TEXT NO.167 (I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO)
The sky was getting darker and darker, and the lights became the Milky Way on the ground, shining and bewildering.
After finishing the phone conversation with her daughter, Mucha collapsed on the bed a little tired. Maybe being tired is a matter of course, because today she has gone from nothing to hell and from hell to heaven. The heart is walking on the edge of various emotions, or sadness, or joy, even if you are an iron man, you should be tired.
So she fell asleep on the bed, and as soon as she slept, she fell into a dream. But the dream is the opposite of the current reality, there is no sweetness, no happiness, the chaotic picture makes her unable to see who is who, and she doesn't know where she is, just a heart-rending roar echoing in her ears.
"Chu Qi, you actually brought back that slut's wild seed, are you worthy of me?!"
"Mucha, you little slut, you are the one who destroyed our family! Little slut, little slut born of a fox! ā
A sharp, angry roar sounded like a knife in her chest. It became so difficult to breathe, and my heart hurt. And in the midst of these roars, there was a voice that could not be seen clearly but was unexpectedly familiar, which made her feel as painful as being Lingchi.
"Mucha, I hate you! I hate you disappearing! How I wish you had never been there! ā
"Mucha, you killed my father, it's you! I hate you! Hate you......"
The cold breathing and suffocation, the messy pictures and sentences of bloody words echoed throughout the dream, making her more painful in the dream than in reality. Finally, there was a blinding white light, and with a heavy blow, she felt like her body was thrown like a lead ball. Then he fell heavily to the ground, causing a burst of pain that was torn apart physically and mentally.
"It hurts...... "It's painful all over, both physically and mentally." It hurts...... "The limbs are hurting, and they are even getting clearer and more real."
Curled up on the bed, she wrinkled in pain and covered her stomach with her hands. ć
The intense pain in her abdomen finally pulled her back from her dream, and when she struggled to open her eyes in the bright light, she found herself curled up sideways on the bed, and her abdomen was exposed outside her clothes, cold and painful.
It hurts, it must be cold and frozen in my stomach, that's why it hurts so much. Turning over on the bed, Mucha wrinkled his face and rubbed his cold abdomen, regretting that he had slept like this, and he didn't know if he would have diarrhea tomorrow. But soon, she sensed something was wrong.
A stream of heat poured out, and then it poured out for thousands of miles!
With a heat on her face, she crawled out of bed and staggered into the bathroom with her stomach clutched. Sure enough, when I took off my pants, I saw that there was already red on them.
But counting the days, her menstrual period should not have arrived yet, could it be that she has been too tired recently, so her menstruation is irregular? Leaned weakly and slammed her head against the wall, sure enough, someone was unlucky, and even her aunt bullied her! It came so quietly. And she usually has some menstrual cramps, maybe that's how she adds a cold, and her stomach will be like a knife.
After rubbing in the bathroom for a while, she came out with her stomach covered, and then opened her backpack and rummaged through it, but after looking for a long time, she didn't see what she wanted.
Hey, no, I didn't bring it!
Pour out all his belongings, and Mucha didn't see anything useful. This is the rhythm of making her go to the supermarket in the middle of the night to buy aunt's clothes? And even when my stomach hurts so much!
Holding her colicy belly, Mucha looked at the dark sky outside, and really wanted to cry without tears. And the heat flow below is still flowing, and it is impossible to endure it until the morning.
Gritting her teeth, she could only go back to the bathroom to pad some tissues, then put on her coat and prepared to go to the supermarket to buy them.
When people are uncomfortable, they will always become extremely sad, especially in unfamiliar places, and they have to go to the supermarket alone to buy aunt clothes in the middle of the night, Mucha can't help but shed bitter tears for herself in the bottom of her heart. And then she remembered that the person who was supposed to come back soon had not appeared until now.
I looked around the room, and I didn't find any traces of anyone coming in here, and when I looked at the time, it was already 1 o'clock in the morning, and maybe I wouldn't have come at all.
The dream just now passed through my mind like a ghost, leaving a sense of uneasiness without memory. Who said that?
She didn't know...... Because she has no memory, she is not sure, so she is uneasy.
Such a fear buried in the bottom of her heart will become a stinger, which will be a faint pain in her future life. But she still can't figure it out, and she doesn't want to think about it that much. Taking a breath, she picked up her purse and prepared to receive her aunt first.
However, before she reached the door, there was a noise outside the door, and after a while, with a slightly pale and haggard face, Chu Mofan had already appeared in her sight.
Seeing each other, both of them were stunned. Seeing that she was dressed up and ready to go out, Chu Mofan frowned slightly and said, "Where are you going?" ā
"Huh? Oh......" When he asked, Mucha remembered what he was going to do, shook his fist and said, "I, I'll go to the supermarket, you...... What are you doing here? The latter words were a little whispered, she lowered her head slightly, and she couldn't tell what mood she was in at the moment, but some emotions had to be admitted, such as joy.
She didn't know how to answer, shouldn't he come again?
Pulling the corners of his mouth, a smile finally appeared on his somewhat pale face, and he went to her to stare at her with her head down: "Miss Mu, I think I have to tell you something?" He said solemnly.
"Uh, what's the matter?" Sure enough, she was frightened by his seriousness, and she stared at him like a nervous puppy, her big quiet eyes for a moment.
The corners of his mouth hooked imperceptibly, "Miss Mu, from now on, I think I have nowhere to go except by your side." Still so serious, he didn't even blink an eye when he said his love words. And she didn't know what expression to use to react, until the colic pain from her abdomen pulled her stunned thoughts back.
"Hmm......" covered her abdomen, her expression plummeted, and her body squatted on the ground.
"What's wrong?" Finally realized that something was wrong with her, Chu Mofan's nerves tensed up in an instant, "Xia Xia, what's wrong with you?" Grabbing her shoulders with both hands, he looked at her nervously.
"IāI'm going to the supermarket." Biting her lip and waiting for the pain to pass, Mucha struggled to her feet. The dark pupils sank, but he made a faster movement than her, ignoring his broken hand, he immediately picked her up, and then strode towards the door.
"Ahh What are you doing! Suddenly, the world turned, and when he came back to his senses, he was already in his arms, and Mucha exclaimed.
"Go to the hospital." With a calm brow, his face tensed.
"No, I don't have to go to the hospital, I'm going to the supermarket!" Struggling in his arms, she was really going to cry. Kicking her legs, she exclaimed, "I'm not feeling sick, I don't want to go to the hospital!" I'm going to the supermarket! ā
"Huh?" The nasal voice hummed a puzzled monophonic byte, looking down at her with a crying expression, Chu Mofan was puzzled. If you don't feel well, you don't go to the hospital, you have to go to the supermarket, what is the reason?
Seeing that he finally stopped, Mucha bit his lip and said with a deflated face: "You let go of me, I am not uncomfortable, just a little slight stomach pain, no need to go to the hospital." IāI'm going to the supermarket to buy something. ā
"What to buy? Buy medicine? "For a cold-hearted man who is usually not close to women, women's menstrual period or something is a very unfamiliar word, and his thoughts will not turn in that direction at all. But when he finished speaking, he felt that it was wrong, he also went to the pharmacy to buy medicine, where would he go to the supermarket?
"Don't buy medicine, go to the hospital!" With a determined tone, he strode out of the room again.
"Don't ...... Chu Mofan, if you take another step forward, I will be anxious with you! I'll never see you in my life! In a hurry, she let go of the cruel words. Sure enough, the long legs suddenly nailed to the spot as if they had nails, their dark eyes locked on her, their pupils flickering, and their expressions hurt.
His face was suddenly injured, as if he had been abandoned, and Mucha was speechless for a moment. There is a sense of guilt fermenting.
Frowning, she took a breath and said, "I really don't have to go to the hospital, it's not that I'm sick, it's just ...... It's just that ......" her head gradually lowered, and she bit her lip in embarrassment.
"Just what?" The pursed lips overflowed into a low voice and asked, he didn't understand what was wrong with her, why couldn't she go to the hospital and even see him for this reason?
"Oh, that's the one......" she said embarrassedly, tilting her head.
"Which one?" The man, who had never experienced anything, still didn't turn his mind to the woman's body structure, but continued to wring his eyebrows and staring at the reddened face between hers.
"That's it, the woman's ......," she reminded tactfully after glancing at his serious expression.
But he still didn't understand, and looked at her in confusion, and he tried to think of all the words related to women. Seeing his thoughtful and meditative look, Mucha was speechless again.
I can't help but think: Big brother, are you pretending to be pure or pretending to be stupid? But his expression was obviously not.
Sighing, Mucha could only accept his fate: "My menstrual period is coming, I want to go to the supermarket to buy some supplies." After saying that, the little face turned red again.
Finally, I realized that a certain man seemed to remember that women still have this kind of thing! "......" and after realizing it, he was more like a hairy boy for a moment at a loss, and only regained his composure when he saw her tightly knit brows. Go to bed and lie down. Turning around and going back to the room directly, Chu Mofan hugged her and strode towards the bed.
"Oh, no, I ......" why didn't he understand! Mucha was really anxious, but before she finished speaking, he had already softened down and his voice sounded: "Fool, I'll buy it for you, wait for me here." The gentle voice poured out love and pity, like a warm current that suddenly wrapped her heart. Let her lose her mind and lose her words.
When she came back to her senses, he had already put her on the bed and lay down, and touched her hot face and said, "Rest for a while, and come back soon." ā
With her lips half-open, she watched him walk away, and the warmth in her heart was more like some special magic that made her stomach less painful.