Once upon a time there was a demon [13]
Although there were only eight days left before the agreement between her and Ta Lin, Su Su didn't even feel anxious.
On the contrary, Lisi may have been busy with the political affairs piled up on the desk in the past few days, and then she remembered Su Su who stayed in the side hall.
So there is such a picture now, Empress Lisi carefully asked Su Subu with a doting face where she still wanted to go?
With the caring eyes of the elders, Su Su suddenly felt that Yali Mountain was big, and he really didn't know how Hill was coquettish to an empress in the past.
Sure enough, she doesn't understand the world of the second teenager =_=.
"Auntie, it's not fun in the palace." She grumbled softly.
Her purpose has been achieved, and there is no need to stay in the palace all the time.
"Do you want to go home?" Lisi was surprised in her heart, and the child had changed her mind again in the past few days, but considering that children of this age basically said that one thing was one, she was relieved.
"Well, I miss Eminem."
Looking at those watery eyes, Liz nodded although she was a little reluctant.
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After returning to the place where the original owner had lived for fifteen years, Su Su also felt a sense of empathy and stability.
Although there are many servants in the huge duke's mansion, there is no smell of fireworks that belong to the family, which also coincides with Su Su's previous thoughts.
She rejects the bonds of the original owner, especially from family affection.
Therefore, seeing Mrs. Kevin standing at the door, Su Su suppressed the emotion of longing to be noticed that did not belong to him, and collapsed the original owner's usual indifferent expression, and at the moment of passing by the other party, he said dryly: "Mother, I'm back." ”
Mrs. Kevin's face was stunned when she heard this, she didn't know why her daughter, who had been raised since childhood, didn't get close to her, but preferred to be with her husband's cousin.
is obviously a mother and daughter, and it should be a relationship between blood thicker than water, but there is a gap that is difficult to cross.
Every time they met, it was endless quarrels, which made her heart more and more fragmented because of her husband's abusive love.
It's such a rare thing to say hello in peace and quiet.
Su Su didn't know what her simple greeting had set off in the Duchess's heart.
"Miss, you're back."
Muna had just passed by the corridor at this time, and just happened to see Su Su's back, and said.
"Hmm!" Su Su turned around and looked at this elder who had shown kindness to herself since she first came to this world.
"It just so happens that your mother has also returned, so go and meet her!" Muna raised her hand and wiped the thin layer of sweat that appeared on Su Su's forehead, and said softly.
Su Su tilted her head to facilitate Muna's movements, and her voice was a little muffled.
"I just saw her at the door."
"Then you shouldn't be arguing!" Muna's heart tightened, it was really Hill who was too noisy recently, and often lost her temper with her wife, she wanted to reconcile the two, but unfortunately, she was powerless.
"Just said hello and I walked away." Su Su said honestly.
"Alas, you kid." Muna sighed under her breath.
After separating from Mna, Su Su returned to the room alone, but the wisp of soul that should have been stuck in Diane's body reached her.
However, Su Su did not know.
……
It's night, starry, and silent.
The bell rang at twelve o'clock...
Su Su stood in a room full of modernity, for some reason.
Separate drinking glasses, simple or even small furniture are displayed in the two-bedroom room, black curtains, silver gray walls, everything is full of oppressive and dull atmosphere.
Su Su flipped through all his memories, and he didn't remember that he had ever been to such a place.
Suddenly, she heard a click on the door, someone came in, and this information appeared in her mind, and reason made her choose to hide, but she herself felt that it was too unbelievable, and she inexplicably arrived in a strange place.
So she stood in the middle of the room without hiding or avoiding it, and then she saw a man enter the room.
That face, Su Su thought she would never forget.
With a handsome pale face and stubborn and deep eyes, everything is so familiar.
That's the person she made a promise, that's the person she touched, and the person she gave up with her own hands, Zhong Hong.
Different from the emotions surging in Su Su's heart, Zhong Hong's face was so calm that he seemed to be wearing a mask, which Su Su had never seen before.
The joy of the reunion came suddenly, instantly swallowing Su Su's reason, she didn't notice the other party's expression, she just wanted to rush over and hug the person in front of her.
Then she found that her body had passed through him, and she couldn't touch him.
The corners of Su Sugang's mouth froze on his face like this.
Zhong Hong was still using a wheelchair, still gloomy and alive, and he didn't meet Su Su at that time.
Su Su looked at him so strange and familiar, and a faint voice shouted in his heart, maybe this ending is the best for him, if you can't be together all the time, then don't touch it at the beginning.
That night's parting, the despair on his face was like a blunt knife, cutting Su Su's heart.
One of the more desperate is that you are told that you give your heart to a string of data when you are not free.
You don't even know if it exists, or if the so-called "person" you fall in love with is just a code created by a person.
Su Su didn't dare to think about it, but these things poured into her mind like crazy, making her depressed and suffocated.
Even when she opened her eyes, she saw darkness, endless darkness, but he was the culprit of the darkness, he had been locked in a small room, and he would not open the door unless he was extremely hungry.
And he would cut through his pale skin with a sharp knife every night when he had insomnia in the middle of the night, Su Su felt that her heart was numb with pain, and she understood that from that time on, she could no longer treat Zhong Hong as a simple statistic.
He is human, he cries, laughs, and loves someone.
Su Su tried to pull away the knife that hurt him, but failed countless times, and at such a powerless moment, Su Su felt the same despair as in the heart of the man at the beginning.
The despair that can't hold your hand, can't make you stay, hurts to the marrow.
Su Su also felt very strange, why a person like her who was emotionally dull and indifferent would have such strong feelings, maybe the other party infected her and drove her emotions, maybe the other party gave her what she had been longing for, maybe...
In this way, Su Su thought a lot about it, and this dream of not knowing whether it was punishment or favor finally came to an end.
Su Su woke up from her dream sweating profusely, looking outside like the starry sky that night, and the melancholy in the dream still wrapped around her.
I still can't let it go, I can't let it go, but I don't want to forget. It's painful and sad, but I don't want to forget it. Although he had forgotten everything, she still didn't want to.
This is her best memory, and she is nostalgic.