmi through the days that are difficult for pregnant women to spend, and at night he is drunk in the room until dawn, but he doesn't dare to be really drunk, he is afraid that something will happen to Zhou Yanmi, and he is also afraid that a new day will come, and he will not be energetic.

There is nothing more tender than a true embrace from a lover.

Shi Zi sat on the rocking chair, looking at the pear blossoms and peony flowers in full bloom in the garden, it was May of the new year, and it was a long time since Bu Yu left, Shi Zi suddenly, as if he still remembered, that day Bu Yu left, it was October, and it should have been eight months.

Zhou Yanmi looked at Shi Zi who was weeding the flowers, Zhou Yanmi had to admit that she was really sorry for Shi Zi, caressing her belly, thinking: As long as you are born safely, I don't care what happens

"How? Are you okay? ”

Zhou Yanmi looked at Shi Zi who was wet in the rain, Shi Zi shook her head and said it was okay, Zhou Yanmi looked at the pear blossoms and peonies covered by the oilcloth, Zhou Yanmi knew that since Bu Yu left, she told Shi Zi the truth, at first, Zhou Yanmi would think that Shi Zi disliked herself, and would say that she was a scheming person, but in fact, Shi Zi just made the boundary of a friend, and let her give birth to the child with peace of mind, and he would carry everything.

"You love her so much, why don't you chase her back?" Zhou Yanmi looked at Shi Zi's eyes, which had been empty for a long time

Shi Zi's words made Zhou Yanmi speechless

"The saddest thing is that I have a childhood sweetheart, and she has it too, but her childhood sweetheart will protect her for a lifetime than me."

Looking at Shi Zi's back walking upstairs, when did Zhou Yanmi start to lose sight of Shi Zi? It was the first time he hugged himself, that special reunion, and the first greeting was: How are you doing?

I remember that Zhou Yanmi and Shi Zi said that they could start again, Shi Zi turned his face away, and only said that now he has a family and has someone who loves him.

Suddenly, Zhou Yanmi clenched her palms, her stomach hurt, and her lower body was bleeding quickly......

Zhou Yanmi was carried onto the hospital bed, Zhou Yanmi held Shi Zi's hand in fear, and Shi Zi could see Zhou Yanmi's pain and fear.

"Yanmi, don't be afraid, with me, I will wait outside for you to come out, wait for the child to come out......"

"Shizi"

Wu Haoying looked at the two of them who were reluctant to give up, Wu Haoying suddenly thought of Bu Yu, who had been away for a long time, counting the days, she was about to give birth in more than two months, but, who can be like Wu Haoying, always deserve to have worries, but no one can be found, Wu Haoying once looked for Li Feimo, but Li Feimo also said that Bu Yu is determined to leave, so no matter who can't stop it.

Wu Haoying looked at Zhou Yanmi, as a doctor, he would still reassure her and tell her not to be afraid, everything was with them.

Not long after, the baby was pushed out by the nurse, Shi Zi looked at the baby, looked at the nurse Zhou Yanmi's situation, the nurse only said that she was a new pediatrician and was only responsible for taking the baby away.

After waiting for a long time, Wu Haoying drank several doctors and walked out at the same time, Wu Haoying looked at where Shi Zi was sitting, he was already dumbfounded, as if he was thinking about something.

"She's fine, but ...... In terms of diet to eat very light, there is that she can not be pregnant. ”

Wu Haoying wanted to get the emotion on Shi Zi's face that a man cares about his woman, but Shi Zi's face didn't have it, and his answer was very indifferent.

Wu Haoying looked at Zhou Yanmi, who was lying down, writing records, and paying attention to the changes in Shi Zi, Wu Haoying asked Shi Zi

"You're not going to see the kids?"

"I'll go later, thank you"

Seeing that Shi Zi even spoke politely, Wu Haoying didn't know whether to tell him about Bu Yu......

"Shizi"

Shi Zi watched Wu Hao win

On the rooftop, Wu Haoying was wearing a white coat, with short flowing hair, and eyes that were not casual and sad, Shi Zi looked at his back.

"The time Bu Yu cut his wrists, I shouted here, I admit, I really don't like you, but, for Bu Yu, I still want to tell you one thing as a friend." Wu Haoying put his trouser pocket in his trouser pocket and turned around

"Shi Zi, Zhou Yanmi's child, is it yours?"

"Does that have anything to do with what you're trying to tell me?" Shi Zi looked at him

"Yes"

Shi Zi didn't think about it, and said directly: "No"

Wu Haoying was still happy for Bu Yu in his heart, Shi Zi was still not so messy, Wu Haoying handed Shi Zi a B ultrasound, Shi Zi took it, looked at Wu Haoying and said, "What are you giving me this one?" ”

"You take a look first"

Shi Zi looked at the pupils more and more, the eyes were almost the widest, Shi Zi put down the paper in his hand, Shi Zi was very calm on the surface, but the joy in his heart could not be expressed, and soon, this joy was dispersed by Wu Haoying's words.

"When she was just pregnant, I learned about you from Fu Xinyan, and she didn't let me tell you, but I don't know if she will give birth to this child." Since Wu Haoying didn't see the emotion of concern between men and women on his face.

"You really don't care about Buyu at all?"

Wu Haoying finally couldn't help but ask Shi Zi, and Shi Zi replied in his heart: How could he not care, if he didn't care, how could he be depressed day and night, just for her.

However, human beings are sensitive animals, let alone in front of their own rivals.

"I don't care, everyone is gone, you show me this, do you want me to feel guilty? Or do I have to pay for my actions? ”

It's a pity that Shi Zi threw down such a sentence and turned away with a chestnut look.

"Bastard" Wu Hao won the rude and picked up the B-ultrasound.

Shi Zi cut off the tip of his heart with a knife at every step at this time, since she is pregnant, she doesn't tell herself, she would rather believe in a Wu Hao win, and she won't tell herself, in the end, is this love hate or hurt? can make her do this to herself, since her eyes are full of tears......

In the end, this tear still couldn't help but fall, but it flashed like a meteor, and after crying, it was another spirit.

Shi Zi looked at the baby in the holding room, looked at the baby without a name, and thought to himself, this is Zhou Yanmi's child, even if he knows that it is a child abandoned by others, but since he will be happy for such a new life, this is the first time he has laughed so happily in the days when Bu Yu left......

The child was held by Shi Zi, Zhou Yanmi looked at Shi Zi like she liked the child very much, Zhou Yanmi couldn't help but feel sad, just because she left and hurt Shi Zi, during that time, Shi Zi also did stupid things for her, but in the end, she met the person named Bu Yu, which changed Shi Zi's fate, thinking of this, Zhou Yanmi suddenly felt really excessive, so she ......

"Shi Zi" Zhou Yanmi shouted Shi Zi softly, this sound is really strange and familiar

"You say," Shi Zi responded while teasing the baby in his hand

"I'm sorry I hurt you ......"

Shi Zi was stunned, and the smile on his face smiled at the baby, indeed, during that time, he had a very hard time, if it wasn't for God taking pity on him and letting him meet the cold Buyu on a rainy day, he didn't know, it turned out that in this world, there was a person like him.

Shi Zi just said lightly

"It's all over, and, how are you going to enter the house, child?" Shi Zi asked Zhou Yanmi

Looking back, Zhou Yanmi was crying for a long time, Shi Zi walked towards Zhou Yanmi and said, "I know that you are difficult now, the child will follow my surname, how about it?" ”

Suddenly, Zhou Yanmi cried violently, pushing Shi Zi's behavior of wanting to comfort with one hand, Shi Zi looked at her crying fiercely, the reason why she pushed herself away was because she didn't want herself to comfort her, she was really in pain......

When Wu Haoying walked over, he looked at Shi Zi who was standing outside the door, although he was holding the child, his eyes were always looking inside, and there was an indescribable feeling in his eyes, not sad, not guilty, but helpless.

"Let her cry for a while, people, sometimes, it's really tired, not everyone can be like you, you can get out of it."

Wu Haoying said and left, (thank you, Wu Haoying) looked at his back, Shi Zi still didn't say this, thank him for telling him the news of Bu Yu's pregnancy, even if he didn't know if she would give birth to a child, but he would still continue to wait for her here with this sense of joy.

Li Feimo searched all the places where Bu Yu might go, but how to find the big world and the small people, how to find it? Suddenly, Li Feimo flashed a sentence that Na Buyu had said: There is always something that needs to be disappeared to prove the value of its existence

Li Feimo sneered, Bu Yu ignored his feelings like this, and walked away, so what did he do for her? Self-inflicted amorous?

A drunk, although An Sheng and Li Feimo divorced early, and also got the price that Li Feimo should give as a man, however, An Sheng is not happy, An Sheng knows what to do, Li Feimo will not like himself, Li Feimo is too persistent, but it is too good, everything about Bu Yu, Li Feimo is like a different person, except for Bu Yu, Li Feimo is a master, but An Sheng is also a person, he will also be sad and uncomfortable, knowing that Li Feimo gave the house to Bu Yu, he was jealous at first, Later, I understood Li Feimo's indescribable love for Bu Yu......

"If I were your childhood Buyu, would I be in your heart and never let you forget? Li Feimo," An Sheng muttered to himself

Everywhere Li Feimo walks, there is An Sheng, just like this, no matter what happens, you and I are willing to do it.

"An Sheng, do you think she will still appear?" Li Feimo asked An Sheng with a melancholy expression

"Yes, it's just, when you say goodbye, Bu Yu may not be the Bu Yu you know," An Sheng replied

"Why?"

"Li Feimo, although you and Bu Yu are childhood sweethearts, you left her after elementary school...... In fact, as a human being, we will all change in another world, at another point in time, depending on who does not forget the original intention. "What An Sheng said, Li Feimo didn't understand, otherwise when he saw Bu Yu again, how could he suddenly appear a Shizi?

"What you're trying to say is that Buyu might turn into another person?"

"Actually, Bu Yu once had one thing that I didn't tell all of you, she was scared at first, and I looked at her every day, almost all of them felt sorry for her."

Every time An Sheng said a word, he paid attention to Li Feimo, she understood that Li Feimo was to Bu Yu, but she wanted to understand what sad actions he would have when he learned that Bu Yu had committed suicide.

It turned out that after graduating from Bu Yu University, Bu Yu had a suicide, which even Shi Zi didn't know, Li Feimo heard the news that Bu Yu had committed suicide, and the whole person had no expression, Bu Yu was not the real child of the Bu family, but a child abandoned by others, Bu Yu knew the news, it was in Bu Yu's last breath and the confession, and the suicide was during the period when Shi Zi said that he wanted Bu Yu, and then it happened that Li Feimo and Bu Yu slept in the same bed and hit Shi Zi.

"Why didn't she tell me?" Li Feimo accused

"Actually, Bu Yu is a very good person, even if she loves Shizi, she won't say it, but when I was in school, she always mentioned you, and every time she mentioned you, her face was full of happiness." An Sheng said

"But, Li Feimo, Bu Yu's liking for you is not between men and women, I believe you can also feel that when you found her, it was in an alley, she was covered in blood, and people were dizzy......"

Yes, the moment Bu Yu fell, it was blood that stained the ground on the moss, and she went to die with guilt and despair, but as a result, God still took pity on her, and when she stood up again, she had a long scar on her back.

An Sheng looked at Li Feimo's silent crying, An Sheng had never seen Li Feimo crying so out of shape, An Sheng knew that his heart hurt, and he knew that Li Feimo's heart at this time must be painful to death, but how can people live without trouble! Knowing that she couldn't occupy Buyu's position in Li Feimo's heart in this life, she still wanted to work hard, she liked Li Feimo, she liked it very much, and she didn't want to let go.

No amount of sorrow is as gentle as a lover's gentle tone: stop crying. People like An Sheng, since they still haven't spoken, but An Sheng looked at Li Feimo and suddenly closed his eyes, looking at the tear that slipped down at the end......

"Li Feimo?"

"In this life, I will not let go of her hand again"

An Sheng is injured, Li Feimo is taking an oath, An Sheng is really sad, what else does Li Feimo lack besides Buyu? There is no shortage, one person, the money that should be there, the house that should be there, and the car that should be owned, Li Feimo has long been in the dark.

An Sheng thought: Indeed, it is really difficult to find someone who has spent the rest of his life with him after being alone for too long, really hard.

Sometimes, you really can't find it, you really have to be alone, and you are often obsessed with a person's infatuation, and we are used to calling this kind of person a night walker. Only at night can she/they show their voice of love.

"Are you still looking for her?"

An Sheng asked Li Feimo sadly, Li Feimo chose to acquiesce, An Sheng smiled, looking at the sky of this town

"The sky in your hometown is so beautiful, but unfortunately, I don't have a fate..."

"Li Feimo," An Sheng suddenly called out to him

An Sheng looked at his sad eyes, this was the last time An Sheng called his name, (Li Feimo, from now on, I will be here, waiting for you to come back).