Chapter 66: Xiang Xiaoyu died
Chen Qiuyan was lying on the ground, and it should have been the rat who rescued her.
The wounds that had been pierced by those spears could still be seen on her now.
The bloody wounds seemed to have been washed away by the sea, and the skin looked frighteningly pale, or rather I was a little close to gray.
It was a lifeless look.
Chen Qiuyan died.
This was affirmed the moment I saw her.
Not only is there no breath and no blood on her face, but there is not even a trace of qi on her......
She seemed to have died more thoroughly than any dead person, and there was no 'yin' qi in her body, no corpse qi, and no common kind of dead qi.......
"Calm down." Fang Shiliang walked up to me and grabbed my arm: "People can't be resurrected after death, it's better for you to mourn and change." ”
I nodded and said, it's okay, I'm calm.
As I spoke, I lowered my head and did not continue to look at Chen Qiuyan's body, but half-squatted on the ground, motionless and stiff.
I don't know how to describe my emotions at this time, is it sadness or anger? I can't tell the difference.
I can still feel the pain in the water from the holes that were poked by those injustices, but I don't know why, the pain is not even one percent compared to now.
When I learned that the old man had lost his 'legs', I also had a similar feeling, very similar.
But it's definitely different.
Because the old man is still alive, everything is still turning around, and Chen Qiuyan is dead.
It's really dead.
"Boom."
At this moment, it is quiet in the 'cave' and 'cave'.
Fang Shiliang and the rat didn't make a sound, and stood quietly in the corner, looking at me with a worried face.
I didn't make any sound, it was so quiet that I didn't even cry, I just squatted on the ground in a daze.
The only sound I can hear is my own heartbeat.
It may be that this kind of sound with fixed rhythm and melody has an indescribable hypnotic effect, and after listening to it for a while, I suddenly felt a little sleepy, and the strength in my body was rapidly disappearing.......
I didn't resist this change in my 'physical' body, but I felt an indescribable relief, and with a bang, I fell to the ground.
The right side of his face is close to the ground, and all that can be smelled in his nose is the 'dark' and 'damp' smell of the floor tiles.
"Old Shen..... Are you okay....... Don't scare me......"
Seeing me lying on the ground silently, Fang Shiliang and the rat were also a little nervous, and hurriedly surrounded me.
The rat also leaned his little head over and rubbed me gently, squeaking in his mouth, and his voice was very low, and he felt like he was whimpering.
Actually, I wanted to tell them that I was fine, I was just a little tired and wanted to sleep for a while.
But I don't know why, but when the words come to my mouth, I can't say them.
Not only talking, but also heartbeat and breathing seem to be slowing down.
The eyes are half-open, and I can't close or open them.
It was a strange feeling, like death.
There is nothing in my heart, and I can't hold anything.
I don't want to do anything, I can't do anything.
"Old Shen!! Don't do that!! Fang Shiliang saw that I had no voice, and he was about to drag me up, and persuaded me: "If you really can't do it, you can cry!" Don't hold back!! It's something that can suffocate people!! ”
After being dragged up by him, my head was still hanging down, my hands were on my knees, and I didn't want to say a word, to be precise, I didn't know what to say.
"Squeak." The rat screamed twice, got into my arms, hugged me tightly with two little paws, and tears the size of soybeans fell down one by one.
In its eyes, Chen Qiuyan is the closest person to it besides me.
Everything follows it, pampering it at any time, whether it is good to eat or drink, or to have fun, it will be the first thing that comes to mind.
To the rats, Chen Qiuyan is more like a family member.
The old man once told me that the 'sex' of the rat's heart is similar to that of a child of seven or eight years old, so in some things, its ability to bear it is not as good as ours.
Now that Chen Qiuyan is gone, it can't control its emotions.
The squirrel hugged me tightly, whimpering, tears never stopping, and his body trembled uncontrollably.
"Actually, I don't have that deep feelings for her."
Hearing this, Fang Shiliang and the rat were stunned for a moment, and looked at me together, as if they didn't understand why I said that.
"At the beginning, we were just friends, and the relationship was not particularly good, because of the people of her official family, it is undeniable that I have a bit of a prejudice against her......." I said to myself, my eyes kept on the ground, maybe I didn't have the strength to speak, so my voice was very low: "Later, the relationship was much better...... Because she's not just a girl...... Especially strong...... Anything you want to help us with...... Even when we were out to pick up work, she followed....... I haven't dropped the chain......"
"Although she works with us because she wants to do scientific research...... But she really helped us a lot........ She also took care of us at home....... Cooking...... Laundry quilt ....... She can do all kinds of work........"
"Not only me, but also Qibao and Chang Longxiang, they all think she is a good girl, and they all regard her as a sister......."
"You should understand, right? There is a girl a few years older who takes care of you, and you will really unconsciously treat her as a sister, or a ....... like a sister."
As I spoke, I suddenly noticed that my heart was beating faster, very suddenly.
And the blood in my body seems to have changed, it is getting hot uncontrollably, as if it is on fire, and I only feel that the whole 'flesh' body is burning.......
"I didn't know that things would turn out like this, a few hours ago, I only looked at her as a sister, but now I don't know, especially when she dies, I don't know what to look at her......." When I said this, I suddenly laughed, I felt that the roots of my teeth were itching, and I especially wanted to find something to bite it, I raised my head and looked at Fang Shiliang, and said: "I don't know if I like her or not, but I know that I don't want her to die, let alone let her die because of me......."
At this time, Fang Shiliang seemed to see something in my eyes, and suddenly took two steps back, staring at me vigilantly.
"Calm down."
"Actually....... Actually, my heart is not so strong....... But I don't know why I couldn't cry this time....... I just feel uncomfortable....... It's as if I'm dead too....... 'flesh' body Gu is saving me........"
I smiled and looked down, only to see that the flesh and blood on the back of my hand were tensed, or contracted, and the back of my hand did not look like a living person, but rather a pair of 'chicken' paws.
At the same time, this phenomenon of flesh and blood contraction starts from the back of the hand and spreads upwards until the shoulder.
"What are you going to do??" Fang Shiliang's eyes widened, and his expression was very nervous: "You won't fall into the evil spirit, right?" The yang energy in your body has weakened...... How do I feel like you're going to die? ”
"I'm underestimating the 'flesh' body Gu, really." As I said to myself, my hands suddenly trembled, and my heart beat faster and faster, until at last it was a thumping sound, which is not the rhythm of a living person.
Without waiting for Fang Shi to ask, I clenched my fist sharply and said in a low voice: "These Gu Qi have brains, they are alive, they know what I want to do, they just said it, they want to help me." ”
"What do you say?? Gu Qi talked to you?? Fang Shiliang was stunned.
"The 'flesh' body Gu slows down, it can save my life and repair my 'flesh' body, but if it speeds up its pace and keeps repairing my 'flesh' body, it will be more than the side effects of the ascending yang body........" I whispered: "The 'flesh' body will not collapse, because there is no such corpse qi as an introduction, on the contrary, I can use the 'flesh' body Gu as my own help......."
At this time, I was already a little incoherent, and I believed that Fang Shiliang could also see it, so he didn't say anything more, squatted next to me and helped me light a cigarette and put it in my mouth.
"The rat is not lightly injured, and it will follow you in a while." I said, picked up the coffin nail on the ground, compared it with my finger a little, determined the length to be reserved for each section, and then asked Fang Shiliang: "Do you have a way to 'get' this nail?" ”
Fang Shiliang shook his head: "I don't have any energy in my hands, I must keep 'getting' it." ”
"Squeak!!" The rat barked, as if trying to help me.
"Don't just 'make' it, according to what I said, start from here, a little bit of cutting, 'make' into eight, and there is a coffin nail, this 'make' into nine cuts......"
"Seventeen cuts?" Fang Shiliang looked at me very puzzled: "What are you doing with these broken coffin nails?" ”
I took a cigarette in my mouth, got up slowly, walked to Chen Qiuyan's corpse, and said without looking back.
Pull out the seedlings to help grow.