Fifteen - reconciliation does not need an opportunity
Why haven't you noticed it all the time?
What he cherishes is the time he spent at the Technology Development Bureau. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ Info And this genius boss who has always cared for him was the most important component of that time.
When you stay together, you feel happy, if you can't see each other, you feel lonely, and the time with each other is so warm and comfortable, even if you part, you will see each other's faces again and again in your dreams...... That's right, this is the so-called love heart.
It took 14 years and a detour.
So I like this guy...... In his heart, Ji Yuehua murmured softly.
"Hey."
β......β
"Hey, hear me?"
"Ah, I'm sorry...... Just got distracted. β
"I don't need you to say it, I know you're wandering...... Why?"
"I remembered a little bit of what was before. Time flies. I met Sister Yonglin in front of the door of the Technology Development Bureau, and then you were taken to a place that appeared to be a bow dojo for special training, as if it happened yesterday. β
At this time, Ji Yuehua had to congratulate herself on her thick skin.
Although it is easy to be shaken by the social barriers at home behind closed doors in the past few years in front of juniors who don't have deep friendships, he doesn't have this problem in front of acquaintances. As long as there is no too close contact, it will not be easy to show the horse's feet.
Despite this, it is an indisputable fact that he lost his mind in such a moment, and not blushing is a great blessing in misfortune.
Fortunately, because the hidden kung fu is well doneβββββ the main reason is that the insight of Yayi Yonglin in this regard is not as good as that of Yakumo Zi, and Ji Yuehua's mind has not been seen through. No, it is impossible to be seen through.
Originally, Bayi Yonglin came to talk with the negative goal of "trying to return to the old relationship", but now there is a good atmosphere that is beyond her budget. Taking advantage of the victory to chase and take advantage of Ji Yuehua's flaws in his mind to take him or something, this kind of optimistic idea has not even thought about it for a second. In addition, Ji Yuehua's intermittent chatting or being in a daze at work is not the first day, and Bayi Yonglin has seen it countless times in those days.
Because of this, Bayi Yonglin just glanced at Ji Yuehua, and while the memories poured out, she said in an indifferent tone like in the past, "To be honest, I was really shocked that day. I didn't expect that there would be idiots in the 13th Division of the Military Department who didn't know me. β
"There's no way, I wasn't even a substitute member of the 13th Division at that time, I was just a passerby A who happened to live in the Coastal Defense Headquarters, and was related to two of the members of the 13th Division. If you have any opinions, go to the old man in the east to complain. β
"Did you go on the day Old Man Zuo was buried?"
"If you look at it with a telescope from the top of the opposite mountain. I remember that you seem to be sitting next to Sister Ruoxi, right? Behind them were Division Commander Kong Ciren, and in front were Division Commander Lorett and Division Commander Okazaki. β
"You guy, didn't you come to say hello when you were there?"
"Aren't Sister Xue Nai and Senior Kong Ciren also there?...... Now, how could I have seen them? I was there at the scene, but I was the one who was saved. Even if I made ten times more merits, it would be impossible to offset this factββββ I caused Sister Yukino to lose her feet. β
Speaking of this, a hint of gloom flashed in Ji Yuehua's eyes.
Just as he had to deal with the people he had unilaterally cut off from contact with in the past few years, this sin still had to be borne head-on.
If there is anything he has learned in his dealings with those who respect him these days, it is that no matter whether it is good or bad, more or less, merit and fault cannot be compared.
To others he is a hero. That's because he had fought off the enemy army countless times, killed 10,000 alien creatures, and helped Yakumo Azusa drive the alien creatures out of the offshore sea, laying the foundation for the current peace of human society.
To that senior sister, he was a sinner. Although the other party himself thinks that he has "legitimacy", Ji Yuehua himself does not agree with this opinion.
Meaningful and meaningless, these are judged by the two perspectives of oneself and others. Those who are excessively self-oriented are self-centered, and those who are otherwise self-centered.
It's different from when you're at home behind closed doors and letting your karma burn your body.
Accept your sinful karma...... Just as you want to affirm your own merits. Since there is no intention of understanding on his own, while harboring guilt, he must also look forward, which is Ji Yuehua's conclusion now.
It is precisely because of this that he was able to take the initiative to bring up this past that was equivalent to a nightmare for himβββββ if he didn't even have the courage to talk about it, how could he face it?
Of course, these ideological changes only exist in Ji Yuehua's heart. From the perspective of Bayi Yonglin, although he felt that his attitude was a little different from what he imagined, as if he had figured out something, but, based on his partiality towards Ji Yuehua and at the same time worried about stepping on a landmine, Bayi Yonglin decided to skip this topic after thinking about it for a while.
"Anyway, what's next for you? Hang out here in women's clothes?"
"That...... Can you not mention the word "women's clothing"? It's camouflage. Who called me not like an adult male. If I had the muscles of Admiral Zhuge level, believe it or not that I would run around without a shirt from today?"
"I see, is this what I mean by going around in circles and telling me to quietly poison that retired drunkard? He had better pray that this day would not come. β
"Just kidding...... Have you ever seen me gain muscle from training?"
Because Bayi Yonglin's eyes were quite serious when she said this, it was impossible to judge whether she was joking or really had plans to put it into practice, Ji Yuehua had to snort, and while saying sorry to the implicated Hua Yidrunk in her heart, she denied what she just said.
In all fairness, after realizing that Bayi Yonglin liked him, and that he also liked Bayi Yonglin, this kind of words and deeds that the party unintentionally revealed his good feelings for him really made his heart beat.
The beautiful eyebrows and pale cherry lips seemed to him infinitely attractive at the moment. Although I know that this is 100% the illusion of a filter in my eyes...... Facing the already beautiful Bayi Yonglin, Ji Yuehua seemed to be a little allergic.
Anyway, the two of them are probably in love, so why don't you take the opportunity to confess here in one breath?...... Although he almost did it by instinct, at the last moment, Ji Yuehua quietly pinched the back of his hand at an angle that Bayi Yonglin couldn't see, and used violence to calm himself down.
Thanks to the gradual coming out of the shadows, now he no longer thinks about "whether he is qualified to stay by the other party's side", "is he really qualified to think about these things", and so on.
Nevertheless, the problems left over from history must be resolved first...... After making a similar confession to his second sister, he has not followed, and if he is stuck with others at this time, it is too rude for the previous woman to be confessed.
Whether it was a happy rejection or a miraculous coveted answer, the matter of Bayi Yonglin had to be put on hold. It's simply a matter of priority.
"Then again, Sister Yonglin, don't you still have a meeting? We've been here for a long time...... Is there no problem?"