Yan Sima looked at her, paused and said, "You don't have to go back, come and go for a walk with me." ”

Mucha looked at Qiao Fei hesitantly, and Qiao Fei immediately let go of the wheelchair and said, "You go with him, save him from annoying me." ”

"Okay, thank you." Mucha picked up the wheelchair and turned to the few people who accompanied him: "It's okay here, you go and wait for me outside." But they shook their heads and said, "Young lady, we will wait for you here, and we will not be too far away from you, nor will we disturb you." ”

"Alright then, thanks." They are also to protect themselves, and Mucha will not say more.

===

Pushed Yan Si to the small garden at the back, because this is a special glass house made by the hospital, it is not too cold, and you can also watch the rain. But for them now, naturally they don't have this leisure.

"Don't worry, Luo Yang will be fine, I will let someone go to her, and I will definitely rescue her immediately." Holding her hand, Yan Si looked at her sad face and said.

Shaking his head slightly, Mucha said: "Tengwei and Old Tang are thinking of a way, you don't have to worry about us, take care of your illness." She didn't want Yan Si to help, she said that she was just too anxious to find anyone to talk to, but Yan Si was one of their three good friends, so she felt that she should tell him.

"Are you afraid that I will be like this, and I will not be able to help and cause trouble, so you said this?"

"Of course not!" Hurriedly shook his head, how could he think like that!

Naturally, Yan Si's words were just to tease her. Then he said, "Okay, I'm sure she'll be fine, let's wait for good news." Hearing him say this, Mucha's brow, which had been frowning, finally relaxed. He nodded slightly.

"But tell me first, what's the matter with you? Why would anyone want to hurt you? ”

This time Yan Si frowned, he didn't forget that she said that Luo Yang's accident was because of her relationship.

"This, I ......" dodged his gaze slightly, she really didn't know what to say about it. It seems that even she thinks the truth is very. Can't say that it's because of her rival? Or is it because of Chu Mofan!

"I don't know, I don't know why it's like this." Don't open your eyes, Mucha prevaricated.

But how well Yan Si knew her, "Is it because of Chu Mofan?" "It's not hard to think about this kind of thing, how can Mucha be a girl, only a few months here, what can people do to try to kidnap her and stalk her? Among them, it is inevitably inseparable from Chu Mofan.

He was right, and Mucha was speechless.

"What happened? Why did he offend whom? You'll also be implicated. ”

Frowning, Yan Si asked.

"I ......" moved her lips, and Muxia's eyes showed a blank look.

In fact, she didn't know, and she didn't know whether these people were offended because of her, or Chu Mofan.

"Alas......" sighed, Yan Si could see that this little woman was even more like a little white, and she didn't know how she was involved. Turning his head to look at the rain curtain outside, Yan Si thought about it and said, "Xia Xia, leave Chu Mofan, you can find a better one." ”

Although he can't take care of her for the rest of his life, he believes that Chu Mofan is not the only one in the world who can take care of her, and she can find a man who is better than Chu Mofan and more worthy of her.

Looking at him in surprise, Mucha didn't expect him to say such a thing suddenly, but when he thought about it, it seemed reasonable.

"Because he's your brother?" Mucha said.

The hand in front of him clenched slightly, not only that, but it was because he was from the Chu family!

"Xia Xia, the next thing is very complicated, I don't want to hurt you, and Chu Mofan is really not worth your risk for him, you can leave him and find another suitable man to spend your life with. You are a person who deserves to live your life in peace, and He cannot give you that. Yan Si said.

Mucha looked at him, not knowing what he was talking about, but she seemed to understand something.

"Ace, does it have to be like this? You are not greedy for property, Chu Mofan is also willing to let you enter the Chu family, why do you want to ......" "Xia Xia, there are some things that you don't understand. Avoiding her intense gaze, Yan Si said.

"But Ace, can't you tell me if I don't understand? I believe that Chu Mofan will not really harm you, otherwise he would not have agreed to let you into the company. ”

"Heh," Yan Si suddenly smiled bitterly, and then said: "Xia Xia, many things are difficult to make up for with just some useless alms. I don't know what Chu Mofan asked me to join the company for, but I know that no matter what it is, I will not be grateful to him. Although I can't say that these are what I deserve, I don't owe anyone anything, but why ...... "Why is fate so unfair, he doesn't expect to be the second son of the Chu family, he just wants to have an ordinary life, even if it's just to rely on his mother."

But why, because of the Chu family, he has to be displaced and reduced to a plaything!

Lowering her eyelashes, Mucha didn't understand, really didn't understand.

"Xia Xia, leave him, he can't give you happiness." Gently holding her intertwined hands, Yan Si said softly.

Silent, Mucha didn't know if Chu Mofan could give her happiness, but she never expected to go forever with him.

"Assi, I know, don't worry, I'll take care of myself."

This time it was Yan Si's turn to be surprised, because he didn't expect that she would be able to agree. He thought ...... Could it be that she didn't fall in love with Chu Mofan? Or did you not love him that much?

"Down, your ...... ...... to him, "Although I knew that I couldn't take care of her for the rest of my life, this thought still made Yan Si ecstatic.

With a faint and shallow wry smile, Mucha said: "Actually, I understand that I am not worthy of him, and I haven't thought about going too far with him, I just want to ......"

The joy just now was instantly lost, and Yan Si said, "Xia Xia, do you love him?" ”

His lips trembled slightly, and Mucha nodded: "Love,"

"How much love?"

"I love it a lot, I don't know how much, it's love."

It's like a knife twisting, like a liver and intestines being cut off, and the heartache is nothing more than that......

But what is more tragic than heartache is powerlessness, he is powerless to save himself and powerless to win Mucha, compared to her innocent love, his uselessness is the greatest pain.

"It turns out that ......" After his thoughts turned around, he tried to squeeze out a smile, and Yan Si said wistfully: "Love and happiness are sometimes two different things, and he can't give you happiness." And you will one day find someone worthy of your love. ”

Knowing that she hurt him, Mucha lowered her eyes guiltily, even if she didn't think so of his words, at least she knew that Chu Mofan could give her happiness, but she might not be able to give him. But she won't say any of this, because she hurt Yan Si, so he can say whatever he wants.

"I'm sorry for ...... As"

Looking at her guilty expression and evoking a helpless wry smile, he said, "Do you have anything to be sorry for me?" "No, right? If you want to say sorry, it should be him.

"I ......" was as clear as a mirror but couldn't speak, and Mucha was dumbfounded again.

"Don't talk about that, you just know what I want to say." Moving his gaze to the rain curtain in the distance, the last words turned into mutters.

Maybe you know.

Sighing softly, Mucha said again: "I'll push you in." ”

"No, I've been lying in bed for a long time, it's rare to be able to come out and see this rain scene, you go back first." Hooking the corners of his mouth again, showing the old smile on his pale face, Yan Si said again: "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”

There was a sourness in her eyes, and if she could, she would like to say, "Asi, you can not be so nice to me, or even angry with me." But that smile of his had already told her that he wouldn't, no matter what she said, whether she loved it or not, he wouldn't!

"Okay, you don't have to worry about me, I'm fine, Yangyang will definitely be safe, you can recuperate with peace of mind." Choking down his throat, Mucha let go of his wheelchair and said. Nodding slightly, he watched her walk away, and when he was sure that she really wouldn't look back, the smile on the corner of his mouth was slowly buried by bitterness.

Mucha returned to the hallway of the hospital, only to see Joffe leaning against the wall on one side of the hallway.

"Joe......" Mucha looked at her.

Qiao Fei held his hands on his chest, his expression was a little cold, and he was a little similar to Qiao Yu, maybe it should have been similar.

"I've always felt that Yan Si guy is frivolous and unreliable, and he always has a hippie smile that is annoying. But ......" looked up at Muxia, Qiao Fei said with a little indignation in his eyes: "But even if he hates it so much, today I think you are so cruel." Don't you know how worried he was about you? I don't know if he still ...... body like this."

"I know," interrupted her, she knew everything Joffie wanted to say. Even she herself felt that she was very bad and excessive, how could she treat him like this. But, "Fei Fei, I know how bad I am and how cruel it is to hurt him, but even if you say so, I will still do it." ”

Even if she is cruel, even if she is said to be bad, even if she is so guilty that she can't speak, she will still say things like that.

"Mucha ......" slowly lowered his hands and looked directly into Muxia's eyes, Qiao Fei was speechless for a while.

Mucha doesn't blame her accusations, at least it proves that she actually still treats Yan Si as a friend. And she wasn't wrong.

After being silent for a long time, Qiao Fei changed the expression of the accusation just now, and said with a little helplessness: "Forget it, in fact, you can't be blamed for this matter, the long pain is better than the short pain." As a person who has come over, Qiao Fei can understand it. But there are some things she still can't understand, such as ......, "I, although I have always felt that Yan Si is very unreliable before, but ...... Maybe he's not worse than Chu Mofan, maybe you can ......"

"Thank you, Fei Fei." Mucha was very grateful to be able to get her words, "Assi is indeed no worse than Chu Mofan, and they themselves cannot be compared." Merely...... I ...... "If you want to describe it, maybe you should say that they have their own merits, but there is also a saying that turnip greens have their own love, but she has a special love for Chu Mofan, but she can't put her feelings on Yan Si."

"Hey......" shrugged, Qiao Fei understood what she meant, and said: "Forget it, forget it, the feelings are barely coming, don't say thank you or not, because I still think you are a little cruel, the guy you are clearly ...... now" glanced in the direction where Yan Si was, Qiao Fei sighed.

"Fei Fei, take care of him, I'll go first." With a gloomy look in her eyes, Mucha finished speaking in a tone of please, and went straight past her.

"Hey, what do you want me to take care of him, I ......" Very dissatisfied with Mucha's words, and didn't want to take care of Yan Si (although he said so) Qiao Fei stared at her departing figure and opened her mouth, and finally drooped her shoulders weakly.

What is this called? She's obviously an unrelated person, okay, why did it end up inexplicably related!

As soon as Mucha came out, the people arranged by Old Tang followed her and then left the hospital with her. The moment he came out, Mucha glanced up at the sky, it was gloomy, gray, and the cold wind was biting.

"Young lady, what's wrong?" The female bodyguard who followed her asked.

"Am I useless, you say?" Helplessly, Mucha suddenly felt that he seemed to be of no use at all except for causing trouble to people. Yangyang had an accident, she was useless except for being anxious, and she also worried Yan Si, and she also said those words to him at such a time.

Several people were asked by her for unknown reasons, although they had been secretly protecting Mucha before, but they had not had a deep understanding of her.

The female bodyguard closest to her thought for a while and said: "Young lady, in my personal opinion, we have been secretly protecting you these days, although we can't see all aspects of you, but from the time we saw you stand up when the young master company was in danger, I think you are very remarkable." ”

This is a rare courage and wisdom, although she has not done much, but she can consider Chu Mofan at a critical time, and she can stand up for him and do so well, in her opinion, she is not bad, even a very good woman.

Mucha turned his head to look at her, and the other party's expression was very sincere, heartfelt.

"Thank you." can give her such a high rating.

"I also said what I thought, although I don't know what kind of person the young lady is, maybe there are better than you, but I believe that the young master will choose you because you have something he appreciates or likes, and what I just said is also what we saw." The female bodyguard continued sincerely, and the others nodded along with her.

"Young lady, don't be discouraged, your friend Mr. Tang will definitely be rescued, and you are not to blame."

"Yes."

"Thank you." Looking back at them, although they didn't know each other, Mucha was very grateful for their words. Maybe it gave her some motivation and regained her spirits. "Let's go." Bravely moving forward, she walked towards the parked car.

Several bodyguards followed her. After getting in the car, the driver asked, "Young lady, are you going back to the apartment or ......?"

Tilting his head and thinking about it, Mucha said very firmly: "Don't go, go back to the company!" ”

"Young lady, isn't this very good?" The female bodyguard who followed showed a worried look, and Old Tang's order was to let them arrange Mucha in a safe place as much as possible, and Chu Mofan's apartment was. The company is too big, and it's not convenient for them to move over there, in case ......

"It's okay, I know how to protect myself, and I feel like I'm more like to do things while I'm going to think about things than to sit at home and wait for someone to come up. Besides, it was Mo Fan's company, and they didn't dare to go wild in the company. He smiled at them with relief, Mucha didn't want to be a waiter, whether she could help or not, or what she could do, it was better than letting her wait. Even if she can't save Luo Yang, she can continue to work, anyway, it's much better than sitting and waiting for news.

Seeing her tenacious eyes, a few people who protected her didn't have anything to say, nodded, and the car drove away from the hospital and headed towards Maiqi.

===

Qiao Fei found Yan Si and saw him sitting alone in a wheelchair, looking up at the rain scene outside the glass room, and didn't know how to step forward and talk for a while.

Just as she was hesitating, Yan Si, who was in a wheelchair, suddenly covered his head and shook his body crookedly.

"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that he was about to fall out of his wheelchair, Qiao Fei hurriedly ran to his side and supported him: "Yan Si, what's wrong with you?" ”

The sudden headache caught Yan Si off guard, and the splitting pain suddenly made him unable to speak, so he could only cover his head and moan in a low voice.

"Yan Si, Yan Si, what's wrong with you?! Hey, hey, don't scare me! His appearance frightened Joffe so much that he grabbed him by the shoulder and forgot what to do. Joe...... Sister Qiao ......, "The pain this time is particularly severe, Yan Si's cold sweat is dripping, and he wants to get through it, but he faints before he finishes speaking."

"Yan Ji!" Seeing that his whole person softened, Qiao Fei hugged him in surprise: "Yan Si! Yan Ji! ”

- As, we are not wrong, what is wrong is love, it made me fall in love with him.

- As, it's not your father that you should hate, it's the family that took him away.

Some people say that before people die, they will put on a marquee, and they will experience the important or unimportant people and things in their memories in front of them. Yan Si didn't know if he was dying, and he didn't know if everything he was looking at was his own marquee; But those who are familiar, or unfamiliar, who exist, or who have left, seem to have really come back to him......

As a child, he and his mother depended on each other.

Mother is a beautiful woman, not only beautiful but also has the strange of mixed Eastern and Western blood. So even if you have given birth to a child, it has also made many men excited. In this way, in terms of appearance, he may have inherited his mother, inherited her watery eyes, and inherited her slightly bewitching eyebrows.

And the father ...... It was a mystery, he had never seen his father from his birth to his sensibility, and even his mother avoided talking about him, and even if he asked, his mother would avoid this question for various reasons. For a long time, he felt that his father might be a cold person who abandoned him and his mother coldly, or it could be because his father didn't like children, because his mother was so beautiful, he couldn't abandon her, just because his mother had a child.

If so, then if one day the father returns, he will definitely be a good obedient boy who will like him and will also let him be with his mother.

Such an idea is naïve and funny, but it becomes a deep-seated desire in a child's heart, because he also wants a father.

That year, when he was 8 years old, he came home from school after living with his mother, and suddenly found that there were several more guests in the rented house, which were several men he had never met, one of whom was sitting with his mother.

When he came home, he saw a smile on his mother's face that he had never seen before. The mother said, "Ace, come quickly." She looked at him, and her smiling peach blossom eyes were particularly beautiful.

At that time, he didn't understand, but as he walked towards his mother, he looked at the man sitting next to his mother with suspicious eyes.

The man's eyebrows and eyes were very handsome, and he was about the same age as his mother, and when he saw him, he showed a gentle smile.

He stood beside his mother, who held him and said to the man, "This is As." ”

"Well, it looks a lot like you." The man smiled, then touched his head with a broad palm. "In the future, let me take care of you." The man said again.

When he heard this, the smile in his mother's eyes became happier and happier, and he even saw the tears in her eyes.

At that time, they did not tell him who this man was and why he would take care of them later? But vaguely, he also hopes that this man can come back and be with them, because he likes him as much as he likes his father.

After that day, the man was gone, but their lives were obviously much better, and the mother no longer had to worry about his tuition, nor did he have to run around for life, and the man would come to see them every once in a while, and every time he would sit with his mother for a while, but every time they would not talk much, and his mother would just sit quietly beside him, and he would just ask a few words of concern. And since then,

And after a long time, he finally couldn't help but ask his mother: "Mom, who is this uncle?" Is he my dad? ”

When he first heard this, his mother was surprised, but then the faint happiness in his eyes told him that he might have guessed correctly, it was his father, and he had always wanted to see his father who wanted to be together!

He was very happy, although he didn't understand why his father didn't take the initiative to tell him, why his mother didn't say it, but he was still happy! That feeling, even when he thinks about it now, makes him excited.

But Heaven seemed destined to play a joke with him, from the beginning; From the time he was born.

Soon, under the rendering of reality, he gradually understood the difference between his father and ordinary people, not that his father was cold, because he would look at him with a gentle smile every time, just because his father still had a home. When he figured out this fact, he thought it was funny why his father still had a home, and this home was not given to him and his mother.

As he grew older, he finally understood that it was because of that home that it was not supposed to belong to him and her mother, and they were the ones who intervened, so they could not be accepted, and his father could not be with them. Perhaps, at that time, he should question his mother why he chose to be an intervener, and he should also question his father why he gave his mother a promise that he could not fulfill. But in the end, he didn't say. He couldn't hate his father, even if he was just dependent on his mother for the rest of his life, even if his father only came to see them occasionally, he was satisfied.

At that time, he was so naïve and so easy to satisfy, but why was God so cruel to them, even his faint wishes could not be satisfied. The mother suddenly had a brain tumor, which had reached the point of being incurable, and when he had not yet figured out what it meant to be incurable, the woman came.