"Do you like her?" Looking at the girl who had fled away, Su Huanian asked.

Meng Huaiyuan smiled: "Even if you don't like it now, you will like it one day." Like you said, I will never meet someone better than her in my life. I don't have the determination of you to give up such a person. Because from the very beginning, I understood that Zhuke did not belong to me! I'd rather be so conformist and pursue bland happiness. ”

"Brother Su, we have been different from the beginning. It's not just the difference in asking. It's also because of the difference in what I insist on in my heart. ”

Hearing his words, Su Huanian was silent.

They know this, but there are some things that cannot be picked up.

If you pick it out, a confidant will no longer be a confidant.

Su Huanian looked at the sky outside the window, at this time, what time is it?

He didn't know.

It was as if after she left, time had no concept of him.

Except for the moment when Lin Zhuke rushed out just now, he burst into tears. Time had become very slow, and he could clearly see that when the crystal tear fell out of her eyes that were always smiling, his heart ached for a moment.

Yes, he will never meet someone better than Lin Zhuke to him.

But he understands it even more, very well. In his life, he shouldn't deserve that bland happiness.

If she is not happy, he will never be happy.

If one day, the heavens will make him happy. Then he would rather torture himself than have this happiness.

Her happiness is his happiness, and his happiness will only be her torture.

"Perhaps, he didn't think so." Su Huanian told Meng Huaiyuan what he felt in his heart, and Meng Huaiyuan said on the side.

"Maybe sometimes you think too complicated about the problem. She probably never blamed you, you were her brother after all. ”

When Su Huanian heard Meng Huaiyuan say the word "brother", Su Xin felt a little painful.

Brother, sister.

Yes, in the eyes of the world, in her eyes, he is just her brother.

Su Huanian seemed to suddenly have a desire to talk, he looked at Meng Huaiyuan, and then talked softly about those past events.

"I still remember when I was five years old, when I first entered the General's Palace. I thought, that house is so beautiful. ”

"It seems that the scenery that only appears in a dream, when it appears in my eyes, I actually feel inferior in my heart. Because I don't belong here, although they all say that I am the third young master. Even in order to prevent me from thinking nonsense, my father also replaced all the subordinates in the house. ”

"So, almost no one knows, very few people know. I'm not actually his biological son, he raised me, and I want to repay the favor. However, I found that there was nothing I could do for them. ”

"I never knew it was so lovely to have children until she was born, and she just lay there, biting her fingers and looking at me. At that moment, I had a very, very indescribable feeling in my heart. ”

"It seems that her birth represents my growing up. My father and brother have always protected me, and I seem to be able to enjoy the days of being protected by them. ”

"But when someone who needs my protection appears, I understand, and I understand very, very well, that she is my responsibility."

"Especially when my father and brothers like her so much, I said in my heart that I want to protect her for my father and brother."

"I never thought I would have any other feelings for her, because to her, to me, she was my sister. In addition to this identity, perhaps I can see her as my faith. ”

"You wouldn't know, what a nice person she is. She has a good heart and is also wise. There won't be anything that will sway her mood. Unless...... She was willing. ”

"Yes, like you just said, she just doesn't want to wake up, otherwise she would have guessed what we did."

"Oh, she is the only one who doesn't want to wake up. I remember later, every time a boy chased her, I was very envious of those people. ”

"Because, I envy that they can pursue her in the open, but I can't. I felt like a stone in a dark corner. No one but myself knows how dark my mind is. ”

Su Huanian remembered that when she was fourteen years old,

That is, the year he was attracted to her.

Until then, he was still the little brother who doted on her the most. There are no other feelings.

"Allure hurry up, if you don't set off, you will definitely not be able to catch up with your father and them."

Today they made an appointment to go to the Fulai Temple outside the city to offer incense to their mother, who had passed away for many years, and every year they would go to the Fulai Temple and worship her as a family.

The eldest brother and second brother of the Su family have already left, leaving him and Su Chengcheng.

The moment she walked out of the room, he realized that his sister was so beautiful, and it turned out that those who had looked at her were really not wrong.

It seems that only in his eyes is that she is a child who has not yet grown up.

"Brother, is it good-looking?"

"It's good-looking, rest assured, my mother will be very happy to see Allure so beautiful." He knew that the reason why she was dressed so beautifully was because he hoped that his mother in heaven would be relieved to see her.

He touched the top of her hair, "Well, I didn't expect our family to grow into a big girl." ”

Su Qingcheng sneered for a moment, "When am I not a big girl?" I've always been an adult, okay? ”

Su Huanian looked at her and smiled, but did not answer.

On the way, they saw a group of exiles, and there were many children, old people.

Each one was embarrassed, and a few of them seemed to be dying.

At that time, Su Qingcheng sympathized with them, she said, "Little brother, why are there so many miserable people in this world, can't this world be a little better?" ”

Su Huanian didn't know how to answer her for a while, because in his eyes, Su Qingcheng was a clean person and a person who did not stain the world.

He didn't want her to be infected with the darkness of the world, those things, he just had to bear it alone.

He said: "Allure, nothing in this world is perfect, you have to remember that everyone can only live her own life, and other people's lives have nothing to do with outsiders." This is not only because everyone is sweeping the snow in front of their own door, but also because meddling in other people's lives is a kind of disrespect to each other. ”

Su Tingcheng didn't seem to understand, she didn't speak again.

However, when he made a wish in front of the Buddha, he heard her wish, "The believer is in the city, not seeking to be rich and rich in her life, but only hoping that her family can be safe and happy." If you can, please give my riches to those who are suffering. Believe in the wishes of the woman, may the Buddha come true? ”