TEXT NO.82 (Let Me Hug You)
Although he was surprised by Nanfeng's words, Mucha agreed. Because his expression told her that he wasn't joking. And Mucha didn't think that Nanfeng was the kind of person who came to her in the middle of the night to make a joke.
So she changed her clothes and went with him.
As soon as Mucha sat down, Nanfeng immediately stepped on the accelerator and drove the car onto the street at half past three in the morning. At this time, except for those who drive at night, it is almost impossible to see a single figure on the road, and the whole road is quiet and strange. In the carriage, it was also quiet and heavy.
"Mucha, you know what, men are stupid sometimes." The clear voice suddenly broke the solemn atmosphere, and Nanfeng said as he drove the car.
Mucha tilted his head to look at his face as he was focused on driving, and he continued: "Sometimes, it is really difficult for a man to find out what is going on in his heart, and he doesn't understand what those feelings mean. Therefore, it is always necessary to wait until you lose it to realize that some people may be more important to themselves than their own lives. Women say that men are not careful and don't care about feelings at all. Maybe there are such men, but many men don't care, they just don't care about it, they just don't know what to do, they can only watch it slip away. When they were all lost, they had to find a place to lick their wounds. Knowing that she was looking at herself, Nanfeng also turned her head to look at her.
Mucha didn't understand why he suddenly told her this, but paused and said, "Then can I think that a man is clumsy and cowardly like this?" Even if you don't know what to do, can't you even say a word of retention? Even if it's just an action. ”
"Haha." Nanfeng suddenly laughed loudly, making Mucha even more confused. He added, "You are right, sometimes men are clumsy and cowardly. Perhaps there is no difference between men and women in terms of feelings, and they are both afraid of being hurt. I didn't find it at first, but when I found out, the other party was gone, and then I was afraid that no matter how much effort I made, it would be in vain, and I was afraid that the more I would pay for my feelings, the more I would hurt, so I watched the other party go farther and farther until it was no longer possible. "In the end, you can only put people in your heart, and it is impossible to think about them occasionally.
"If so, it should be more than just clumsy and cowardly. It's selfish!" Pouting, Mucha didn't understand what he was doing all of a sudden, but she couldn't fully agree with his words.
Nanfeng looked at her in surprise, and didn't quite understand why she said it was selfish. Mucha sighed and explained: "If a woman is for affection, it must be for the sake of affection, it must be wholehearted, this is a natural instinct. If a man doesn't realize that it's clumsy at first, and then he doesn't dare to redeem it, it's cowardice, but he is afraid that he won't get anything in return for his efforts, isn't that selfish? When a woman gives, why not be afraid? But the woman still paid, but in the end she got nothing in return and left with disappointment. But the man found his true heart, but he was afraid that he would be hurt and gave up on the woman, so that she walked away with a sad heart. Isn't this selfish? ”
Her words left Nanfeng speechless.
"Women don't have to be wholeheartedly devoted to men, and in the end they have to leave without even hearing a word of retention. If a man really cares, then even if the woman is already dead, he should try. At the very least, the man should give her all the things she paid before, and if this cannot be retained, then it is really decisive. And I didn't try to give up on a person because I was afraid of getting hurt. Isn't that selfish? ”
Although the relationship history is very blank, Mucha feels that in terms of feelings, it should be fair to give. Even if the order is different, but when you care, you should give, whether it's a man or a woman, this should be the same, right? Otherwise, why should women blindly pay, and men should enjoy it? In the end, the woman walks away with a dead heart, and she has to get a notoriety of abandoning each other in the man's heart?
couldn't say anything refuted by her, Nanfeng originally wanted to let her try to accept Chu Mofan again. But now it does sound like men are being selfish. Although he didn't know who she and Chu Mofan had paid more at the beginning, judging from the current situation, Chu Mofan must have been passive, right?
hooked the corners of his mouth, and Nanfeng suddenly laughed at himself.
In fact, he is not qualified to say such things, because he is also one of the men mentioned by Mucha.
Still, he said, "Mucha, if that man had done what he had to do, would you be willing to stay if it were you?" ”
There was a blankness in his eyes, and from the very beginning, Mucha was very strange about his actions and words today.
"Southwind, what's going on? Why are you ......" Did he just say something to her?
"Nothing happened, except that I happened to have such a clumsy, cowardly, and selfish man next to me. But if he recognizes his mistake and corrects it, would you be willing to accept that woman if it were you? Looking at her with a smile, the heaviness on Nanfeng's face had faded a lot.
Blinking at him, Mucha had a strange suspicion of his words. But after thinking about it, he said: "I can't say that I can accept it right away, after all, women are also hurt." But if a man is really willing to work hard, he will accept it in the end. Because after all, I loved it!"
"Really?" Nanfeng raised an eyebrow.
"Hmm." Although heartache cannot heal immediately, it will still be fine if it can be carefully cared for and nourished. It's just a matter of whether the person is willing to do it.
Still, Mucha was curious about what he was saying it for. It's too strange to say this for no reason, and it shouldn't be said that it's strange that he suddenly came to her! Could it be ......
With a hint of embarrassment on his face, Mucha said hesitantly: "Nanfeng, if you suddenly told me this, could it be you...... ...... to me" Staring at Nanfeng's face, she gestured slightly at each other.
"Haha." Completely understanding what she meant, Nanfeng laughed again: "Do you think it will?" "No!" Without even thinking about it, Mucha immediately denied it. Because whether it is from knowing each other or to now, although Nanfeng is sometimes very good to her, the feeling is not the same at all.
"That's it, and I don't want to wait for someone to recover and settle accounts with me." With a smile, Nanfeng shook his head helplessly.
"......" was at a loss again, Mucha didn't know who he was referring to and what kind of medicine was sold in the gourd.
Eventually, the south wind took her to the hospital's senior ward. Seeing Mucha coming, Teng Wei was surprised, staring at Nanfeng with an inquiring gaze, wondering why he brought her?
Nanfeng didn't answer him, just looked at Chu Mofan who was lying on the hospital bed at this time and frowned. "He's my friend, he had a car accident today, and although the injury wasn't very serious, he needs to be taken care of now." After speaking, he looked at Mucha's expression.
From the moment she came in, she stared at the person on the hospital bed, her eyes were a little surprised and dazed, and there were other feelings. Now sensing that Nanfeng was looking at him, Mucha turned his head to look at him: "Nanfeng, ......what do you mean?" ”
"I want you to take care of him." Looking at Mucha for a moment, Nanfeng said seriously.
"Me?" His lips pursed in surprise, looking at the person on the bed, and Mucha looked at him again: "You, are you joking?" "Why should she be asked to take care of a stranger?
But a stranger? Why did she feel worried and uncomfortable when she saw that pale face?
"I rarely joke, and I don't joke with you in the middle of the night." The corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and there was no joke in Nanfeng's tone. "Just take it as a return to my last favor." Afraid that she would not agree, he added.
She lifted her lips and seemed to want to say something, but in the end she couldn't say anything. Her gaze fell on the unconscious man again, and she frowned slightly.
"Then please." Without further ado, Nanfeng turned to Tengwei and winked. Tengwei was still at a loss about what he was doing, but he didn't say anything and left the ward with him.
When I got outside, I said, "Is this good?" "What's wrong?" Glancing at the people in the room again, Nanfeng asked lightly.
After a pause, Teng Wei hooked the corners of his mouth and said, "It doesn't seem to be anything bad." ”
Staring at the person on the hospital bed, it is needless to say that Mu Xia Yi is not impressed. But looking at his expression at the moment, as well as the visible wounds and dried blood stains on his body, she was stunned with an indescribable discomfort in her chest.
Why is this so?
Sitting down on the edge of the bed, staring at his pale face for a moment, even if Nanfeng didn't say anything, she could imagine that the car accident should be serious. Maybe he's almost dead!
Thinking of this, her chest hurt again like a pinprick.
Reaching out slightly, she brushed his brow, which was perhaps furrowed from the pain at the moment. Perhaps subconsciously, many body thoughts have already betrayed her heart.
There was a sudden warmth in the cold dream, the faint pain on the forehead seemed to be relieved, and the tightly knit eyebrows finally calmed down.
Sighing softly, Mucha withdrew her hand. Then, after his gaze lingered for a moment at the corner of his mouth that was so dry that it cracked, he got up and walked to the water dispenser with his cup.
The warmth just now suddenly left, and the headache struck again. The thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and the closed eyes finally opened slowly.
There was only a small dim light in the room, so the light was soft and just right, not very harsh. Chaos' eyes turned slightly, and he wanted to move his body, but he found that his consciousness and body had been separated, and his body was heavy and painful and could not move at all.
"Y-You're awake?" He poured a glass of water and came back, and soon found his eyes open. Mucha said slightly nervously.
The moment his gaze froze on her, his breath and heartbeat skipped a beat. Then he stared at her in amazement.
"Are you okay?" He looked a little scary, which made her even more worried.
Without speaking, he stared at her like this, as if to judge himself if this was his dream, or was it real?
"I'll call a doctor."
She was just about to leave, and a hoarse voice squeezed out of his mouth as if it had been torn, "Mu...... Xia ...... swallowed his saliva, and then he felt that his throat was dry as if it was about to burst.
"Let's drink some water first." Immediately turning back, she could tell he was thirsty.
His gaze glanced at the cup in her hand and rested on her face. Finally, he nodded slightly.
"Come, I'll help you up." stepped forward to hold his head, and after hesitating for a moment, Mucha still dedicated himself to being his cushion. Encircling his upper body in his arms, Mucha picked up the glass of water and held it to his lips.
He was really thirsty, and he drank all the water in one go, which made his throat feel a little more comfortable.
"Or? Well? Seeing that he was so thirsty, Mucha wondered if he should pour another glass. And his gaze was fixed on her face.
Is it a dream? Why does she look so real? Even the soft feeling of snuggling up to her, and the fragrant smell of her gestures, were so real.
Uncomfortable with him, Mucha turned his face away and said, "You lie down first, and then I'll pour water." He was about to put him back, but he suddenly turned around and wrapped one hand around her waist.
was stunned for a moment, and when she came back to her senses, he had buried his head in her neck, and then the still dry voice sounded softly in her ears: "Let me hug you, just hug you, just ...... it"