Chapter 3: Destruction
But the good times didn't last long, and Nankiko's happiness only lasted for three months.
After school that day, Zheng Lingjun, as usual, sent Nan Xizi to the subway station.
Zheng Lingjun didn't talk much along the way, Nan Xizi ate delicious octopus balls, and didn't take Zheng Lingjun's abnormality to heart.
Unconsciously walked to the front of the subway station, Zheng Lingjun stopped and looked at Nan Xizi's back with a melancholy expression.
Nan Xizi found that Zheng Lingjun was not beside her, so she turned her head to look for Zheng Lingjun's figure, and after finding it, she smiled sweetly and shouted "Ling Jun".
"Kiko.." Zheng Lingjun lowered his eyes and looked at the ground for a long time before he spit out the next sentence: "Let's break up." ”
The evening breeze blew, and it was already spring, but Nankiko's heart was as cold as a piece of ice. Her smile gradually faded, and her half-squinted eyes looked at Zheng Lingjun with sadness.
"Why?" Nankiko just wants to know why.
"Kiko.. I'm sorry, forgive me. Zheng Lingjun left a short sentence and turned around and rode a bicycle away.
In these short three months, because of the happiness given by Zheng Lingjun, Nan Xizi is very happy every day.
She always had a smile on her face, but at this moment she became expressionless, and once again restored her "world-weary face" full of distance.
Nankiko, who was in a daze, didn't get home until 7 p.m. She doesn't remember how she got on the subway or how she walked home from it.
"Kiko?! Why are you only coming back now?? Don't you see what time it is?? Do you think you're in love? Nankiko's mother came out of the room and questioned Nankiko loudly.
"In love..? Why should I be in a relationship? This sentence seems to be for her mother, but in fact she is asking herself.
"It's just that I drank a cup of milk tea with my classmates and chatted and forgot the time. Just like that, Mommy won't talk about me, I'll go do my homework. With that, he walked into his room.
"Come out for dinner in half an hour." Kiko's mother didn't ask any further.
Nankiko was lying on the bed, she couldn't even cry, she just stared at the ceiling in a daze.
After a while, Nan Xizi decided to turn on the computer and send a QQ to Zheng Lingjun: "I just want to know why." ”
Seeing that Zheng Lingjun didn't reply for a long time, she sighed and walked out of the room to eat. Although she has no appetite, she doesn't want her mother to worry.
Zheng Lingjun had actually seen the message from Nan Xizi a long time ago, but he had been hesitant to reply. In the end, he chose to respect Nanciko.
When she came back from eating, Nan Xizi saw the QQ logo flashing, and Zheng Lingjun replied to her.
"Kiko. My brother Haoran you know, right? He used to like Xu Tingting in our class. But Xu Tingting likes me, and I also like Xu Tingting. This last sentence made Nanciko's heart go into sudden arrest, making her a little out of breath.
"I didn't want to fight with my brother, so I chose to give up. I can only be with you, so that I can forget her, and second, she can give up on me. Zheng Lingjun paused. I thought I could forget her. ”
Nankiko replied in despair: "And you couldn't forget her, so you chose to break up with me?" ”
"Actually, I really forgot about her during the days I was with you, and I liked you. But when I knew that Haoran was with another girl and I could like Xu Tingting, I realized that I might not like you enough. Zheng Lingjun's heart hurts, he doesn't want to hurt Nan Xizi so much, but he can't go against his heart.
Nankiko finally couldn't hold back any longer, tears welled up in her eyes, and she cried silently, afraid that her mother would hear her crying.
The hand holding the collar was trembling, and his heart was so painful that he felt like he was about to faint.
Nan Xizi has always thought that she and Zheng Lingjun are very fateful, and it is fate to be together.
Because of the computer-based assignment at the junior high school, she later heard that only 5 people from each school had the opportunity to be assigned to the same junior high school.
So no matter how many girls like Zheng Lingjun, she never gave up.
But now that I've liked him for 4 years, it's over.
"You must be happy." Nan Xizi sent Zheng Lingjun one last message.
The soft-hearted Nan Xizi finally chose to forgive Zheng Lingjun because she couldn't hate her first love.
She was still good friends with him as usual, but her heart was dead.
Zheng Lingjun and Xu Tingting have a relationship, and they live happily every day.
He has both the dependence of his girlfriend Xu Tingting and the care of his good friend Nan Xizi.
Time flies, and the remaining two years of junior high school pass so uneventfully.
Because of the difference in the scores of the high school entrance examination, Nan Xizi and Zheng Lingjun went to different high schools separately.
Nan Xizi never contacted Zheng Lingjun again, and only accidentally heard from his classmates that he broke up with Xu Tingting.
In the three years of high school, Nankiko taught herself Korean and wanted to study abroad after graduating from high school, explore the world, and open her eyes.