Chapter 252: The Outer Room (2)
"This is where the man lives." Ning Juan said.
Princess Ruyi didn't look at the note, and said, "I've raised the outer room for so many years, I don't know what kind of powerful character it will be, I've lived most of my life, and it's the first time I want to see someone so much." If you're free, let's go and see it together. ”
"I'm afraid the princess won't be able to control her emotions." Ning Juan calmly took a sip of hot tea.
Princess Ruyi and Ning Yue, no matter how bad the relationship is, they are also husband and wife for more than ten years.
Among the husbands and wives in the world, who is willing to be a wife, her husband had another woman before marrying her, and she has been raising her for more than ten years under her nose.
Ruyi Gong mainly didn't care, and he wouldn't be so angry just now.
"The princess will hold off for a few days, and when she is no longer angry, let's go and see it, they have lived in the capital for more than ten years, and they will not leave for a while. The people I sent to inquire were very careful, and the family didn't notice it...... The note is left here. Ning Juan said.
"Has Ah Wan ever loved someone?" Princess Ruyi asked suddenly.
Love has not loved anyone?
Ning Wan lowered her eyes.
She didn't know.
In her previous life, she didn't know anything about the love of her children, even when she got married or died, she didn't know what the love in the world was.
In this life, she is too far away from Li Yan, and there are too few opportunities to get along, except for the joy of seeing Li Yanshi, she doesn't seem to feel anything.
What kind of love is feeling, whether it is sweet or sour, bitter or spicy, she does not know.
"To love someone is, put away the arrogance, put away the stubbornness, put away the edge, put away all the things in your body, in your heart, and everything he thinks is not good, put away them one by one, bury them in the dust, and prepare to never open them." Princess Ruyi held the tea cup and smiled gently, and the tenderness in her eyes was about to overflow.
"Desperate, willingly, little by little to become what he likes. The character he likes, the habits he likes, and the bits and pieces he likes have all become what he likes. ”
She said, "I can't wait for all the good to be used on him, and I can't wait to hold all the good things in the world in front of him." ”
Ning Juan listened carefully, but also listened confusedly, and in a daze, he felt that it was instantaneous.
Is it so troublesome to love someone?
Is it so humble to love someone?
Is it so hard to love someone?
Ning Juan also understood, Princess Ruyi was saying that she loved Ning Yue.
is saying that she has done so much for Ning Yue, and would rather lose her arrogance, stubbornness, and edge, and become what Ning Yue likes.
Since Princess Ruyi is working so hard, shouldn't she force Princess Ruyi to be with her and force Ning Yue to go to a dead end.
Don't say that you have loved someone deeply, even if you just like someone, you can't do it.
Just like she did to Li Yan, if Li Yan married her and raised the outer room, she could attack the outer room, but there was no way to force Li Yan to have no way out.
"I see." She said, "I understand what the princess means, and I understand the princess's situation, so I will do it myself." But understanding is understanding, princess here, you can't leak half a point. ”
"You're wrong." Princess Ruyi got up, shook her head and smiled, "I want to say that sometimes, love is really nothing. It's been a long time, the distance is far, the relationship has faded, and that's it. Ning Yue, Ning Taichen, who still loves him? I only love myself, I only love my children, I only love the person I feel can love, he is what it matters to me whether he lives or dies. ”
"Isn't it love?" Ning Wan was puzzled, "Don't you love again?" ”
"What an ignorant child, who doesn't understand anything." Princess Ruyi sneered, she touched Ning Juan's head, and said, "Love and not love, it's just a word difference, it's easy to say, it's difficult to say, when you grow up and experience it again, you will naturally understand." However, I would rather you be simpler, don't go so bumpy, love hurts others and hurts yourself. ”
"I won't." Ning Juan swore an oath.
Is it bumpy? This one won't.
She recognized Li Yan, as long as Li Yan.
Li Yan married her in the previous life, and he will marry her in this life.
She and Li Yan are fateful, they will be fine, and when she is married, Li Yan will marry her, just like that, it is enough to simply grow old.
Before them, go with the flow and come naturally, where there will be any ups and downs.
Princess Ruyi said, she doesn't understand the rest, but she can guarantee this.
It's not bumpy, it's not going to be bumpy.
Ning Juan's eyes were shining, as if many stars had been poured into it.
Princess Ruyi saw a trace of sweetness, a trace of joy, a trace of expectation, and a trace of certainty from it.
made her feel like she had seen her former self.
But what does such a look mean, it means that it is tempting.
The one who is tempted first is often tormented.
If you swear that you won't, before the words come out, you are already wrong.
"Ahh Princess Ruyi's eyes were soft with a bit of sympathy, "Feelings are very unfair, whoever is tempted first will lose, if you don't want to tear your heart in the future, you must learn to restrain your feelings, and kill them before they erupt." ”
Ning Wan smiled noncommittally.
She doesn't know love, she doesn't understand feelings, and she doesn't know how to restrain and strangle.
Go with the flow and move with her heart, what she wants, that's all.
The bystanders are clear, the authorities are confused, and it is unclear.
Princess Ruyi no longer dwelled on this issue, she said, "Let's go, let's go and see together." ”
The two of them changed their clothes, took the fence, and went out through the back door.
The place where Ning Yue's outer room was located was only separated from Ning Guogong's Mansion by a few alleys.
It's not far away, but it has never been revealed for more than ten years, that is, Ning Yue calculated that someone with the identity of Princess Ruyi would not go to that alley.
The people living in that alley were ordinary people, the houses were low, and there was no half of luxury.
"Don't talk later, princess." Seeing that there was no one around, Ning Juan whispered.
Princess Ruyi nodded eloquently, and only asked, "Will he come over, if he does, our calculation will not be so good." ”
"Don't worry, it won't." Ning Juan laughed in a low voice, "The fire burns his eyebrows, he is too busy to take care of himself, he won't think of this." ”
Ning Juan took Princess Ruyi and walked around the alley, as if she was lost.
Finally, on the fourth passing of a house, the door of the house opened, and a woman with clear eyebrows came out.
At the age of thirty-five or sixteen, he dressed modestly and used simple jewelry, no different from the women he met along the way.
It's just that the delicate face and the delicate hands know that the rouge gouache used is good at a glance.
"This sister ......" Ning Juan took Princess Ruyi forward and shouted crisply in a Los Angeles accent.
When the woman heard Ning Juan call her sister, she couldn't help but smile.