I tossed and turned that night, but still fell asleep. Hazy, I felt a hot breath on my face, and I opened my eyes to see a man standing on the escalator up the attic.

I held my breath and closed my eyes instantly.

A second passed, ten seconds passed, twenty seconds passed, and nothing moved except the hot breath on my face.

It's so abnormal. According to common sense analysis, there must be follow-up behaviors for those who come. For example, the hands will reach out to my chest, or the lips will be close to my face. Ten seconds, is he still waiting for the opportunity? Isn't it the best time for him to do it, I'm unprepared?

I opened my eyes slightly. There was hardly any light in the study, and I could only vaguely feel that the person climbing on the escalator was just quietly watching something.

I thought that no "miracle" would happen any longer, so I let out a loud shout, sat up suddenly, clenched my fists and slammed at the door of the visitor.

The people who came were not wary and were beaten up. He screamed in fright, then let go of his grip on the escalator rung, and fell backwards. Fortunately, the place where he stepped on his foot was only fifty centimeters from the ground, and he hit the ground with one foot, then his butt hit the ground, and then the whole person fell to the ground.

By the time the man got up and was about to get out of the attic, I had rolled over and jumped out of the attic, and then kicked him on the cocked buttocks, and the man threw himself forward, banging his head on the roller shutter that had been lifted.

I turned on the light.

I can see how the other party covers it with his hands, and the person who came turned out to be Xu Zhengping!

It's been nearly two years, and getting along day and night can be covered by a pair of hands?

I had a vague guess that I didn't want to be confirmed. I originally wanted to find a suitable time to "communicate" with Xu Zhengping the next day.

"Jin Er?"

"Kim Dae?! How are you? Xu Zhengping let go of the hand covering his face and got up from the ground. He was far more stunned than I was. "How could it be you?"

"And who do you think it will be?" I'm so angry and funny. How could Xu Zhengping do such a ridiculous thing?

"Storing fire jade."

"Are you a fool to be a fire jade?"

"I ......" Xu Zhengping touched his face and changed the topic, "You're too ruthless." ”

"Am I ruthless? If I use an iron rod like Chu Huoyu, you will go to see Marx. ”

"Why are you here? Could it be that you and Chu Huoyu ......" Xu Zhengping wanted to speak and stopped.

"If you talk such nonsense again, be careful that I smash your nose flat." I clenched my fists.

"Don't, don't. I didn't say it. ”

"Why are you here, I ask? Yesterday you came, today you are still here. ”

"You ......"

"You're not going to say you didn't come yesterday, are you? In the morning, Chu Huoyu told me that someone entered the study house last night, and then saw the bag on your head, so I thought it must have been something you did to make a mess. ”

"I ......"

"It's a shame that you're still studying medicine. What did you say about falling in the morning. ”

"You're the only one who hasn't been deceived." Xu Zhengping may still feel aggrieved.

I walked into Xu Zhengping, "Tell Jin Dae, what is your plan to sneak into the bookstore?" You don't want to attack the Fire Jade, do you? ”

"No, no, absolutely not," Xu Zhengping raised his voice, "I can't do such a thing." ”

"Impossible? Everybody would think you're coming in to do this kind of thing. I said solemnly.

"Then you have wronged me. If I want to do this kind of thing, it's not convenient for me to spend dozens of dollars? ”

"You didn't sneak into the book house to do this kind of thing, so what are you for?" Come to think of it, no matter how irrational you are, you won't do that, right? After all, our relationship is not ordinary. What's more, Xu Zhengping has always used his inherent way to dispel his emotions.

"Speaking of which, Jin Da, you don't believe it, I just came in to see Chu Huoyu sleeping." Xu Zhengping sat down in a chair.

"Look at the appearance of Chu Huoyu sleeping?" I say.

"Yes, let me tell you, it's been months since that wish arose. Every time I have this impulse, even in my dreams, I want to see what Chu Huoyu looks like when she sleeps, because her quiet appearance during the day is so charming, so how can her appearance when she falls asleep at night make people's hearts surge. Xu Zhengping said.

"I said you're really perverted, aren't you? We have the urge to get an erection, how can we have the urge to see how people are sleeping? ”

"It's true. This thought resides in my mind, and it torments me all the time, and whenever I am free, it is like a voice urging me, 'Go see, go see,' and my heart becomes very anxious. Xu Zheng looked at me straight, for fear that I wouldn't believe his words.

"But," Xu Zhengping continued, "I don't know that this is against common sense. In the middle of the night, sneaking into the girl's room to see how people were sleeping, it was strange that someone was going to be caught and not sent to the police station. But apart from this time, it is simply impossible at any other time. ”

I couldn't help but think of Li Xiwen. The Li Xiwen who likes to watch the white ass of girls. His sentence in RTL should have expired, right? It's been eight years.

It seems that every man has his own hobbies.

"I am torn between reason and impulse," Xu Zhengping continued, "sometimes reason prevails, sometimes impulse prevails." Every night, lying in bed, I wonder if I should take risks and fulfill my wishes. There were even a few times when I sneaked out of the dormitory, and once I walked to the door of the library, and I turned back. Jin Dae, you don't know, I already have the key to your bookstore. ”

"How do you have the key to the bookstore?" I was amazed.

"Of course it is. You think about how easy it is for all of us to have such a good relationship that we have to secretly match a key. How many times have you given me the key to open the door of the bookstore. ”

"That's what you used to get the key?"

Xu Zhengping smiled, "Yes, it is impossible to prevent a person from doing one thing with a heart." Now that I have the keys to the bookstore, my urge is even stronger. I feel like I'm crazy to be tormented by this urge. ”

"Then why don't we feel it at all?" I questioned. No one saw this change in him.

"How can you feel it? This urge always torments me before I go to bed. Don't you always say that I'm in a bad state of mind and yawning? It's because my thoughts suppress this urge that I don't sleep well. ”

"Then why was reason overcome by impulse last night?" I yawned.

"Because I successfully persuaded Chu Huoyu to take a sip of wine. It irritates me and intensifies my thoughts. In addition, I drank too much myself, and I was so excited that I couldn't control how I moved. How else to say that wine is strong and courageous. ”

"Will you fall in love with the Fire Jade?" It occurred to me that question.

"How is that possible?" Xu Zhengping swiped out with his right hand, "Jin Da, you don't know that I have never believed in love." ”

"Really? Don't you think it's your belief that obscures the truth? ”

"Oh?" Xu Zheng froze, "Faith covers up the truth." ”

"Because you have always believed in not wanting love, not talking about feelings, when love comes, when feelings arise, you are ignorant."

"How is that possible?" Xu Zheng suddenly got up from his chair. "I said I don't talk about love in my life. Don't you remember that I always laughed at you? How painful and troubled is the person who falls in love, how can I still fall into it. ”

"Don't you think you're miserable and troubled right now? From this situation alone, you have entered into love. ”

"Huh?"

"Jin Er, don't make a fool of yourself anymore. The first time you saw Chu Huo Jade, you were very excited. Do you remember how you mentioned the Fire Treasure Jade to me and Jin San? It is precisely because of your unique feeling that I have the opportunity to reunite with Chu Huoyu. ”

"Go on, keep analyzing."

"Chu Huo Jade is simply a heavenly immortal in your heart. It is the embodiment of beauty. Again and again, she transforms her style, setting off ripples in your heart and making your heart flutter. That's love, that's feelings, Jin Er. ”

"Could it be that you analyzed it?"

"And your bohemianism in this regard prevents you from thinking in this direction, but with the redemption of Chu Huoyu, and the fact that she runs the bookstore with us, always appears in front of us, especially you, that beautiful feeling is constantly strengthened, so there is what you call the impulse."

"The more you talk about me, the more confused I become." Xu Zhengping held his head in his hands.

"It's not that you're confused, it's that you're still rejecting. Otherwise, you wouldn't be here tonight. That means that you have a very strong desire to fulfill your impulses. "I continue my analysis.

"Jin Dae, why do you see it so thoroughly? It's like a roundworm in my stomach. Yes, like you said, I can't suppress this urge anymore. No one who is even more rational will act again tonight. However, I deceived myself, I felt that Chu Huoyu would not be too defensive tonight, and I didn't want her to even change the sleeping place. ”

"I don't want Kim Dae to live here, do you?" I said without sarcasm.

"Yes."

"Alright, let's go back to sleep. Jin Er, no need to analyze it anymore. Go back and think about it, think about it thoroughly. Because people change. Besides, I don't agree with what you did before, and I want you to become normal. ”

"Hey, Jin Dae, I'm normal now, I've long since changed my ways. I'm telling you, I haven't been to that kind of place in a long time. ”

"So how do you solve your 'mood' problem?" I don't really believe that a person who has to go to that place once a week to solve his "mood" problem can change it if he says it's changed.

"There are many ways." Xu Zhengping moved his hand.

"you. You can't change your dog to eat. I couldn't help but laugh. Xu Zhengping's biggest advantage may be his honesty.

"It's true. I never tell a lie in front of you, Kimdae. Xu Zhengping pouted.

"I believe that, so tell me, how long have you not been in that kind of place?"

Xu Zhengping thought for a while and said, "It's been almost half a year." ”

"It's the time when the Fire Jade is redeemed, isn't it?"

"Pretty much."

"Doesn't that prove once again that you're caught up in a conspiracy of love? As soon as the fire jade is free, you will immediately change your evil and return to the right. ”

"It's not. It's ......" Xu Zhengping frowned. When Xu Zhengping's brows were furrowed very tightly, between the two eyebrows, the upper part of the bridge of the nose, formed a deep furrow.

"What is it?"

"I was infected."

"Ahh