Chapter 235: Guilt
Under Qiu Cheng's helpless expression, he didn't know what to say, the memory of Xiao Mu in his mind, Xiao Mu, who grew up as an orphan, is also a person, at least there are some memories around him, and Xu Jian's memories may be similar to Qi, compared with the two, it seems that Xiao Mu's past is so beautiful, Xu Jian is a really pitiful person. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Xu Jian's father seems to be a little sad when he talks about this kind of thing, maybe he is talking about Xu Jian's affairs with his relatives and friends, and it is the same, this will be a father's sad and bitter thing, and when it comes to the current Xu Jian, such a gap, from the previous Xu Jian to the current Xu Jian, is the best comfort! After all, the current Xu Jian is a genius in the eyes of outsiders.
"Uncle, at least it's good now, Xu Jian's current height is a height that we will never be able to reach!" Qiu Cheng comforted Xu Jian's father, and finally he put the photo back in his hand, and then looked at the lonely trophy, Qiu Cheng didn't know how to say it, it felt so sacred, like an honor that had been exchanged for thousands of years, even if there was no honor, just this trophy that everyone dreamed of was enough to prove Xu Jian's strength.
Maybe it's because of Xu Jian's isolated personality and no friends, so he can only read books, and it is already very difficult for him to learn those knowledge in school, Xu Jian reading these messy books may be equivalent to reading books from the sky, but what he has is time, and use time to make up for what he doesn't have, like a kind of isolated Xu Jian, with his thinking, the angle of watching quietly around other people, he invented memory trafficking technology, which is an achievement that no matter how many people work hard.
Xu Jian's father looked at Qiu Cheng and Murong Wen, his eyes were not full of doubt, but now it seemed to be a kind of gratitude, after he calmed down, he asked Qiu Cheng: "When Xu Jian was in college, it wasn't like when he was still at home!" Otherwise, there wouldn't be friends like you! ”
Qiu Cheng was stunned for a moment, he was worried before, Xu Jian's father would find out that he and Murong Wen were not Xu Jian's classmates or friends, but now he didn't have to worry about seeing it, because Xu Jian's father would not be suspicious.
And Qiu Cheng can also see that this is the sore spot of Xu Jian's parents, they are so happy to see that Xu Jian has friends, all when they and Murong Wen appear, Xu Jian's parents will forget a lot of things, that joy overwhelms their reason, there is no doubt, Qiu Cheng thinks that this may be very big, but there is also a possibility, maybe Xu Jian's parents also know that they and Murong Wen are not, but they are still unwilling to expose it, because they can't bear it, maybe they are fulfilling their own little wishes.
Thinking of this, Qiu Cheng can only bow his head, if so, he feels that he is a heinous person, what is not good to use, he has to take advantage of other people's weaknesses, this is a kind of guilt, a very tormented guilt.
"Uncle," Qiu Cheng said loudly as if he had a courage in his heart, "Actually, we are not ......"
Qiu Cheng wanted to tell the matter, but at this time, he felt that if he hid it any longer, it would be too unpleasant, but he was stopped by Murong Wen halfway through what he said.
"What's not?" Xu Jian's father looked at the two people, not knowing what they wanted to say.
Qiu Cheng still wanted to say, Murong Wen knew that he must be telling the truth, and then Murong Wen preemptively said: "Uncle, in fact, Xu Jian was very powerful when he was in college, he was so famous, many people wanted to make friends with him and discuss some professional issues with him." ”
Xu Jian's father laughed when he heard this, and said happily: "That's good, at least he won't be so lonely anymore!" ”
"There are so many people in Xinkong City, and there are so many students in the university!" Murong Wen continued: "Don't say that after Xu Jian became famous, even if he didn't become famous, just an ordinary student, it is estimated that there will be many people who want to make friends with him, and there are many circles, maybe many people are the same as Xu Jian?" Loved to read in peace! ”
"Also, if you meet more people, Xu Jian will also change!" Xu Jian's father smiled happily and wanted to ask something, but Xu Jian's mother's voice came downstairs, asking Xu Jian's father to go down and help, Xu Jian's father answered, and then said to Qiu Cheng and Murong Wen: "You can take a look here, and you can talk to Xu Jian more in the future, I'll go get some food first, and I'll be able to eat soon!" ”
"Uncle, hard work!" Murong Wen nodded politely, and then Xu Jian's father came out of the room, and there were only two people left in the room, Qiu Cheng and Murong Wen.
"Why don't you let me tell the truth!" Qiu Cheng asked Murong Wen, a little excited, as if he couldn't understand why Murong Wen was stopping him, and Murong Wen lowered her voice and said, "Can't you help the two parents think about it?" I know it's not good for us to do this, but they are so happy to see Xu Jian have friends coming over, why should they break it? ”
"Don't break? Do you want to keep it like this? Qiu Cheng still didn't understand.
"Then think about it, what would happen if I told the truth?" Murong Wen asked, Qiu Cheng didn't answer, Murong Wen continued: "To be honest, I'm sure that the two old men will not drive us away, or will let us stay for dinner, or will they treat us warmly, this is their good, we can also know what we want to know, if so, don't you think we are too selfish?" Always thinking about himself, can't he pretend to be Xu Jian's friend now? Let the two old men be happy, maybe this is fake, but at least it's good for them to be happy, and it's not harmful to them, this is the only thing the two of us can do now! ”
This is another dream, Qiu Cheng already knows it, but Murong Wen remembers it clearly, before, when Qiu Cheng thought it was Xiao Mu, at the beginning, Murong Wen also seemed to be in a dream, at that time she knew that she was dreaming, but Xiao Mu could always accompany her, both of them knew it, but they still did it, because the pain was still unacceptable, so in this way.
And now this situation, although it is not the same thing, and many places are different, but the nature is the same, Murong Wen just wants to make others happy in this way, that's all.
Qiu Cheng sighed, he could accept it, but the guilt in his heart still tormented him, but he didn't say anything, they didn't see any other clues in Xu Jian's room, and now they have no clues, but their understanding of Xu Jian made them see another Xu Jian, even if they didn't find Xu Jian's whereabouts, but this can be regarded as a harvest!
Soon it was six o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Jian's parents had prepared the meal, a whole table of dishes, Qiu Cheng and Murong Wen were dumbfounded when they looked at this formation, where is this for dinner! It's simply a farmer's feast, Qiu Cheng thought to himself, this table is estimated that he won't be able to eat it all in a month, big fish and meat, chicken, duck and fish, not only the amount is sufficient, but there are also a lot of types.
"Young man, do you drink?" Xu Jian's father asked Qiu Cheng, "We have a lot of home-brewed fruit wine and rice wine here, would you like to try it?" ”
"Okay! I'll give it a try! But I can't drink too much, I can't drink too much! Qiu Cheng smiled.
"Uncle, I'll taste some too!" Murong Wen was in a hurry to join in the fun, Qiu Cheng was startled, from the beginning Murong Wen didn't talk much, just said something when she stopped herself just now, how do you feel that Murong Wen let go now? Talking and asking Xu Jian's parents from time to time, this kind of sensibility makes Xu Jian's parents even happier.
Qiu Cheng knew that it was because Murong Wen knew about Xu Jian, and later said that he would make Xu Jian's parents happier in this way, but Qiu Cheng felt a little unnatural, obviously not as natural as Murong Wen, mainly because of his guilt, which made him feel tormented.
Xu Jian's father took out his own wine, rice wine, fruit wine, and basically took out everything, and let Qiu Cheng and Murong Wen taste it, Murong Wen was not good at drinking, and after tasting a few things, he signaled to surrender, not daring to drink anymore, and he would get drunk if he drank again.
Qiu Cheng has been accompanying Xu Jian's father, and the two of them keep drinking, chatting about all aspects of things, wine, and life! But I didn't drink too much, just chatted.
Later, Qiu Cheng and Xu Jian's father, the two of them didn't drink anymore, they had tasted the basic wine, Qiu Cheng didn't want to drink anymore, worried that he would get drunk, so he ate something at the dinner table and continued to chat with Xu Jian's father. (To be continued.) )