Gu Yuze suddenly woke up from a dream, like a drowning man coming ashore, and took a deep breath happily. Feng's mother, who was preparing dinner, wiped her hands on her apron, and was about to open the door, when he stepped forward first, "I'll come, you go and get busy." ”

Feng's mother nodded slightly apologetically, although she had no obligation to monitor the whereabouts and safety of her employer, but Miss Shu still blamed herself for losing a big living person under her nose.

couldn't wait to open the door, and seeing that the person he was worried about was safe and sound, Gu Yuze breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time, he subconsciously stretched out his arm and wanted to hug her to calm his anxious emotions. And because Li Shishi was still there, he coughed awkwardly, let them in, and poured a cup of hot water for the two to warm up.

"Engong, you guessed correctly, Shirley is indeed with Xiao Yi."

Gu Yuze hummed lightly, glanced at Shu Li, her expressionless face made him incomprehensible, frowning and feeling stuffy in her chest, flustered, she must have known what she had hidden.

I don't expect Shu Li to understand and forgive his selfish behavior, I just ask her to give him a chance to make up for and keep him. The worst plan is to break up from now on. But he didn't dare to think of such thoughts.

"What's that...... Engong, since there is nothing else to do, I will ......" Li Shishi felt that the situation was not good, and was ready to get up and flash.

"You and I have known each other, and we can be regarded as friends, so let's call it by name in the future, it sounds very awkward, and I can't afford to be called it."

"Why can't you afford it, you saved my father's life, and you are the benefactor of our family. Although I am an American, after all, I am still Chinese, and since I was a child, I have understood that the grace of dripping water should be reciprocated, besides, I also respect the arrogance and righteousness of the children of ancient rivers and lakes, and treat Engong and lose my life. ”

Gu Yuze has a headache, she inherited the spirit of her country's traditional culture and deserves to be appreciated, but it is ...... The way was too radical, rubbed his temples, and said slowly, "I just happened to meet your old man, and I saved him out of the medical virtue of saving lives, it's as simple as that...... Moreover, you have helped me many times, and you have already paid it back. We flattened out. ”

"That's not going to work!" Li Shishi stubbornly vetoed.

"Grace is greater than heaven, there are women in ancient times who promise each other, do you have to follow suit......" Gu Yuze changed his path and guided.

"This won't work! What I like is Xie ......" Li Shishi suddenly remembered something, patted her thigh and said, "I almost forgot, it was Xie Xu who took Shirley away today." He seems to have a good relationship with Xiao Yi. ”

"Xie Xu, is that the senior brother who made you chase all the way to China? He was a man...... Isn't it very arrogant? Gu Yuze wrinkled his eyebrows, a little puzzled.

"Yes, I'm also very strange about this, Xie Xu is not short of money and doesn't like to be sent by others, how can he have dealings with the people of the Xiao family." Li Shishi was also secretly depressed in her heart, her senior brother couldn't believe her, and she still felt that she didn't deserve to know.

"Okay, I'll ask you about this in person later, I'll ...... that En Gong first."

Gu Yuze helplessly held his forehead and waved his hand, "Hurry up!" ”

"Okay, it's okay to call the boss in the future." Li Shishi took a step back.

"Whatever you want."

After Li Shishi left, the small living room seemed extremely empty and deserted, and Shu Li took a small sip of hot water to herself, without the slightest desire to talk. Gu Yuze was sitting on pins and needles on the side, thinking about how to ask, although Feng's mother, who was busy in the kitchen, didn't know what was going on, but when she saw that the atmosphere was stiff, she came out with a plate of fruit salad.

"Mr. Gu drove back in a hurry, he hasn't eaten yet, let's eat some fruit mats first, and the meal will be good in a while." Feng's mother was full of kindness, like taking care of her own children, and looked at Shu Li warmly, "Miss Shu, you are not very suitable for the climate here, Mr. said that you are cold and your hands and feet are cold, or ...... Mr. gave you a good medicinal wine, drink a little to warm up? ”

"Well, thank you, Mama Feng." Shu Li put down the teacup he was holding and smiled politely.

Gu Yuze's brows stretched slightly, and he took the warm baby who had been flushed in advance and stuffed it into her arms. After drinking two glasses of wine concocted with traditional Chinese medicine, Shu Li's face was slightly drunk, with a peach-colored crimson, and her blue eyes seemed to overflow the sea.

Gu Yuze was stunned, and unconsciously moved his body closer to her. Shu Li also deliberately distanced himself and maintained a constant spacing.

"Ah Li, I'm sorry ......"

"Hmm."

Shu Li hummed lightly, and pulled the fluffy chinchilla ear in her arms a little absentmindedly, this is the hand warmer baby that Gu Yuze bought for her.

He ...... I've told you all......"

"Huh?" Shu Li was slightly stunned for a moment, then reacted and sighed lightly, "He didn't say anything...... I already knew all this. ”

"You! You know!? ”

Shu Liyun nodded lightly, and said smoothly to the artificial plush doll, "...... I've known it for a long time, and I've probably understood it since you consulted with the surgeon. ”

"Then you still ...... Also, indulge me in doing that......"

"At first, I did feel a little resentful and unwilling, thinking that you were too selfish. However, love is inherently selfish, just like I know that you don't love me, but I want to be confused with you, and you are also very distressed. ”

"I ...... It's not ......" Gu Yuze opened his mouth, and stopped talking.

"Whether it's as a stand-in or a shadow, I want to accompany you. I said to myself, anyway, I can't see my own appearance anymore, just be such a scoundrel again, stick to you with a dead face, but...... I'll be ...... before you're completely tired of it Disappear ......"

"Nope! I'm not allowed! Ah Li ...... "Gu Yuze roared like a panicked lion, a dull pain in his heart made him lose his mind, his red-eyed hands put on Shu Li's shoulders, looked at her fixedly for a few seconds, and took the person into his arms and hugged him tightly. The thought that she might do something stupid and lose her made my heart hurt so much.

"Ah Li, Ah Li~ Don't think about it, I don't hate you... Don't do anything stupid...... "I must not lose you." Gu Yuze's idea is so strong, it is not the guilt and responsibility of the past, but a kind of intimacy and attachment.

"Hazawa...... I think you misunderstood, what I said about disappearing is just disappearing from your world, and I will leave......" Shu Li pushed him away a little and considered his words.

"That's not going to work either! …… I won't allow it, Ah Li, I promised that I would take care of you for the rest of my life. Gu Yuze panicked, staring at her uneasily.

"For a lifetime?" Shu Li repeated.

When the two once nestled on the sofa to watch "Farewell My Concubine", Cheng Dieyi said, "A good life, a year, a month, a day and an hour, is not a lifetime." ”

Gu Yuze's panic and exclusivity are like Cheng Dieyi's restlessness and anxiety in the middle of the movie, just ......

"You and I, in what capacity, live a lifetime?"

Gu Yuze fell into a brief silence......