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At dusk, when the wooden windows are opened, the plane trees are bathed in golden sunlight, and they are as warm as they first appeared.

I made an appointment with Gu Yuze to come here for a drink, Xiao Yuting arrived early, and I remembered the first meeting, only to feel that "Mo Shangren is like jade, and the gentleman is unparalleled in the world", in the blink of an eye, the gentleman is still there, but ......

Xiao Yuting retracted her gaze in a daze, swaying the goblet, the thin, shallow sunlight disappeared in front of her little by little, the lights in the bar lit up together, dripping into the wine glass filled with colorful liquids, slowly, sinking feeling, Xiao Yuting opened her red lips and drank the red wine.

"Why didn't I get drunk?"

A familiar voice, just like the first time I saw it, "If life is only as first seen", a glance is enough.

Gu Yuze sat down generously opposite Xiao Yuting, and the corners of his lips were innocent and frivolous, very yuppie. Why drink it? Probably just because the wine strengthens people's courage!

Xiao Yuting tugged at the corners of her lips and filled the cup again.

"Big Red is a good match for you!" Gu Yuze said.

Belch? Xiao Yuting didn't understand what he was referring to? Then she understood, she deliberately put on lipstick, and it was very red, just to cover her bleeding lips.

"I'm getting married tomorrow, congratulations." Xiao Yuting raised her glass and smiled.

Gu Yuze looked at Xiao Yuting's unnatural expression and was slightly puzzled, but he still raised his glass and said, "Actually, the wedding is not particularly important, the important thing is to live." ”

Xiao Yuting: Really? Since it's not important, why do you bother so much to please Leng Xia?

In Xiao Yuting's life cognition, she felt that love at first sight was just lust, she did not deny that she fell in love with Gu Yuze at first sight at Gu Yuze's house, no matter if she was lustful, she just had lust for him after all.

"Women care a lot about weddings."

Xiao Yuting smiled, and the loneliness in her heart couldn't stop coming out, and was pressed down by the wine she poured into her mouth again.

"What about you, when did you settle your life's work?"

Gu Yuze looked out the window casually, the tall plane trees shaded the sky and the sun, and the yellow and pink petals were clustered, swaying with the breeze lively.

"The blue bird does not pass on the message outside the clouds, and the lilacs are sad in the rain." Xiao Yuting hooked the corners of her lips, and what Gu Yuze's male protagonist had said to the female protagonist was brought out by her.

Gu Yuze was slightly stunned, faintly uncomfortable in his heart, inexplicable, and then, his usual ruffian smile: "You, you are so sad to be a person." ”

Xiao Yuting looked at Gu Yuze, with black and vertical hair, oblique and straight sword eyebrows, sharp light hidden in her slender eyes, thin and tight lips, and angular outlines, exuding an arrogant brilliance.

In the eyes of others, Gu Yuze is as warm as jade, but in Xiao Yuting's eyes, he is lonely. Because of the feeling, because she was standing at the same angle as him, she kept looking up in the direction of her lover.

Looking at each other, Xiao Yuting looked away and moved the corners of her lips, "I ......"

What to say? Lust heart to go deeper? Forget it, I breathed a sigh of relief, "Who made you write your male protagonist's aura so strong, I have recently been deeply involved in the male protagonist's affection and can't get out." ”

"Blame me too?"

"Blame you, blame you." Blame you for sending it to the door for me to meet......

Xiao Yuting picked up the goblet again, a little drunk. Gu Yuze stretched out his hand to block the mouth of the cup, "You drank too much." ”

Xiao Yuting smiled bitterly, staring at the clean and slender fingers with lowered eyes, and the knot in her heart could no longer be untied, "Tomorrow will be the groom's official, say goodbye to the single dog completely, shouldn't you have a good drink?" ”

Gu Yuze's eyes turned, yes, he had already tied himself to Leng Xia, whether he was going up the mountain or down to the sea, he would follow.

"Good, drink! We don't get drunk! No, you will be a bridesmaid for me tomorrow, you have to pay attention to your image, drink less, don't drink too much and you won't wake up for a while and a half. ”

Xiao Yuting laughed silently, afraid that no amount of alcohol would be able to get her drunk, as the saying goes, the most bitter sugar she has ever eaten comes from her beloved's candy, and the sour wine she has ever drunk is her beloved's wedding wine, and she ...... When Gu Yuze was worried about the bridesmaid selection, she volunteered to sign up, for what?

Xiao Yuting thought that she was probably just wearing a dress and standing on the wedding stage with him.

What if sugar is bitter! What if the wine is sour! Isn't it enough if she's been close to him?

"I'll drink less." Xiao Yuting responded, and when she looked at Gu Yuze, she was still unconcerned, "Yuze, discuss one thing with you." ”

Xiao Yuting rarely called his name seriously, many times she called him "bend" with Leng Xia, or she called her "great god" with Naba.

"What's the matter?"

Gu Yuze asked casually, his gaze was very low, so low that after Xiao Yuting's sentence "The blue bird does not pass on the message outside the clouds, and the lilac is empty and sad in the rain", he no longer dared to look at Xiao Yuting.

Once, when he quoted this sentence, he took a fancy to lilacs, "Lilacs" also used the name of a folk song, this song is to commemorate a girl who died in a car accident, there are always many touching stories in the era of wind and snow, there are always a lot of feelings in the ivory tower that people can't give up, and what he likes is just the kind of can't have, can only long, so that he can only miss deeply.

Because you can't have it, you can only "once the sea is difficult to water, except that Wushan is not a cloud", and because of deep love, you can only "this hatred lasts forever".

"Call me by name."

Xiao Yuting raised her eyes and kept staring at Gu Yuze. His avoidable gaze burned her heart, and when she sniffed it closely, she could hear the smell of muscles sticking away, and from then on, a piece of her heart would be missing.

Gu Yuze raised his head, his eyes collided again, he forgot to breathe, and she forgot the pain.

"Xiao Yuting!"

Gu Yuze lightly opened his thin lips, as usual evil and improper, even with his name and surname, and even with two points of impatience.

He has always been like this with her, she is merciless when she scolds him, she exposes him ruthlessly and desperately in a short time, and she once defined their relationship as "happy enemies".

"That's not right!" Xiao Yuting corrected.

Gu Yuze knew what Xiao Yuting meant, but he had a cold summer to protect, and he couldn't use it for two purposes, "Yuting." ”

Gu Yuze shouted, his voice was much softer, but it was also crisp and neat, with a melodious turn without emotion.

Xiao Yuting shook her head, between her red lips, the smile of expectation was like a little star.

In Gu Yuze's eyes, Xiao Yuting saw her appearance, although she was defeated, she was still glorious, this was her positioning for herself tonight.

Anyway, she spoke implicitly and said her love.

Gu Yuze licked his lips, at a certain moment, he thought about keeping in touch with Xiao Yuting for the rest of his life, but he has never been able to locate what kind of relationship, the lover is not more than a friend, and now, there is no need for him to think about this relationship.

Xiao Yuting closed her eyes slowly, as if she was listening to the music in the bar, maybe everything was so appropriate, and the rock song was replaced by the folk song "Nanshan Nan":

You're in the southern sun

Snow

I'm in the cold night in the north

The four seasons are like spring

If only it was too late before dark

I'm going to forget your eyes

Extremely poor all his life

I can't finish a dream

He no longer talks to anyone about the isolated island of encounter

Because my heart has long been deserted

He can't hold a home in his heart

Be a mute who only lies to yourself

……

Nanshan South

Northern autumn sorrow

There are grain piles in the south mountain and the south wind murmurs

There are tombstones in the North Sea of the North Sea

There are tombstones in the North Sea

With her eyes closed, she has become a person in the song; He looked at her, as he had seen it for the first time, and the smug girl was occasionally hypocritical.

"Rain ~ Ting ......"

The elongated tail note rose slightly, and there was compassion between his lips and teeth, and Xiao Yuting's long-hanging heart fell to the ground, "I'm here!" Xiao Yuting replied in her heart.

At the end of the song, she opened her eyes, and he looked out the window.

It was Xiao Yuting's idea to come to this bar, it is a quiet bar that does not look like a bar, the décor is antique, and people who come here are just drinking or listening to music to relax.

When she first came here to look for Gu Mo half a year ago, Gu Mo told her that this bar was opened to commemorate her lover, and it was after Gu Mo and Leng Xia broke up.

She asked Gu Mo if she knew the detailed love story of this bar, Gu Mo didn't say, because she wanted to tell Gu Yuze, she knew after several inquiries that it was just a story of a secret love, the bar owner had disabled legs, and met a girl on the Internet, the two were like-minded, the girl mentioned meeting, the bar owner refused, and then the girl got married,

And the bar owner never forgot the girl.

Xiao Yuting thought wildly, she wanted Gu Yuze to come here, not the wine in front of her or the music in her ears, but the story called unrequited love.

How could she not be, but when tomorrow comes, she can only be like the ending of "Nanshan Nan", being a dumb person who only lies to herself, and those flowers that have not had time to bloom in sealed bottles and cans, and even the seeds can not germinate and rot.

She couldn't share the story of this bar with Gu Yuze anymore.

'Rain ~ Ting'......' she remembered his lingering voice, and that's it.

"Drink!" Xiao Yuting held the goblet, touched the empty wine glass in front of Gu Yuze, and then drank it all in one gulp, closing her hazy love.

……

After Xiao Yuting came back from Huicheng, she closed herself off without seeing anyone for a month, except for going to work or going home, nothing else except two o'clock.

The night is getting deeper, Xiao Yuting is drinking the wine in the cup alone, the night of the glass is dark, and the surviving person is hidden in her heart.

The mobile phone rang "Didi", Xiao Yuting didn't want to listen to it, but she didn't listen to it anymore, for fear that her mother would call the police, so she clicked on it, and it was a voice sent by her mother:

"Tingting, you're not too young, what do you mean?"

"Is there a subject? If you bring it back, I don't have any special requirements with your dad, as long as he is good to you, if you don't come back quickly on a blind date. ”

"Why are you so angry, kid? Believe it or not, I'll go to the hospital tomorrow to find your director! ”

The three in a row are the voices of Xiao Yuting's mother.

Xiao Yuting hooked the corners of her lips hard, and suddenly found that this was in her own home, she didn't need to hide it for others, and when her lips tightened, two lines of tears fell in response.

It's her fault for falling in love with someone who has a heart to belong to!

……

Under the dim street lamp, Gu Yuze put down his camera and walked aimlessly, and several unkempt and disheveled men and women walked in front of him, the old and the young, the able-bodied and the crippled, they arched their bodies and looked around with pleading eyes.

In front of Gu Yuze, they stopped, Gu Yuze habitually took out his pocket, revealing the empty bottom of his purse, and explained in the Berber language, which he had not yet learned to be very proficient, that he had no money for them.

It wasn't until they were far away that Gu Yuze raised his camera and pressed the shutter on their distant backs.

This trip to Africa, Gu Yuze felt particularly fulfilling, when safety was not guaranteed and hunger was not solved, no matter what was going on, it was just because of this insight that Gu Yuze completely put a person in his heart, and he would go to her at the end of the month.

Gu Yuze returned to the "21K" bar with his bags on his back, and it was already the second half of the night.

The proprietress is an authentic Chinese, wearing a leopard print long skirt wrapped in a delicate figure, not vulgar, but called handsome, and a little can only be understood to be indescribably charming.

"Hey!" The proprietress greeted Gu Yuze.

Gu Yuze put his bags aside and sat down at the bar: "Hey! Sister Ace. ”

Ace smiled charmingly, then looked quiet, his slender fingers took the silver spoon and quickly stirred the ice cubes in the cup, then picked up the brown wine on the side, and poured it into the cup slowly and gently, until the mouth of the bottle was closed two-thirds of the way, and the brown wine flowed into the glass.

Gu Yuze saw Ace bartending and remembered that a certain woman also volunteered to mix wine for him, and ended up drinking him in the hospital.

"Let's see if you're feeling today?!" Ace saw through Gu Yuze's thoughts.

Gu Yuze chuckled, the sword fork on the cup was a bright and dazzling cherry, and a layer of white foam floated on the brown wine, similar to cream.

Gu Yuze smiled and asked, "This is cream?" Can you drink it? ”

Ace smiled but did not answer, his lips were red and his teeth were white, showing coquettishness.

Gu Yuze tried to taste it, the sweetness of the silk was tinged with a hint of spiciness, and the two ends of the double touch were fully softened in the mouth, blending into an intriguing taste enjoyment.

Ace then spoke up: "How is it?" What about your mood? ”

Gu Yuze laughed lightly, "I can't hide anything from you." The woman was like the glass of wine in front of her, looking at it casually, but it was up to his appetite.

"Because I've been through more than you."

Gu Yuze acquiesced, "Then have you ever thought about going back?" ”

Ace smiled, "To love someone, you don't necessarily have to have him, who of us...... Poet Bar...... Didn't he say that it's better to miss each other than to see each other, I think this is also a state of love. ”

"Sima Guang wrote, 'If you don't see each other, how can you be ruthless'."

Ace continued: "That's pretty much what it means, you're a literate person, it's just different, you know everything." ”

"Sister Ace, don't make fun of me, I just love poetry, so I just pay attention to reciting a few more sentences."

After Gu Yuze finished speaking, he took another sip of Ace's wine.

Ace was silent, and silently mixed another glass of wine, blue, very pure blue, blue transparent.

Gu Yuze took it and asked spontaneously: "What is the explanation of this wine?" ”

"Taste it." Ace still didn't tell Gu Yuze.

At the age of forty, she has experienced unforgettable love, and she has also experienced the wrong-person she married, and finally she is alone, hiding in a place where no one knows her past.

Gu Yuze took a small sip and pursed his lips, the sweet and soft taste of wine spread in his mouth, flowing through his throat, flowing into his body, and through the blood, his heart was very peaceful.

Because he has the answer, if before returning to "21K", his idea was still immature, then it has taken shape at the moment, and he is sure!

"Ace, thank you!" Gu Yuze put down the unfinished wine, picked up his bag and said hello to Ace, and went up to the second floor with a bang.

He stayed in Ace's bar for the time he came to Africa.

Back in the room, Gu Yuze didn't have time to clean up, so he hurriedly sent an email to Leng Xia: Go back at the end of the month and find true love!

Eight words, two punctuation, is the first mail he sent out when he left Huicheng and came to Africa, and the recipient is the person he values the most.

In the Rising Sun Apartment, Leng Xia was lying on Gu Yuze's lap, eating oranges leisurely, Gu Mo looked at the woman beside him dotingly, and continued to focus on the computer......

The next day, Gu Yuze woke up very early, Ace hadn't opened the door of the bar because of the problem of sleeping late, Gu Yuze climbed down the water pipe from the balcony on the second floor as usual.

Today he is not going to do anything else, he got up early in the morning just to exercise, he wants to train his body to be stronger, and the woman in the province saw him and said that he had thin arms and legs, and he had no strength.

After an hour of morning running, Gu Yuze came back sweating profusely, and Ace also opened the door, although there would be no guests in the morning.

"Morning, Sister Ace." Gu Yuze trotted past the bar, he had to go out to collect wind today, so he had to hurry upstairs to prepare.

To Gu Yuze's surprise, his trotting movement stopped suddenly, turned his head, and was puzzled: "Sister Ace, do you drink early in the morning?" ”

At this point, who will come to drink? It's just Ace who drinks it himself.

"It's not me who drinks!"

"Got guests?" Gu Yuze swept around, and there was indeed a person sitting on the booth in the corner of the wall.

Okay, it's nothing else's business, if Ace drinks, he must ask the cause and effect, why do you take wine early in the morning to wash your stomach?

Gu Yuze raised his feet and went up the stairs.

"Brother, help me send it over."

Ace usually doesn't call Gu Yuze, so when she opened her mouth, Gu Yuze naturally wouldn't refuse.

Picking up the tray, two glasses of fruit wine were yellow and clear, Gu Yuze strode over, getting closer and closer, his steps slowed down.

The back is too familiar, and the big waves of linen scattered on the back are like rolling waves, and he once said to a woman: keep your hair long, perm it with a big curl, and match it with a flaxen color, and it looks like a woman.

Approaching, the woman's hair covered her facial features, and she felt that her skin was very fair, and she was similar to that woman, Gu Yuze smiled bitterly, how could she be here? No, it won't! His déjà vu is only because he is in love, so much so that every woman he meets in his life has her shadow in him.

Gu Yuze put down two glasses of fruit wine and smiled politely: "Beauty, your wine." Gu Yuze said in English.

Xiao Yuting, who was sitting in the booth, looked at Gu Yuze, who was approaching step by step, and her eyes were already wet with tears.

The night before, Gu Mo and his wife made a video with her, telling her that they had Gu Yuze's whereabouts.

She immediately asked for the address, transferred all the way, and because the plane was delayed, it took 24 hours to get here.

Her initial excitement gradually faded, she calmed down a lot, and when she learned the news of him, she wanted to stand in front of him and tell him in an instant: Gu Yuze, you are a big bastard, I have liked you for so long, you don't know anything like a fool!

It's just that when she came here, her excitement, her throbbing, her impulsiveness were instantly cooled, what position did she use to question him?

He never told her that he liked her too!

Even if it's a good feeling!

Some...... It's just that......

The infatuation with a girl in his book is so infatuated that he uses the girl's appearance to be the heroine of the comic.

In his fan base, she added it with a trumpet, and all she saw was fans asking when they could eat the candy of the great god and the heroine......

No one knows, she has eaten, it is bitter.

She thought that he would also taste bitter for his own candy, after all, that girl didn't belong to him anymore.

He came here alone, and fled here just for that girl, and he couldn't see that girl and other men loving each other.

That's what sets her apart from him.

She fell in love at first sight, so she traveled hundreds of miles to his city, often appearing in his field of vision.

She was lustful, so she brazenly used various trumpets to follow his Weibo, his, his mailbox, and his EMS......

She was always in love, so as to entertain herself, he promoted the new book, and she followed suit; When he got married, she stupidly went to be a bridesmaid, and her heart bleached as she watched him hold other women's hands.

hasn't known each other for a long time, but it seems to have performed all her youthful and ignorant love, but the ending is her one-man show.

Poor and pathetic, just because she is stupid.

After following his footsteps for so long, I suddenly looked back and found that I was tired and tired......

Africa, let her footsteps come here.

This meeting, if he doesn't keep it, he will let it go completely, and let her unrequited love be buried in Kenya.

"Have a drink with me." Xiao Yuting raised her head and picked up the hair that was scattered around her cheeks.

Gu Yuze's pupils dilated, and he looked at the woman in front of him in disbelief, the woman he thought of from time to time.

"Why are you here?" It's dangerous here.

"I shouldn't have come."

If you say yes, Xiao Yuting smiled self-deprecatingly.

Gu Yuze sat opposite Xiao Yuting, looking at Xiao Yuting, who had lost a lot of weight, his heart ached.

"Welcome to '21K' Bar."

The voice is very raw and cold.

Hearing this, Xiao Yuting quickly turned her eyes, his opening statement had already rejected her, she came, and he welcomed her as a bar.

Hehe! Xiao Yuting sighed lonely.

Gu Yuze said: "The owner of the '21K' bar is a woman, she is an amazing woman, and she is also a woman who is emotionally frustrated. ”

Xiao Yuting looked at her, very calm, but her heart was full of turmoil: What do you mean? Did he want to tell her that he was in love with someone else again?

She once had an online relationship with a boy, and when they fell in love, she proposed to meet, but the boy refused, and the girl was very sad and angry and married someone else, she resentfully sent her wedding photo to the boy, and the boy just sent her three words: I wish you happiness!

The girl completely let go of that relationship and began to live with peace of mind, but how could she live without distractions when she hid a person in her heart, so it didn't take long for her to divorce, she went to the boy's city without the boy's consent, but surprises and accidents always happened unexpectedly.

The girl was in a car accident, and because she was pregnant and bleeding heavily, the doctor removed her uterus, she collapsed, she lost the courage to see the boy again, she recuperated in the city where the boy was for three months, and went to see him on the day she left, far away.

The boy's appearance has not changed, he is still sitting in front of the computer, working elegantly.

After that, the girl left the boy's city, and she found that no, even if they were not in the same city, they were still in the same country, so she came to Kenya, a dangerous and poor place, and her love was little by little consumed by fear. ”

Gu Yuze said a lot in one breath, and Xiao Yuting only felt that she had heard another version of this story there.

"I understand your story." Gu Yuze said suddenly.

Tale? Xiao Yuting suddenly became enlightened, the story she didn't share with him, and the story he told her to listen to, was actually a story.

Xiao Yuting asked in a daze: "Is it still possible for them to meet again?" ”

"There should be!"

"Why?"

"This." Gu Yuze shook his mobile phone, when he told her this story, he had already posted on Weibo while talking, he believed that with the power of his huge fans, he would definitely be able to bring the "21K" here to the "21K" in Huicheng.

It's 21K because that's the weight of the soul: 21 grams.

Everyone who loves others deeply, will lose 21 grams of weight after death, and that 21 grams is the purest love in the world, even if people go, the loveliness is still there, and the reduced 21 grams will always stay with the loved ones. 21 grams is the purest love, and the 21 grams are: one gram is tolerance, one gram is acceptance, one gram is support, one gram is confiding, one gram is unforgettable, one gram is romance, one gram is communication with each other, one gram is praying for her, one gram is apology, one gram is admitting mistakes, one gram is considerate, one gram is understanding, one gram is thanks, one gram is correcting, one gram is understanding, one gram is not forbearance, one gram is not questioning, one gram is not demanding, one gram is not forgetting, and the last gram is not to hold hands casually, let alone let go casually.

Gu Yuze got up and walked to Xiao Yuting, condescendingly, he slowly squatted down, knelt on one knee, and there was a firm gaze in his gentle eyebrows, "Yuting, now...... I didn't prepare anything, but the 21-gram soul was ready, do you want it? ”

Xiao Yuting's eyes were red aggrieved, and after so much persistence, she finally ushered in his response, but she was not moved, only grievances.

It's like a dress full of joy, I worked hard to save money, and finally bought it back and wore it on my body, but I was wronged in the process of saving money.

Xiao Yuting pulled up a smile: "May there be lovers in the world who will eventually become married!" ”

"Just like us!"

Gu Yuze added.

……

Gu Yuze: Thanks to your appearance, I have liked it for many years.

Xiao Yuting: Great god, male god...... Anything is good, if you like it, you can chase it, and you may become your own man.