The small space of Yihetang beverage shop, the faint and dim light is reflected on the retro decoration wall, but also on the face of every person with a story, or sad or happy, or sad or smiling, all under the soft and soothing light music, carefully open the physical and mental limbs, accept the caress and comfort of the music, like a clear stream slowly flowing through the dust that washes away the world, like a white feather, gently brushing and smoothing the folds and marks in the heart.

In the tacit silence, in the shadow of the boundary between light and dark, Gu Yuze's thoughts fluttered, all the way through the river of time, and landed in the shallows of his high school days......

For him, it was a chaotic and dangerous reef of adolescence, and if he passed safely with the lights and helm, the sea and the sky would be calm, and the mast would break in the storm, and if he could not pass, he would die of heart and die at the bottom of the sea. At that time, Su Xiaoqi was the faint light of his late-night boat......

High school is a boarding school, Gu Yuze will go home once on schedule, but once he was borrowed by a friend, and his living expenses were spent in advance, and he had to go home temporarily. Because it was late at that time, I didn't notify my parents in advance for fear of worrying, but this time, it caused a series of butterfly effects and produced a terrible storm of catastrophe......

Su Xiaoqi, who had just entered the first year of junior high school, was still living at home at that time, Xu never thought that he would come back suddenly, or the conversation between the two was too engrossed, and no one noticed him entering the door. I only heard that in the master bedroom, Su Xiaoqi was arguing with Su's mother, even with the intention of begging.

"Mom, you shouldn't be so cruel, you should let my brother meet him."

"You know what! Let your brother see him, I have fulfilled him, but it has ruined your brother's life, understand? Your brother was brought up by me since I was a child, and there is no murderer's father in his memory! ”

"Yes...... He's going to be executed tomorrow...... Mom~" Su Xiaoqi cried, "Before you die, see what is wrong with your child......"

"Xiaoqi...... You are still young, and you don't understand that he was just weaned when I brought your brother back, and for him, this home is all he has...... If suddenly tell him the terrible truth...... This will ruin him, in case he can't think about it......" Su Ma said, sighing in her heart, if she could, she would rather bear the charge of separating other people's fathers and sons, and just want to protect him for the rest of his life.

Su Xiaoqi was still crying, and she wanted to argue with reason, she had just understood what death meant, what it was, the bird was dying, its song was also mourning, and the man was dying, and his words were good. She really didn't want the man to leave with regrets.

"Qiqi ~ Listen to me, that person also deserves it the most, he has never seen your brother once, only said that he has a child, and he doesn't even know whether it is a man or a woman. Such a father ......"

Su Xiaoqi stopped her tears, interrupted her words, and said with some surprise, "Mom~ You said you didn't even know that it was a boy or a girl, so ...... I'll go, I'll go see him for my brother! ”

“…… This...... It's okay, but it's ...... Tomorrow is the execution day, and seeing that he is estimated to be ......" Su Ma was quite embarrassed.

"Don't worry, Mom. What I have endured is ...... I'll give my brother one last ride. I don't want my brother to be sad...... I don't want him to regret it in the future...... There are ......" Su Xiaoqi's voice gradually weakened, and she didn't say the rest, but both of them knew it.

Gu Yuze heard all this clearly, the contradictions and pain of his mother, and the crying and arguing of his sister created a particularly tragic picture, and he, an uninformed person who had always been protected, was the center of the tragedy.

I don't remember how sneakily I left, and fled all the way back to school like crazy, and then for three years of high school, he used blood and flesh like a mussel to smooth out the sand growing in his body, the difference is that the mussel body becomes a pearl, but his heart is becoming more and more cold and hard......

"Brother~ What do you think again?" Su Xiaoqi shook her hand in front of him, and her coffee bottomed out.

Gu Yuze came back to his senses, paused and smiled, "I'm just thinking about what happened when I was a child, you were always bullied, and every time you cry, I ...... for you."

Su Xiaoqi interrupted him and continued with a smile, "You stand up for me, but as a result, both sides will lose." In the end, my parents paid two medical bills......"

"yes. So...... I'm a doctor now, so that when you get into trouble, I'll beat people half to death, and then I'll resuscitate them. Gu Yuze half-jokingly.

Someone nodded in agreement, with a smile between their eyebrows.

Psychologically speaking, love is made up of passion, intimacy, and commitment. And intimacy, in addition to lovers, will also include relatives. So does it mean that family affection and love have a certain transformation mechanism?

Xiaoqi, when I was alone in the dead of night, I didn't dare to count my feelings, for fear that one day everything would suddenly turn upside down, negating my persistence for 20 years.

You are the illusion of dreams, you are the supreme ideal, you are the wings that rise sharply when you fall. Xiaoqi, I hold the lonely brave mouth, and I am willing to surrender or look up to you from afar. Gu Yuze said in his heart, and couldn't help but sigh.

I'm not afraid to send love to the wrong person, but I'm afraid to send the wrong love to someone.

Xiaoqi, I'm afraid that everything is a mistake, and I hope it's a mistake......