Chapter 20: The Cut of Love, The Pain of the Heart

In the amusement park, Su Xiaoqi is like a wild horse that has escaped, playing crazy. Other people's birthdays are all in the cinema, but Gu Yuze has a feeling of "older children".

"Brother, let's go on a roller coaster, come on." Su Xiaoqi greeted him.

"It's coming~" Gu Yuze responded, paid for two cones, and walked over.

After Gu Yuze left, the little girl who received the money poked the boy next to her, "It's the same brother, look at the family, tall and handsome." ”

"Yes, it's the same sister, look at people, small and cute" The boy who was making a drink glanced up and looked back.

“â€Ļâ€Ļ Is it your own brother? ”

“â€Ļâ€Ļ Probably. â•¯īšâ•°â€

In fact, Gu Yuze has become a typical "handsome for no more than three seconds", gentle and elegant before the roller coaster, and the back of the roller coaster is like paper. It's not that the psychological tolerance is poor, but the physical function is unbalanced, just like people can't restrain motion sickness.

And the roller coaster was just the beginning of his nightmare, and after that, Su Xiaoqi took a big pendulum, a pirate ship, a jumping machine, and a brave rapid...... I don't even want to let go of the haunted house.

"Brother~" Su Xiaoqi coquettishly, "Go in and take a look, I haven't been in a haunted house for many years, it's okay." ”

"No way!" Gu Yuze refused, the reason was the fright Su Xiaoqi had when he was a child.

"I don't have you. If you cover me, I won't be afraid to follow you. Su Xiaoqi tugged at his sleeve.

It may be that Su Xiaoqi's words touched a certain place in Gu Yuze's heart, and he finally agreed, on the condition that he came out immediately if he felt that he couldn't do it, and he was not allowed to go in the future.

Su Xiaoqi pouted angrily, but in the end he achieved his goal.

When I first entered, I didn't feel anything, the deeper I walked, the darker and darker I walked, exploring the road like a blind man, and I had to guard against the female ghost in white who jumped out from time to time, the bloody prop head hanging upside down in front of me, and the white bones that suddenly protruded from my feet.

"Ahh Su Xiaoqi exclaimed and grabbed Gu Yuze.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's all fake." Gu Yuze comforted her.

The hell of the "Daoshan Oil Pot" that Su Xiaoqi saw, when the bull head and horse face escorted the evil ghost and put it under the big knife, the sharp and cold guillotine cut off the head of the cloak, and rolled all the way to his feet. Instead of screaming and instinctively jumping away, she kicked the "head" away with horror and disgust. ”

The staff who pretended to be ghosts were stunned, and it was not once or twice that they were beaten up because they were scary.

Everyone thought that Su Xiaoqi was frightened by the bloody head, but only she understood what she was really afraid of in her heart.

She was afraid of the endless darkness, afraid of the knife that flashed in the cold light of the night, and when the head rolled off, she felt that she was having auditory hallucinations again.

"I'm going to bury you in the deep, dark ground and let you rot slowly......"

Su Xiaoqi touched his neck, blinked his misty eyes, and whispered, "Brother, let's go out." ”

Gu Yuze felt that his breathing was painful at that moment. Annoyance, regret, self-blame, distress, all kinds of emotions are entangled. Empathy can never be experienced, he doesn't know what Su Xiaoqi has experienced, but it has become a forbidden area for mutual tacit.

Out of the haunted house, Su Xiaoqi's depressed mood improved a lot. She is such a person, a little heartless, or crying one second, and bursting into laughter the next.

Before danger and death come, before the pain and calamity have passed, and the time afterward, it is enough to spend a small part of grief and mourning, weeping and complaining, and the rest of the time, live well.

This is what Gu Yuze accidentally saw in her diary.

Since there was still a contemporary literature class at four o'clock in the afternoon, and Yan couldn't skip class, Su Xiaoqi had no choice but to decide to go back. Out of the amusement park, a small stall selling handmade jewelry at the door attracted Su Xiaoqi's attention.

For small, delicate and shiny things, Su Xiaoqi is always hard to resist. Looking at the obsidian beads, and touching the villa made of shells, picking and choosing for a long time, I finally took a fancy to a pair of hand-woven mobile phone chain tassels.

Before Gu Yuze took out his wallet, Su Xiaoqi got carried away and paid the money. On the way back, Su Xiaoqi asked for his mobile phone, and involuntarily tied a sky blue one to the mobile phone.

"Xiaoqi, this ...... It's a couple's model. Gu Yuze still couldn't help but ask.

"Brother~ I think, you are becoming more and more pedantic now, who said that it can only be used by couples, what's wrong with brother and sister." Su Xiaoqi fiddled with the gadget, and the more he looked at it, the more he liked it.

“â€Ļâ€Ļ Well, brother and sister. Gu Yuze replied lightly, expressionless.

At 4:05, the silver-gray Porsche stopped at the school gate, Su Xiaoqi was about to get out of the car, and suddenly remembered something and scratched his hair in annoyance, and said guiltily, "Brother, our mother would boil eggs for you on your birthday before, I forgot about it." You don't like sweets, so I didn't prepare a cake either......"

"You just remembered, Xiaoqi...... Then you say, how to compensate me. Gu Yuze smiled slyly, and suddenly played a scoundrel like a child.

“â€Ļâ€Ļ Shall I go back and cook a few for you? ”

“â€Ļâ€Ļ That's not necessary, so let's put the tie on me, I forgot to hit it in a hurry this morning. Gu Yuze saw the gift bag in his hand and had a whim.

“â€Ļâ€Ļ But I won't. ”

"I'll teach you."

“â€Ļâ€Ļ Okay, brother, you're deliberately rude. Su Xiaoqi snorted twice, but did as he said.

In a drink shop opposite the school gate, in the corner of the window, a man with a black cap took out his camera and flashed it a few times.

In the photo, Su Xiaoqi raised his chin slightly, while Gu Yuze lowered his head, and from the perspective of dislocation, the two were kissing.

"Xiaoqi, it's too tight, loose." Gu Yuze coughed twice, and if he didn't let go, he would be suffocated.

"Oh~" Su Xiaoqi tilted his head, looking like a good boy who studied seriously.

Gu Yuze thought to himself, in the end, his own means were despicable, using Xiaoqi's pure affection to occupy her care and care in this petty way, so as to satisfy the vacancy in his heart, it was really too unclever and disgusting to himself.

But, Xiaoqi, despite this, at this moment, I also want to get closer to you.