888 Love is Fulfillment, Not Possession (8)
Coughing and coughing, Lu Bancheng raised his hand and covered his left chest.
He could clearly feel that his heart was pounding inside, but he felt that at this time, he was more like a sign of lifelessness.
There are some things, although you understand, you did it wrong in the first place.
But if you don't see it with your own eyes, you will never know what terrible consequences the mistakes you made in a single thought will bring to the people you hurt.
The moment he learned that she was pregnant, he was really overjoyed beyond words, he had planned the future of the child in his heart, but the first thing he said when he saw her was that he was told that the child was no longer there.
Such a huge gap was enough to destroy all his hopes.
The pain and hatred completely eroded his soul and blood at that moment, and also made him desperate for her to the extreme.
So in a fit of rage, he told her that he and her would never be cut off from now on, and that there would be no more anything to do with her.
The moment he lost his mind, he really thought about it, don't care about her anymore, even if he didn't control it later, he was still shaken by her several times, but those shakes, he did it very vaguely, in front of her, he has always been very indifferent.
He saw that she was indifferent, and he hated and resented her even more in his heart.
He struggled and suffered in his wishful unrequited love, and he thought he was miserable, until now he knew that his pain was nothing compared to hers.
From the day he and her got their marriage license, she has been living in the shadow left by him for more than 100 days and nights.
He kept telling her that he really liked her, but when she was most frightened and helpless, he turned away.
The smoke between his fingertips made Lu Bancheng's eyes a little sore.
He blinked his eyes and looked at the neon lights not far away, the colorful lights, constantly changing, he suddenly remembered that on the day he sent her to meet Wu Hao at University A, after Wu Hao left, he walked to the front of the café and looked at her crying on the table through the glass.
She lost Wu Hao, it doesn't matter, he is willing to give her a new start and make her happy and happy.
Even if she doesn't like him, it doesn't matter.
He just wanted her to be well.
But what about later?
He grabbed her and owed Wu Hao a million dowry, and involved her who had nothing to do with him, and he finally got close to her, and he couldn't sleep all night happily on the day she agreed to marry him.
The result? He was unwilling, he began to be greedy, he wanted more, no longer she was by his side, he still wanted him in her eyes, and he wanted to enter her heart...... Then his greed will make the relationship between her and him, although not good, but very normal, become deformed.
Does he love her?
He loves her, how can he still hurt her so much?
She is obviously a person who loves to laugh, but after coming to him, she doesn't seem to be able to smile anymore.
Does he love her?
He loves her, why does he let her live so badly?
He was so angry when he knew that Wu Hao hurt her, but as a result, the harm he gave her was no less than Wu Hao.
Lu Bancheng's eyes suddenly ached, he lowered his eyes, and stood in place expressionlessly for a while, extinguishing the cigarette on his fingertips, and walked towards the car parked in front of him.