Lying on the bed, looking at the goose-yellow curtain, Qi couldn't even sleep at the beginning of the first night, the mother concubine was humble and cowardly by nature, and the father was a person with no emotion at all, and he had no love for his mother at all.

In the royal palace, although she is a wise person, she is only a high-quality gift sent by her father to quietly educate and envelop the courtiers, and perhaps one day she will marry a high-ranking general, or marry the royal family of a small dependent country that is about to move.

In the event of a conflict, she will bear the brunt of the conflict, and she is more likely to become a vent for her future husband.

"Since your fate has been decided, why not choose a bigger country, no matter who you marry, your destiny is to seek benefits, as long as the interests are big enough, the credit you can get can also make your future life without any sorrows. ”

The expression of the imperial brother during the day was still engraved in her mind, and I have to say that his proposal was very tempting, and as an ambitious person, she never wanted to live a life that followed the rules.

She envies the first three thousand princesses and queens in the history books, and she also wants to be such a wanton woman, the kind of rebellion that breaks the convention, no matter how others spit on her, they can't deny her credit.

On the day of the decision, she always felt a little empty in her heart, standing beside the eldest emperor, looking at him and pointing in the direction of Tianhe, and said to her with confidence: "Do you see? Even my father and emperor can't resist the fertile land and abundant resources of Tianhe Kingdom, with your bewitching ability, you will definitely be able to cholera Tianhe Chaogang." ”

She didn't show the hidden hesitation in her heart, and always smiled innocently and beautifully: "Thank you Brother Huang for giving me this opportunity, Chu Xue will definitely live up to her mission." ”

"Good girl, you will make it. ”

The imperial brother's cold face showed a faint smile, if it weren't for her meticulous observation of people, she might have ignored such a slight change, then she didn't understand the meaning.

After crossing thousands of mountains and rivers, after entering the kingdom of heaven and earth, she was completely blinded, and the peaks covered with various fruits were one after another, and the crystal clear water was full of swimming fish with flexible tails.

Countries that always eat meat and dairy products, these rich ingredients can only be eaten by the royal family from time to time, but when the tribute is sent to the Liao State, the fruits are preserved by special means, as for fruits such as lychee longan, Qilian Chuxue has only heard from books.

She didn't even know that oranges could have such a well-hydrated category, let alone that peaches could melt in your mouth like this, and that the black but wonderful taste of mulberries made her admire.

Don't want to go back!

This was the first thought that appeared in her mind, which was very rebellious, but as long as she thought about it, she couldn't control her restless thoughts, but fortunately, she was always pure ignorant and didn't let the royal brother see her true thoughts.

Arriving in the capital, all kinds of exquisite objects, long heritage, and majestic buildings made her feel like a demon in her heart, and she couldn't control her yearning.

All kinds of deviances in her heart have been restrained by her, and she has shown the simplicity of truth and falsehood to get along with the princes, just to please each other's preferences.

For the first time, she hoped that someone would like her, and was willing to serve a man like other women, and the men of heaven and kingdom were extremely gentle and affectionate, even so she was still willing to serve a husband with many women, just to enjoy the true meaning of glory and wealth.

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Being in the Qinglou, the moment she woke up in the fog, looking at the hundred miles away that was pressed on her body and her eyes were deep and misty, although Qi Lian Chuxue was not absolutely satisfied, she also felt that it was reasonable, she could only marry him.

Baili Yao is not as quick as Baili Yu, not as low-key and dangerous as Baili Jue, but it is precisely because of this that if she wants to achieve the instructions of the imperial brother, she can only marry Baili Yao, he is the best man among the three.

The marriage event was scribbled, I thought that I could only be a side concubine in this life, but I didn't expect that because of the suddenness of this matter, the royal brother would seek the position of equal wife for her.

At this moment, she thanked Qinglou for plotting against them.

If there is no this, she will not have the opportunity to suffer losses and blessings, so as to get rid of the sorrow of a princess of a country but a concubine, and what she didn't expect was that Princess Yue Li Wenrou's family was all wiped out.

The process made her, an outsider, frightened, even if she was the beneficiary, she inexplicably replaced Li Wenrou to get married, but the cold love at the wedding banquet reminded her that no matter how prosperous and powerful, there are ants under the imperial power.

She didn't want to die, so she instigated King Yue to unite with the imperial brother.

To her surprise, King Yue agreed.

He actually agreed to seek skin with the tiger, and was willing to collude with people from other countries and harm his own country for his own selfishness.

Qilian Chuxue was very disappointed, she didn't expect that she would marry such a foolish person, and then something happened that told her that marrying a person with hatred in her heart would only be the difference between morning and night.

"Why ......"

Why kill me?

Qilian Chuxue watched the person who came knock the bride Zhang Mengyao unconscious, and she also helped check Zhang Mengyao's breath, but the person took a sword and inserted it into her chest with his backhand.

Her pupils constricted, and she opened her mouth to ask, but she didn't get an answer, he just pushed her lightly, and then threw the sword at her side, as casually as a useless garbage.

When she woke up again, she was already lying in the Yue Wang's Mansion, her body was heavy and weak, and her chest was aching, she opened her eyes and looked at the dark-colored curtains, and looked at them for a long time without saying a word.

It turns out that in the end, she is still a victim, some credits are really not available to ordinary people, and her ability is not enough to resist the harm of others, especially these are the people closest to her.

One is her husband and the other is her brother.

It's really a good game of chess, but it's a pity that she is an outcast who was thrown out to frame others, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, rolled into the pillow, and the sadness in her heart spread infinitely.

"Bang!"

Qilian Chuxue suddenly turned his head sideways, looked at the maid who ran out by the door, a basin of water splashed around, and the maid ran out with a roll.

From afar, I heard the maidservant shouting to the people outside: "The princess is awake, hurry up and call the imperial doctor." ”

The imperial doctor hadn't come yet, she waited for a hundred miles away.

"Why did you choose to kill me?" she asked him in a daze.

Baili Yao sat beside her, took a handkerchief to wipe the cold sweat on her face, the face that was not elegant enough, but also handsome, did not have any emotion, and looked very ruthless: "Some things must be sacrificed, and your role is to successfully provoke the dispute between the two countries, I will give your brother some materials, so that he has the capital to cooperate with Xirongguo, and killing you is his proposal." ”

It turns out that my brother's so-called success is so simple?

It seems that she has betrayed herself completely, if she hadn't instigated Baili Yao to unite with her brother, maybe she wouldn't have died?

No, without her reminder, there are other people left behind by Liao Guo who will remind them, it is nothing more than a matter of time or time, and there seems to be no difference at all.

"So, let my death not be so painful, okay? I'm afraid of pain, and when you stabbed in with a sword, I hurt until now. Qi Lian Chuxue reached out and held the hand that paused on her cheek, tears blurred her eyes, but her heart ached faintly.

has never been able to be valued by others, and if she dies, no one will pity her, but being betrayed by her first man will be so painful.

Baili Yao's expression was stunned, and he felt difficult to start for the first time, and after hesitating for a while, he got up and went out, looking for someone to get the snake venom of the money white flower snake.

Seeing that he got up and left not long ago, he came back, and saw the food in his hand, he helped her up and leaned half against the head of the bed, tidied up her sweaty and messy hair, and fed her the poisoned things one by one.

It was not tasty, but because of the toxins, she was sleepy before long, her mind was in a mess, and her breathing became very short.

"If I could, I hope not to meet you again in my next life. ”

If she could, she didn't want to be a maverick woman, she just wanted to be an ordinary princess, and it would be better to marry someone else than a man she calculated.

Baili Yao sat quietly for a long time, staying by her side all night, watching her gradually blue face, looking at her painful frowning appearance, a little uncomfortable.

Obviously, she didn't have any feelings, but she still felt unusually strange, especially when she told him that her heart hurt when she was stabbed by a sword, but the doctor said that her heart was a little offset, and he didn't stab her heart.

She's just being sad.

The more he thought about it, the more panicked Baili Yao became, and he always felt that something had not yet begun to grow, and it had been strangled by him at the beginning of the show, which made him feel as if he had lost something, and he was extremely stunned.

People will have a lot of pursuits in their lives, and what Qilian Chuxue yearns for is nothing more than uncontrolled freedom, as well as the approval of those who love it, whether it is deviant or ambitious, it is a pitiful measure to gain recognition.

The mask of innocence has been worn for a long time, and the falsehood has concealed the true heart, and the resentment born when she was forced in the Qinglou to compromise, and then she slowly accepted her fate, and finally regretted being treated as an outcast, all of which show that she is not a woman who is purely bad, and she yearns for freedom at the same time, but also restrains herself.

After laughing for a long time, I really forgot the pain.

I think I have no heart, but I forget that I have flesh and blood.

Baili Yao may not be good enough, but she is actually very satisfied.

But from beginning to end, no one took her to heart, if her mother would know how to be a mother, she would not need to grow up too early and establish a wrong outlook on life, so as to come to this point.

After all, she's just a poor person who desperates for protection.

Baili Yao ignored her gradually cold body and dropped a soft kiss on her forehead: "I'm sorry, I have no choice in this life." ”