Having said this, she was a little choked, thinking of her misery before her death, even she felt unbearable, she obviously hadn't seen her, and she shouldn't have any feelings for her, but when facing Lou Xiao, what she didn't care about appeared in front of her little by little.

"And then?" The man on the other side even began to tremble in his voice.

"On the day I was born, it rained heavily, she didn't eat for three days, she really didn't have the strength, she simply gave herself a strong medicine, and gave birth to me at the cost of her life, and then Aunt Hong in order to fulfill her wish to let me live, so I was committed to my adoptive father, but unfortunately my adoptive father treated her badly, and I also ignored me, and then I went out on a long trip, even Aunt Hong ......" She pursed her lips, and her face just stopped tears and slipped quietly again.

Lou Xiao looked at it in his eyes, as if he saw the desperate and painful look on her face when he saw Jia Lian for the last time, "What the hell did I do...... It's me...... Cornered her ......"

He slumped in his chair, no matter how much he deceived himself, he couldn't hide his true thoughts at this time, he had been thinking about her for so many years, but he never thought that she had been dead for almost twenty years.

He lowered his head, his heart was about to spasm in pain, and finally he couldn't even sit in a chair and slipped to the ground.

Fortunately, Chu Muhan noticed that something was wrong with Lou Xiao, and hurriedly took two steps forward to help him up, "Lan'er, come here!" He couldn't breathe! "In public and private, there must be no accidents downstairs.

Yun was shocked like waking up from a dream, and hurriedly knelt down beside him, but saw that Lou Xiao's face was pale, and her whole body was convulsed, she trembled and took out the medicine bottle from her arms, stuffed a medicine into his mouth, and stretched out her thumb to pinch his person.

"You can't die! I'm not done yet! Why are you so useless! She scolded but cried even more, Chu Muhan looked at Lou Xiao and then at Yun Jinglan, her heart was in a mess, but fortunately, the person in her arms breathed a long sigh of relief and finally relieved.

Yun Jinglan immediately sat down on the ground, she was almost scared to death just now, although she usually spoke a little harshly, but she was really not angry to death, not to mention that this Lou Xiao is still Yun Jinglan's biological father, this is going to be damned.

The man struggled to sit up from Chu Muhan's arms, and then looked at Yun Jinglan's eyes with a trace of tenderness, but when he thought of Jia Lian's tragic state, he still couldn't let go of it, "There is one thing I have never been able to understand, why did she leave Zhongzhou in the first place, did someone force her?" There is something else I don't know. ”

Garren died, but he didn't know who to blame, he felt uncomfortable, and only thought that maybe someone forced her to leave him, and if so, he would definitely have to break that person's body into thousands of pieces to relieve his hatred.

"Don't you understand?" She lifted her eyelids and looked at her weakly, "No one came to force her, she left Zhongzhou, just because of me, just to protect you." ”

"What did you say?"

"At that time, your foundation was not stable, she violated the law of the country because the saint was not allowed to marry and have children for life, in order to prevent you from knowingly being condemned by the people of Zhongzhou, my mother found out that she was pregnant, so she resolutely took Aunt Hong out of Zhongzhou, originally she just wanted to find a place to raise me with peace of mind, but you ...... has been refusing to let go, her love for you is far deeper than you are for her, because of love for you, she can bear the pain of leaving you, and because of love for you, even if she betrays the entire Zhongzhou, she will leave me behind, but she has never blamed you, but you still haven't understood why she left you in the first place. ”

How sad this is, if she hadn't come to Zhongzhou, would Lou Xiao still have to resent her for the rest of his life, he only saw Jia Lian's desperation when he left, but he never thought that she left him to protect him.

After so many years of infatuation, it now seems more like a joke.

His self-righteous love cut her off from him, and his self-righteous desire to bring her back drove her to a dead end, she once asked Aunt Hong, since it was so hard, didn't she blame that person?

Aunt Hong smiled and said, "No, she likes it very much, after giving birth to you, she went very peacefully with a smile on her face, and called that person's name before she died, she loved vigorously and lived up to her deep affection." ”

But in the end, Lou Xiao failed her.

After hearing these words, Lou Xiao struggled to stand up and climbed onto the throne, and in an instant he seemed to be twenty years old, Chu Muhan saw this, and also reached out to help Yun Jinglan up from the ground, he glanced at the two of them weakly, there was no sadness or pain in his eyes, it was a trace of death.

Yun Jinglan looked at him with some fear, and suddenly slapped a palm on the table, "What are you thinking?" Didn't she do so much to see you look like you were going to die, do you think you can get her forgiveness by accompanying her? You dream! If you don't govern Zhongzhou well, you are not qualified to meet her at all. ”

"Okay, okay, Lan'er don't talk about it." Chu Muhan hugged her over, for fear that she would stimulate the king of Zhongzhou by talking again, seeing that his eyes were already as if he was dead, it was not easy to calm down and not be fainted by her again.

Fortunately, after hearing her words, the person sitting on the seat gradually gained a trace of vitality, the corners of Chu Muhan's mouth twitched, and he was relieved in his heart.

In the end, they are father and daughter, just as if the king of Zhongzhou analyzed her thoroughly, what he was thinking was more clear than Chu Muhan.

The man looked up at her with some weakness, and then stood up and stretched out his hand to her, "You've grown so big, I'...... Can I give you a hug? ”

Yun Jinglan stretched out his hand to cover his mouth, what was wrong between him and Jia Lian was identity and responsibility, and what was wrong was that he loved each other too much and couldn't lose it before he pressed it step by step, but even so, when he came to ask her for a hug so cautiously, she still couldn't help but feel sad.

Someone else's story, she is a spectator, but she joins the play more than anyone else.

Chu Muhan let go of her and quietly pushed her as if encouraging, there was obviously only one step between him and her, but she seemed to be walking for another century.

She threw herself into his arms, Lou Xiao was a little weak, and took a step back a little when she pounced, but fortunately she also understood that she reached out and helped him, the man reached out and patted her back like a child and said, "Okay, okay, don't cry." ”