Xu was too excited to see Na Mingyue's reaction, and his father's expression was slightly puzzled, "I really don't know, Mr. Shen used to do some charity activities, I thought you had seen him on TV." ”

"Ah, he's also done charity......"

That Mingyue looked at my dad with her chest heaving, "Yes, I seem to have a little impression when you say that, this person looks like a leader at a glance, look at this look, it's either a leader or a boss, it's a pity, it's so young and gone, what's the disease......"

Dad nodded with some regret, "He is a liver cancer developed from hepatitis, and later went abroad to change the liver, which was a good recovery, but two years ago there was some hardening of the ascites phenomenon, the disease is more complicated, and finally he left the hospital quietly, saying that he wanted to go out to relax, but when he found him, he had died in Anxi City, and I heard that even his family did not have time to see him for the last time, I want not to be because of his own viral hepatitis, the condition will not be so uncontrollable, and he will leave in the prime of life, which is a pity." ”

Na Mingyue's face stiffened for a while, and her lips became pale, "Why do you sound so familiar with Anxi, is it Anxi over there?" ”

I understand why the second aunt's reaction, time, and place are all right, that is to say, as grandma said, Uncle Shen, as soon as he went to the city, his condition deteriorated and passed away, but how could it be so fast!

Dad still nodded, his eyes were helpless, "Yes, it's the county-level city closest to Anfeng, Anxi, I also wonder, Mr. Shen has nothing to do with going over there to relax, but the person has already left, we just attended his memorial service, and all along, we also know very well that his condition is very serious, sooner or later, he will definitely go one step earlier, this kind of thing happens, it's not an accident, it's just a pity." ”

The bright moon was silent, a slight sweat broke out on her forehead, she cleared her throat, she looked at her grandmother, her voice trembled uncontrollably, "Mom, you said, it's a pity that this person left at a young age, and that's it, it's less than forty." ”

Grandma's face has long been bloodless, coupled with a day of rushing, the bottom of her eyes is full of turbidity, she looked at the photo, and did not look at her father's face, but her tone was so indifferent, "Everyone has a life, there is life and death, sooner or later, even if we think it's a pity, no matter how worthwhile, it's useless......"

Dad snorted, "Yes, there is no way to do it, what should be done, Mr. Shen's family has also done it, and it can be said that they have done their best, I heard that Mr. Shen's liver transplant surgery is the best expert found in the United States, and it is also the most advanced treatment method, which is difficult for ordinary people to achieve." ”

Grandma didn't say much, just looked at the photo still and pointed to a middle-aged woman with a good temperament next to Uncle Shen and continued to speak, "I think this woman is a bit like him, is it a brother and sister?" ”

Dad glanced at the woman in the photo and nodded, "It's Mr. Shen's sister, the honorary president of our hospital, that is, the chairman." ”

"That's called ......"

"Shen Mingya."

After Dad finished speaking, he looked at Grandma and smiled a little puzzled, "What, Mom, are you very interested in our hospital?" ”

Grandma's face didn't show any superfluous expression, she just looked at the photo carefully, "Wendong, Mom has a sentence that I don't know whether to ask or not." ”

"You say."

Grandma pursed her lips and raised her eyes to look at her father, "You mean you came to this hospital more than two years ago, right?" ”

"That's right."

Grandma took a deep breath, "Although Mom doesn't know what reason you left the military hospital, but we people are at least very clear in our hearts, people who can eat public meals are not willing to do it for individuals, no matter how much money there is, but at least it contains an honor for the public, but you left, of course, Mom doesn't ask for this reason, but the time period is a bit too coincidental, you said that you and Ruojun divorced two years ago, and this hospital was also you went to two years ago, you tell Mom the truth, you divorced, Is it related to changing jobs? ”

Dad seemed to be a little unspeakable, lowered his eyes, and did not have the same questions as he had just asked.

Grandma sighed, "If you don't want to say, then mom will ask more, as long as you tell the truth, because my girl I know, she is strong, she has an idea, she is a tendon who will not be a person when she encounters anything, no one's words, she will not listen, but marriage is not better than another, if you two really have incompatible personalities, then divorced mom will not complain about you more, mom will ask you, are you a child." ”

"People?"

Dad didn't seem to understand what Grandma meant by this person for a moment, and looked at Grandma stunned for two or three seconds before opening his mouth, "Mom, do you mean that I am having an affair?" “

Grandma nodded with a stiff face, "I want you to tell the truth, are you not in Ruojun's heart, this is the ...... of divorce with Ruojun?"

Dad shook his head, "No, Mom, I won't hide it from you, Ruojun divorced me is indeed due to some reasons why I changed jobs, but it is by no means that I have an affair, I love Ruojun, even if I divorce her, I love her very much, even if I can't be a husband, I am willing to accompany her as a friend!" ”

"Really?"

Grandma was a little unconvinced, "Then why doesn't Ruojun like you to change jobs?" Moreover, if you are in a place, why do you have to go to a private hospital, is it because you have any friendship with this director? ”

Dad took a deep breath and looked at grandma, "That's the kind of mom, Dean Shen's father used to be a professor in my medical school, and I am his student, so I have known Chairman Shen for a long time, and when I left the military hospital, my mood was very chaotic for a while, so I went to Chairman Shen's hospital, and between Ruojun and Chairman Shen...... It's a bit of a contradiction, I ......"

"I see."

Grandma opened her mouth lightly and interrupted her father's words, "You don't need to say it, no matter what, all these years, Mom thank you for taking care of Ruojun, it's just that you are divorced, we don't want to trouble you, so let's ...... tonight."

"Mom! What are you talking about! ”

Dad was anxious and stood up, "I said, even if I divorce Ruojun, we are still friends, we are very peaceful to end the marriage relationship, maybe, I can't accept these words in your more conservative places, but this is normal in us, I beg you not to meet the layman with me." ”

"yes."

Na Mingyue also nodded beside her, "Mom, no matter what you say, even if your brother-in-law and Ruojun are divorced, then isn't there Bao Si, then Bao Si is the blood that connects the relationship between us, as long as Bao Si calls you grandma, brother-in-law, it is also your son......"

I sat next to me with my head down and didn't say a word, and my grandmother's words kept in my head, as if I had thought of something, and I felt that it was a little incredible......

Grandma looked at me and continued to sigh, "Then, where does Ruojun work now?" ”

"She's far away from here, in the outskirts of the city, so you guys have a good rest tonight, and tomorrow morning, I'll go directly to her work unit to find her, so let's go to the hospital together."

Na Mingyue interjected beside her, "Brother-in-law, or go directly to the hospital where you are!" “

Grandma's eyebrows were glaring at the time, "It's private, and the fees are very expensive, what am I going to do!" ”

Dad nodded, "Yes, let's go to the public school, I can also find friends I know or something, it's also convenient." ”

Na Mingyue seemed to think that she had said something wrong, and she didn't dare to interject indiscriminately, until she heard her father say that she wanted to see her grandmother's inspection report in the county, so she handed it over and asked softly, "Brother-in-law, which department are you a doctor in?" ”

Dad took the examination report and read it seriously, and replied casually, "Gynecology." ”

That Mingyue opened her eyes wide, and silently watched her grandmother make a lip shape, I don't understand, how exaggerated is the man in this department?

"Then, brother-in-law, I heard that this gynecology department is also divided into medical and surgical departments, do you have an obstetrics and gynecology department dedicated to giving birth to children, or ......?"

"Bright Moon."

Grandma glanced at Mingyue, "Do you know what to do so thoroughly, do you have anything to see!" ”

Na Mingyue's face was red by what her grandmother said, and she opened her mouth a little embarrassed, "I have something to ask the doctor, but it's not mine, it's our family Baosi, I want to ask my brother-in-law, her situation is not normal." ”

"Four Treasures?" Grandma was displeased, "The four treasures are more normal than anyone else!" ”

Dad read the report very seriously, and didn't pick up their stubble, until a few minutes later, he put down the report and motioned to grandma to lie flat on the sofa, and then pressed it gently near grandma's upper abdomen, and asked in his mouth, "Does it hurt, what kind of pain does it ......?"

Grandma's mouth hissed, "It's just the pain of drilling, it's unbearable, indescribable." ”

Dad nodded, "Does my back hurt my lower back?" ”

Grandma responded, "It hurts, it hurts, the whole back hurts, the whole back hurts......"

Dad's face was a little grim, "Early abdominal pain, compression will be aggravated, and the pain will be radial, so let's go to the hospital tomorrow to focus on checking the pancreas, which is the easiest to be treated as a stomach disease." “

Na Mingyue responded, "Alas, okay, brother-in-law, isn't this very serious for my mother." ”

Dad didn't say much, "No matter what the disease, the first thing we need to have is a good attitude, you know." ”

Na Mingyue nodded again and again, and pulled her father to the side, "That brother-in-law, I have to talk to you about Bao Si, I think she ......"

"Bright Moon!"

When I heard my second aunt talk about my grandmother, I was a little unhappy, "Why do you talk so much!" ”

Na Mingyue frowned, "Mom, this is not a disease that can't be asked, isn't my brother-in-law a doctor, and Bao Si is still a girl, I just want to ask him, do you say that there is something wrong with this Bao Si not sweating at all, normal children don't all have hair or something, but Bao Si has nothing on him, I'm just afraid that the child's hair will suffocate to death, and he will have goosebumps or something in the future!" ”

"No sweat?"

Dad looked at me stunned for a moment, then walked up to me in a few steps, picked up one of my arms and looked at it carefully. "It's really not, it's mainly related to genetic factors and hormones in the body, I look under the nose, it's really rare......"

"yes!"

Mingyue looked at him a little exaggeratedly, "Brother-in-law, I won't tell you, I think Bao Si's child is more like a city child than a city child, white, and there is no hair, I took her to take a bath carefully, there is nothing on her body, slippery and slippery, just some small yellow hair, that kind, all less, up and down the body, the eyebrows and eyelashes are black, and you look at her hair, now it is a little less white......"

"Ahem!!"

Grandma couldn't help but start coughing, "Mingyue, you lead Bao Si into the house to spread the quilt, I still have to say something to Wendong." ”

That Mingyue came up and grabbed my hand, "Then let's go, Baosi, I'll take you back to the house first." ”

Dad opened his mouth in the back, "Sister-in-law, don't worry too much, it should be fine, Baosi is still young now, we can wait for her to be big and take a look, it's really not good, you can also go to the hospital to have a blood draw." ”

Na Mingyue didn't dare to say more, took my hand and walked back to the hut, and only after closing the door did she look back at my sullen face, "Baosi, what's wrong with you, is it that my aunt said that you are not happy." “

I shook my head mumu, now I don't care about what she said about me or not, I just kept thinking about Uncle Shen, thinking about Lu Xingyue, and thinking about their gone......

That Mingyue sat beside me and stretched out her hand to wrap her arms around my shoulder, "Bao Si, you are only twelve years old, this thought, don't be so heavy, no matter what illness your grandmother finds out, let's do our best to treat it, in fact, birth, old age, sickness and death, everyone has what you said on this day, right?" ”

"Second aunt."

I took a breath and interrupted her, "You say, is my dad divorced my mother because of that Shen Mingya......

"Huh?"

Na Mingyue was stunned, "What do you mean?" ”

I looked at her, "Grandma said it very clearly, she said that her father went to Uncle Shen's hospital two years ago, and her mother also divorced him at that time, and Uncle Shen also died at that time, and what did Grandma mention Shen Mingya...... Could it be all a coincidence? ”

Na Mingyue stretched out her hand and slowly covered her mouth, as if she had thought of something, "Oh, I also reacted when you said that, yes, your grandmother also said that she wanted to help that Mr. Shen, as long as he did a favor, and then didn't let us know...... Yes, there is another thing, your second uncle also told me, saying that your grandmother didn't let Mr. Shen stay for a while, but in the end, he suddenly said that Shen Mingya was staying, saying that it was related to your father, right? ”

I nodded, looking at the second aunt's eyebrows raised extremely exaggeratedly, "Oh, I said that your grandmother said that if you save that Shen always and help your mother, it turns out that the relationship is connected in this area!" ”

She clapped her hands and looked at me with a serious analysis, "That is to say, your grandma knows that there is a crisis in the relationship between your parents, or she knows that this crisis is related to the person named Shen Mingya...... But how did she know, forget it, just let your grandmother figure it out first......"

I reminded on the side, "It should be counted, on the night Uncle Shen came, I secretly watched my grandmother petition outside the door of the black mother, that is, to save Uncle Shen, but the black mother stared, I was scared, so I photographed the table behind me, there was a piece of paper on it, all of which were incense ash, and I saw that the first word was Shen after I slapped it with one hand, I didn't think it could be Uncle Shen's name, if it wasn't Uncle Shen's, it must be the grandmother Shen Mingya told by the black mother, otherwise the grandmother wouldn't know the name." ”

Since that Mingyue asked for my father's photo, my mind has been thinking about it, I think everything can't be a coincidence, grandma won't spend so much money to save a person who is difficult to save for no reason, and she has always said that she is for her children, so any details, I think there must be an indispensable connection, but I was too young, and I was too scared to pay attention to it.

Na Mingyue was a little confused, "What did the black mother do when she told your grandmother about the name Shen Mingya for no reason." ”

"It's very simple, grandma must have asked Hei's mother about my mother, because my mother seems to be in very bad health, and her shoulder is rotten a lot!"

I looked at my second aunt with a serious face, if the time period at that time was pushed forward, when my mother came back, that is, before Uncle Shen and they came, there was a night when my mother also talked to my grandmother for a long time in front of the black mother's hall, I think about it now, maybe it was because her relationship with her father was a little bad, but she didn't tell her grandmother, and the black mother who asked the grandmother herself, so when she heard Uncle Shen's name, she blurted out the three words Shen Mingya, all this, isn't it very clear!

That Mingyue looked at me like an alien, "Isn't it Baosi, I found out that you are very good after opening your brain, isn't the heart of the child so careful!" ”

I was a little anxious, "That's not the point, second aunt, it's a lot of things, in fact, there are omens, not for no reason!" ”

Na Mingyue nodded in agreement, and slapped her thigh again, "Anyway, no matter how your grandma knows about this Shen Mingya, we are clear about this matter, that is to say, your father may have divorced your mother because of this Shen Mingya, and your grandma saved this Shen Mingyuan of course in the hope that he could help, if, I mean if, if that Shen Mingya has something to do with your father, then we saved this Shen Mingyuan, is it the savior of the Shen family?"

I don't believe that Shen Mingya is embarrassed to talk to your father, it's just that something went wrong here, it didn't work out, this Mr. Shen still left, so, your grandmother didn't let us talk about this, and asked us to rot this matter in our stomachs, because we can't say it, now we are not only not helpful but also easy to be falsely accused, and your mother can't say it, if you let your mother know, in order to make your mother's marriage happy, you also went to save the younger brother of the woman who destroyed her marriage, your mother must also be angry, Bao Si, did you say that your aunt's analysis is right? ”

I don't know.

In fact, I don't know if this analysis is right or not, it's just very depressing, some truths, when you feel that the closer you are, the more depressed you will be, although the body's instinct is to let you know everything, but all this, really know, what will happen, you can only bear it, very powerless to bear.

My lord, why is it so complicated?

"But, didn't my dad say that he loved my mom."

That Mingyue sighed, "Bao Si, in fact, my lord, some things are not as simple as you see, just take your grandmother to save that Mr. Shen, she is wholeheartedly for your mother, doesn't she just want to save that Shen Mingyuan Shen family owes us, Mr. Shen is not a person who doesn't do things, you think, if he really looks good and goes back alive, can you not tell his sister to make it clear, now that I think about it, it's no wonder that your grandma said to him about asking him for help, his face was ugly, stumbling, tsk......"

I think my second aunt may really treat me as an adult, and she doesn't have any scruples to express her feelings and feelings, but I am very aggrieved and uncomfortable in my heart, don't say that my father's denial just now is not that he lied, just say Uncle Shen, how can he say that he will leave, all of this is too sudden.

"Second aunt, I still don't understand, why Uncle Sheng didn't come back, didn't tell us, Uncle Shen is gone......"

Na Mingyue put her arm around my shoulders and looked up at the ceiling, "Why come back, it's right not to come back, do you think, Mr. Shen's death, if he can't keep his family, he will have to blow up his fart, so he has to be anxious to say if we killed him, if Xiao Sheng is facing us, he can't say about us, and that Xiao Lu, if he is a sensible child, he will definitely stop his mother, maybe, if people don't come back, it's also for our good." ”

I bit my lip stubbornly, "But grandma has paid a lot for Uncle Shen, her illness, her illness is also serious after Uncle Shen leaves......"

"Alas! Who cares about you, these days, everyone only looks at the results and doesn't look at the process, Bao Si, in fact, I really don't understand, you say that Shen Mingya, although she looks at the photos very beautiful and temperamental, at first glance she looks like a female entrepreneur, but her age, at least seven or eight years older than your father, how can the two of them...... Oops, Bao Si, what's wrong with you?! “

My uncontrollable shoulders trembled slightly, the corners of my grinning mouth let tears flow uncontrollably, and I reached out to wipe it, but there was, wiped it again, and, "Auntie, I don't want my grandma to be misunderstood, I want to go to that Lu Xingyue to make it clear to him, but I don't know how to say it...... I don't think I can do anything......"

Na Mingyue was not scared by me, and hurriedly hugged me tightly, and gently patted my back with one hand, "It's okay, Bao Si, to put it mildly, aren't your parents divorced now, no matter whether your father is like someone else, that's not something you worry about, we're not here to figure these things out, we're here to see your grandma, don't feel bad, ah, it's okay." ”

I sniffed hard, but I still couldn't breathe, "But, I'm afraid of grandma dying, if grandma dies, then what should I do, I don't want to be with my parents, I hate this very complicated relationship......"

"No, no matter what time it is, our Baishan Village is your home, and your second uncle and I are your parents, as long as you don't want to, no one will dare to send you away......"

My brain is very messy, although the bright moon is reassuring one after another, but I still can't listen to anything.

I can't figure it out, even if Lu Xingyue thinks that he can't tell his family about Uncle Shen, then why doesn't he come, if Uncle Shen suddenly falls seriously ill, according to his character, he will definitely get to the bottom of it.

Even if he is angry, I am angry, and I don't believe that he is the kind of person who will be silent when things happen.

Could it be because he knows about his mom and my dad?

However, it can't be, let's not say that all this is just an inference between me and my second aunt, my dad still doesn't admit it, even if it's true, then just think about Uncle Shen's ugly face the night before he left, I clearly remember that Uncle Shen didn't eat much that night, if adults think it's ugly, how can he tell Lu Xingyue, he shouldn't tell him.

Until Na Mingyue left to take care of Grandma to rest, I was still alone in the corner of the bed, without turning on the light, just sitting there with my hands around my knees, my mind was full of messy things, Grandma's illness, Uncle Shen's death, they seemed to be connected to each other, but they couldn't solve a clue.

Rubbing my red and swollen eyes, I reached out and was about to touch the light, only to hear a familiar voice in the dark air, "Sibao, don't turn on the light!" ”

I was stunned and looked around, "Little annoyance? ”

"I'm here."

I lay on the bed and looked at a pair of sparkling eyes under the desk, although I didn't see the whole body, but these eyes were enough to make my heart happy, I could see it here, and I inexplicably had a kind of intimacy and familiarity with my hometown and old acquaintance.

"Little annoyance, why did you come with you, did you come with us on the train."

Its eyes blinked at me, probably because its body was too dark, so I couldn't see clearly wrapped in the night, "I'm a spirit fox, I can go through the mountains and enter the ground!" ”

I don't seem to understand, "Then when will you become a great fairy?" ”

It sighed slowly, "I have to wait for you to be corrected, I don't have the skills of the Great Immortal now, I can only have some small magical powers, I can't do anything, I just want to tell you, so that no matter what happens, don't be sad and sad, be strong." ”

I lowered my eyes, not daring to think about the things that were going on in my head, "But I can't seal it, and I don't know how to seal it for you." ”

"You'll be there later!"

It looked at me with a fixed look in its eyes, "As long as you grow up and understand this, you will be fine." ”

I slowly got up from the bed, "Then why me, I've been stupid since I was a child, why don't you find a smart person to seal it for you, if you don't seal it well, you won't be able to become an immortal." ”

"You can't find anyone else."

Its children's voice has always been crisp and crisp, "Four Treasures, I can't tell you a lot of things clearly, what I can tell you is everything in this life, what you once wanted, no matter what happens, what you can do is to be strong and persistent, and I am connected to your destiny, I have been cultivating for so long, I am waiting for you, waiting for you to correct me, you have to remember that the day your Tao starts is the time when I am corrected." “

I still don't understand, so I can only ask it in the language I understand, "That means that you can only be a great immortal when I become Mr. Big, right?" But what if I can't become Mr. Big? ”

The light in its eyes was a little dim, "Then I can only be like this forever, or it is possible that I will become an ordinary fox and die in the mountains." ”

I was a little anxious, "Then you have to help me, you tell me what I have to do to become Mr. Big, so that we can both get what we want!" ”

God knows how much I want to be this big man, it's like a spell that has been dangling in my ears all these years!

"No, I can't remind you, my rule is not to say more so as not to leak the heavens and create evil, what I can tell you is that in this life, you worked very hard to get it, I think, you will not let me down, I will wait for you to grow up, the world is very hard, Sibao, you must be strong......"

"Hey."

I felt that it was leaving, and I couldn't help but be a little anxious, "Don't leave without finishing speaking, you at least tell me how Uncle Shen died of illness, why didn't Lu Xingyue come back, how can I make my grandmother ......"

'Knock Knock~'

There was a knock on the door, I sighed silently, seeing that the eyes flashed like this, and I hammered my head, too, I asked in vain, and I said that it couldn't leak the secrets, that is, I couldn't tell me anything, but, what's the use of being strong, how can I feel more and more aggrieved!

'Knock Knock~'

"Bao Si, have you slept?"

Dad's voice sounded outside the door, and I said yes, got up and opened the light for him, and replied, "No." ”

He smiled softly and handed me a glass of warm milk, "Drink it before going to bed, I'm afraid you won't be able to sleep if you change places." ”

"Thank you."

I politely took it and sat back on the side of the bed with the big glass cup, "Is Grandma asleep?" ”

He nodded, pulled the chair next to the desk and sat in front of me, his eyes looking at me very carefully, "Bao Si, I seem to have heard a voice outside the door just now, are you talking to yourself?" ”

I lowered my eyes, and wanted to say that he couldn't believe it when the little annoyance came, so he could only nod, "It's a little stuffy." ”

He kept looking at me, giving me a look that he wanted to see my growth trajectory through my face, "Baosi, are you really blaming Dad for not seeing you all the time?" ”

After enlightenment, I learned that many times I don't have to express what I really think in my heart, so I shook my head, "No wonder, I know you and your mother are busy with work." ”

His eyes were a little complicated, looking at me and sighing softly, "I know you're weird, you not only look like your mother, but also have a similar personality, and you always can't help it, in fact, Baosi, Dad has really always wanted to take you back, so that our family can live together, but, I have a bit of a disagreement with your mother's personality, we may be more suitable to be friends, but living together, always quarreling, so ......"

"Do you like another woman?"

Dad was a little surprised, looked at me and shook his head, "Of course not, I love your mother very much, separated, it's just that the personalities are incompatible." ”

I let out a soft breath and thought to myself, even if this wasn't the real answer, it sounded comfortable to me.

"Bao Si, you listen to your father, divorce is an adult thing, I know that you are in the middle of puberty, and you will have your own opinions and thoughts on these things, but I want to tell you, whether your father and mother divorce or not, we all love you, you know, you are my only daughter, everything I struggle for is for you, I like you very much."

I don't think I believe it.

"But why did I see you once when I was a child, and I never met my grandfather or grandmother?"

Dad was communicating with me very seriously, "Because your grandparents live far away from here, they are southerners, and when I got married, I didn't have a banquet with your mother, so they never came back, and they didn't even go to see your grandparents, besides, I was really busy with work at that time, and I couldn't go to see you often, but you look at this house, this is the bedroom I specially prepared for you, and the desk, I have been preparing for you to come back at any time, as long as you want, this is your home, you are my daughter, It doesn't matter if your surname is Xia or not, this is true. ”

I looked up at the girl's room again, with lots of stuffed animals, white desks, pink chairs, and sunflower curtains......

If I'm just a girl playing crazy in Baishan Village, then I will be surprised to see all this, these things are not available to the children of Baishan Village, but now, I don't like it at all.

Probably seeing that I was looking seriously, Dad looked at me and continued to open his mouth, "Baosi, Dad asked you, do you like it here, if you like it, then this time, you stay, Dad takes care of you." ”

"Stay?"

I repeated softly, but I remembered the hard things of my life, to be honest, the gossip of the people in the village still hit me small, but the words of the eldest aunt left a shadow on me, I am afraid that my life is hard, and the condition of my grandmother who indirectly is aggravated.

"I don't know."

Dad nodded, "Think about it, if you stay, Dad will contact the school for you, and in the future, you will go to school here, okay." ”

Seeing that I didn't say anything, my father told me a few words to drink milk and go to bed early.

I couldn't sleep all night, until I felt the sky outside the window was bright, and then I fell asleep in a daze, and when I opened my eyes, my mother's voice was already ringing outside the door.

Pushing open the door, I saw my grandmother and they were already sitting on the sofa, my mother's eyes were red, and her face was full of worry and anxiety, "Mom, why didn't you tell me earlier, you said you were not in good health, tell me earlier, and I would have left the landline of my unit for you!" ”

"What's the use of telling you, will you tell your family, Ruojun! Do you want to hide such a big thing from me as a divorce! ”

Grandma's complexion was slightly better after a night's rest, but her face was still pale.

Mom opened her mouth, "Xia Wendong told you?" ”

"Don't you need to say it!"

Grandma stretched out her hand and pointed, "Is there a little bit of your breath in this house, Ruojun, how right your idea is, you dare to hide anything from your family!" ”

Mom bit her lip and lowered her eyes, "Forget it, you know it's nothing, I divorced him, broke up peacefully, and there is nothing unpleasant ......"

Grandma was a little depressed, "You said that you didn't tell me when you got married, and you didn't tell me about divorce, do you think you don't think I am your mother, although I have met Wendong once in these years, but I think others are good, how can you ......"

"Oops, Mom! You don't mind my business! The two of us can be friends even if we broke up! ”

My mother was busy arguing with my grandmother, and when she raised her eyes, she saw me, "Bao Si? Bao Si also came over? Ah, come here, let's, let Mom see! ”

I really want to say, why do I feel extremely unfamiliar with any parent-child meeting.

Ah, Bao Si, you've grown so tall.

Ah, Bao Si, you have become so handsome.

It's really a big girl, come on, call Mom.

Alas, did I grow up suddenly by watering a little water, it was the accumulation of days to grow up, if other relatives saw me say this, I would feel intimacy, it was touching, but my parents said this, I was really embarrassed.

But looking at my mother's face, I can only hold back the fire, I remember Han Lin's mother's stimulated appearance when she divorced, close to madness, my mother, although she looks quite normal, but she is a lot thinner than the last time I saw her, I think, she must have been stimulated, but she is stronger and more bearable than Han Lin's mother.

While talking, my father came back with an early arrival, "Sister-in-law, let's eat some food first, Mom won't eat it first, don't check it for a while because the meal is delayed, according to Ruojun's arrangement, I have already found someone to register in the second hospital, and we will check it directly when we go in a while." ”

I kept staring at my mother's expression, and she looked at my father's demeanor normally, and politely said thank you, and then beckoned my second aunt and me to hurry up to dinner.

After the table, my mother was not as embarrassed as I imagined, or tense or something, and I could hear my mother say to my father, I bothered you to take care of my mother last night.

Dad's expression was a little complicated that I couldn't tell, and he only nodded slightly, "Don't be polite to me, your mother is also my mother, although my mother knows it, but she knows that we are still friends." ”

Mom swallowed the fritters in her mouth stiffly, and still said those three words, "Thank you." ”

There was no one to say anything about a meal, and I was in a hurry, so I was going to take my grandma to the hospital after eating in a hurry, but when I was waiting for the elevator, Mingyue took advantage of my parents' absence to whisper to my grandma, "Mom, you said that the ideas of people in this city are more open than those of us in the countryside, if we get divorced, then we will not get along with each other, and this can still be friends, you can talk about it, high quality is good, unlike our chickens and dogs that jump as soon as we get divorced." ”

Grandma's face is already full of tiredness, "Aren't people alive with a face, they won't show it in front of us if they are fighting or arguing behind their backs, if you are a person who wants to save face, how unsatisfactory she is, she won't let me know, that child, it's just the right idea, the child can't help it, forget it, I can't control her." ”

The second aunt nodded, and when she saw my parents come out, she didn't say much anymore.

……

Sitting in my father's car and going straight to the hospital, after helping my grandmother in, my second aunt and I still couldn't help but be stunned, big, really big, I felt for the first time that the hospital was as lively as a shopping mall, the smooth marble floor, the escalator that can give people to look up and be dizzy, the patients of Wuyang and Wuyang, that Mingyue couldn't help blurting out, "Oh my God, how can this hospital catch up with the big set in our countryside, so many people ......"

Dad looked accustomed to it, "Normal, this kind of well-known public hospital receives tens of millions of patients from all over the country a year, this person must be more than the specialized hospital, come, you come with me......"

Mom also nodded beside her, "Sister-in-law, don't ask more, it's like this here, as long as it's a hospital, there is no shortage of people." ”

The second aunt looked emotional, and obediently followed behind my parents without saying much.

The examination was particularly smooth, of course, thanks to my father's friend, if there is no one who knows, I think I can first put some patients around this big labyrinth, I thought that I would go to my mother to continue to live after the afternoon examination, and I also knew that my grandmother's illness could not be seen in one day, but I didn't expect that in the afternoon, we were hospitalized.

I don't know why my grandmother was hospitalized, but I heard the doctor who arranged for my grandmother's hospitalization also said that he would have to have a detailed examination, but I knew the three words written on the sign above the department, 'Oncology.' ’

Dad originally insisted that he want grandma to live in a single ward, but grandma disagreed, she said that it was useless to spend more money, she would live in a large ward, there were many people, and it was lively.

I was left in the ward to take care of my grandmother, while my mother, father and second aunt went to the doctor's office.

"Second aunt."

I shouted and ran over, "What did the doctor say?" ”

Na Mingyue looked at me and waved her hand, "Bao Si, you go and take care of your grandma, this adult will arrange it, you little child doesn't understand ......"

I still want to ask, so I looked at my father and looked at my mother with some worry, "I can tell you, my mother's disease is pancreatic tumor, this disease, the prognosis is very poor, even if it is surgery, the survival rate is rarely more than five years, generally more than ten months, not to mention the economic situation, according to the mother's age, light chemotherapy ......"

"You know what!"

Mom suddenly became anxious, "You are just a gynecologist, I don't care what kind of disease she has now, how long can she survive after surgery, all I can do is to do my best to treat her, that is my mother, do you know!" ”

Dad looked at her helplessly, "Of course I understand your feelings, but this process is very painful, even far more than her illness, I want to tell you, do you want to ask the old man's opinion, see ......"

"No, you don't!"

Mom's attitude was resolute, "I just cure, and it's better to cure death than to let my mother wait for death at home, do you understand!" ”

The second aunt pulled her mother's arm, "Ruojun, don't be so excited, my brother-in-law is also kind." ”

Dad took a deep breath and seemed to calm himself down, "Okay, I won't say more, I don't want to quarrel with you, this disease, I have also encountered it in our hospital, I think you must also know how much it costs, chemotherapy in the early stage, and maybe radiotherapy after surgery, before and after the addition of hundreds of thousands of ......"

As he spoke, he took out a card from his pocket and handed it to my mother, "There are 200,000 yuan in this card, which is my savings over the years, you know, use it, if it's not enough, I'll ...... it again."

"I don't need to!"

Mom pushed away Dad's card, "I thank you, but I don't need your money now, my mom's business, I'm responsible." ”

That Mingyue was a little confused, "Hundreds of thousands? That's a lot...... I also brought money, but we ......."

"You don't have any money!"

Dad didn't care about the words of the second aunt, just watched his mother open her mouth, "You can't take care of yourself now, do you want to steal and rob it." ”

Mom gritted her teeth, "You don't have to worry about it, I can only say, thank you for your kindness, but we are divorced now, and I am responsible for my family's affairs." ”

After saying that, she turned around and left, "I'll go raise money now!" ”

"Hey! Ruokun!! ”

Dad caught up with her in a little anxious, and looked back at me, "Baosi!" Take care of your grandma! I'll be seeing you later! ”

The second aunt was also a little fried in the spot, "What's the matter, it's not enough for us to bring hundreds of thousands, my mother, is this a doctor or a cannibal...... That Bao Si, you go back to the ward first, I'll go find the doctor, and I'll ask again, why is this money so worthless in the hospital! ”

My hand was on the cold wall of the hospital, my eyes were lowered, and Mu Mu turned around, even if no one cares about my thoughts and feelings now, I also want to say, don't think about money, save my grandma, save my grandma......

"Little sister."

When I raised my eyes, I saw a sister who was much older than me in the same ward was carrying two thermos and looking at me with a smile, "Your grandma is asleep, do you want to go with me to turn on the water, after this period of time, there will be no more." ”

I sniffed and nodded, and stepped forward to take a water bottle, "Thank you, sister." ”

She smiled and took my hand, "Are you worried about your grandma?" ”

I nodded, "Well, I'm afraid she's ...... dead."

Her footsteps paused, half-bent over and looked at my face very seriously, "You listen to my sister, your grandma will not die, even if one day, she leaves us, she will go to a place where there is no longer sickness, a good life, she will always be by our side, what we can do is not to let them worry, don't let them feel, we are not strong, okay." ”

I couldn't control my emotions and looked at her with my head, "Not good." ”

Her eyes were also a little red, "My grandfather lives in the hospital bed opposite your grandmother, he is very sick and painful, the doctor said, his condition is very bad, maybe he will leave us in the next two days, I am really afraid of leaving him, but I can't let him stay with me all the time, if I forcibly keep him by my side, it will only watch him suffer, heaven is not sick, I think, he is gone, that is to go to a very beautiful place, forever and forever look at me, look at the people who love him." ”

I seem to be crying for the past two days, and I stretched out my hand to wipe my tears, "But I can treat them, if they are sick, just go and treat them......"

"Little sister, you listen to my sister, your grandma, she just got this disease, maybe the treatment will be useful to her, maybe, she will recover, but my grandfather can't recover, he has been sick for a long time, very painful, my sister just wants to tell you, no matter what happens, you have to extricate yourself, don't lock yourself in a dark room, this, is also the family who loves you don't want to see, you know."

I nodded sullenly, "I know, I know to be strong." ”

She held my hand tightly, took a deep breath and held back the tears in her eyes, "There is a saying, which I like very much, called, the blue sky is always there, you must not let your heart become gray, no matter what happens, we must be good, you know." ”

I looked up at her, "Sister, what's your name?" ”

She gently touched my head, "My name is Chaoyang, because my grandfather is often hospitalized, so I am very familiar with this place, your hometown is not here." ”

"Anfeng, from Baishan Village."

She pulled the corners of her mouth, "My hometown is over there in Anyuan, but the name of our village is very similar, my name is Black Mountain Village, you look very similar to my sister, you are very cute, come, my sister will help you fetch water, it is very hot......"

After returning to the ward, my mood has been much better under the comfort of Sister Chaoyang, to be honest, although she has not known me for long, nor has she said much about how familiar she is, just through a few words, I feel that I like her very much and am willing to be close to her.

Of course, her cheerfulness and sunshine are part of it, and more importantly, I feel that I have a feeling of sympathy with her, and I think that kind of feeling is something that only she will understand, that is, the most beloved elder is seriously ill, and I want to do something, but I can't do anything, so her relief is very useful to me.

After spending an afternoon in the ward, my mother sent some food at noon and was in a hurry to buy daily necessities, and the second aunt was going to call the second uncle, so for a long time, I accompanied my grandmother in the ward, of course, Sister Chaoyang, and her grandfather.

This house is very big, and I don't know if it's taken care of by a doctor, and the sick numbers are just my grandma and her grandfather.

But her grandfather was so quiet, just lying there, with a breathing mask on his nose, and she would turn around and give me an encouraging smile when she wiped her grandfather's body, as if telling me to be strong, but in fact, I think she was also telling herself.

Whenever I see her like this, I will unconsciously hold my grandmother's hand, in fact, I am afraid, the more I see such a scene, the more afraid my grandma will leave.

In the evening, the people from her family seemed to come over, two men, still carrying a big bag in their hands, "Chaoyang, these old clothes have been bought, do you want to see if your grandfather likes this style." ”

Chaoyang didn't speak, just opened the black bag and took a look, his emotions were a little out of control at that time, he covered his mouth and cried forbearantly.

One of the slightly older looked at her and sighed, "What are you crying about, how many years has your father been here, you can do it, at school I am looking for classmates to raise donations and ask your adoptive parents to help me get money to see, or who can see this disease in a normal person, you are a good boy, you have done more than your uncle and uncle, and now the hospital is out of recruitment, and your father will be blessed to leave early." ”

I gritted my teeth, why did I respond to this word so much now!

Sister Chaoyang sniffed hard, "Uncle, then my parents didn't say when they would come and see ......"

"Your parents really can't count on it now, saying that they can't come now, there is a lot of life in the countryside, and your father didn't plan to bury his hometown when he was sober before, so let's do it here, didn't your adoptive parents say to find a cemetery, I think it's good, and there can be a place to worship......"

Sister Chaoyang nodded, "That's okay, then this clothes, put them here now, or wait for my grandfather to ......"

As she spoke, she broke down a little, "I don't want to see these things, can you take them out first." ”

The two men began to sigh again, "Chaoyang, who wants to see this, this is no trick, I'll let my hometown find someone to forget it, let's see what time it is, let's pinch a little to change clothes, otherwise I heard that if you just walk like this, you won't have any clothes to wear......"

The man next to him also nodded, "Yes, you have to change your clothes while you have the air, otherwise it won't be easy to wear, big brother, you go and ask now, otherwise we don't have the bottom in our hearts." ”

As the man let out his anger, Chaoyang was a little unhappy, "What do you do with these, can you be accurate, who said what time to go." ”

The man was a little anxious, "Chaoyang, you are young, and now you are like this, I don't believe your aunt, is there such a thing." ”

Na Mingyue, who had just entered the door for a while, was stunned for a moment when she was named, and then nodded perfunctorily, "It seems that there is such a thing, but it is all in the countryside, and it is in the city, I don't know." ”

"Whatever is in the countryside or in the city, it's all the same!" ：

The man said, sighing, "It's been changed early, and it's warm when people are on the road, otherwise it's cold ...... below."

I didn't say anything, just looked at the grandfather stunned, and after a while, the man who went out came out sweating profusely, crying and waving his hand, "In vain, the person I was looking for said that he was going out, and I don't know why I came back before." ”

"What's the matter, the doctor said it's only been a few days, if it is all of a sudden, won't we catch the blind!"

Na Mingyue looked at her grandmother when she heard the voice, but her grandmother's eyes were always closed, as if she was sleeping but not sleeping, and she didn't dare to say more.

Sister Chaoyang was a little helpless, "Forget it, it doesn't matter, it's ...... if you don't change your clothes."

"Gotta change."

Grandma, who had her eyes closed, suddenly squeaked, "If you don't change it, it's going to be cold if you go on like this, so let's find someone to see the time and change it safely." ”

The room was silent for a moment, and the two men looked at each other but didn't have any idea, "But, who to see, I don't understand this thing, we don't understand it." ”

"Mom, look ......"

Na Mingyue tentatively opened her mouth, but her grandmother closed her eyes but raised her hand, signaling that it was useless to look for her, "I don't have that spirit anymore." ”

"I'll try."

I got up directly in everyone's surprised expressions, and my eyes watched the grandfather with the oxygen mask open his mouth, "I can try." ”