Chapter 53: Where I Am
"You have a shipment."
"Well...... I'll go down and get it. ”
"That...... I'm sorry, but can I put it in the automatic collection machine? ”
"No, I'm very convenient now, I'm already downstairs."
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This is Xu Tian's most impressive memory, and it is also from the day he received the two express mails, Xu Tian and Zhinian Tai Sui got in touch.
"It was that day that Li Ming came to me with a homicide case, and it was from that case that I came into contact with you." Xu Tian said.
"Calm down, do you see those visions again? Not what you think, listen to me and calm down. Teacher Jin said.
"And you, I've been in a trance ever since you appeared." Xu Tian pointed at Dr. Lin and said.
"Are you blaming me? I'm not obligated to take responsibility for your madness. Dr. Lim said.
"Why are you here all of a sudden? You want to prevaricate just by talking about a detective game, do you think you can fool me? Xu Tian said.
"So what do you want? Arrest me as a criminal? Dr. Lim said.
"Criminals?" These two words suddenly sounded in Xu Tian's mind, and the kid kept shouting the word criminal.
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The young lady escaped from the fire with Xu Tian, and the fire was set by the young lady, but Xu Tian couldn't remember who she was, only remembered that she was a very terrible person.
When he was with her, Xu Tian didn't dare to speak loudly, and only when she was in a good mood did Xu Tian dare to say a few words, but it was all about food and water.
The young lady kept holding Xu Tian's hand, they were walking aimlessly on the cold street, and Xu Tian didn't know where they were going.
Xu Tian wanted to ask, because Xu Tian was very worried about his safety, and he didn't know when the young lady would kill him.
Why do you think so? Because Xu Tian had already witnessed the murder of the young lady many times, the homeless man who was killed by arson before was not the first person to be killed by her.
In his trance-like memory, Xu Tian couldn't remember who this terrible young lady was, was it Dr. Lin? But the age is not right, Dr. Lin is eight years older than Xu Tian, but the young lady in his memory is not much higher than Xu Tian.
"Are you afraid of me?"
Unconsciously, Xu Tian came to a dark room, which was very similar to the small house before, but the furnishings inside were completely different, and there was no fire in this room.
It's cold!
Xu Tian tightened his cotton clothes, but he still felt very cold.
The young lady has taken off her flower padded jacket outside, and she doesn't look as cold as Xu Tian.
"Let go of the confusion in your heart, and you won't feel cold."
"I ...... Confused? ”
"Your confusion comes from within you, and deep down you are always afraid of danger, and you are afraid of me, and you are afraid of yourself."
"I'm scared of myself?"
"Yes, you're more afraid of yourself, because you don't know when you're going to lose yourself, and you're going to hurt yourself when you don't have yourself."
"I don't understand, what does that mean? Why did I hurt myself? ”
"Because deep inside you live another person, that is not the real you, you need to overcome him, as long as this is how you can find yourself."
"But I still don't understand, I am who I am, how can there be another me?"
"That's because the other you are simply a person who can't be seen or touched, that's another you in your heart, no, that's not you, don't misunderstand, it's another person."
"Then how can I get that person out of my heart?"
"Kill him, only kill him."
"But how can I kill him? I don't know what to do. ”
"It's easy to kill him, stab your heart with a knife and he'll be dead."
"It's as simple as that?"
"Yes."
"Am I going to die, then?"
"Only the one in you will die."
"I'm asking me, you tell me, will I die?"
"I said, as long as the person in your heart will die."
"But you didn't tell me, what about me? Can you survive if your heart is pierced? ”
"You're questioning me, you don't have the right to question me, you have to do what I tell you to do, you know?"
"I don't know, I just know that if I break my heart, I won't be able to live myself."
"How do you know if you don't try?"
"I don't want to try, how can I try this kind of thing?"
"Give you a knife, try it."
"No, I don't want it, I'll die."
"You're not going to die, you're going to kill someone else, not yourself."
"But if you want me to poke my own heart, I don't want to listen to you."
"Then I'll help you, don't move, just a moment."
"No!" Xu Tian woke up suddenly and found that he was already lying on a wooden bed.
Whose room is this? Not last night's room.
Xu Tian looked around, this was still the Chen family's ancient mansion, but Xu Tian was lying in Jiaojiao's room.
What about the others? None of them are here, and Xu Tian can't remember how he got here.
"Are you awake? Yesterday's snowstorm was so big! ”
This voice is...... Jiaojiao?
Xu Tian watched Jiaojiao walk in, she was still wearing the same clothes as yesterday, but with an extra white scarf around her neck.
"You...... Jiaojiao? ”
"Don't you know me when you sleep? I lent you my room, and you didn't even say a word of thanks. ”
This is impossible, Xu Tian repeatedly asked himself in his heart, Jiaojiao is obviously dead, yesterday Xu Tian saw Jiaojiao hanging on the door frame of the study, or Xu Tian put Jiaojiao down by himself.
"Let's go have breakfast! Everyone is waiting for you! ”
Jiaojiao seemed to have gone back to the room to get the computer, which was the laptop found in the cabinet yesterday, but Xu Tianming remembered that when he walked into Jiaojiao's room for the last time last night, the laptop was gone.
This can't be, why is this happening?
Xu Tian immediately groped around, found his mobile phone on the bedside table, Xu Tian nervously unlocked the phone, the date was 8 o'clock in the morning of December 9, 2017.
At this time, Xu Tian remembered that he had looked at the time once in the middle of the night, and it was the early morning of December 9, 2017.
Time hasn't changed, but how can Jiaojiao still be alive?
Knock knock knock......
Xu Tian suddenly heard someone knocking on the window, and squinted to see that it was Siyan holding a snow removal tool outside the window.
"Siyan? You're back? Where were you last night? ”
"Huh? What nonsense are you talking about? What did I go to? ”