If you have me in your heart, why do you cruelly abandon me and let me wander, why do you never reveal your hidden heart like me? If you don't have me in your heart, why did you rescue me from the tiger's mouth at the last moment, take care of me and misunderstand me, why did you change the conversation again, and there is a vague meaning between the words?

Yun Jinglan is only eighteen or nineteen years old, for her who has just become an adult, emotional matters have never been her strong point, she has never liked anyone, nor has she ever put a person in her heart so much, let alone been sad and disappointed for anyone, and almost wanted to cry and be haggard, whether it was in the past or now, in the past life or today, Chu Muhan is the first person to enter her heart.

However, after all, her ability is limited, and she can't fully express her emotions well, deliberately dodging, and looking at each other's heartbeats, even if the two are only slightly physically contacted, it will make her heart beat more than once.

She expected him to know his intentions, but as soon as she remembered her previous departure and abandonment, her heart paused in place and she was overwhelmed, and the sense of confusion she had never felt before enveloped her, and she was in a dilemma!

However, she hoped that he would never know what she was thinking, so that she would not have to worry about being rejected one day, and she would not even be qualified to stay by his side.

The first taste of love has already experienced the blow of injury, no matter what, she doesn't want to bear the pain of the second time, since she has returned to the palace, the past has nothing to do with her, she has to let go of what should be put down, she can't always live in pain, thinking that this is it, stay quietly by his side, if he does not object, she will do her duty as much as possible in the past three years, be a good princess in the eyes of others, and quietly cure his illness.

Sometimes people's emotions are always so unreasonable, obviously they have already thought about burying their thoughts in the bottom of their hearts, and when he smiles, he immediately changes his mind, wanting to get closer, and get closer to meet the small needs in his heart.

Chu Muhan moved the place of eating from the study to the living room for the first time, and specially invited the princess to dine together, Yun Jinglan felt a little uncomfortable, Aunt Hong had returned to Yunfu yesterday, and several girls were used to eating with her, so they were naturally reluctant to eat in their own room or with other maids.

I wanted to protest for a while and regain the right to decide, but Chu Muhan only needed a light glance, and several of the master and servant had earthy faces, and they didn't dare to make a mistake, and then thought about passing the responsibility to the other party, so that the matter of going back and forth would be over, and what should be moved had to be moved, and what should be eaten had to be eaten.

Yun Jinglan was reluctant to get out of bed and move around under the pretext of injury, too lazy to move, several girls were also called to do other things, the confrontation between the two escalated, Chu Muhan was often reluctant to talk more, and often started directly, after a few times, Yun Jinglan became a little more well-behaved, and he was obedient like a child in everything.

This is the days during Yun Jinglan's recuperation, although he is bored, but it is also a beautiful thing to be accompanied by people who are longing for him, not to mention that Chu Muhan's beautiful face in the prosperous world can be said to be never tired of looking at it, originally secretly looked at it, but then he was more generous, glanced at it from time to time, and then became more daring, and dared to stare at it in a daze, looking at his sharp but soft side face, looking at his eyelashes that are longer than hers, deep eyebrows, looking at his slender and white fingers, looking at his clothes that gradually change his style, all in all, all kinds of looks.

Chu Muhan was a little annoyed in the end, facing such a face all day long, he had to complain a little bit personally, but Yun Jinglan was thick-skinned, not uncommon and repeatedly taught, this round Chu Muhan was a complete loser, having said that, but he also enjoyed the feeling of being sought after, especially this person was still Yun Jinglan, he couldn't help but feel a little fluttering, no matter what his face was in the place of others, he immediately changed a person when he returned to the house, even if he was not smiling in the past, he often had some smiles on his face these days, Although it is shallow, "glamorous and stunning", in the words of the next people, it is like the life of the prince seems to be open.

It's just that there is always a little bit of embarrassment and unnaturalness every time the four eyes meet, even if Yun Jinglan has already secretly agreed, Chu Muhan's rectum is also deeply rooted, but the two of them are ignorant and have never pierced this layer of window paper, speculating on each other's thoughts, approaching each other to understand each other, groping and exploring, it seems to be quite sweet.

According to Yun Jinglan's words, Luohua deliberately flowed and loved, it seemed that she was just missing an opportunity, and when she said this, her injuries had already healed most, and she was finally able to get out of bed and walk.

It is also because of her very different body, only a few days have passed, her complexion has recovered a lot, compared with the decadence and pale of the previous bed, it is a little more red, and her body seems to be rounded, her face and chin are slightly more fleshy, and she looks very cute, which makes Chu Muhan very satisfied.

Since he was injured, Yun Jinglan has never seen Chu Jingxuan's shadow again, he has been in bed for many days, and he also misses the bright young man's bright eyebrows and eyes, the humor he shows all the time, and the simple and rough but thrilling days in the peach orchard for nearly a month.

She had mentioned it a few times unintentionally, although Chu Muhan did not obviously show annoyance, but in an instant, his expression changed, and there was more indescribable deep meaning in his cold eyes.

Later, I heard Poria talk about what happened in the imperial capital when she was in a coma, and I knew that a bright young man like Chu Jingxuan would also have such a ruthless time, so he went directly to the door with a long sword, and did not give Lord Shangshu any face, fortunately it did not make a big mistake, otherwise Su Shen would hate her to death.

I haven't seen it for many days, Yun Jinglan thought about greetings, after all, I lived in Taoyuan for those days thanks to Chu Jingshuo's meticulous care, but she was not allowed to go out in the palace, so she could only think of a compromise method, and wrote a few words of flying pigeon biography, greeting and comforting, by the way, he didn't have to blame himself too much, this matter was not his fault.

I thought I would receive a reply that day or the next day, but I didn't think that the letter would be like a stone sinking into the sea, and there would be no news as soon as it was gone, even if it was just a few words as light as a feather, but I didn't know where it went.

As everyone knows, those letterheads are not Chu Jingxuan's reluctance to reply, it is all because the bird was intercepted by Chu Muhan's people halfway through, and it was presented to Chu Muhan as it is, but the secret guard who was very good at light work was sent to take over the work of catching birds, and Chu Muhan really made the best use of it.

Yun Jinglan naturally didn't know that her careful thoughts had been known by Chu Muhan, and she still pretended to be a little light all day long, enjoying flowers and birds, drinking tea, but she couldn't drink alcohol, and her days were confused and comfortable.