[Is there such a person who once made you crazy to miss, but now you want to forget desperately]

The wind drifted through the long catkins-like hair, and suddenly, the wind seemed to be able to see through the confusion in her heart and the early uneasiness.

Bu Yu stood with her hands crossed and stood in the gust of wind, she was listening, listening to the quiet cry of the wind, but she understood that in her heart, she was afraid that she would never get better.

Faintly, I heard Bu Rong and Bu Fan walking shoulder to shoulder in the distance. Bu Rong and Bu Fan are both Bu Yu's sisters, Bu Yu looked at the two who were talking and laughing, and looked at himself again, why can't he be the same as them? Finding happiness and enjoying happiness.

"What are you thinking? Don't you go in yet?" said Bu Fan, patting Bu Yu's shoulder

Bu Yu smiled faintly and said, "I just came out of it, I don't like the smell of the ward, come out and breathe."

Bu Fan saw Bu Yu's thoughts, so he asked Bu Rong to take the things and leave first. Bu Fan bought a bottle of drink for Bu Yu.

Bu Fan didn't understand a little, how to say it, the family belonged to Bu Yu and the three of them, and they were a little undeliberately evasive, and a little distant. As the eldest sister, she really doesn't understand.

The two sisters sat on the bench, and Bu Fan smiled and said, "Ah Yu, when do you think a person feels that life is very important?" ”

Bu Yu looked at Bu Fan, clenched the drink bottle in his hand, looked depressed, and said, "Life is given by parents, it should be important at all times."

This is Bu Yu's words against her will, but she understands that only in this way will they feel that she is living a good life, and there will never be anything unhappy, just like them, they are both daughters, but the least worrying thing for their parents is her Bu Yu.

Bu Yu looked at Bu Fan drinking coffee, and immediately asked, "It's so old, and you still drink coffee, aren't you afraid of affecting the child?" ”。 He looked back at Bufan's big belly again, and saw that Bufan's thin white hand had already attached the edge of the big belly, and it was still very lovingly lubricated around.

"I'm a kid, I always like to kick me"

Looking at the smile on Bu Fan's face, Bu Yu suddenly felt that the world was beautiful again, not what he saw, yes, it was very beautiful! Bu Yu smiled and said, "Is my brother-in-law still busy?" ”

"Well, your brother-in-law, you know how busy every day...... Not to mention him, by the way, did you succeed in your interview? ”

Bu Yu put down the drink bottle at his side, looked at Bu Fan's eyes, and reluctantly said, "Well, you can go to work tomorrow" Bu Yu lowered his head slightly......

Bu Fan said excitedly when Bu Yu was not ready: "Okay, now the fourth sister in the family has not yet graduated, and the three of us must fight for our parents."

Saying that, Bu Fan looked a little sad, Bu Yu wouldn't ask, if he really wanted to fight for his parents, how could Bu Fan be in a hurry to get married? And then two years later, Bu Rong also went to get married? In fact, people are selfish. Bu Yu said: "Sister, let's go in"

The wind, just like Bu Yu at this moment, was still standing by the window, listening to the familiar words that had already been countless, she didn't know why she was like this, when did it start.

His father gets up early and returns late every day, all for this family, but this family seems to have no broken line, in fact, it has long been unbearable to be naturalized, the family doesn't like to tell the truth, but Bu Yu is a person who has something to say, but he also found that he has changed.

"Auntie, are you feeling better?"

Bu Yu heard a familiar voice, turned around, and sure enough, it was him, only to hear Bu Yu's mother say politely: "Thank you, Feimo, for coming to see me"

took the bouquet of flowers in his hand and smiled, Li Feimo also responded to Bu Mu with a smile at the same time, but it was Bu Yu who was looking at it with slanted eyes.

Li Feimo led Bu Yu's hand in one hand and walked all the way to his car, Li Feimo said gently: "How are you?" ”

Bu Yu lowered his head, smiled casually with self-deprecation, raised his eyes, and looked at Li Feimo......

"Old, what about you, are you still in a hurry to buy a house?"

Li Feimo stuffed Bu Yu into the car, went around to the main driving position, looked at Bu Yu's eyes and looked at him, Li Feimo approached Bu Yu's body, he was nervous and his heart was racing, but Bu Yu just asked him if something was wrong? He casually fastened Buyu's seat belt.

Bu Yu has been looking at this face that she has admired since she was a child, she understands the scene just now, but Bu Yu understands even more that it is impossible for Li Feimo to be with herself in this life, and the love of worship and true love cannot be understood together.

Bu Yu and Li Feimo understand each other very well, especially Bu Yu, Li Feimo and Bu Yu have been the best playmates since childhood, and they are also the best confidants, every time Li Feimo goes out with his father to work, there is almost no innocence of an eight-year-old child, he is busy after school every day, and when he comes home, he is asleep at someone else's house.

On this day, Bu Yu was carrying a basket on his back, and was going to help his mother mow the grass, along the way, Bu Yu stopped, the road ahead, the stone was very big, and he didn't know how, suddenly, a handsome face, but a boy who was not as good as himself, quietly moved the stone for Bu Yu, he left after moving, and Bu Yu paid attention to the boy from this moment.

The rain was very heavy, and there was a violent storm, Bu Yu was drenched in a small body, put his hand in front of his forehead, looked up at the high place, and the boy who was still hitting the stone, she shouted, but the boy still didn't hear the same, Bu Yu was very anxious, she looked around, it was all muddy water all over the ground, Bu Yu didn't care about his own temperament, and called the boy loudly again, "Hey, did you hear me?" ”

This is, what Bu Yu saw was a face washed by the rain, and the tool of the big stone was still in his hand, and the boy looked at his father who was walking, and the father made a hurried gesture before the boy came down.

Bu Yu didn't expect that this boy, since he was in the same class as him, he didn't know that on this day, the sunset was very good, the weather was neither hot nor cold, Bu Yu quietly walked behind the boy, Bu Yu was very strange, why didn't the boy laugh? Won't play with other classmates, at this time, the boy noticed Buyu, turned around and said, "What are you doing with me?" ”

Bu Yu pursed his lips and said happily: "Since you are in the same class as me, what is your name?"

The boy ignored Bu Yu, and then walked again, Bu Yu hurriedly ran and grabbed the boy, the boy was very impatient at first, but when he saw Bu Yu's innocent and gentle face, he softened. Bu Yu asked the boy and said, "I'll ask your name."

The boy looked at Bu Yu and was still holding his hand, and the boy finally spoke at this time and said, "My name is Li Feimo"

Li Feimo looked at the smile on the corner of Bu Yu's mouth, did she dream of something good? Laughing so happily?

"Bu Yu, Bu Yu" Li Feimo shook Bu Yu outside the car window

Bu Yu opened his eyes slightly, he couldn't believe it, since he was asleep, Bu Yu got out of the car a little embarrassed, Li Feimo was still side by side with her, Li Feimo introduced his house to himself while walking, Bu Yu couldn't believe that he could get to the city all at once.

The house has not yet been decorated, and the surroundings are made of white paint and iron, Li Feimo looked at Bu Yu and was very happy to see such a house, Bu Yu walked to the balcony in the middle at this time, looked at the low road and trees, and the buildings in front of him that suddenly became smaller, spread his hands, closed his eyes, as if a bird could finally be free.

Li Feimo walked from behind Bu Yu and said gently to Bu Yu's back, "Do you like it?" ”

Bu Yu opened his eyes and slowly lowered his hands, Li Feimo asked her if she liked it, in fact, it was an indirect confession to her, Bu Yu didn't turn around, and said: "I don't like it very much, I always feel that something is missing."

Sure enough, Li Feimo hurriedly asked Bu Yu what he didn't like, where he was still lacking, Bu Yu casually found a reason, and then took advantage of Li Feimo to take a serious look at the shortcomings she said, and found a reason for himself.

Bu Yu looked at Li Feimo's back, she knew how difficult it was for Li Feimo to have today, Li Feimo graduated from elementary school, he had no education, he only relied on technical work, and he once showed that he liked himself, but he didn't know what love was at that time, so he was very shy and didn't know how to answer, during that time, with Li Feimo moving and there was no news, goodbye was already eighteen years old.

"Akame"

Li Feimo looked stunned, looking at Bu Yu nervously, Bu Yu couldn't open his mouth, and he stumbled, "That ......"

Without waiting for Bu Yu to finish speaking, Li Feimo took Bu Yu's hand and forced him to say the word "go".

Bu Yu frowned, Li Feimo really understands himself, but he always likes to talk like this, Li Feimo knows what he does, and he has never asked, the car is as quiet as ever, Li Feimo drove the car seriously, Bu Yu sat in the co-pilot, and blamed himself.

"You don't have to blame yourself, I understand" Li Feimo suddenly spoke

Bu Yu didn't know how to say it for a while, but there were only three words, "I'm sorry". Li Feimo looked at Bu Yu who lowered her head, Li Feimo was also distressed, she has always been proud and self-reliant, but when she encounters emotional matters, she can only compromise.

"It's nothing, why do you keep saying you're sorry, I always feel like you owe me a lot, and my house was not bought for you," Li Feimo explained

Li Feimo smiled again and said, "Bu Yu, I don't like to see you embarrassed, people always yearn for good happiness in life, be happy, hmm"

The car was driving on this extended road, but Li Feimo's eyes did not forget to look at the eyes that were longing day and night, and the people on his side always liked to sleep peacefully beside him, so that he always had such an impulse, did she always sleep badly?

Bu Yu, who closed her eyes, actually did it on purpose, because Bu Yu didn't know how to carry out her relationship with Li Feimo. She understands Li Feimo, and Li Feimo also understands her, but she understands that Li Feimo likes herself, but her heart will not, she has no happiness in this family.

When Bu Yu arrived, he saw Bu Fan Bu Rong and Bu Qiao's crying, and then, without waiting for Bu Yu to speak, Bu Yu's father arrived, grabbed Bu Fan with one hand and asked, "How is your mother?" ”

"Dad, Dad......" Bufan cried and couldn't even speak

"Buyu?" Father Bu looked at Bu Yu

At this time, the door of the operating room opened, and Father Bu was the first to rush to the doctor, nervous

"Doctor, how is my wife? It's all right."

The doctor shook his head, took off his mask, and said regretfully to his father: "We have tried our best, compressing the retinal nerve, late"

Li Feimo helped Bu Yu, Bu Yu looked at Li Feimo, and Li Feimo was also distressed. According to the doctor, Bu Yu's mother was blind and could only live for another four months, and from the moment her mother was pushed out, Bu Yu only saw the eyes covered by gauze, the pale lips, and the hands full of pinholes.

Bu Yu ran away quickly, and Li Feimo chased after him......

On the rooftop, Bu Yu was twitching all over her body, Li Feimo looked at it from behind, she even cried like this, why did she always have to be so aggrieved? With tears in his eyes, Li Feimo slowly approached Bu Yu, who was already squatting on the ground and crying.

"Buyu ......"

Li Feimo hurriedly took Bu Yu's hand from Bu Yu's mouth, looked at Bu Yu angrily with tearful eyes, and said, "What are you going to do?" Yes? It's not something you can control, you know."

"No, ......" Bu Yu gritted his teeth and looked at Li Feimo

Li Feimo looked away uncomfortably, wiped away the tears, and listened to Bu Yudi's self-blame and guilt, his heart was even more distressed. Li Feimo hugged the excited Bu Yu tightly, swallowed the uncomfortable saliva, and closed his eyes that were slowly stained with the word distress.

"Buyu, listen, your mother's illness was not caused by you, don't you do this, okay?" Li Feimo tried to comfort her

Suddenly, Bu Yu pushed Li Feimo to the ground, Bu Yu was emotional, his mouth, face, and crying were all self-blame.

When Li Feimo chased down, Bu Yu was gone, Li Feimo suddenly held his hand on his chest, he was in pain, it really hurt, suddenly, there seemed to be something in his heart that was cutting a knife to his heart, and gradually saw the darkness......

(Yes, it's my fault, it's my fault, I'm sorry...... Bu Yu ran wildly, wiping the tears with one hand, and suddenly, Bu Yu heard the wind again, this is the wind at night, cool and cold, is he also telling himself, he really shouldn't do this to his mother?

It turned out that Bu Yu had not been concerned by his parents since he was a child, and Bu Yu did a lot of things in order to get the approval of his parents. doesn't tell the truth to his mother, he always goes against his mother's words, but Bu Yu doesn't want the love of his parents, not what his parents say, Bu Yu is the most well-behaved and sensible in the family, and then, don't worry about anything.

At this time, Bu Yu had already walked to the river bridge, tears were still in his eyes, and he closed his eyes (I, who is it?). Suddenly, Bu Yu had a splitting headache, and the whole person curled up together.

The darkness was eroding her pain, and Bu Yu was afraid of only curling herself, at this time, Bu Yu got up and ran back, she always felt that something was chasing her, and she was crying in fear while running......

People, once frightened, there will be no soul, at this time, Bu Yu is in this situation, swaying on the road, suddenly, in Bu Yu's eyes, dazzling and bright, piercing her eyes, she wants to use her hands to resist the strong light, a bridge car sound, Bu Yu has fallen to the ground.

A single room, a computer, a single bed, a desk and chairs, a lot of A4 paper, a bucket of water, a water dispenser, and a double cabinet.

Bu Yu got up and picked up the paper in front of him, which was the structure of the novel's characters and the introduction of the novel. The door was opened, the two looked at each other, the man smiled, and Bu Yu knew at first glance that he was an optimistic person, and judging from the cleaning of the house, he was also a neat person.

"Hello, my name is Shi Zi"

Bu Yu watched people prepare to change their dressings, Bu Yu subconsciously avoided them, and Shi Zi had no choice but to put down the medicine box, and then sat in front of the computer with a smile.

"Thank you"

Bu Yu got together, said two words behind Shi Zi's back, and then went out. Shi Zi lifted the curtain and looked at the woman who was stopping the car below, this woman was really different from other women, if it was her cousin, she would deliberately have to talk to herself about something between men and women, and she still had to avoid it, and this woman only had two words to herself - thank you

Li Feimo was lying on the hospital bed, and Bu Yu looked at the closed eyes, and there was that worry.

"Don't worry, the doctor said that only stomach problems are committed," Bufan said

"Thank you, big sister"

"Let's go see Mom, Mom......" Bu Fan looked at Bu Yu deeply

"Mom, I've been waiting for you all night"

"Good"

As soon as Bu Yu walked into the ward, Bu Fan asked Bu Rong and Bu Qiao to leave, leaving only Bu Mu and Bu Yu, and Bu Mu said, "You come and sit"

Bu Yu didn't speak, but sat on the edge of the bed according to his mother's meaning, at this time, Bu Yu's mother held Bu Yu's hand and said, "Your eldest sister said that today should be your first day of work, why don't you go?" ”

Bu Yu looked at the eyes that were still covered by gauze, and said, "You can find a job again."

Bu Yu heard Bu Mu's sigh, and Bu Mu said, "You, are you still angry with me?" ”

Bu Yu immediately said: "No"

"I'm so sorry for you, Ah Yu" Bu Mu said, the tears flowed out from under the gauze, and Bu Yu was distressed and could only answer immediately

"Mom, I'm actually not angry anymore, really" The voice felt a little like crying

"Child, you listen to your mother," Bu Mu wiped away the tears that Bu Yu had already left with her hand

"Child, you are the most sensible and smartest in the family, you don't have to worry about anything with your father, you love us very much, your father and I both know, but I have never given you a recognition, let you have been complaining for so long, I know, I'm sorry three words, it's easy to say, it's hard to make, so, mom can only talk to you like this, I just hope that your wounded heart can be a little better, mom is not qualified to let you forgive, mom is biased, but you never say it, this, mom is very grateful to you...... As she spoke, the tears were like the river gushing wildly

Bu Yu heard such heart-wrenching words, and was speechless for a moment, only crying, holding his mother's hand tightly, of course, Bu Yu could feel that Bu Yu had been strongly suppressed over the years.

Bu Mu continued: "Child, my mother hopes that in the future, you can live a happier life, don't wronged yourself like this anymore, do whatever you want, don't be afraid"

Bu Yu cried bitterly, hugged his mother with tears on his face, and deeply shouted a word that had never really shouted affectionately in all these years - Mom

After Bu Yu and her mother's heart knot opened, Bu Yu was determined to find a job that suited her, so she began to look for jobs from all walks of life.

Bu Yu raised his eyes and looked at the plane in the air, and often thought in his heart: Li Feimo, thank you, from now on, I hope you can be happy and happy

As soon as Bu Yu entered the room, he felt that none of these interviewers were serious, and he was stunned to ask some things that had nothing to do with work, and the interviewer asked again this time: "Have you ever had a boyfriend?" ”。 Bu Yu was stunned and displeased, she was looking for a job, not a blind date, the first few families were asking such questions, she was really enough, this time, Bu Yu was bold and asked: "Does it have anything to do with work if you have never had a boyfriend?" ”

A look of disdain was enough to kill the three interviewers, and without waiting for the interviewer to answer, Bu Yu got up first, very domineeringly, without looking back, and said behind the interviewer: "What company", shook the door with one hand, walked out, and saw that he was stunned by his own actions.

Slumped in the chair, hands spread, it was really hot, it was so difficult to find a job, alas, the rest of the money was only enough to take a bus home. picked up the milk tea, and as soon as he got up, he knocked down the person with the computer, hurriedly said sorry, helped the person up, and put away the smile in surprise.

"Is that you?" Shi Zi looked at her strangely

I saw Bu Yu's job resume, picked it up, looked at it, looked surprised, and asked Bu Yu: "I didn't expect that since you graduated from the same school as me, science?" ”

Seriously, Shi Zi couldn't see that Bu Yu was a person who would choose science, and he should choose a liberal arts, Bu Yu suddenly became indifferent and wanted to snatch the resume from Shi Zi's hand

"Hey, you broke my computer, what should I do?"

Bu Yu didn't know what to say for a while, Shi Zi smiled proudly, picked up the laptop that had been turned off on the ground with one hand, and didn't forget to put the resume with the other, looked at Bu Yu, and said: "Otherwise, I see that you can't afford to pay for this computer, so go to a place with me."

Bu Yu looked at him with an unwavering look on his face

Bu Yu didn't think that this man would like people who bring girls to this kind of thing, since he let Bu Yu step aside and let her watch others draw portraits for him.

Bu Yu frowned, how could this person not draw like it at all? The hands are still shaking, is it the first time to paint a portrait of someone? Bu Yu was in no mood to look at it, so he was stunned to look at something else. Shi Zi paid attention to Bu Yu's every move, and three minutes later, Bu Yu turned his head, there was anger in his surprised eyes, and said to others: "Do you know how to draw people?"

"It's the first time for me, so it's inevitable that ......I'll be nervous," he explained innocently

Bu Yu asked the painter to stand and show him by himself, at this time, as soon as Shi Zi moved, Bu Yu killed it with sharp eyes, Shi Zi also felt strange, why did she stare at herself, and she didn't dare to move? Is it magical? I watched her draw at herself, at herself, and then, very quickly, she was done.

Realistic and beautiful, the pen and fusion, Shi Zi really can't believe it with his portrait, Bu Yu said: "Give money"

Shi Zi smiled, and took out twenty yuan and gave it to the painter......

Bu Yu smiled, it was really ridiculous, his memories were so depressed, it was not even cool to think of him.