All Chapters_Chapter 152 I'm Not Filial!
I didn't give up, I went to the door of his study and knocked on the door vigorously, telling him that this blood is very important to me, and as soon as he said this, it was equivalent to cutting off my back road!
Of course, I can't explain in detail why this blood is important to me, I must not say anything about my mother, this is my secret with her, and it will rot in my stomach for the rest of my life!
"Lu Pei! I know you're angry, you're right, you may think I'm using you, it's not mine, I made it clear to you from the beginning, whether you believe it or not, I want to tell you that I really get along with you, although I used to have a lot of opinions about you, but it's all over, I Xue Baosi doesn't hold grudges! It's true! ”
The throat is about to shout and smoke, this guy just doesn't squeak, I have no choice but to drag his heavy steps back to the house, what to do, I hate to complicate things, but I also don't understand other people's thoughts.
I'm afraid he thinks I'm scheming, but what am I trying to do, isn't it just fifty grams of blood, and I didn't want his life!
He sat down until dark, when he came out of the study, and said in my direction from the far away door, "Do you want to eat?" ”
I stood up like a soldier on standby, "Are you mad at me?" ”
He repeated, "Eat or not." ”
"Eat."
"Come down."
I followed him downstairs with my head half-bowed, his face was ugly, and I didn't dare to ask more, until the meal was about to finish I tentatively opened my mouth, "Blood, can you give it to me, really." ”
"I can't."
His posture when eating was very gentle, but his tone was cold and hard, "Don't even think about it." ”
I couldn't eat it at all, and looked at him with red eyes, "Why." ”
"There's no why."
As soon as the fork was thrown, he got up directly, "Do you want to make up for class tonight, I'm going to work." ”
I bit my lip and sat there silently, stiff and cold, making up for the class, how big my heart is and how much mood I am in the mood to make up the class!
Lu Pei saw that I didn't care about me like this, raised his feet and returned to the study again, I shouted at him unwillingly, "Are you impersonal at all!" ”
He didn't stop and disappeared before my eyes.
I sat at the dinner table and clenched my fists hard, I didn't believe him said that he had no friendship with me, carefully recalled the before and after of dealing with the grasshopper spirit this morning, which details did he not reveal his care for me?
As soon as my heart was crossed, I touched my trouser pocket with my hand and forced me, I will cut it first and then play!
……
"Lu Pei, are you busy?"
When I returned to the study, I had a flattering smile on my face, and pushed the cup of coffee in my hand to his notebook, "You can taste it, I carefully studied the coffee machine specially brewed for you, and it must not be difficult to drink." ”
His eyes slowly moved away from the computer screen, glanced at the coffee and looked at me calmly, "Don't talk about blood?" ”
My head shook like a rattle, "Don't say it, if you don't like to hear it, I won't say it!" ”
He still looked at me, his dark eyes as usual seemed to be able to see through me at will over and over again, I stood there stiffly, with a smirk on my face, and a layer of cold sweat broke out inadvertently on my backbone.
Don't blame me Lu Pei, I just want fifty grams of blood.
"Rabbit, why can't you dress like a woman."
I didn't expect him to say this suddenly, I looked down at my clothes, the lapel white babydoll shirt, this one was bought for me by my mother, she said that students should wear this, simple, casual, and clean to look at.
"What's wrong?"
He exhaled softly, "Like a child, you can't eat." ”
"You ......"
He smiled softly and gestured to me with the cup of coffee, "Thank you." He took a sip, the corners of his mouth still leading, "Drinking a person's coffee can drink her thoughts, rabbit, what are you thinking." ”
I grinned, "No, I don't have any worries, isn't it delicious." ”
"Would you like a bite?"
I shook my head, "No, I'll wash it for you, refresh, you drink, I'm going to take a bath." ”
He nodded, his eyes still full of starlight, "Okay, thank you." ”
I smiled, gently closed the door for him, turned my face but there was an indescribable depression, maybe, he will be angry with me, I am suddenly afraid that someone will be angry with me......
Taking out the medicine in my pocket, I lifted my breath and put it back in my school bag, and then went downstairs to take a shower, my heart felt like a stone, and the more I washed, the more I felt heavy.
Late at night.
I sat on the floor with my arms tightly wrapped around my knees, the lights were off, but every pore of my body was vigilant, and I listened to him next door as he walked in, turned on the TV, and even took a shower......
My throat has been swallowing saliva, and I still have two things I have prepared at hand, an empty mineral water bottle with the tick marks I drew with an oil pen, I touched the paper cutter, pushed the blade up and down a few times, new, it should be soon.
A thing called fear is eating away at myself minute by minute, I silently told myself that everything will be fine, this is my usual way of playing, I can't win the name, I can only outwit, after that, how can I admit my mistakes.
Breathing a little trembling, I pressed the phone to keep an eye on the time, after taking a shower, I also deliberately found a reason to go to the study and said a few words to Lu Pei, with only one purpose, to see if he finished the coffee, the result was satisfied, the bottom was seen, but the heart, but for no reason it sank a little.
An hour later, the next door was completely quiet, this medicine was taken by me when I came, I had it at home, it may be my mother's food, I checked it on the Internet, it is generally good to take one pill, it takes effect in about an hour, but I am afraid that Lu Pei will wake up in pain if the cut is deep, so I have three pills, which should not let people sleep.
Knock knock ~ knock knock ~
I thought someone was knocking on the door, and I kept looking at the door suspiciously, only to realize that it was my own heart that was drumming.
Unscrewed the door of his room, the room was dark, and I could only see the silhouette of Lu Pei lying sideways on the big bed, I swallowed again, and screamed softly, "Lu Pei, Lu Pei?" ”
He breathed evenly and lay on his side motionless.
Walked up to him and squatted down, and looked carefully at the seemingly harmless outline of his face at the moment with eyes that were accustomed to the darkness, "Lu Pei, wake up, I have something to look for you, Lu Pei." ”
Reached out and touched him, but there was still no response, it should be almost.
I took a deep breath, but my nose was a little sour, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to use sleeping pills to put you to sleep and then cut your fingers, I just have to ask for fifty grams of blood, this blood is really important to me, I want to use it to save my life, I have to live, live, to repay your affection......"
Tears came out without a fight, I reached out and wiped it, sucked my nose and went to get the paper cutter, the blade rattled out, but my mouth whimpered and cried, I don't know why this happened, I am not afraid of my own suffering, but at this moment, I am nervous, nervous hands are shaking!
Calming down my emotions hard, I carefully pulled out his arm from the quilt, his left hand, but unfortunately his left hand was overwhelmed, I was afraid that the blood would not be too smooth for a while, there was no way, I could only push his body hard to let him lie flat, then I pulled out his hand and slowly smoothed it, the knuckles were slender, the nails were clean and neat, and the hand was very good-looking, "It hurts, don't blame me......"
Pinched his middle finger with one hand, and held the paper cutter with the other hand to raise his breath and beckoned!
"Uh!!"
The paper cutter fell to the ground in response, the pain was very clear, I looked at Lu Pei who suddenly sat up in horror, and his wrist was still pinched in his hand, "It hurts!" ”
"Does it hurt?"
In the dark, his eyes sparkled, but his voice was extremely low, "I forgot to tell you, I've been taking your medicine for at least ten years, and three pills can't even make me yawn." ”
"You know everything?"
The voice was like a finely shaking electrocardiogram, shivering slightly.
Lu Pei's teeth gritted, "I saw the medicine in your schoolbag the first day you came, of course you don't need this sleep quality, obviously, it was prepared for me, isn't it." ”
I bit my lip, but my mouth was full of saltiness, "Then how do you know, I, I gave you three pills, and you still checked?" ”
"Xue Baosi, pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, you played badly, really bad......"
I understand, he looked at my medicine when I was taking a bath, if he always knew it in his heart, then he would see all my abnormalities, he was Lu Pei, the Lu Pei I couldn't fight!
"Then you still cooperate with me, are you happy to see me like this! I just want to get some blood on you, I'm already so guilty, I'm going to use it to save my life, I've explained it many times, it's you who don't help me!! ”
"So, you're going to use a knife on me?"
He asked coldly, the strength of his hand tightened, I screamed in pain again, but his arm was pulled up directly by him, and his body threw himself on the bed.
"You bastard, you !!"
I was a little devastated, afraid to hit him on the shoulder, "Get up! ”
"If I were a bastard, I wouldn't have kept you here for so long."
He exhaled with a warm touch of warmth across the tip of my nose, "I just want to see what you're going to do, if it's what I think it is, that's all." ”
I'm a little angry, I was pressed by him, and I was bent, but if I had a little bit for myself, I wouldn't have come to this day!
"Now you're satisfied, you're satisfied, you see me like a monkey you're satisfied! Don't press me! I can't get angry!! ”
I can't see anything clearly in front of my crying, I just feel hot, very hot, he sticks to me too close, it's hot!
"If you cry again, I really won't give it to you."
I was stunned, and my crying stopped, "What are you talking about......"
"If you want, at least give me a reasonable reason, explain clearly, ask for my blood, what to do."
"Help......
"Whose life is saved?"
"Save ...... It's mine. ”
His breathing was heavier, he adjusted the angle of his own, his arms were supported on my face from left to right, and his body was slightly open from me, "Why?" ”
I wiped away my tears, so that I could see clearly his bright eyes under the cover of the night, his voice was a little hoarse, and he muttered, "Do you know the beauty body, I told Qin Sen, I, the sister of one of my classmates, refined the beauty body, I broke it for her, and now I want to find a medicine lead, I want you to have fifty grams of blood, otherwise, I will die." ”
The breath he exhaled was really getting hotter and hotter, and my face began to itch, "Beauty? Xue Baosi, do you have a brain, that person is your family, huh? ”
"It's not my family, it's just that I want to practice the Dao Fa, I thought it was very simple, but there is no way to turn back, Lu Pei, you can help me, please ......"
People are really weird, he speaks very softly and softly now, but his attitude was very tough before, I can't tell what he means, but I heard that he was a little bit going to give me blood, so he honestly lay down and didn't move, but the heat was still hot.
"Are you going to leave after I finish giving you?"
I thought for a moment, looked at the light in his eyes and nodded honestly, "I have to go back...... Yes! ”
He suddenly pressed down, I was startled, my heart was beating wildly, and even my arms were pressed under him, "Don't scare me!" Otherwise, or ......"
"Or else."
He spoke a little incoherently, felt very tired, and gasped slightly, "Last question, who is the man at the construction site, Xue Ruowen, you asked Assistant Yang about it." ”
He knows this, and he is surrounded by people who have no reservations about him, "My brother, my uncle's family, the eldest brother who has been away from home for several years." ”
His Adam's apple twitched a little, "Okay, even if you confess, I tell you, I can give you blood, but the premise is still that sentence, you have to do what I am satisfied with, I will voluntarily give it to you, understand." ”
"I understand, I'll wait for you to give it to me, can you get up and ......"
I was really scared, seeing that he didn't move, he buried his head and kept arching under the bed, feeling that he could arch out if he arched, his hand grabbed indiscriminately, and suddenly grabbed a very hard thing, and he raised his face and looked at him in horror, "Lu Pei!" You've been hiding a big guy for a long time to beat me!! ”
Lu Pei's body actually froze, he stood there motionless, and his voice squeezed out from between his teeth, "Give you three seconds, otherwise, you will bear the consequences, three, two......"
I even crawled out with a roll, it was very dangerous, I couldn't stand still and threw myself out of the door, closed the door with a 'bang', and turned around to ask him about the specific time he wanted to give me, I volunteered to wait a few days, when, but I felt that Lu Pei was very wrong now, and I had a feeling that I would die after entering.
I hadn't slept well all night, and my body was hot like I was about to have a fever.
Fortunately, Lu Pei was normal when he got up in the morning, he didn't mention what happened last night, and he didn't look at me much, so he asked me to go to breakfast lightly.
I also have a tacit understanding that I didn't ask about last night, and I have a little bit in my heart, I know that he will definitely give me blood, just like he said himself, a matter of time.
He started to get busy, he drove out after dinner, and he would come back in the evening, and I knew that he was going to talk about cooperation, and he didn't ask much, and I thought he didn't need me to come up with any ideas, he would do well.
I also have my business to do, I'm going to the construction site, very sneaky to see my big brother.
He is a mason, that is, he makes cement ingredients, lays bricks, and plasters, because it is an arm, he does it a little hard, but I can guarantee that he is the one who does it most seriously!
I peeked for a few days, and each time I didn't dare to get too close, always wanting to rush up, but I stopped turning around, for fear that he would find me, very conflicted.
In order not to attract attention, I also asked someone from the security department to get a camouflage uniform, and when they heard what kind of assistant I was, they were very polite and fully cooperated, and they always thought that I was dangling the construction work there.
The hard hat was a bit big for me, but it was just enough to cover my face, and I walked among the workers, looking around the route of my eldest brother not far and close, and occasionally someone would wonder about me, but no one came up to ask more.
Everyone has their own work, or work on the scaffolding, or drive the construction truck back and forth, except for a short break between work, everyone is very busy, very boring to do the work over and over again.
I like to squat in a corner not far away during their breaks, watching my brother smoke, and he will joke with the co-workers next to him, and I will giggle when he laughs.
What surprised me the most was that he had a stray dog, a small black earth dog, and when he was resting, the dog would come out of nowhere to rub on his legs, and the eldest brother liked it, but the man who seemed to be a foreman was not happy, and when he saw the dog, he kicked it out and scolded in a thick voice, "Get out!" What are you running to here!! ”
The dog was kicked and ran away, and he looked at my eldest brother again, "Jiashu, how many times have I told you, the construction site is not allowed to raise dogs!" If you want to raise it, go to the security office, tie the door, and run around here! ! ”
A better brother named the third brother responded next to him, "Head, that dog is not raised by a domestic tree, it is with him, not bad for him!" ”
The foreman smoked a cigarette and spat on it, "If you don't give it food, can it follow?" If you don't have chicken feathers, you can't eat it yourself, and you still care about the animals! Jiashu, I'm here for your good, what if something happens, the dog's life is small, but if you make something else, you'll trouble you! ”
The eldest brother sat there good-natured and nodded repeatedly, "I know, it's just that it's always running around, and I'll tie it up next time." ”
'Wang~Wang~! ’
The dog ran around and actually ran to me, I was startled, and quickly pulled down my hard hat and whispered to it, "Go, don't bark at me, go~"
Barking~! Woohoo!!
Not only did it not go, but it barked more happily, its tail wagged desperately at me, I cautiously looked in the direction of my eldest brother, and sure enough, I found that he noticed me, got up in a panic, and walked in the opposite direction of the construction site with messy steps.
Wangwang~Wangwang!!
The little black dog was still following me with great joy, I gritted my teeth, "Don't bark, if you call me again, I'll bleed you to ward off evil spirits......"
Hurried footsteps came from behind him, "Hey! Your bag is gone! ”
I didn't dare to stop, but I still walked fast until the person behind me grabbed my arm, "Your schoolbag ......"
With my head down, I took my bag in control of my emotions, "Thank you, thank you......"
His hand was not loose, and his voice was full of doubts, "Do you know?" ”
I shook my head down, "I don't know, I don't know." ”
"Four Treasures...... Is it the Four Treasures......"
My mouth immediately deflated, I still didn't dare to look up, I stood there with most of my helmet buckled, my body trembled slightly, "It's not me ......"
The eldest brother panicked, took off my hard hat, and his swarthy face was full of incredulity, "Sibao, it's really you, why are you here!" ”
I cried and looked up at him, "I miss you, but I don't dare call you ......"
The eldest brother's eyes were also red, "You, you ......"
I couldn't speak, and stretched out my arm to hug him, "Everyone in the family misses you very much, big brother, why are you here, why don't you go home and take a look." ”
The worker looked at this side curiously, and someone began to speak, "Ruowen! You know, who is that person, who has been hanging around here for days! ”
The eldest brother didn't speak, he put one arm around me, and let out a forbearant cry from his mouth, "Sibao, brother doesn't have the face to go back to see you, brother is not good, brother doesn't want to cause trouble to the family...... How the hell do you know I'm here, grandma, grandma, how are they? ”
I buried my face in his chest, "Grandma, my grandma is gone, grandma left two years ago......"
"What!"
The eldest brother was shocked and put one hand on my shoulder to look at me, "Grandma is gone?" ”
I nodded with teary eyes, "Grandpa and grandma walked together, both of their funerals were done together, grandma said, she knew that she couldn't see you before leaving, she asked me to tell you, she will always remember your good, you are her good grandson......"
"Grandma'......"
The eldest brother took two steps back in a trance, and cried on his knees with his head in his hands, "I'm not filial, I didn't go to send it off on the last journey you left, grandparents!" I'm not filial!! ”