The mountain breeze gently swept across my cheeks, and when I opened my eyes again, I looked directly at the faint white shadow behind the grave, it turned out that she had been here for so long, just to hear me call her Mom.

I believe that grandma must have made it clear to her early on, so in the past 20 years, I have only dreamed of her once, and opened my mouth, "Mom......"

With just one voice, I was full of feelings, but I couldn't express anything else.

Her face suddenly made me see clearly, looking at me very gently and smiling, I stood up on the ground and stretched out my hand to her smiling face, "Mom......"

"I'm gone......"

She still looked at me and smiled, very satisfied, her eyes were the same as when she asked her second uncle to pick up the baby and kiss it again before she closed her eyes, "You have grown up, and my heart has ...... relieved"

I just stood there with my arms outstretched, just looked at her, turned around, walked away little by little, and then disappeared into the air in the distance.

Putting my arms down, I looked at the dirt bag in front of me, and hummed a tune in my mouth for no reason, "...... The stars in the sky don't speak~~ The doll on the ground misses her mother~~ The tea garden in her hometown is full of flowers, and her mother's heart and liver are at the end of the world, thinking of her mother's words every night, the glittering tears of Lu Binghua~~"

……

The paper was burning, but the surroundings were quiet except for the wind, I stood there for a long time, only tears flowed quietly, no matter how much, no matter how much I wanted to do to her, it was too late.

Yin and yang are separated, she let go, and me, but there are only regrets.

If it weren't for Lu Pei's persistence, would I never know in my life that my mother was willing to give up her life in order to give birth to me?

I didn't kill my second aunt and my second aunt's child, but my birth really made me lose my mother.

An ordinary, yet great mother.

Taking a deep breath, he raised his eyes to look at the bombed No. 6 outpost in the distance, his vision would not be blocked now, and when he jumped over again, it was the land over there, with many corn seedlings, still swaying gently in the dusk.

muttered in his mouth, "I'm the real Xue family......"

The sunset was so gentle, faint, that it sprinkled me all over.

"Fourth sister, fourth sister ......"

I don't know how long later, a panting voice came from behind me, "So you're here, you can find us ......"

Xiaoliu scolded and stood beside me with his waist panting, "Didn't you tell you that the commendation conference was three o'clock in the afternoon, you are good, people can't find it, why don't you answer the phone......"

Phone?

There may be a missed answer on my phone, but I was in the stage of being blindfolded at that time, how could I hear it, and besides, I was not in the mood to participate in any commendation meeting at all.

Looking at the slopes stretching in the distance, I faintly continued, "It's over now." ”

"Commendation meeting."

Xiaoliu wiped his sweat, "It's over, the commendation meeting will be held for half an hour, just to praise and praise you, but you can't find it, and in the end, my mother went up to help you pick up the pennant, and the village chief made ......"

Speaking of this, he couldn't help but smile, "Do you know what is written on the pennant, the Star of the White Mountain, relieving the worries of the people, making great achievements, and showing his magical powers......"

It's okay, I didn't write anything about pinching my fingers, so it's good to make people look like a magic stick.

"But I'm happy enough for my mother, you don't know, she also wrote a speech, and she read it at the conference, and she praised you......"

Xiao Liu cleared his throat, "I'll learn it for you, respected villagers of Baishan, my bright moon, I am honored to be able to come to the stage to receive this award for my niece, recalling the past, the eventful years, my family Baosi for the stability of Baishan Village is really dedicated, after death, conscientious, single-minded ......"

I was speechless, "You made it up......"

Xiaoliu shook his head, he didn't know if he was out of breath, he kept pinching his waist, "I don't have that kung fu, she copied the words from the TV herself, and then got them all together, I almost didn't hold back the internal injuries when I heard it." ”

"Does anyone blame me for not showing up?"

Xiaoliu waved his hand, "No, everyone said that you did good deeds without leaving a name, and the village chief also praised you vigorously because you didn't go, but I made a lot of effort to find you, and almost turned the whole village over, who would have thought that you came to the grave, ...... in the afternoon"

Seeing that I wasn't answering, Xiao Liu looked at me with some confusion, "Fourth sister, what's wrong with you, what are you looking at?" ”

"Look out."

"Huh?"

Xiaoliu was stunned, "What are you looking for?" ”

"Xiangkou, I can see it."

I lifted my breath and stretched out my hand, "I couldn't look out before, the hillside in front of me happened to be blocked by the No. 6 outpost, how to go down this grave is biased, like the veil in front of you, see the flowers in the fog, I didn't expect that the No. 6 post would be flattened in a few years, and now, it can be regarded as a positive position, and you can see far away." ”

Xiaoliu was ignorant, "What do you mean to say...... This tomb of our family is now a treasure of feng shui? ”

I took a deep breath and raised my thumb up towards the mountains in the distance, "If you score it, it was sixty points before, and now, it is eighty points......

"How?"

"Feng Shui pays attention to the appropriateness of movement and quiet, the first thing to see in the yin house is to come to the dragon, the best to come to the dragon, is a vein connected, until the end of the mountain dragon, this ancestral tomb of grandma's house, the dragon is the mountain range in front, although the slope is not high, it is also considered to be undulating, but unfortunately, this dragon vein is broken......"

"Broken?"

I nodded, "Stretching along the hillside towards the entrance of the village, the upper and lower ponds are separated, don't you recognize that road, it's the road where we have to take a bus every time we want to enter the city......

Xiao Liu scratched his head as if thinking, "Then it can't be solved?" ”

I shook my head, "I don't know, it's not something I can fix." ”

The broken dragon vein happens to be equivalent to my disabled tiger bone, I don't know if there is any strange connection in this, is it a coincidence, or is it an unclear fate.

I used to see that there was no problem, but now I see it, but I also find a new problem, but it's stronger than before.

"Yin house feng shui has five geographical decisions, dragon, cave, sand, water, direction, and five elements...... What about the hole, pay attention to the agglomeration of vitality, is our current position, no problem, sand, is the surrounding mountains, also called sand ring, can make the vitality in the ground not blown away by the wind, we have mountains everywhere in Baishan Village, choose here, no problem......"

I said, exhaling and continuing to open my mouth, "Water, refers to the water hug, refers to the water in the ground, and the vitality is blended and hugged, and there is no possibility of getting lost...... And here, the dragon is the most important, the dragon wants to be true, this is true, it needs to flow, that is to say, this dragon, has to move with the winding, as a living dragon, born of a dragon, born with qi, and will also take this tomb to the sky. ”

This is also the origin of the four characters of 'dragon hunting point'.

In the early days, Mr. Feng Shui spent several years, or even decades, looking for dragons first, and then he could look at sand, water, points, and dragons, which were the foundation of everything.

Counting, I really didn't think so much about looking for this place at the beginning, I didn't have any experience back then, I came in a hurry, and now I don't feel that I am not good under the grave, on the contrary, I am still very grateful for my decision to deviate from the original intention, at least, it is right now.

Now that the wind is surging by, you can even see the corn seedlings in the distance, which can be regarded as a suitable movement and quiet, as for the broken dragon vein......

I shook my head, and I could only comfort myself that maybe it was really contentment to be happy.

"Soaring?"

Xiao Liu's mouth was still muttering, "Then it's going to be connected, who in our family can soar to the sky?" Fourth sister, it's you! ”

Without waiting for me to answer, he sighed again, "I remember you said that this ancestral tomb is blessed by the descendants of your own family, that is to say, you have grandchildren or something, but our eldest brother is not biological, and I don't count, so it's you...... Granddaughter, can you borrow strength? ”

The granddaughter, I really can't borrow any power from my own ancestral grave, and the effect is quite similar to your aunt's wealth, your uncle's wealth, and you can borrow a little light if you die, and your own luck can't touch the light of the ancestral grave.

It's just that......

I looked back at the graves, I am not my granddaughter, that is to say, my family's graves, their prosperity and decline are closely related to me.

Obediently, in this way, I still have to thank myself at the beginning, although this tomb is not Dawang, at least it has not been taken off, sixty points can rise to eighty points, and the No. 6 post is gone, and it is not easy to appreciate directly.

"Ah, fourth sister, who are you going to the grave for?"

Xiao Liu saw that something was wrong when he looked at the grave, and walked a few steps to the grave of the second aunt earlier, "Why is this sacrifice in front of this grave, aren't you going to the grave for grandma......"

"It's not."

I took a sip of answer, walked over and squatted down to pack the big bag in front of the grave, "I'll go to my mother's grave." ”

"I haven't seen you go to the grave of your second aunt for many years, why are you ......?"

"My mom."

I repeated, and Xiao Liu nodded, "I know, your second aunt...... Who? What do you call her! ”

Is there something wrong with this man's ears?

I packed my bag and stood up, looked into Xiao Liu's eyes, and said word by word, "I, Mom." ”

Xiao Liu's Adam's apple twitched, "Your mother? Which mother, godmother, did you recognize it before, in your dreams. ”

I was helpless.

"Mom."

I cleared my throat, "Do you hear me clearly, this is my own mother." ”

"Your own mother?!!"

Xiao Liu's tone was distorted and almost caught up with the eighteenth bend of the mountain road, "Mother?!" ”

"Yes."

I put away my things and kowtowed three more times, and when I got to my second aunt earlier, I was still muttering, "Mom, I'm going back." ”

"You wait!"

Xiaoliu was stimulated, pulled my arm and stood there still, "Fourth sister, are you okay, this is my father's ex-wife, she has been gone for more than 20 years, how can she become your mother, you have to make it clear to me about this, your mother is not ......"

"Let go of your hand, I'll tell you."

I stood there very calmly, and I didn't want to hide it anymore, in fact, I was quite strange in the past two days, judging from Xia Wendong's reaction after seeing those test reports, he definitely didn't know that I was not his daughter.

Thinking about it with common sense, his next step must be to go to Xue Ruojun to question, whose daughter is this Bao Si, and what is going on......

And then Xue Ruojun's side, the conclusion when I covered my eyes was obvious, she didn't know that I was dropped, but then I didn't know if she knew it, according to my reaction when I insisted on being with Lu Pei, she should know that I wasn't biological, so I didn't care about it later!

Otherwise, she must not block the same horizontal fence as Xia Wendong?

In short, I think that if Xue Ruojun received a call from Xia Wendong, then she should call my second uncle or call me regardless of whether she was kept in the dark or not.

But no, for the past two days, she was still as quiet as ever, she was quiet, and I could only think that it was because she understood what was going on, so she didn't need to question anyone.

Of course, I can also analyze it from the other side, Xue Ruojun has also been kept in the dark, but she is very open-minded, she was frightened by my suicide, and she thought about it later, and felt that I had nothing to do with a cousin like Lu Pei, so I ......

Well, that doesn't make sense, and even I can't accept it.

But in any case, she has no phone, no movement, it is still abnormal to be able to calm down like this!

I didn't rush down the mountain, I simply sat down, first called my second aunt and asked her not to think that Xiaoliu and I were missing, and then, I told Xiaoliu about this from beginning to end, in fact, for Xiaoliu, nothing has changed, I am still surnamed Xue, the rightful surname is Xue, he should call me the fourth sister or the fourth sister, what has changed, is just my future title for my family.

That is to say...... My uncle used such a damaging trick to break you up with Brother Lu, is he afraid that you and Brother Lu are brother and sister? ”

"Hmm."

“…… In other words, my sister-in-law is not only my sister-in-law, but also your sister-in-law? ”

"Hmm."

Xiao Liu's throat seemed to be stuck with a fly, and he coughed vigorously a few times, "That'...... That is to say......"

"Is there an end?"

I looked at him helplessly. "Where didn't you hear clearly, I was just born and was dropped, in order to save my life, don't you know the stele fairy, but you just wronged my own mother, do you understand."

"Forehead ......"

Xiao Liu's hand scratched his scalp from front to back, "Then the current sister-in-law knows very well that she is not your mother, right?" ”

"I don't know."

At least I think her reaction is not right now, what is the way to play if she doesn't react?

"The ......"

Xiao Liu seemed to have been forced into a bad meal by me, scratching his ears and cheeks for a long time before he said to me, "Your uncle, your second uncle, not your uncle......"

Seeing me purse his lips, he almost blurted out, "High table, low bench......"

"Get out!!"

On such a serious occasion, you still play with me to rhyme!

"Fourth Sister ......"

Xiaoliu suddenly deflated, "Fortunately, you are not my sister-in-law's child, I have never seen such parents, so fortunately, then we will kiss and kiss......"

I didn't bother to pay attention to him, and seeing that it was already dark, I got up and patted my pants, "Let's go back." ”

"Fourth sister, that ......"

"That's what, that!"

I carried my bag and walked down the mountain, the wind behind me was gentle, but the taste in my heart was indescribable, in the face of Xiaoliu, I could not have any taboo words to say, what about the second uncle, I called him the second uncle of twenty-four years......

Xiao Liu followed behind me, and his ability to accept it was quite fast, and when he walked to the door, he had already asked me if I wanted to change my words to my mother, "Fourth sister, my mother will also be your mother in the future, and she will not be the second aunt." ”

My footsteps stopped, and I looked at the light on in the house in the front yard of my house, "Liu'er, don't talk about this for a while, if you want to talk about it, I also said it to my second uncle, understand." ”

The chatter in Xiao Liu's mouth was cut off in response, and he stopped talking.

I threw the bag in my hand into his arms, looked at the light in the window of my front yard, and suddenly felt the same mood as when I went to the grave in the afternoon, a little nervous, I don't know why.

He silently took a deep breath, raised his feet, and strode towards the house.

As soon as the door opened, the second aunt came out wearing an apron, "Baosi, why have you been going to the grave for so long, if you don't come back, I'm going to look for you on the mountain...... Quick, it's time for you to eat, and the dishes are going to be cold! ”

I sighed, feeling that the room was quiet, "Where's the second uncle?" ”

"He's waiting for you in the back room......"

The second aunt suddenly lowered her voice, "Your face is not very good, I don't know what's wrong, it stands to reason that you have made meritorious contributions to the village, and it is a happy thing that you have cured a few grandfathers, who knows why he suddenly became seriously concerned after receiving a call from Na Ruojun in the afternoon, and he didn't let me call you Grandpa Chen Li to eat at night, saying that he had something to say......"

I felt a 'thump' in my heart, that was ......

"Are the Four Treasures back?"

The second uncle shouted in the back room, his voice was rarely serious, and the second aunt hurriedly responded, "I'm back, don't let the child wash his hands first!" ”

As he spoke, he also came to my ear, "I don't know what crazy it is, it makes everyone nervous." ”

I didn't say much, I lifted my breath on the spot, or raised my feet and walked into the back room, the food was on the table, the second uncle was still sitting in the main position, as soon as he saw me, the eyes were indescribably complicated, I didn't rush in, I stood at the door, my eyes converged in mid-air, entangled, my heart swelled underneath, and the feelings of both sides suddenly became desperately depressed.

"Bao Si, go in and eat!"

The second aunt didn't know why, pushed me to the table and sat down, took a bowl and gave me a meal, "You don't know, how lively the commendation meeting was that afternoon, all the people in the village came, everyone envied me, and they all said I was ......."

"Four Treasures ......"

The second uncle's eyes kept looking at me, and the bitter taste was strong, "You know everything, don't you?" ”

My eyes were sore, but the corners of my mouth were pulling hard, my head tilted, and I tried to make a naughty and cunning appearance, "Hmm." ”

"That ......"

The second uncle's voice was a little older, "When you came back, you understood everything in your heart?" ”

"Hmmm......"

A laugh came out of my mouth, I looked at my second uncle, opened my mouth, seemed to have a thousand words, but suddenly it was stuck in my throat, I wanted to smile easily, but the tears still couldn't control the embankment, sitting there, suddenly my chest twitched and cried, not a word, I couldn't say a word.

The second uncle looked at me, his eyes gradually reddened, and he raised his hand to cover his eyes, and in an instant, he couldn't cry.

"What's going on?"

The second aunt was stunned, "What is this saying, I know what, why are you still crying, this is a good thing, Ruowen, what's wrong with you, you're sick!" ”

"Hey, Mom!"

Seeing this, Xiaoliu also began to wipe away tears, "My dad and fourth sister are...... Be...... Don't ask! ”

"What is it!!"

The second aunt was dazed, and looked at me again, but heard me cry out in a hoarse voice, "Dad......"

"Bao Si...... What do you call your second uncle? ”

The second uncle suddenly cried.

I vigorously wiped away my tears, got up, moved the stool I was sitting on, and knelt down with my legs bent in front of my second uncle, "Dad." ”

"Four treasures!"

The second uncle leaned out and hugged me directly, "I'm sorry for you!" I'm sorry for you, you've been wronged, you've suffered all these years! Blame me, blame me! ”

I shook my head, I wanted to say a lot of words, a lot of gratitude, he was such a gentle and quiet person, but for me, almost all the patience, I never felt unlucky, I am grateful that I grew up in a loving and tolerant environment, I have the love of my grandmother, the love of my grandfather, and the second uncle, and later the second aunt, I don't lack anything.

Deep down, I didn't have any dissatisfaction and hatred, I changed my words, and I just wanted my biological mother to look at her and let her know that my second uncle really loves me, and all my family members really love me, she doesn't have to worry about me, everything is developing in a good direction.

The second aunt was completely stupid by me and the second uncle, and in the end, Xiaoliu called her out to explain.

I couldn't take care of her, so I hugged and cried with my second uncle for a long time, I thought we would say something, but no, just a look at each other, and the two sides seemed to be clear in their minds, only emotion.

When my second uncle and I recovered, the second aunt had already gotten the truth from Xiaoliu's mouth, she seemed to be frightened and trembling, and then entered the house and sat at the head of the kang and watched me and the second uncle say nothing.

"As soon as you call me in the afternoon, you will say that you can know......"

The second uncle took my tissue and wiped his eyes, "I also said that it is impossible, you haven't mentioned this stubble in the past few days since you came back, and then I thought about it, too, there is something in the way, you kid can calm down in his heart, he must want to finish this lice tail thing first, and he is talking about something else." ”

I didn't say anything, I sat next to my second uncle and listened to him, my hands kept clasped tightly.

"It's been twenty-four years, last time, as soon as Xiao Lu asked me about this, I thought, maybe I can't hide it, didn't we send the lamp that night, I also went to talk to your grandma and Cui'er, I said, it may be troublesome to hide the matter, who knows that this Xiao Lu that Sibao likes will be Xia Wendong's nephew...... Alas. ”

Speaking of this, the second uncle was still a little anxious to see me change his words, "Get used to it, actually, that's your grandmother, I'm ......"

"It's fine."

I muttered and shook my head, "Dad, I'm actually used to calling you second uncle, let's just know it in our hearts, in fact, I thought about it, I don't have to change everything back, it's like a ......"

glanced at Na Mingyue, who was still 'frightened', "Second aunt, I'm used to it, in the future, the title will still be the same......"

It's not important, the important thing is that the family can talk about it, otherwise, it will have to make waves in the village, and it won't be troublesome enough.

The second uncle knew very well that I wanted to, nodded, and patted the back of my hand, "Sibao, I didn't expect it, you didn't blame us, otherwise, I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that you think of us and are ruthless, how can you say that you will be replaced, and you will suffer a lot from Ruojun and Xia Wendong, all caused by me!" ”

"Second uncle, don't talk about this."

I raised my eyes to look at him, "Then my mother is my original aunt, did she know from the beginning that I was actually her niece?" ”

"Ruojun."

The second uncle sighed helplessly, "How did she know at the beginning, at that time, as soon as she came back, her stomach was pregnant, saying that she came back from the unit, and their unit leaders didn't let her fall in love, so she had to give birth to the child, your grandmother was angry, but seeing that the child was a month old, there was no way, plus Ruojun really wanted this child, that's it, who would have thought, the child was just born, it was a stillborn ......"

I knew this, I saw it with my eyes, and I couldn't tell my second uncle, so I could only make it look like I was listening.

"Ruojun just gave birth here, Cui'er gave birth, she couldn't give birth, she had a difficult birth, your grandmother started it......"

The second uncle's eyes began to turn red again, "From the beginning, she just wanted to keep Xiao Cui'er, you have to understand, you can't let the adults be gone, but Cui'er didn't agree, she said that she wanted to leave the queen for our Xue family, and she would live or die, and then, as soon as you were born, she was bleeding profusely, and your grandmother immediately made a decision, saying that while Ruojun was still dizzy, she would send you over, also to save your life, didn't our family still have that thing to grind for a while." ”

I nodded, and I could do it.

"Originally, your grandma didn't calculate your life and what could be known by others, she calculated it, so she said that your life is hard, it's not good to live, who knows, your grandfather Chen Li was standing outside the door at the time, and the calculation was clear, so he said that you killed Cui'er and her child, so that our family couldn't explain it, so we could only make the mistake wrong......"

The second uncle looked guilty, "Ruojun woke up at the beginning, I was so happy to see you, she didn't know that her child was dead, she held you in her arms every day during confinement, and said that she would take you back to the city, I couldn't hold it back for a day, I just wanted to say that it was my child, it can be seen that Ruojun is like that, I don't dare to say, I'm really afraid that she won't be able to accept it and have another accident."

Fortunately, later your grandmother said that your life was hard or something, and she stayed hard, Ruojun returned to the city after the confinement, she said that she would come to pick you up when you were one year old, who knew that it would be a few years after you left, and then come back, and she came back with Xia Wendong......"

I remember this stubble, Xia Wendong said that my mother seemed to be depressed and ugly soon after she went back, and it was during this period that she became a beauty.

"When she comes back, I will make up my mind to take you back, and I didn't hold back that time, and explained this matter to your mother......"

I was shocked, "That is, my mom knew when I was three or four years old that I wasn't her biological daughter?" ”

The second uncle nodded, "She knew it at that time, and your grandmother also told her, saying that you are her lucky star, and she must have a child by her side, otherwise she will not live to be old, and Ruojun will admit it in the end." ”

"In other words, my mother didn't know it at first, and then she hid it from my current father when she found out?"

"Perhaps."

The second uncle still sighed, "Ruojun said that he wanted to hide it from Xia Wendong at that time, saying that he would not tell him that the child was long gone, so he should have never said it." ”

As soon as my nerves relaxed, it made sense, Xia Wendong didn't know, he thought that Lu Pei and I were in chaos, so he kept stopping it, my mother, that is, cooperating, and then seeing that the general trend was gone, I didn't care about it in my heart, this is a normal way to play.

Suddenly remembered a very small matter, I remember that once Mrs. Xu came to my grandmother about Han Lin's milk as a demon, at that time, Mrs. Xu had not yet entered the crooked road, and had been showing people her stomach, and she was still more powerful at looking at men and women, and she was still looking at me at the time, which meant that she had looked at her stomach for so many years, and she didn't see that Ruojun's stomach was a white tiger in his belly......

A lot of little things are being scrutinized one by one, and they are really clues reborn.

My mother didn't come back for many years, and she didn't bring Xia Wendong to my house again, and even after her divorce, she didn't let me have more contact with Xia Wendong......

There is also grandma's attitude towards Xia Wendong before, saying that it is polite, and it is more about being raw, things seem to have been clear, even I have questioned myself, am I born, but it is just a complaint, deep down, I really never doubted it.

didn't think about it, real life is also full of blood.