Chapter 251: Feelings always clash with reality
The sky is getting dark, dusk is goodbye, and the moon is empty.
After the excitement, the two chatted about the current matter for a while, Qin Ruobai remembered that this person had only arrived for a short time, and saw that there was a look of exhaustion between his eyebrows, so he was a little embarrassed: "Look at me who is confused, you should take a break and then go back, lest there will be no time to rest after you go back." ”
Hearing this, Baili Yu couldn't help but frown: "Qin Ruobai, do you have to be so polite when you talk to me?"
Qin Ruobai realized that her mood seemed to be a little weak, except for the closeness at the beginning, it didn't seem to be hot enough, but she didn't think it was strange.
"Maybe it's been a long time since I've seen you, so I don't know how to get along with you. ”
However, Qin Ruobai still clearly knows that he still likes Baili Yu, but he is not as persistent as before, this kind of feeling may not be warm enough, but it will always exist, and it will not disappear.
In the past, she was so persistent that she was a little masochistic, as if she was trapped in a cage, and she thought it was a little crazy for a long time, greedy for all the tenderness in her previous life, even the slightest gentleness was infinitely magnified by her, and then she sank into it desperately.
Like is never simple, people's cognition is changing, emotions will also change, not necessarily disappearing, but the cognition of feelings has also changed, from deliberately close to lingering, to as natural as falling flowers.
Baili Yu was prevaricated by Qin Ruobai's specious answer, he got up and paced to Qin Ruobai's side, reached out and picked up her chin, his bony fingers were slightly forced, and his clear face was close to her, and said, "Looking at my face, don't you want to kiss her twice." ”
That wisp of annoyance, as if she had done something intolerable.
Qin Ruobai's beautiful face spread a slightly sweet smile, and asked, "Baili Yu, what you said is not right, isn't this kind of thing taken by a man on his initiative?" After a pause, she reached out and climbed on his shoulder, and her legs were even more dishonest around his waist, and she laughed heartily, "But if you feel embarrassed, then I can take the initiative." ”
Baili Yu held her with one hand, and when she approached, he directly opened his mouth and took a bite lightly, but then he forgot to punish, and the soft touch made Baili Yu, who had not touched a woman for a long time, linger.
The clothes were lightly untied, the bed curtains were scattered, and the soft warm incense of the incense burner rose slowly, covering the fetters of the room.
After a peaceful night, he woke up again, Baili Yu was still asleep, Qin Ruobai sat on the bed in a daze, always feeling that something was wrong, saying that Baili Yu was not very tired, why could he still hold on for so long.
How many times did you come yesterday?
Qin Ruobai touched his face, lifted the bed curtain and got up and walked out.
Sure enough, the neat clothes were ready, neatly placed on one side, and even the bath in the compartment was also replaced with hot and melted soup, stepping into it barefoot, slowly sinking down, and couldn't help but squint and sigh.
There was a sound of slow footsteps behind him, Qin Ruobai didn't open his eyes, and asked directly: "I said that you didn't come back yesterday at all, you are so well prepared, the tiredness of yesterday shouldn't be a hint to me." ”
Hinting that she should have something to say in bed......
Baili Yu chuckled, approached her naked, and pulled her who was lying on the side softly into his arms: "Why don't you say that it is your person, practice makes perfect, and you are very considerate?"
Qin Ruobai leaned in front of him and rolled her eyes: "It's not!" Although this is Qinglou, her subordinates will not participate in the master's affairs at will, and their intelligence is never allowed to be used on their own people.
"Then what you say is what you are. Baili Yu lowered his head and sniffed the breath on her body, buried his head in her shoulder, and said something vague.
Qin Ruobai's eyes opened, he broke away from his embrace, quickly washed it, and then stepped on the stairs to change clothes in the place where the clothes were placed, and then turned back with a serious face and asked: "Hurry up and wash it, I'll bring you something later." ”
Leaving Baili Yu speechless for his slightly raised body......
He is really very naughty as a princess, and it is completely revenge for his many requests last night.
He's really not one to be greedy for this, really!
Qin Ruobai didn't believe it, so she left after flirting, her skirt swaying gracefully, and her steps were elegant and casual.
When the Baili Imperial Wash came out, Qin Ruobai had already cleaned up properly, and he looked cold and cold, eating the food sent by the little girls, with a pair of chopsticks holding a crystal clear small bun, one by one extremely bold.
When he came over, he found that the food on the table had been wiped out, and it was at this moment that he finally realized that Qin Ruobai seemed to have undergone some qualitative changes, super ...... I can eat it.
Soon, the empty plates on the table were replaced, and a few little girls with trays placed the same batch of breakfast with serious faces without squinting, Baili Yu suddenly had a strange feeling, it seemed that these little girls deliberately made such an expression, so that he couldn't help but look at it a few times.
The little girls seemed to notice his gaze, and immediately flew up and placed it, and then hurriedly took the tray, and walked out neatly, and when they came to the door, they couldn't see the figure.
"Do you have planted some strange impression in their minds, why are they so afraid of me? Baili Yu Peach Blossom's eyes were full of doubts, and he looked at Qin Ruobai for a moment, waiting for her to say why.
Qin Ruobai shook his head: "I don't participate in the teaching of them, this has to ask Fu Mingrui and them to know, did you do something when you were here?"
Baili Yu thought about it for a while, but it really reminded him of one thing.
"On the day I came back, because it was inconvenient to go directly to my own territory, I thought of coming to you, and at that time your people here recognized me as a guest, and one of them, a woman named Leliu, kept throwing hugs to me. ”
Qin Ruobai paused, and clenched his cup: "And then, you guys had a great night?"
Baili Yu chuckled: "You should know that people like us generally don't touch women in this kind of place." ”
Qin Ruobai's cup snapped and shattered, and she squinted: "In this way, when the official prostitute sent it, you should have been happy to enjoy it!"
Baili Yu was silent, only then did he realize something, and asked tentatively: "Do you want me to have any women?"
Although he had this idea, once he participated in the game and sat in that position, it was a delusion to favor one person alone, and marrying a wife was also a necessary way for Anguo, especially because he lacked a foundation and was difficult to gain a foothold.
"If I say I don't want to, then will you agree to my vexatious request?" Qin Ruobai casually shook off the powder on his hand, looked at his hand without the slightest wound, and his eyes darkened.
Some things have to be faced, if she enters the harem in the future, will she really be able to bear to share him with others? This is a question that needs to be examined, not only for her whole life, but also for her future children and her own family.
Can she really hold on to her heart and never change?
Baili Yu gave birth to the idea of escaping the problem for the first time, but this is not the right way to do it, things have to be faced sooner or later, since it has been raised, then it should not be avoided.
"I don't think I can say yes because I don't know if I'll be able to do what I say. ”
Even when he looked into her dark eyes, he wanted to agree.
Qin Ruobai's heart was up and down, and when she heard this, she finally sank slowly, her breathing suddenly became very heavy and heavy, and she was even out of breath, and she held her breath for a while, she raised her eyes to look at him with a little embarrassment: "Then if in the future, I don't look like me now, I hope you can remember today's old feelings and treat me more leniently." ”
Saying that, she didn't wait for Baili Yu to react, turned around and walked to the inner room, knocked somewhere, and there was an extra door on the ground in the entire room, which was swallowed up by darkness, and there was no light to be seen, but Qin Ruobai didn't light the light, and walked down, and a faint golden light immediately appeared in the dark golden eyes when it met the darkness.
Even if there were no lights, the layout below was clear to her.
There was nothing in it, only a shelf, and there was a lacquer carving box on it, Qin Ruobai stood in front of the box and paused for a while, before she smiled bitterly, and a sigh came out faintly, and the melancholy in her heart made her a little tired.
But then she still took off the box, turned around and walked out, Baili Yu stood at the door of the passage, watching her come step by step from the darkness, there was no emotion in her eyes, and when she handed the thing to him, she even showed a shallow smile without any expression.
The choice has been made, Qin Ruobai feels that she shouldn't have too much struggle, but there is still a lot of unwillingness in her heart, but when she saw him looking at the bright yellow and stunned, she suddenly didn't care, since some roads can be walked quickly, so why should she take a big detour?
And it's not just her who knows that she has this thing, but also Li Dequan, and Baili Yu will know this news from the other party sooner or later, so it is better for her to take the initiative to hand it in, so as not to make this matter a gap between the two, so wouldn't it be a waste for her to do so much, and it will become meaningless.
Since she clearly knows that if he sits in that position, he will inevitably be accompanied by many people, why does she continue to destroy the relationship between the two, any hysteria will only destroy the relationship to pieces, and you can take the opportunity to brush up on the good feelings, but you have been fooled by yourself, isn't it stupid.
"This is what I brought out from the palace that day, Li Dequan wrote, after all, my father was seriously ill and couldn't hold the pen at all, but the holy decree before was written by Li Dequan, it doesn't make sense to write it at this time, by the way, the other two are half a tiger talisman and a Xuanzi dragon pattern jade pendant. ”
After Qin Ruobai finished speaking, she suddenly didn't know what to say, it seemed that she had already finished speaking, but they were husband and wife, and there should be a lot of happy things to say at this time, but she just couldn't say anything, opened her mouth dryly, and then fell silent.