The 03rd wrist cut
Shi Zi stared at Bu Yu's swollen cheeks, Bu Yu took away his caressing hand, just as if it was fine, still applying medicinal wine.
Shi Zi took Bu Yu's medicinal wine in one hand and said, "In this life, do you really plan not to talk to me?" ”。 Shi Zi looked at Bu Yu with a serious face, Shi Zi deliberately wanted to reconcile with Bu Yu, Bu Yu sneered, don't look at it coldly, and said: "When you believe me, I will talk to you when I want."
"You think I don't believe you?" Shi Zi began to frown
Bu Yu sneered again, "What do you mean, I don't believe you?" ”
"Can you please stop talking to me like that?" Shi Zi had a sad look on his face
"And what do you want me to do? Be the gentle and dignified daughter-in-law of your family, everyone is harmonious on the surface, but it is not ...... in the backlash"
"Enough" Shi Zi was really angry
Shi Zi rushed out of the door, Bu Yu didn't look back, listening to the very strong sound of the door, she was very tired, he was also very tired, everyone was quiet, Bu Yu felt in his heart that the relationship between himself and Shi Zi was very good.
hospital
Bu Fan said goodbye to the money in Bu Yu's hand, Bu Fan didn't need Bu Yu's help, he chose to leave at the beginning, and now there is no need to accept her alms.
Bu Yu pulled Bu Fan with one hand, "I don't care what you think, this money, I don't give you, it's your newborn child, take it or not, whatever you want"
Bu Yu turned around and was about to leave, Bu Fan grabbed Bu Yu's hand, in this hospital hall, there was a lot of noise, Bu Yu was a little impatient, she chose to break off the relationship with the family for a man, the day her mother died, she came to divide the inheritance, took the inheritance and left, as if she had never had her own mother, Bu Yu shook Bu Fan's hand fiercely, and was angry with Bu Fan: "Have you made enough trouble?"
Bu Yu still clutched Bu Fan's restless hand with a warning word
"If you dare to go to Buqiao, don't blame me for not thinking about sisterhood"
With a light snort, he turned around and left, but this time he left, Shi Zi behind him was stunned, where did the always gentle and lovely Bu Yu go? In the past, when she was with herself, she always mentioned how much Bu Fan loved herself and loved herself, why now that she looks the other way, it is nothing, as if suddenly, Shi Zi remembered that on the day Bu Yu and herself got married, Bu Fan was not invited.
"Are you alright?" Shi Zi helped Bufan up
As soon as Bu Fan raised his eyes, he saw Shi Zi with a handsome face, and shook his head.
In the interval, I saw Bu Yu who was rummaging through things inside, how could Shi Zi not understand? What Bu Yu is looking for is the marriage certificate in his hand. Leaning against the wall, he lamented softly, he still didn't want to divorce her like this, as long as he thought of the days from junior high school to high school, he really missed it in his heart. Shi Zi also asked himself, could it be that Bu Yu and Li Feimo really want to hold on to it like this? Pain for yourself, and pain for Buyu? However, he has understood that he intends to reconcile with Bu Yu, but Bu Yu doesn't want to anymore, and the words that come out of Bu Yu's mouth can always easily hurt himself, and he is really tired, so tired.
But how could I forget? once promised that one day she was leaving, he would definitely let go...... The door was still opened, Shi Zi held a red notebook, looked at Bu Yu without any expression, and just said very softly: "No need to look for it"
"Three years of classmates, will you never be able to match the position of the person in your heart?"
Shi Zi asked Bu Yu, yes, Shi Zi and Bu Yu are college tablemates, in the sophomore year, the two decided to be together, when they graduated, the two went their separate ways, and a year later, the two met again, this meeting was arranged by Shi Zi, I still remember, it was with the help of Fu Xinyan that he deliberately let Bu Yu bump into himself......
Shi Zi looked at Bu Yu and never looked at his eyes, he remembered that on the night of her mother's death, she cried unadultly, and scolded herself very stupidly How terrible, since even his mother died, he never said a word of forgiveness, he cried with her all night that night, guarded her all night, and didn't even dare to sleep when she was sleepy, for fear that she would wake up alone and secretly cry.
Shi Zi asked again: "Why don't you tell me that you and Li Feimo have a small relationship?" ”
"Amo is the most important person in my life"
Shi Zi put down the hand of the notebook, a little trembling, although he was very hurt, but he would still insist, and he would pretend to be okay in front of her.
"Then why did you accept my confession later, and ...... Living with me? Shi Zi was staring at her deeply at the moment, afraid that after it was really revealed, there would be nothing
Bu Yu hesitated for a while, only to hear Shi Zi's sneer, and the disguised stalk that was haunting his heart
"It's just been a year since we got married, and you and I, just like the layout of that game of chess, will always be the Chu River Han realm, right?"
Shi Zi asked Bu Yu sadly: "Can I ask the last question?" ”
In Shi Zi's eyes, the flickering tears hung in his eyes, and at the same time, in Bu Yu's eyes.
"You ask"
"Why give me the first time?"
Shi Zi was like a mad dog, holding her fiercely, and threw Bu Yu on the bed, a ridiculous laugh rippled in the room, this is an indescribable painful laughter, and it is also a laugh that I understand, pity myself.
"Because my smile is very similar to Li Feimo, right?" Shi Zi was condescending, shed tears, and melted into Bu Yu's heart, Shi Zi said goodbye to the embarrassed cheeks, closed his eyes, let go of the hand, and withdrew from Bu Yu's body.
"Did you ever love me?"
Shi Zi still wants to hear her deceive herself, love.
It's just that Bu Yu said instead, "What do you think, it's your business, I don't want to be the docile daughter-in-law of the Shi family anyway"
"Buyu" Shi Zi called loudly
Bu Yu sneered, let's tell him everything tonight!
"I'm still the same, I'm innocent with Amo, I chose to be with you in the first place, it's true that your smile is very similar to him, but I never told you what the reason I'm really with you is." Bu Yu looked at Shi Zi, who was already in pain
"It's because I've been jealous of my sisters since I was a child, they are all deeply loved by my parents, and I haven't been recognized for what I do, when I know what you like Buqiao, I am determined to snatch you over, to make you like me, and even marry me, which is why I disregarded the eyes of others and gave you the first time, just to make you responsible for me, but I know very well that you have never liked me, so, many things, explanations are superfluous, and your disbelief makes me understand my position......" Bu Yu still looked at the cheeks full of tears
"So, all of this was arranged by me, the only thing was graduation, the time you and Fu Xinyan led me to appear, I bumped into you, at that time, your smile woke me up again, I was looking for the warmth for many years, it was your smile, so ......"
Bang, Shi Zi slapped him hard, Bu Yu fell to the ground, and Shi Zi angrily scolded Bu Yu
"Maniac, Maniac......"
Bu Yu said lightly, yes, she is crazy, she is crazy, what about him, he never said that he liked her and loved her, except for cohabitation, except for the first time, he and she had already broken up when they graduated.
Nails penetrated his palms, his eyes were firm and cold, and he got up a little unsteadily, insisting on finishing his words
"Yes, I'm crazy, that's why you and Fu Xinyan acted in such a good show, cheating? Oh, even if you want to give me a horse, I won't be sad for you in the slightest" The last sentence bit very hard
Shi Zi watched her insist on not letting the tears flow, why did she hold on? Cry out, cry out, don't hold back, feel like your heart is about to explode.
"I'll tell you, even if there is no Fu Xinyan, you and I will leave sooner or later, even if there is no Amo, you and I will be" Bu Yu sneered
It turned out that this was what she arranged, Shi Zi closed her eyes, the hand that hit her was still trembling, and it was just how many hands she had just laid down to make such a strong trembling.
However, what should I do if I really like her? Shi Zi really wanted to laugh, but he really couldn't laugh, and when he learned about such an arrangement, it turned out that in the end, he still saw the wrong person.
"Jealousy, is it really good?"
Shi Zi gave Bu Yu words, and then, Shi Zi said the words he was most afraid of
"Tomorrow, see you at the Civil Affairs Bureau, I don't need such a scheming woman to live a lifetime"
"Okay," Bu Yu replied very simply
When the sound of the door closed, Bu Yu cried to herself, wrong, messy, this is what she owes him, once she got him by heart, and gave him the best of her best, she thought this was revenge on the Bu family, and later Zizi reconciled herself with the Bu family, only to understand that she was a villain, a villain who was jealous of people all day long.
Seeing Shi Zi's kindness to Bu Qiao at that time, he was also jealous, he couldn't, he was cheeky and successfully attracted Shi Zi's attention, and later, he also found out that it was not Li Feimo's stand-in, not anyone's stand-in, he was him, and he was the one who fell in love with him at some point.
On the blanket, the blood that was shed was deeply sealed, Bu Yu curled up in pain, he finally didn't want himself, it turned out that he made a mistake and chose to get everything out of him tonight, she thought he would understand.
Bu Yu cried like a human being, her hair was messy, there were blood stains between her fingernails, and suddenly, she had a splitting headache, she fell out of bed, rummaging through the medicine box in pain......
Running all the way, why did you tell him this, why? He was only asking about Li Feimo, why did he have to tell him. I can't figure it out, the car is just moving.
It turned out that Bu Yu had long known that Shi Zi and Fu Xinyan had nothing to do, and he also knew that everything Shi Zi did was to arouse his concern, but Bu Yu also wanted to tell Shi Zi that she really didn't know what happened with Li Feimo, but his disbelief made her feel cold, and she spent a year as a husband and wife with Shi Zi with that disappointed heart.
Bu Yu just wanted Shi Zi to understand the difference between what she did at the beginning and now, but how could she have thought that it would happen to such a point, he slapped himself for the first time, and this slap, the blood that came out, was the blood of her heart.
[What a person has done in the past is of course important to the present, but what matters is the difference between the past and the present, which cannot negate a person]
Bu Yu drank the medicine, his hands couldn't grasp things, his eyes were scattered, his head was dizzy, and when he went, it was a dark world......
Lin Zhi University, the third class of the second year
Dressed in a school uniform and with a handsome face, he was looking at the girl beside him, and the girl hit the boy on the head deeply without looking at it
"Write Carefully"
Shi Zi couldn't close his mouth with a smile, this is the first month of his relationship with Bu Yu, he is always very happy, Bu Yu is a very serious and kind girl, and her grades are also the best in the class, since she is still the class president.
"Bu Yu, can I ask you this question" Shi Zi held the book and showed it to Bu Yu
Bu Yu obviously ignored him at this time, Shi Zi was a little louder, thinking that Bu Yu couldn't understand what he was saying, who would have thought that at this time, Shi Zi's head was hit by the chalk thrown over......
"Go, go outside and stand," the head teacher said fiercely
Shi Zi went out innocently, looked back at Bu Yu again, and made a grimace......
Bu Yu was struggling, the mask on the quilt and the oxygen tube on her nose seemed to make her feel very uncomfortable, and suddenly, her heart rate dropped......
A doctor wearing a mask looked at Bu Yu's closed eyes like this, he hadn't seen him for many years, he had really lost a lot of weight, and he had become unhappy.
"Director Wu?" The nurse shouted
"Prepare for a 300 heart rate shock ............"
Shi Yue, who was standing outside the door, was only clapping his hands in a hurry, walking back and forth, if he hadn't delivered something tonight and found Bu Yu, he really couldn't imagine what the consequences would be.
In the middle of the night, Shi Zi opened the door, looked at the mess in the room, looked at the upside-down medicine box, approached the bedside, and suddenly, was it blood? Where did the blood come from?
Called Bu Yu at home, but no one answered, walked downstairs, looked at the gifts in the living room, did anyone come? Shi Zi's first reaction was to think of his eldest brother, and when he took out his mobile phone, he found that since Shi Yue had made more than a dozen calls, he didn't notice it.
Shi Zi's face was full of worry and self-blame, and Shi Yue's words were still lingering in his ears: What's the matter with you, you don't answer the phone, Bu Yu is undergoing surgery......
How long did you quarrel? It's only been a long time, and it's ......
"Brother, brother, how's it going?"
Shi Yue looked at his brother's worried face, Shi Yue took Shi Zi's hand away with one hand and punched Shi Zi hard
"What's the matter with you, huh? If it weren't for me, she would have ...... a long time ago" Shi Yue didn't dare to think down
"She cut her wrist ......"
Shi Yue's words were more painful than a knife inserted into his chest, Shi Zi's face twitched, his eyes were shining, and his mouth trembled, grabbing Shi Yue
"Cutting ...... Wrist? Shi Zi closed his eyes and cried bitterly, the voice was like the grief of losing his beloved, the sound of helplessness, and the mouth was just a faint "ah", gentle, faint, sad, and he couldn't express his pain.
The door opened, Wu Haoying, who had already taken off his mask, looked at Shi Zi who was crying very embarrassed, why, Shi Zi looked a little different at this time? At the beginning, she chose to be with Shi Zi, and she understood that she had lost to Shi Zi, but at this time, Shi Zi had long lost the childishness of the university at that time, and had more maturity as a man.
He didn't know what happened to Shi Zi and Bu Yu, but he understood that Bu Yu's cutting of his wrists must have something to do with Shi Zi.