When Lu Bancheng heard this, he completely understood: "So, that day, if you didn't save those two little boys, you would have bumped into her, wouldn't you?" ”

At this time, Gu Yusheng's reaction was several beats slower than usual, and after a while, he let out a very light "um".

As a friend, Lu Bancheng knew that he should comfort Gu Yusheng, but he didn't know what to say for a while, and he was quiet for a while before he said out loud: "You must regret it in your heart." ”

"It's not regret...... Gu Yusheng's words, intermittently: "...... It's just sad...... Actually, I could have gone ashore, but I couldn't watch the little boy die, and I knew very well that if I went to save him, I might not be able to get up to the situation at that time......"

"But, as you know, I can't die without help...... Actually, I thought I was going to die in that river, but I thought she was waiting for me, and I survived......"

"Half City, you know what? When I was in the army before, I was injured a lot, and I have never been as strong as this time. ”

Lu Bancheng knew that Gu Yusheng's words were not finished yet, and he also knew that Gu Yusheng's current mood was absolutely depressed to the extreme, and he told him this, not to ask him to reply to him something, but just to find an outlet for himself.

So he didn't speak, just sat quietly and listened to him.

"I want to survive...... Because she's waiting for me......" Gu Yusheng's voice became a little blurred, but Lu Bancheng still heard what he said later: "I can give my life for anyone in this country, but I will only desperately survive for her alone......"

"However, after I survived, she was gone......"

"I survived for her...... Gu Yusheng's voice trembled slightly: "...... Until now, I don't know, I don't know what the meaning of my life is, I feel very boring, you know? ”

If Lu Bancheng didn't speak just now because he was listening carefully to Gu Yusheng's speech, then now that he doesn't speak, he really doesn't know how to answer.

The room was dark, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, but he could feel the heavy pain emanating from his body.

Gu Yusheng didn't speak again.

The darkness in the room magnified the silence many times, and Lu Bancheng could hear him and his breathing.

I don't know how long, Gu Yusheng moved his body lightly again, and his voice was a little hoarse: "I haven't felt the feeling of a heartbeat for many years." ”

gave up his dream, his parents died, and at that time, he suddenly changed from full of enthusiasm to a heart like water.

He thought that his life would be the same thing, and he had to get by.

It wasn't until she showed up that his blood was alive again, and his beating heart had strength.

He was like a stagnant heart, beginning to resurrect, rippling round and round, until the day he saved people from falling into the water, hearing what she said, he clearly realized that quietly, he had a new dream.

And that dream is her.

But his new dream was far more tragic than the one he had given up.

The dream of mountains and rivers, he has at least pursued and enjoyed, but what about her? It's over before it even starts"".