The Truth of the 011th Fact (II)
The cemetery has always been the pain of the living, and it is also the abyss of the living.
Bu Yu is dressed in black sleeves and wears pear blossoms on his chest, which is a symbol of the Bu family and a commemorative day for the Bu family. At this moment, Bu Yu's mind was still flashing with the situation of that day............
That day was the day of cooperation between the Bu family and the Zhou family, which was originally a happy event, but it was only an hour in the blink of an eye, and when Zhou Yanmi's father came back, it was the news that Bu's father was announced to be imprisoned, and soon, the police detained Bu's father.
On that day, Bu Yu was burned because of Shi Zi and Bu Qiao, and left the Bu family, and when he came back, he waited for the news that the Bu family was frozen, and the first time, Bu Yu went to find the Bu family sisters, but the truth is always so cruel, Bu Fan did not want to see him, saying that he had no relationship with the Bu family for a long time, as for Bu Yu's second sister, she had already emigrated abroad, but when Bu Yu found the Bu Qiao who had disappeared for a long time, since it was in a small bar in France.
Bu Qiao sang, Bu Yu felt sorry for this only sister, and took Bu Qiao back to China the next day, but when he brought his beloved to her husband with her own hands, Bu Yu was also sad for many days, and only then did she develop a method of self-healing, and she no longer wanted to care about everything in Shizi.
Who would have thought that when Bu Yu wanted Shi Zi to divorce, on the same day, Bu Qiao went like this, leaving Shi Zi forever and leaving Bu Yu, so Bu Qiao's death also indirectly achieved the estrangement between Shi Zi and Bu Yu.
Bu Yu put down the bouquet of flowers in his hand, how long? She had forgotten what crying was like, and vaguely, she would only remember that there would always be someone in her ear who would say a word: I will always protect you
Actually, she also understands that these words come from Shi Zi, when the two lived together in college, he also had a love word with her so gently, so far, she has never forgotten him, even if she has Yongyu with him, she will not let him worry about her, so, from the moment she came back, she was no longer the Buyu she used to be......
[You are the gentleness that my palm has never taken out, just because you are my only one]
Bu Yu didn't want to go on like this, she knew very well that she was living with Shi Zi like this, she was not happy, and he was not happy, so it was better to borrow her hand to end this undeserved complex.
Lifting the pen, in front of Shi Zi and Zhou Yanmi, the divorce agreement was signed, Shi Zi's face was indescribably sour, and there was an undercurrent in her eyes, her hand was moving all the time.
"Hope......" She looked at him and paused for a moment
"You can take good care of you in the future, in fact, your parents are very good to you"
As she spoke, she picked up her shoulder bag and looked at the door, Shi Zi suddenly stood up and hurriedly asked, "Do you really want to leave?" ”
"............" she didn't reply, but smiled
He was not mistaken, this was the first time since Bu Yu came back that he was willing to smile at him so sincerely, he should be happy, why did he feel an indescribable discomfort in his heart.
He suddenly looked into her eyes with a deep look and asked again
"What about the child?"
It was the first time she had seen him feel so sorry for her, but she didn't want this kind of love from others, especially someone she had liked since she was a teenager.
"It's still your last name, I want to see the child, I'll find time to send you an email......" She looked at him with a smile still on her face
However, he didn't look at her with the same smile as before, she could make such a decision, he understood, he must have thought about it for a long time!
"Uh...... Nothing else, then I'm gone."
She was still smiling, but which sentence, "Then I'm leaving" was hovering in Shi Zi's mind, Shi Zi was helpless, only looking at the paper on the table, Zhou Yanmi looked at his pain, in Zhou Yanmi's heart, he shouldn't be such a person, he used to be a decisive person...... Zhou Yanmi shook her head and said the same thing to Shi Zi
"Thank you for taking care of me and my children all these years, I thought, it's time for me to go......"
He raised his head suddenly and looked at Zhou Yanmi, who had never liked to talk, Zhou Yanmi smiled indifferently and explained modestly to Shi Zi
"I think, it's time for me to leave, Shizi, there's a saying, I've wanted to talk to you for a long time......" he looked at her
"I still like you"
Finally, this sentence came out today after they ended, Zhou Yanmi's smile was a laugh that decided to give up everything, yes, Zhou Yanmi didn't expect that when she knew that Bu Yu was Shi Zi's wife, she designed the opportunity to get back together with Shi Zi, but when Shi Zi and her said goodbye, the first time she hugged, she actually understood that Shi Zi was no longer a childish boy......
"I can understand a lot about you, but I don't want you to be unhappy, I want to see you who loved to laugh and joke before, Bu Qiao, it has always been in the past tense, and you will never come back." Zhou Yanmi still looked at her face that was always tense
"Shi Zi, in this life, you can love a lot of people, but there is only one person who can accompany you to the end, Bu Qiao and you, it has long passed, if you insist on refusing to let go, then, as such a friend, I really look down on you, the words are only here, and, hopefully, in the future, you and I will still be small, and have never changed......" She said and turned to leave the table
At this time, Shi Zi suddenly asked her in the back
"If even the people you love are happy, then what else do you want to be happy?"
Zhou Yanmi didn't turn back, but she was afraid, afraid that when she turned around, she would see his tears, and she would feel uncomfortable when she saw it, she didn't want to see such a cowardly Shizi.
"Perhaps, in the future, you will find that, in fact, what you love is just an illusion, and when you find out, it may be late, and it may be too late." She left these words, followed the sound of the door closing, and went away quietly
Shi Zi finally cried, to say that he had no relationship with Bu Yu over the years, it was a lie, and he was still holding this divorce agreement in his hand, this time, Shi Zi did not do it again like that year, and he would not ask Bu Yu to divorce him again, he understood, she was tired, he was also tired, she chose to let go, but, in his heart, how to let go of the past? Starting all over again?
Very simply, he left his surname and first name, but when he took a serious look, he was a little unstable, she didn't want anything, and there was a line of words behind her: When I came, it was a person, a luggage, and it was the same when I went.
He knew she hated him, but he never knew that it would be so deep, deep into the bone marrow, deep into the cells, tightly connected to her life......
Bu Yu smiled, looking at the former Li Feimo, Li Feimo took the luggage in her hand, looked at her pale cheeks, and asked, "I didn't expect you to let me pick you up"
"Don't you want you to pick me up?" She asked rhetorically
"I thought you were still mad at me"
Bu Yu looked at Li Feimo's appearance, he had never been happy, he was almost exhausted for her, but he was still so stubborn, supportive, and really a stubborn donkey.
"You have to change your personality, otherwise it will be a little difficult to please your wife in the future," Bu Yu said
"Didn't you say that all bull people are stubborn? can't change it," Li Feimo immediately laughed
The two quickly echoed the laughter, and suddenly, Bu Yu said to Li Feimo: "I divorced him."
Bang, with a bang, the brakes stopped perfectly, Bu Yu looked at Li Feimo seriously, he lowered his head, a little sad, his parents are like this, Bu Yu habitually, touching his head with his hand
"I'll arrange everything you're worried about, Yongyu will be fine."
winked at Li Feimo and smiled lightly, Li Feimo also habitually touched her head, and said with a smile: "As long as you are good, I don't care about anything"
"What do you call me good, you don't care about anything? You're not like me," Buyu said
"By the way, let's have a meal with Fu Xinyan tonight, I like her"
"She likes you a lot, you must be able to talk," Li Feimo smiled
Bu Yu looked at this smile, it was really like the previous Shi Zi, unfortunately, Shi Zi couldn't smile anymore, since Bu Qiao died, his laughter has never laughed for anyone again, but Li Feimo has always laughed for herself, thinking of this, she can't help but feel a little uncomfortable, it's just that sometimes, people don't have weakness, but will do things more.
"Ahh
"Huh?"
"Before, I was so sorry for you......" Her glowing teary eyes were staring at him
"It's all gone," he waved indifferently and smiled at her beside him
"Ahh
"I always feel like I'm ......going to say goodbye again" (I'm most afraid that you call me that, because if you call me so affectionately, it means that you will leave)
Even if Li Feimo is sad, he will not easily cry in front of her, if he cries, there is only one explanation, that is, he is really sad.
"I'm leaving......"
Li Feimo braked again this time, the mixed sadness in his eyes was spreading all over his body, and the most he heard his beloved say was this: I'm leaving
Li Feimo couldn't understand why Bu Yu met him for a short time every time, Li Feimo thought of another waiting, another person's silence, and one was caught off guard, grabbed the back of her head with his backhand, and kissed her affectionately......
Bu Yu subconsciously pushed Li Feimo away, but Li Feimo was forceful, tight, and during the forced kiss, his hand inadvertently fell on the worried cheek, and the tears crossed.
Li Feimo realized that his behavior had frightened Bu Yu and destroyed his friendship with her for many years, so he removed from her apologetically and returned to the main driver......
"Don't you care about me?" He looked ahead and asked her beside him
Bu Yu, who was frightened, was still trembling, Li Feimo frowned when he looked at it, he said sadly: "I was wrong just now, I'm sorry"
"Amo, I only like you and care about you, because, in this world, I only have you"
"What about then?"
"He? He doesn't love me, and he marries me only because of my relationship with him......" Bu Yu looked at him
"Forget it, it's all over"
"No"
Li Feimo took Bu Yu's hand and looked at Bu Yu affectionately, Bu Yu wanted to withdraw his hand, but he was still able to twist him
"Yours is over, mine is not, I have been waiting for you, for so long, I am waiting for you to be alone, to be with me without any worries, and to be together in the name of righteousness."
Bu Yu never thought that since Li Feimo would be so affectionate to her, she never thought of marrying him, and she never thought that he and she would become the scene at this moment, but she finally knew why he was always unhappy, it turned out that the root of everything was on her.
Suddenly, a thought germinated in Bu Yu's heart, she smiled at Li Feimo, an affectionate smile, she said: "I'm a divorced person, do you still want it?" ”
"I don't like to hear this, you are Buyu, the bride I have recognized since I was eight years old, I don't care about other people's eyes, I just want you."
Bu Yu's heart was very painful and moved, and he died because of Li Feimo's body, he saw Shi Zi living with him back then, and he was moved that what Shi Zi had never said to himself actually happened to his own small body. She hugged Li Feimo with one hand, this hug came too late, too enthusiastic, so that she couldn't breathe and couldn't be serious, this is a hug that has been owed for a long time, and it is also a response that has been owed for a long time.
"Is this a promise?" Li Feimo hugged her in his arms and asked nervously, afraid that it was not true
"Amo, I know that you have always loved me and loved me very much, but I am not sure if I can really be as ...... as you love me"
She had to speak out her concerns, and this was what she really wanted to hear from Li Feimo......
"I can wait for you, we can try to get along, I don't force you? Good no good? ”
Li Feimo got Bu Yu's response, this is quite joy, indescribable joy, he feels that all the waiting is worth it, from the time he struggles alone, he is a person who suffers, until he meets Bu Yu who is in high school again at the age of eighteen, he is not alone, since then, wherever she goes, he follows him, from learning that she is living with someone else, the first heartache, from learning that she is confused to marry someone else, the second heartache, from learning that she is not cherished and left the country, the third heartache, Since she came back, she didn't want to say more than half a word to him, and her heart hurt for the fourth time.
And from the first time she called him to pick her up, it was the first time he was really happy......
"If, if I hurt you that day, don't you be sad? To live well, can you promise me? She looked him in the eye
"Well, I'll say yes," he smiled happily
She finally saw his happy smile, and inadvertently, she would still touch his head, which was a small gesture between him and her, and no one could replace it.