Thirty-one - The knot in the heart of the second sister

"Satsuki, you know what? Before we met you, Azusa and I were just ordinary close friends for a while. We live in the same house and help each other to live without relying on adults, not without common interests, but that is not a reason for deep friendship. At that time, I wondered, "Although the two of us are very close, in the end, we are just collaborators who have to come together under external pressure, how long can this relationship last...... And all of this has changed dramatically since you came. ”

Saying softly in a voice that was extremely gentle, and at the same time mixed with nostalgia and helplessness, Ruo Xiwan's eyes lowered, and the look in her eyes rarely seemed a little uncertain.

Whether it was judging according to her true thoughts, or trying to exclude her brother's elements and look at this matter calmly, she had no way to give Ji Yuehua any negative evaluation.

No, further...... Originally, how could something like this be easily divided?

That's twenty years. Trying to exclude the identity of my sister and brother to think about it is simply on paper.

Needless to say, it is a place where I am proud of my sister as a "younger brother", and it is also attractive as a "person of the opposite sex". Then, even the lack of self-confidence hidden under a strong will is also a reflection of cuteness and reassurance in her eyes.

With such a powerful filter in his eyes, it is impossible to talk about fairness, objectivity and rationality.

If Ji Yuehua hadn't confessed to her back then, maybe it would be very difficult for her to completely abandon the concept of "younger brother" now. It's a pity that since that day a long time ago, she has realized that the other party's love is not simply to treat the other party as a "younger brother", but at the same time to know this person who is gradually becoming reliable as the "opposite sex".

After all, Ruoxiwan is a woman after all, and she will have a little expectation of falling in love.

It's a love affair that spans two full decades. To be so loved..... It would be a lie to say that she was not moved in the slightest.

"Ever since we brought you home that day, you have always been my dearest brother and Azusa. Watching you grow up, start making friends with people other than us, and become independent, both Azusa and I can't help but feel a little lonely about it. Because, we know that one day Xiaoyue will carve out your own world and leave our two older sisters. However, at the same time, we are very proud that there is no sister in this world who will not rejoice in the growth of a younger brother, let alone a child who has been taught and raised by us personally. We share the joy together, share the responsibility of taking care of you and the loneliness of watching you grow up, and think about what it means to think about you, all of which become the topics of our daily conversation. Satsuki, you know what? Without you, Azusa and I would never have been as close as we are now...... At this point, I truly appreciate you from the bottom of my heart. ”

To be honest, Ji Yuehua hopes that the three of them can be tied together forever through marriage, so that the past time, the abnormal relationship composed of three children whose parents died, will continue to the future, why doesn't she think so?

One side is her most beloved brother-in-law, and the other side is the same biological sister, and now she is the closest person to the same person, if she can, Ruo Xiwan of course wants to live with these two of her favorite people.

Whether to get married or not, that's not a point in the first place. If Ji Yuehua asked for this, she would have only had a good impression of this righteous brother anyway, and she didn't really regard him as a simple "younger brother...... Perhaps, nodding here and starting today, trying to look at each other from a different perspective is the most appropriate option?

No, it's not like that, or should I say the opposite.

Because of this, she couldn't agree to Ji Yuehua's confession. That's because only she knows that she is not worthy of the other party's heavy feelings.

"That's why I have to tell you one thing, even if you might think I'm selfish, I'm not going to tell you for the rest of my life. Listen up...... From the very beginning, I used you as a prop to maintain the relationship between myself and Azusa, so I proposed to bring you back!"

With a trembling voice, Ruo Xiwan said word by word with an almost masochistic wry smile on her face. There was a thick haze in those blue eyes.

That's right.

Although she soon fell in love with the brother whom she proposed to pick up, whether it was his gentleness and clumsiness or his well-behavedness, he tugged at the string in her heart...... Only the original intention of picking up the other party is something she can never forget, and this matter exists in her heart like a thorn.

That's definitely not a noble reason, to put it bluntly, it's just a young girl's whim and whim. At the beginning, she didn't think about what kind of character Ji Yuehua had, who was about to be picked up by herself, and she didn't think about whether she could persevere, she just thought that she would try to work hard...... Like this, he is completely unaware of taking on the other party's life, and he can't even be called a qualified "sister", just a bastard who does what he wants, doesn't think through his brain, and has no sense of responsibility at all.

Regarding this, Yakumo Azusa was probably aware of it at the time, but she was not exposed. Therefore, the two of them are also accomplices to a certain extent.

Ji Yuehua is an obedient child who is smarter and more well-behaved than she imagined, and will try to please her sister, which really helped her a lot. Because, this made her like this brother from the bottom of her heart, and put an end to the possibility of kicking him out of the house halfway due to the willfulness of the unsuccessful brother.

Looking back now, if Ji Yuehua was a child who always didn't listen to people, was stubborn and domineering, and was prone to becoming proud and complacent, she and Yakumo Zi might not have raised him so willingly until Dongfang Canglong brought the three of them back together.

Even from the conclusion point of view, everything is fine. Not only is Ji Yuehua a good boy, but they didn't have any bad thoughts after that, and they regarded him as their own treasure from the bottom of their hearts...... The original sin cannot be changed in any way.

She is definitely not the ideal "sister" that Ji Yuehua has always believed in her heart...... That's the truth of the matter!