Lin Li watched the TV like this and cried for a while. After seeing some lines in the TV series, she would either scold for a while, or cry with a sour nose. In this world, I'm afraid that no one will come to me except for my own patients, right?

And so she persevered until eleven o'clock in the evening. She was so sad to watch the soap opera that she felt more and more that her life was boring. Why is it that everyone else has relatives and someone who hurts, but he can only be lonely like this? She turned on her phone and looked at it, and after such a long time, there was really not a single message or half of the missed calls.

A burst of sadness hit, and she couldn't help but throw her phone into the depths of the sofa.

How tired are you? She curled up on the couch and fell asleep. And the TV is still there. And when she fell asleep, she was also full of pain, one continuous nightmare after another, tormenting her to the point of heartbreak.

When she woke up again, she was a little confused, "What's wrong with me?" She rubbed her aching forehead, and everything that had been yesterday came back to her mind. She shook her head and said loudly to herself, "What's the big deal! Divorce is divorce! Anyway, I've been alone for so many years, so what's the matter if I'm lonely? ”

She actually used some of the mental methods she had learned to hint at herself, wanting to let herself come out of the sadness that was so thick that it couldn't be dissolved.

Yes, people are like this, if you have any desire and work in that direction, you will always succeed. And her hints to herself obviously worked. My life is already like this, what else can I lose? was originally alone, and Xu Changjun came to her life, no matter how to say it, he also accompanied herself.

What does it matter if you want to live a lonely life now? If he wants to go, let him go.

It's just that when she woke up, she still felt very hungry, so she no longer knew how to order takeout like she did yesterday. Instead, he came to the kitchen, made a few dishes with the dishes he bought, and sat at the table by himself to eat.

Although there are still tears rolling down from time to time, she is different from what she thought yesterday. In the past, she only thought about how to please Xu Changjun and how to maintain her small family. Now that she's back to herself, she's only responsible for herself.

"That's great. It's time for another trip; You can also eat whatever you want at any time, even if you don't want to eat, even if you are hungry, no one cares about your life. Who's to say that such days are bad? ”

She said this to herself, tears rolling in her eyes, but the movements of her mouth never stopped.

After feeding her breath to her heart's content, she felt more comfortable at last. And then she went to check the time, and found that it was six o'clock in the morning. Now she has no concept of time, she just does whatever she wants.

She walked to the edge of the window and said to herself, "It's still so early, why don't you do something yourself?" ”

Looking at the sky that was only shining outside, her heart was as empty as this sky. She couldn't think, it felt like her brain was made of wood, she couldn't think of anything.

She looked out the window blankly, and suddenly found two people who were jogging in the morning, in the faint glow, their figures were so vigorous, and the word suddenly popped into her mind, "Why can't I go?" ”

So she went to the room, looked at the clothes they were wearing, found her sweatshirt, put them on, changed into sneakers and set off. She's going for a morning jog, too. You have to look good like everyone else.

She ran round and round along the runway of the community, but in the end she felt as if she was about to collapse, the beads of sweat were also rolling downward, and the round sun also rose straight out, shining on this wide land.

It's just that she doesn't know what she should do now, she feels that the more she runs, with the beads of sweat, she feels that her body seems to be much lighter, and the pressure in her heart seems to be reduced a little bit.

In that case, let's run away, or maybe really all the problems can be over.

It's just that her state attracted the attention of the morning exercisers, and two enthusiastic elderly people came over, "Girl, take a break." This movement should not be overdone all at once. ”

The other said, "Ancient Rome was not built in a day, if you want to achieve the goal of fitness and weight loss, you can't run so hard all day, you can come out and exercise every day in the future." ”

Lin Li listened to their words a little mechanically, she actually found that she couldn't understand the meaning of what they said, so she stopped and looked at the two old men a little strangely, "Auntie, what do you mean by this?" ”

Her words made the two aunts who came to persuade her suddenly feel as if they had met someone in special need. The two of them took her hand, and an aunt handed her the towel she was carrying, "Girl, wipe off the sweat." You may have overdone it this time. ”

The two of them enthusiastically pulled her to the side of the pavilion and sat down, in fact, the two of them also muttered in their hearts, "This girl can't be a fool, right?" "Look like this, you look good-eyed, and you don't look stupid at all?

The two of them looked at each other for a moment, and then they asked Lin Li, "Girl, do you live in this community?" ”

Lin Li nodded, she felt that these two aunts were a little weird, and she always felt that something was wrong. I felt like I wanted to get out of here. So she suddenly stood up and ran away again, she felt that the running method was very good, she could keep sweating, and let the unhappiness in her heart radiate a little bit.

"Girl, what's wrong with you?" Seeing that she suddenly made such a move, the two old men were so anxious that they shouted behind her. But they and her are only plain, and they don't know their names, so naturally there is no way to continue to help her.

The two old men had to shake their heads, "You said that this girl will not have an accident for a while, right?" ”

"yes, why do I think there's something wrong with her?"

But what can they do? I can only watch it, if something really happens, help her call one or two zero in time. They couldn't help but sigh, "She is in such a mental state, why doesn't she have a family to follow?" ”

The two of them actually regarded Lin Li as a person with mental problems and restricted behavior.

And Lin Li ran along the track of the community again, she passed through a house for a while, and then came to this side again. She couldn't remember anything, she couldn't think about anything, and she felt as if something was pressing on her heart. And running like this can make her feel more comfortable.

At the right time of the greeting of the two enthusiastic aunts, more and more people here noticed her for morning exercises. They couldn't help but point to the side and say, "Indeed, what's the matter with this girl?" Why do you keep running? Do you see her sweating? ”

Indeed, standing outside, you can see the beads of sweat on her forehead. It's just that no one knows her, after all, she rarely shows up in this community, and she usually comes and goes to work in a hurry, and if she hadn't gotten married recently, she wouldn't have lived here. Relationships in the city are inherently a little colder.

Lin Li didn't care about the eyes of the people around him, he just ran forward vigorously, kept running. As if something was attracting her ahead, she felt like she couldn't stop. It's as if the faster you run, the more you can shake off the pressure in your heart.

"She's not going to be okay, is she?" The exerciser on the side glanced at her and whispered.

There is also humanity, "Looking at the appearance of other people, it doesn't look like there is any problem." Maybe people just came out to exercise. Don't speculate like that. ”

Indeed, how can a girl like Lin Li, who has a pure appearance and a delicate face, be a person with mental problems?

"yes, don't talk about it like that. We go to exercise ours. Someone said this, and finally everyone's attention to Lin Li was less. After all, everyone comes out to exercise, where is the time to pay attention to others?

Lin Li kept running, and she felt that little stars slowly appeared in front of her eyes. Although the pressure in her chest was a little less, she felt as if something was dragging her legs.

"No, I have to keep running. It's going to be comfortable. Lin Li actually hinted at himself like this. In her current consciousness, she has been running for a while, and now she is finally much more comfortable, if she insists on running like this for a while, so that she sweats more, then her chest will be more comfortable.

Her current ability to think is only a matter of the moment, and no matter how much she has, she really can't carry it out.

She dragged her heavy steps and continued to run downward, but there were more and more stars in front of her. She shook her head as she ran, "What's wrong with you?" Is it the eyes? But how so? I didn't have one just now, huh? ”

With great hesitation, she kept running forward, gasping for air.