(66) Depression is not a solution

66, depressed is not a real man

The business collapsed, Zhao Pang has been sluggish since then, lying at home every day to play games or sleep a lot, and it is understandable to be depressed for a week or two, but now it has been a month, let me still look like this lazy, decadent and low.

Zhang Yuling wanted to save more money before the child was born, so she worked harder than before, going out early and returning late every day, withstanding the violent reaction of pregnancy, and still working diligently at her post.

On this day, Zhang Yuling came out of the yoga hall, sullen, the owner of the club said that he wanted to reduce expenses, before Zhang Yuling stayed up late to do the event planning case, the boss didn't even look at it, and directly refused, Zhang Yuling was hit hard, didn't ask why, and the other party didn't want to say more, so she had to leave first.

She took out the key and unlocked it, started the car, and thought nonsense as she drove: "The attitude of the owner of this club, I don't know why it suddenly changed, I promised to do it well, saying that I wanted to do publicity, why did I suddenly cancel the event?" However, maybe the boss has his own difficulties. "Work is like that, there will always be failures. She comforted herself.

Suddenly, the body shook, she felt that something was wrong, and quickly pulled over, and walked down to find that the left rear car tire was flat. She looked around blankly, there was no car repair shop, what could she do?

She subconsciously called Zhao Pang, usually Zhao Pang drives a lot, he must know what to do.

But Zhao Pang made two calls in a row, one didn't answer, and the other hung up. After calling again, Zhao Pang finally answered, but Zhang Yuling only heard Zhao Pang's passionate and engaged voice on the phone: "Damn!" See if I don't shave you! In the background is intense game music. Zhang Yuling shouted loudly in the noise: "Zhao Fat, the tire has burst!" She was afraid that Zhao Pang would not be able to hear it. But people are like this, once the heart can't hear, no matter how loud the voice is, it's still useless.

Before Zhang Yuling's words fell, a deep and heavy robot male voice sounded: "Game over!" ”

Zhang Yuling shouted loudly: "Zhao Fat, the car is broken!" ”

Zhao Pang said impatiently: "You won't find someone to repair it yourself!" If you don't fight late, you won't arrive sooner! Call at this time, you want to kill me! You're satisfied that I lost, right?! With that, he hung up the phone angrily.

Zhang Yuling listened to the busy tone on the phone, and really wanted to settle accounts with Zhao Pang, but now is not the time to settle accounts, the sky is already dark, the street lights on the side of the road are lit up in turn, and she is hungry and croaking, she is still on the road, guarding a car that can't drive, and she is at a loss.

Hey, isn't there navigation too? Repair phone on the map! After three years of being pregnant, how did she forget this powerful mobile phone! So she hurriedly took out her mobile phone, clicked on the map, searched the car repair shop, and many phone addresses popped up, she was ecstatic, but at this time, the mobile phone was out of battery! Also, it's strange that there is electricity after using it for a day. Zhang Yuling looked at the black mobile phone screen and felt that it was a pile of scrap metal. Hey, people are unlucky, they even stuff their teeth with water!

She rummaged through her bag, imagining a miracle and finding a power bank. In fact, she didn't have the habit of carrying a power bank with her at all. Oh, and by the way, there's also a data cable interface in the car! However, she didn't have a data cable......

Cars with colorful neon lights and street lights reflected in the glass windows sped by, leaving only a distant back and a distant whistle. When it got dark, everyone hurried home, but she stood on the side of the road like a fool. A skinny, dirty stray cat meowed, meowed, meowed, meowed, and after looking around, it got into the grass in fear, wagged its tail and disappeared.

She didn't dare to start the car, it was dangerous to drive with a flat tire, and it would break the inner tube and cause more damage. Zhao Pang couldn't be relied on, so he could only figure out his own way. She wants to find a small shop to charge, as long as she has a mobile phone, everything is easy to do.

As soon as she looked up, she happened to see her colleague Li Quan passing by on a motorcycle, and she hurriedly shouted: "Brother Quan! Brother Quan! ”

Li Quan's ears were sharp, and when he heard her shout, he stopped. Zhang Yuling felt a burst of ecstasy in her heart, as if she saw a savior, as soon as she told the reason, Li Quan took her to the car repair shop. It wasn't until the mechanic replaced the new tires that Li Quan waved at her: "Go home early!" ”

Zhang Yuling was grateful: "Thank you so much!" Otherwise, I'll have to live on the streets, and I'll treat you to dinner another day! ”

After several twists and turns, Zhang Yuling returned home, it was half past eight, and the house was empty. My parents-in-law probably went to square dance and haven't come back yet. My sister has also gone back to her house these days.

Her mood was extremely depressed - in this family, no one cares about my life or death? Does no one care that I haven't come back so late? Today, the business was not good, the car broke down, hundreds of oceans were lost, and the key was that the stomach was still hungry. When she thinks of the baby, she feels that it is important to eat, after all, the fetus still needs nutrition.

Zhang Yuling came to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and looked for something to eat, but fortunately there was still half a plate of green pepper and shredded potatoes left, so she made do with it.

My stomach was full, and my mood calmed down a little. She walked upstairs and pushed the door open, only to see Zhao Pang wearing a headset, staring intently at the computer screen, and chatting with the people in the group in the voice.

Seeing this, she was furious, and her stomach was angry, like a balloon about to explode, and she slammed the door shut.

At this time, Zhao Pang came back to his senses when he heard the sound, and glanced at Zhang Yuling lightly: "Are you back?" But he didn't care at all, didn't wait for Zhang Yuling to answer, and then turned his head and fought with his partners in the game.

Zhang Yuling was disgusted with Zhao Pang for the first time, she threw her mobile phone on the bed, she couldn't bear it, so she asked him: "Zhao Pang, don't you care why your wife came back so late tonight?" ”

"Huh?" Zhao Pang was busy playing games, and he didn't hear what Zhang Yuling said, and he didn't know what time it was.

Zhang Yuling walked to the table, reached out and pressed the power button of the laptop.

Zhao Pang hurriedly stretched out his hand, but he still didn't protect it, and shouted anxiously: "What are you doing!" I'm about to win! ”

The computer screen flashed, darkened, went black, and shut down.

Zhang Yuling looked at Zhao Fat, who had fallen for more than a month, his hair had grown, his face was puffy, and he didn't look like a human or a ghost, and her heart was cold as if she had fallen into an ice cellar, and the cold air rose from the bottom of her heart, and her eyes were cold: "Games, games, I know how to play games all day long!" Why don't you live with your game, what kind of wife do you marry, what kind of children do you have?! ”

"Hehe, the game can be pleasant, and the wife is used for pleasure." Zhao Pang saw that Zhang Yuling was angry, so he had to fight haha.

Zhang Yuling looked at Zhao Pang with her hands on her chest: "Zhao Pang, you are a big man, you stay at home all day and play games, don't you think you are buried?" ”

Zhao Pang played helplessly: "Don't bury it, do you think it's easy to play games?" It's a brain-wrenching affair, too! ”

"If you choose the game, that's fine, you can ignore me, whether I'm alive or dead, but a person like you is not worthy of being a father at all!" Zhang Yuling stared at Zhao Pang with cold eyes, like two sharp swords. A game can make Zhao Fat, who used to shout at her, seem to have changed as if she were a different person, and now Zhao Pang is completely out of real life.

When Zhao Pang heard this, he was also angry: "This is too serious, I am not worthy of being his father, who would dare to do it?!" Lao Tzu's seeds! ”

Zhang Yuling snorted a sneer from her nose: "Hmph, Zhao Fat, you have been depressed for a week or two, I can understand, I also want you to rest and rest, but now it's been more than a month, it's time to turn the page and live!" Don't you know I'm pregnant? I'll call you, all you know is to play games! Other girls become living treasures as soon as they become pregnant, concentrating on raising babies at home, but what about me? In addition to cleaning up the mess for you, you also have to go to work to earn money! My car tire burst, my phone is out of battery, I can't walk on the road, where did you die? I didn't eat at eight o'clock, where did your father die? I'm telling you, if you don't want to be this father, I can let my son have my surname in minutes, what's the difference between you and you?! Zhang Yuling poured out her stomach with a stomach full of grievances.

"Huh? That...... Have you eaten it? Zhao Pang knew that he was at a loss, showed a reluctant smile, and hurriedly asked.

"Eat, hum, when you think about it, I'm afraid I'll starve to death!" Zhang Yuling didn't bother to talk to him, so she felt extremely tired, and turned around and leaned on the head of the bed.

"Just eat it." Zhao Pang said curtly.

"What kind of man can he be in words, a real man is not afraid of failure, and he will not be discouraged because of a failure." Zhang Yuling hugged the pillow and said meaningfully.

"Hmm...... That...... So what do you think I should do? Zhao Pang turned to look at Zhang Yuling.

"Starting from scratch, weren't you running sales before? Let's go to sales and talk about it for a while. Zhang Yuling thought about it and said.

"But the salary is too low, more than 5,000 yuan, and when I see a customer, I have to pretend to be a grandson, accompany wine, smoke and laugh, wife, I can't do it." Zhao Pang said seriously.

"No matter what your salary is, you have to at least take this step, you haven't been out for more than a month, and if you don't move, do you want to be isolated from the world? I can't last long, I can't go to work if I give birth, if you don't go out to earn money, what will you do to raise your child? Zhang Yuling said.

Zhao Pang was embarrassed and said, "Then, then I'll try it." ”

Zhang Yuling felt that Zhao Pang knew how to turn.

Early in the morning of the second day, Zhang Yuling took out the suit at the bottom of the box and ironed it, and took out the leather shoes that Zhao Pang had not worn for a long time and oiled them. She breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, Zhao Pang could take this step, and the future days would slowly go well.

But who knows, within three days, Zhao Pang couldn't go, and went back to his old business and played games: "A little supervisor, younger than me, can't be nervous all day long, and he calls me around!" I really don't look down on the salary of several thousand yuan, and I can be regarded as a former boss, so I can't get used to his shouting and drinking, so I fired him. ”

Zhang Yuling hates that iron does not become steel: "Zhao Fat, can you put your mentality right, if you are an employee, you have to obey others, you have been the boss, but that was once!" Why can't you just put down your body and work honestly? ”

Zhao Pang didn't even look at Zhang Yuling: "If you want to go, I won't go!" A dick, pretending to be an uncle's dick every day, I still don't believe it, except for him, there is no place for me in the whole world. There is no place to stay here, there is a place to stay! ”