(70) Sweet waiting

No matter what Zhang Gang says, Li Xiaocan just doesn't believe it, Li Xiaocan has a habit of emotional cleanliness, in her heart, betrayal and infidelity are the bottom line of marriage, even if the spirit is derailed, the spirit is derailed, will the body be far away?

Zhang Gang couldn't argue, jumping into the Yellow River couldn't wash it away, for his ex-girlfriend, if he said that he had no feelings at all, it was impossible, it was just an unsatisfactory feeling, just like a little residual warmth emitted by the ashes after the fire, just like the person who burned the fire sighed at the ashes: "Ah, how warm this fire used to be......" is just a sentence of emotion, there is no possibility of revival at all, why this, Li Xiaocan can't understand it? Doesn't Li Xiaocan have any memory of his ex-boyfriend?

But Li Xiaocan didn't understand this feeling, she changed from a state of anger and cold war to a state of doing what she wanted, when she thought of the two of them talking about the recent situation, Li Xiaocan's eyebrows rose upside down, and he didn't dare to imagine that if he hadn't found out, wouldn't they have resurrected?

At this end, Zhang Gang was distressed, Li Xiaocan misunderstood and amplified the connection between him and his ex-girlfriend, and was aggressive, sad and painful for this, Li Xiaocan couldn't listen to any explanation.

Li Xiaocan thinks that the breakup must be clean and neat, this ex-girlfriend has broken up, and there are still nonsense words such as "I will help you again", don't you understand that it is to bury a pit for the next one? is really a proper scheming, and what she really wants the other party to be happy should never appear again, not to disturb the other party, and not to worry about the other party. Throwing away this sentence of "help you", is it love or a hint, or unwillingness, or waiting?

As a woman, Li Xiaocan has a natural sensitivity to emotions, Zhang Ailing said that men are creatures who want both white roses and red roses, and if they marry white roses, red roses become mosquito blood on the wall. Eating from the bowl and looking at the pot is a kind of human desire. Therefore, Zhang Gang's various proofs, promises, and guarantees are all inaudible.

As long as she thinks of her ex-girlfriend sending ambiguous text messages to her husband in the dead of night, she is jealous, and she feels that the big fat sheep she has worked so hard to raise has become the bag of a wild wolf, and she can't help but be angry.

Li Xiaocan no longer answered Zhang Gang's calls, nor did he reply to any of Zhang Gang's WeChat, as if he had disappeared, silently.

She is used to this, and when she is depressed, she locks herself up and does not contact anyone. She nestled on the sofa to watch comedy, variety shows, "Happy Camp", and all the programs that could provide happiness.

"Bang! Boom! Boom! There was a knock on the door, Li Xiaocan jumped up vigilantly and asked, "Who?" ”

"I, Zhang Gang!" The familiar voice of Zhang Gang came.

When Li Xiaocan heard this, he was happy and angry, leaned behind the door and said stubbornly: "Why are you still coming to me?" Why don't you go to your ex-girlfriend? ”

"Hey, Xiaocan, don't be angry, I really have nothing to do with her!" Zhang Gang is still explaining.

"Isn't it really that cheerful? Why haven't I seen you so polite to me? If you empathize and don't love me, just say it directly, I promise not to stop you from pursuing happiness! Li Xiaocan said as he spoke, his voice choked up involuntarily.

"Xiao Chan! Ah! What a mess! You believe me, I really don't have anything to do with her, otherwise I would have married her in the first place! If I really have something to do with her, can I still let you find out? If I have a ghost in my heart, why don't I hide the evidence quickly? I'm honest, I'm really not sorry for you! Zhang Gang said as he patted the door.

"Don't lie to me! You men like to eat from the bowl and look at the pot! Li Xiaocan yelled like a frightened cat.

"Li Xiaocan, we've been married for so long, and we have children, don't you know if I have two hearts? I don't have enough energy to deal with work every day, do I still have the energy to cheat? Use your own brain to think about it, who am I, Zhang Gang! ”

"Don't explain! Explanation is disguise, disguise is truth! Li Xiaocan covered his ears, not wanting to hear Zhang Gang's voice.

"Well, if you don't believe it, I don't have anything to say, I'm waiting for you at the door, when will you open the door, and when will I see you again." Zhang Gang said helplessly.

Li Xiaocan sneered, give me a bitter meat plan! I really don't like this! Okay, if you want to keep watch at the door, then keep it, the night is so long, see how long you can keep watch?!

There was no sound outside, and Zhang Gang stopped banging on the door or shouting. Li Xiaocan put his ear to the door and couldn't hear a sound. Li Xiaocan sighed, feeling both lost and angry, she couldn't accept the flawed feelings, where should the city of marriage go?

At ten o'clock in the evening, Li Xiaocan went to the kitchen to order a tomato and egg noodles, no one felt sorry for himself, but he felt sorry for himself.

After washing the dishes, she put on the TV series to keep her brain from stopping, she was afraid that as soon as she stopped, she would think about that annoying thing. This Zhang Gang should go to dinner, it's quiet outside.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, Li Xiaocan was lying on the bed watching TV in a daze, and fell asleep: "Zhang Gang also slept, who would be so stupid as to wait outside the door all night!" That's the plot of the TV series! Li Xiaocan fell asleep groggily.

The next day, at six o'clock in the morning, Li Xiaocan went out to buy breakfast, and as soon as he opened the door, a black shadow fell to the ground, Li Xiaocan was startled, and only then did he see that it was Zhang Gang! Zhang Gang curled up and leaned against the door, and as soon as the door opened, it fell in with the door.

Li Xiaocan couldn't believe that there was such a stupid person in this world, so he hurriedly helped Zhang Gang up: "How long have you been outside?" ”

Zhang Gang's body was numb and stiff, he curled up involuntarily, and said weakly: "From yesterday to now, I haven't left." ”

Li Xiaocan was distressed, helped him to lie on the bed, poured another cup of hot water, and reproached him: "You are so stupid! I thought you were gone! Are you stupid? Outside the door, I shrunk up and sat on the cold hard floor all night! Is it cold at night? ”

Zhang Gang's face was pale and haggard, and he closed his eyes and said intermittently: "I'm cold, I want to drink water...... My back hurts......"

"Okay, okay, the water is coming, you're such a fool, why don't you tell me to open the door!" Li Xiaocan put a pillow under his neck and fed him water with a cup.

Zhang Gang drank a few sips, but he still felt weak: "My arm is numb...... The leg is also numb...... I'm so hungry......"

Li Xiaocan felt that he had picked up a stray dog by the trash can outside, and his anger had long since turned into nothing, and he reproached distressedly: "You are such a fool!" The biggest fool in the world! Then he took a hot towel and put it on his arm.

"Wife...... I love you...... Don't leave me...... I didn't do anything to be sorry for you......" Zhang Gang said weakly, intermittently crying.

Li Xiaocan held his hand, put his face in front of his chest, and was moved: "Good! Good! Good! Then I won't leave you, but you can't be stupid anymore, you really can't take care of yourself! ”

"If you don't open the door, I can't help it!" Zhang Gang grabbed Li Xiaocan's hand.

"You big fool, others can't bully you if you pick it up! You live a good life with me, I won't bully you! Li Xiaocan hugged Zhang Gang and said emotionally. Yes, along the way, they have already gone from classmates to lovers to husband and wife, and this relationship has long been between you and me, and I have you. Zhang Gang is already Li Xiaocan's armor, Li Xiaocan is already Zhang Gang's ribs, they have long been integrated, how can a few ambiguous words from his ex-girlfriend defeat him? If Zhang Gang didn't care about Li Xiaocan, would he have taken the high-speed train for thousands of miles to Wuhan to find her? Will you sit outside the door all night?

"Wife, I love you......" Zhang Gang muttered, his eyes full of tears, as if Li Xiaocan would leave him immediately, his hand held Li Xiaocan's hand heavily like pliers, Li Xiaocan only felt that his hand hurt, it was a happy pain: "Husband, let's stop quarreling, okay?" ”

Li Xiaocan put Zhang Gang's hand on his face, what sweet and happy lovers they were, but why did they come to the point of saber rattling, three days of a big quarrel and two days of a small quarrel? Without love, why should they be together? If there is love, why do you always quarrel so much that you are on the verge of a relationship breakdown?

"Okay, okay, okay, don't quarrel with me." Zhang Gang said.

"I'm not noisy, I'm not noisy, I feel sorry for you!" Li Xiaocan choked, countless quarrels flashed in her mind, Zhang Gang's angry look, Zhang Gang's angry look, Zhang Gang's angry look, Zhang Gang's yelling at her...... The way she was angry, the way she scolded him for being a bastard, the way she closed the door and refused, oh my God, what the hell were they doing! I'm almost going to lose the other person!

"Wife, don't leave me, I love you." Zhang Gang, who has always been bad at words, repeated in a low voice.

"Okay, okay, I promise you, I will never leave you, we will love each other for a lifetime." Li Xiaocan is like the heroine in an idol drama, saying these sensual words inexplicably. They never seemed to have said such a thing, but they couldn't help but say it at the moment. There is still love, and when the marriage is on the verge of death, it will burst out with a powerful force that has never been there.

Li Xiaocan seemed to think of something again: "Husband, in the future, I will go before you." ”

"Fool, what do you think?" Zhang Gang finally slowly recovered.

"I'm afraid that if you're gone, I won't be able to live alone. With you, I'm not afraid of anything. Li Xiaocan felt that his nose was sour.

"Okay, with me, I will always be with you." Zhang Gang stroked Li Xiaocan's head with his hand.

When the two of them got married, they didn't swear a vow, and they didn't say it until more than two years after they got married. What is Marriage? The more together you are, the more inseparable you are from each other, right? In the company of day and night, whether it is quarrels, sweetness, or mutual resentment, the existence of this person has long been integrated into the lives of the other party, and the triviality of firewood, rice, oil and salt has long ground two people into one person, inseparable.

The two of you and I were nong for a while, and Zhang Gang's sense of taste recovered: "I'm so hungry, I didn't eat last night!" ”

Li Xiaocan hurriedly rushed out to buy it too early.

Eating hot dry noodles, soup powder, xiaolongbao for three people, and drinking soy milk, the two seemed to have returned to the sweet time of love, without any worries or quarrels.