885 Love is Fulfillment, Not Possession (5)
It was as if something sharp had been stabbed in his heart, and Lu Bancheng was in pain, and his breathing was a little difficult.
He knew that the incident of that night was his fault, and he also knew that that night, he caused her a deep, deep injury, but he never knew that the injury was so deep.
The girl on the hospital bed was still crying, she probably had no strength, and the actions of resistance gradually stopped, and the crying slowly became smaller.
When Lu Bancheng thought that she was going to be quiet and fell asleep, her little hand suddenly grabbed the futon and grabbed it extremely hard, as if she was trying her best to suppress some emotion, but despite this, her chest rose and fell more and more obviously.
The words she whispered in her mouth changed her style: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
I'm sorry, who is she saying sorry to?
Lu Bancheng's eyebrows frowned, and before he could completely ease his senses, he heard her speak again: "...... Don't blame me, I know I'm sorry for you, but I can't help it...... I can't give birth to you......"
Hearing this, Lu Bancheng's whole body tensed.
It turned out that her sorry was for him and her poor child who didn't have a chance to come into the world.
“…… I know you're innocent, but I can't face you...... I'm afraid that I can't be good to you, I'm afraid that you won't be happy at all when you come to this world......"
"I can't convince myself to accept you, when I think of you, I think of that night, it's so scary......"
"I'm sorry, baby, don't blame me, I really can't be with him, I'm afraid ......"
It turned out that the child who implicated him and her life with a knife in her hand and ended it ruthlessly was not without a sense of existence in her heart.
It turned out that when he was sad, angry, and distressed for that child, she was also guilty, sorry, and self-blaming for that child.
She never forgot, she always remembered.
Therefore, she doesn't love him, she hates him and blames him, but in her heart, she still has feelings for the child who is related to herself.
It's just because she can't get over the hurdle in her heart, she really doesn't want to be too involved with him, she is afraid that she will transfer her hatred for him to innocent children, so she chooses to give up.
“…… I'm sorry......" Lying on the hospital bed, she began to repeat the words sorry over and over again.
One by one, it was clear and piercing, and Lu Bancheng heard it, and his chest throbbed with pain.
He didn't know how to describe how he felt at the moment, he always felt that his heart was heavy and blocked, and he couldn't breathe.
Suddenly he couldn't stay in the room any longer, he straightened up, took a step back, and walked out with a somewhat messy turn.
Back in the car, Lu Bancheng sat still as if he had lost his soul.
When the day dawned, the sun rose, and the world was in an uproar, he didn't react until he saw her with a pale face and walked out of the hospital building, and he didn't realize it until he realized it.
He didn't call her, silently watched as she walked to the side of the road and flagged down a taxi.
He slammed the gas pedal and kept a distance, following her car.
After about half an hour's journey, the taxi finally stopped on the side of the road, she paid, got out of the car, and entered the building opposite the taxi.
Lu Bancheng waited until the taxi drove away, then slowly stepped on the accelerator and moved forward slowly, and when he saw where she entered, his face suddenly turned pale as paper.
PS: Guess where Nuan Nuan enters? Huhuhu, I didn't sleep last night, and now I'm going to make up for sleep, update early tomorrow, strive for more, and pay off the debt! Next, everyone remember to vote for recommendation votes and monthly passes, love you~