The word "self-interest" is not exactly a derogatory term at times, but at least it is more shrewd than "harming others and benefiting oneself." But there is a kind of person who is not good at himself, and he can't see the good of others, and tries every means to help the other party go into the water, even if he makes himself more embarrassed. For example, Bai Mengfan......

When I was a freshman, there was a dormitory dinner, and except for Su Xiaoqi, the other three brought their boyfriends. During the banquet, Bai Mengfan intentionally or unintentionally ridiculed Su Xiaoqi for being single, and asked her to find a first talk as soon as possible. Su Xiaoqi only thought it was her kindness, so he smiled and ignored it. However, when playing the game of truth or dare, Su Xiaoqi lost a game and chose to take a risk, and Bai Mengfan, as the winner, actually asked her to straddle her boyfriend's lap and put her arm around his waist and shout dear.

Although He Tiantian and Jiang Qin, who were seated, were shocked, they had a bad taste for watching the play, so they didn't stop it. And Su Xiaoqi insisted on changing the punishment method, and Bai Mengfan also refused to change her life and death. couldn't make sense, Su Xiaoqi planned to repay the debt, and Bai Mengfan began to say that she was too old-fashioned, wasn't it just a game, and she didn't care about her own boyfriend. Hearing this, Su Xiaoqi, an innocent girl with tendons, immediately fell out with her, and bluntly said that she was a water-based poplar and shameless......

It can be said that "the Tao is different, don't conspire with each other", so wouldn't it be good to "don't get along with each other in old age and death", but Bai Mengfan is biased, and there is always something to find fault. Later, Su Xiaoqi moved out of the dormitory, and the two had a long-term period of peaceful coexistence.

However, from the last time I met Xiao Yi in the restaurant, to Bai Mengfan's discovery of dating someone in the grove that day, and even rumors and friendships, these are all inseparable from Su Xiaoqi. Therefore, the new and old hatreds of the two of them add up, and they can't finish a train......

As soon as Su Xiaoqi saw Bai Mengfan now, it was like seeing a plague god, and he was afraid to avoid it, not because he was afraid, but because he was troublesome.

"Last month, I saw you with a guy at the mall. Just a few days ago, I saw you and that handsome guy in the mall again. Su Xiaoqi~ You always say that I am inattentive, and you are much better than me. It's not like I'm in love with the man named Xiao Yi while hugging other men behind my back. Bai Mengfan said proudly, with a kind of pleasure of raising his eyebrows. I thought I'd finally get your hands on it this time.

“…… You recognize the wrong person, I haven't been to the mall in the past two months. Su Xiaoqi added in his heart, except for the time when he went shopping with Xiao Yi to buy gifts.

"Impossible!" Bai Mengfan insisted that although he only saw a side face and a back both times, he would definitely not admit it, how could there be such a similar face in the world.

“…… Whatever you want. You can think whatever you like. Su Xiaoqi pulled the corners of his mouth a little helplessly, paused and said, "You're just here to tell me this?" ”

Bai Mengfan was stunned for a moment, and said confidently, "Isn't it okay?" I'm just telling you that you don't know what you don't know unless you do. When criticizing others for their improper style, they also examine their own figures......"

This is deliberate revenge! Bai Mengfan just wanted to slap her in the face with this unwarranted thing. Su Xiaoqi thought to himself, but, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't let you succeed, after all, there is a word called backfire.

"What about the evidence? As you said, I go to the mall with people. Su Xiaoqi said unhurriedly.

“…… This one...... You just don't want to admit it, do you? Bai Mengfan gritted his teeth and said, thinking that Su Xiaoqi was really cunning.

"If you want to add sin, there is no excuse." Su Xiaoqi said disapprerovitically.

Bai Mengfan thought about it, hesitated for a while, but still took out his mobile phone and called up the picture, "Oh~ Look, it's this man." As for the one where the two of you are together...... I accidentally deleted it. ”

Is it brother!? Su Xiaoqi was surprised in his heart, the background of the picture is indeed a shopping mall, but only one person can't explain anything, maybe it's Bai Mengfan's and took it casually.

"Just because of such a single photo, you want to accuse me of stepping on two boats? Suddenly you find that you also have naïve times. Su Xiaoqi said mercilessly.

"You! …… You're just trying to get on the bill! I saw it. Bai Mengfan still wanted to argue.

"Oh~ Even if it's me, is there anything wrong with my sister accompanying my brother shopping?" Su Xiaoqi said with a smile.

Bai Mengfan was stunned for a few seconds, then reacted and said in surprise, "Brother!?" You said the handsome guy in this photo is your brother! ”

"Although you don't want to see me, I still thank my brother for your compliment." Su Xiaoqi smiled, the other party's expression was really funny.

Until Su Xiaoqi left, Bai Mengfan was still stupidly stunned, how could this be possible, if that person was her brother, then their actions that day were not like a brother and sister relationship at all, could it be that they really admitted their mistake?

…………………………………………

The cold wind, the dead silence of the cemetery, the expressionless worshippers.

Gu Yuze's heart was like water, and he couldn't stir up the slightest wave calmly, although he was mourning his biological mother.

The picture on the white marble is a beautiful and gentle woman, but her eyes are empty and glazed, and I don't know what she was thinking at the time. In addition to the "Tomb of Gu Ying", next to it is a line of small letters, introducing the life and years. After staring at it for a long time, the small characters in italics carved in stone began to shift like a twisting Da Vinci code, confused, and kept hanging in front of him, and the high-speed dizziness made him fall into the whirlpool of memories, and all the memories fell apart, like a marquee showing back to the gray year, there was a sense of drowning suffocation, forced to struggle in the deep sea of memory, ups and downs......

After overhearing the quarrel between Su Ma and Su Xiaoqi, he gradually adapted and accepted from the initial collapse. I don't have the courage to ask directly, since everyone thinks that concealing it is for his good, why waste everyone's hard work, it's better to be a happy fool. But he still went to investigate on his own, used various channels, and tried to find out everything back then.

Gu Yuze's biological father is an out-and-out bastard, alcoholic, domestic violence, and after sobering up, he knelt down and begged for forgiveness and repentance. After a long time, Gu Ying, the biological mother who couldn't bear it, filed for divorce many times, but was rejected. And she secretly hid when she learned that she was pregnant, and she didn't go home secretly until soon after giving birth to Gu Yuze, wanting to sue for divorce with her documents. Unfortunately, the man happened to come back drunk, and realized the purpose of his wife, whom he hadn't seen for many months, and became angry. During the quarrel between the two, Gu Ying revealed that she had given birth to a child, and the premise of the man's consent to divorce was to ask the child to be raised by himself. Gu Ying was worried about the child's safety and refused to agree, and during the scuffle, the man pulled her hair and slammed it into the wardrobe several times, until her head was bleeding and she was out of breath......

After calming down and sobering up, the man took the initiative to surrender to the Public Security Bureau and confessed to the crime of killing his wife, while Gu Yuze was still in infancy at the time, and should have been adopted by either of the relatives of both parties. However, because the marriage between the two was not optimistic, he became a redundant burden when he was born. Just when she was in a dilemma, Su Xiaoqi's mother put forward the idea that she was willing to adopt.

The hot and momentary murder of his wife quickly subsided in the torrent of time, and the insiders of the year were relatively silent, Gu Yuze lived peacefully and happily in the Su family for more than ten years.

Gu Yuze sometimes laughed at himself and thought that the tiger was poisonous and did not eat children, and he still thanked the man for his grace not to kill. Well, you have to have a little humor to counter the jokes that fate gives you from time to time. Even if he knew the truth, he continued to pretend to be stupid. Until graduating from university, he privately changed the surname Su in the household registration book to Gu. Then without saying goodbye, I went abroad.

This is the first time to come to worship, Gu Yuze carefully looked at the tombstone, trying to find a clue about his connection with this woman, but there is no trace to be found except that he inherited her surname. He stared at her, still strange and unspeakable, and couldn't tell how sad he was. He laid the bouquet in front of the cold tombstone, knelt down and kowtowed, and got up to leave.

Funerals are performed for the living, and tombstones are reserved for the living to observe and mourn, and the dead cannot tell them whether they are comfortable or not, and they are afraid. Grief is reserved for loved ones, no matter what kind of death, the deceased cannot tell us whether he is in pain or not, this pain is the meditation left for the living.

When it comes, it is earth-shattering, and when it goes, it is silent, and life is a lifetime, but that's it......

Xiaoqi, how brave you were at that time to bear this heavy pain for me, and it was precisely because of this that I fell into a gentle whirlpool of chaos......

What a cruel tenderness and thoughtfulness this is......