Irises [13]
Seeing his answer, Su Su didn't dare to ask him, what was the trivial thing in his eyes?
What is life to him?
Zhong Hong held his mobile phone, leaning on the back of the chair, small things, maybe it was quietly looping "The Hand of the Executioner" until dawn, or maybe it was depression and madness when he knew that he was not loved, or he left the world quietly...
As for the big things, everything related to her is a big thing.
So these answers are what she doesn't want to hear. Since he can't say it, he can't tell it, so please allow him to hide it in his heart and put it in a place where you can't see it.
Only he understands that thousands of sails pass by the side of the sunken boat, and he is deeply in love as soon as he sees it.
The only thing she can know is that he once used the ID "Sinking Boat" to enter your life.
This is also the most vivid trace left by Zhong Hong.
Why did they meet at this moment, why did he try so hard to get out of the shadows but still sink into the deep sea...
He tried to struggle, but there was no strength that could sustain him in his victory over death.
Although the Internet can bring people who live apart very closely, but you have to admit that it is just another form of long-distance relationship, in other words, you never know that the person on the other end of you, every time he smiles, he is really laughing or laughing and crying.
Moreover, they don't know each other's definition and feelings for themselves.
Therefore, Su Su still does not understand the small things or big things that Zhong Hong understands.
I didn't know that after she intervened, the impact of depression on Zhong Hong was even worse. She had a knife in her hand that was unique in the world, and it was aimed at his softest heart.
……
The sun rises the next day as usual, and it does not change due to anyone's absence, mood.
Su Su sent Zhong Hong a good morning as before.
Zhong Hong took out his mobile phone, and when he heard a familiar voice, he couldn't help but smile.
Shen Zhou: "Good morning! ”
Qianfan: "Look, it's another sunny day today, looking at it, I feel a lot better." ”
Su Su took another photo of the sky at this time and sent it to the other party.
Shen Zhou: "Well, the weather is so good. ”
After Su Su smiled back, she said that she had left in advance and would talk later.
But what Su Su didn't expect was that Zhong Hong would come to her first.
……
After reading the information, Zhong Hong also raised his head and saw the sun mentioned by Su Su, yes, the warm sunlight sprinkled on his body was very beautiful.
At this time, he also happened to arrive at Mucheng Airport, and saw that there was a sea of people and a lot of traffic, this was where she was.
Looking at the familiar city and the familiar prosperity, Zhong Hong had a feeling of being in a different world, which had to remind him of the good times when he had not lost everything.
He really envied his carefree at that time, the gentleness he harvested, and the protection from heaven, the person he loved the most.
However, now he can only see it in his dreams, and when he wakes up from the dream, he is shocked to realize that it is a mirror flower, and it will shatter when he touches it.
Because he had traveled almost every inch of Maki City for a long time when he was in school, and the city had not changed much, he could easily find a place where Ruge lived according to his previous impressions.
But it is also from stepping into the city, and you will enter the countdown to Zhong Hong's life.
……
Finding Ruge was easier than he had imagined, and he just asked the driver to get there as quickly as possible.
When he was still in the car, he inadvertently looked back and saw a girl running past a cherry blossom tree.
The breeze passed through her fair neck, blowing her soft long hair, and the simple orange sportswear was put on her body, which made her slender and full of vitality.
She was a very different person from him.
Almost immediately, Zhonghong asked the driver to take him to the park.
With the help of the driver, he got out of the car, and immediately pushed the wheelchair with a little difficulty, waiting for her to go through the way of her morning exercise.
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During the week of losing contact with Zhong Hong, Su Su realized that he had lived too much during this time, like a wasted person. So in order to save the physical state of the original owner, Su Su tried to run in the morning.
It's the fourth day she's trying, but it's a little out of the ordinary. Because at this intersection, there is one more person, and it is a very attractive man.
Noble and cold eyebrows and eyes, face like a crown of jade, handsome and beautiful, temperament.
The only fly in the ointment is probably that he is in a wheelchair at this time, and his activities are quite limited.
Zhong Hong always felt that there was a gentle gaze falling on him, and he subconsciously raised his head.
At this moment, their eyes met, and both of them heard the sound of their hearts beating like drums.
Su Su turned his face away uncomfortably, pretending to be calm and ran past Zhong Hong's side, trying to suppress the thought that he already wanted to look back.
But I didn't know that the hero's eyes had been following her closely.
She is Chen Ruge, and she is also the Qian Fan he knows. He finally saw her for real, and he was so satisfied.